Authors: Olivia Goldsmith
To Jack Rapke
Because you always knew how good it would be
An imprisoned creature was out of the question â my mother would not have allowed a rat to be restrained of its liberty.
Mark Twain
What is now proved was once only imagined.
William Blake,
The Marriage of Heaven and Hell
âAll rise.'
Jennifer Anne Spencer watched as Judge Marian Levitt entered the courtroom, her black robes swinging loosely from her shoulders, not concealing her dumpiness, her white hair cut in a simple bob. She climbed the three steps to the bench holding Jennifer's future in her hands.
Jennifer stood beside her lawyer and the rest of the legal team and faced Judge Levitt with what she hoped was a calm and honest gaze. She knew that the photographers would pay a great deal to have a picture of her at the time the verdict was given. But they were barred from the courtroom and for that, if nothing else, she was grateful.
Although she had been assured and reassured that the judge would see things âtheir way', it was not an easy thing to stand before the woman as she leafed through her papers.
In fact, although she doubted that she would be judged guilty, she was certain that even if she was, she would be given a suspended sentence or public service or a fine.
Jennifer had to admit that she felt sick to her stomach just standing there. That she had virtually volunteered to be there didn't make it any easier. She felt a fluttering beside her and realized that Tom, her attorney, was reaching for her hand. She entwined her fingers in his and knew that he could feel her trembling. She hoped that the judge could see neither that nor the fact that they were holding hands. But she supposed it wouldn't make any difference to the outcome of the trial.
For what seemed like an interminable time, Judge Levitt paged through the notes in front of her. She had on a pair of half-glasses that were perched at the very end of her long nose. Both Donald and Tom had strongly urged Jennifer to forgo a jury trial. âThis is complicated law,' Tom had said. âA judge would be more likely to understand the distinctions.' Donald had laughed. âLet's face it,' he'd said. âCivilians hate us and would be only too happy to throw the book at you.' Jennifer had nodded. âWe're the fat cats,' Donald had continued. âWe're the Wall Street smart-asses. When they make money during a bull market they resent us for making more. When they lose money they blame us. You can't win when you're on the Street. You'd never get a jury of your peers unless they could get a dozen guys from the Street, and none of them have the time to sit on a jury.' They had all laughed.
But now, looking up at Judge Levitt, Jennifer didn't feel like laughing. She told herself it was all going to be all right. Donald and Tom would see to it. This was the worst of it, and after this she'd be so well rewarded that â¦
âJennifer Spencer. You have been accused of fraud. I find you guilty. On insider trading I find you guilty on all counts. On â¦'
A loud buzzing began in Jennifer's ears. The word âguilty' coming from Judge Levitt's lips seemed to move from the bench to her and hit her like a blow. This wasn't what was planned. She felt dizzy and she had to close her eyes for a moment to stop the room from spinning. Tom's hand on her now clammy one did not feel comforting. She wanted to shake him off and wipe the sweat off herself. How could this be happening?
When she could hear again, the judge was intoning something about her sentence. A sentence? If she was found guilty, there wasn't supposed to be a sentence. â⦠three to five years at Jennings Correctional Facility for Women.' The judge paused, took off her glasses, and looked across the bench at Jennifer. âYou are very young,' she said. âIt's better that you learn now that this type of manipulation and illegal profiteering is unacceptable and that it could destroy your entire life.'
Jennifer couldn't respond. Even on that horrible day when the Feds came into her posh office at the prestigious Wall Street firm of Hudson, Van Schaank & Michaels to take her away in cuffs, Jennifer didn't believe that she would spend even one moment in a jail cell. The arrest made her a little nervous, of course, but that was only because she'd never been in trouble before with the law.
âThis is just a publicity stunt,' her boss told her. âThey're firing shots over our heads to cool down this overheated market.' That boss was the legendary Donald J. Michaels himself, and Jennifer never questioned his judgment or authority. âBelieve me,' Donald assured her, âthese charges
are going to be dropped. And even if you do go to trial, you aren't going to be found guilty of anything. Trust me,' he added with his reassuring smile.
Jennifer did trust him. After all, she
wasn't
guilty of anything. She was just taking the heat for Donald in order to deflect any further investigations into his firm's rather dubious business dealings. If the SEC â the Securities and Exchange Commission â had gone after Donald they would have thrown the book at him. âAnd they've got a damn big book,' Donald had joked. âYou know how jealous, how envious, people have been over our success in the last few years.' Jennifer did know. During his Wall Street career Donald Michaels had made not only his own fortune, but had also made dozens, maybe scores â or even hundreds â of other millionaires. Jennifer herself was a millionaire at twenty-eight â but now she was a millionaire who was leaving for prison in less than an hour.
Standing in the courtroom, Jennifer cradled her right elbow in her left hand and her left in her right hand and shivered as she felt both her gooseflesh and nausea rise. How, she wondered, did it come to this? How had Tom, her lawyer, let it happen?
Thomas Philip Branston IV was the sharpest (and most handsome) young counsel on the Street. âNothing is really at risk,' he had told Jennifer, echoing Donald's assurances. âIt never is in cases like this. Even if you are convicted â which is virtually impossible â we'll have an appeal before the judge can pound his gavel. Donald has good friends and deep pockets,' Tom said with a knowing smile. Jennifer had no reason to doubt what he said. After all, Tom was not only a Harvard undergrad and Law Review at Yale, he was also
much more than her brilliant attorney. He was her beloved fiancé.
âThink of it, Jen,' he had said days ago, âeveryone here will be in your debt. You'll not only have Donald's gratitude, but also the gratitude of the partners and all of the employees, right down to the secretaries and the mail-room staff. They'll all owe their fortunes and their jobs to you.'
âI only regret that I have but one life to give for my firm,' Jennifer had joked on that day when she, Tom, and Donald got together with Bob, the financial officer and Lenny, his assistant, to hatch their plan. There was plenty to drink and lots of laughter at that meeting as they discussed how Tom would prepare her statements, how they'd all sign them, and how Tom would âturn her in' to the SEC. The Feds would be ripsnorting mad to miss their shot at Donald, but if she confessed they were scotched in their witchhunt, and Jennifer would be back at work within a week.
At the time their plan sounded solid; after all, Jennifer loved the heart-stopping thrill of high-risk deal-making. She loved the power of outleveraging any competitor in a buyout, and she loved the rush of watching one of their IPOs â Initial Public Offerings â burst onto the market to take the lucky or the gullible investor for the ride of his life. She loved it all â but most of all she loved the money and what it bought. She loved the Pratesi sheets on her bed, the silk Kirmans on her floor, and she loved every piece of Armani, Prada, Gucci, and Ferragamo that she kept neatly in her Biedermeier armoire. Even if her Tribeca condo was a little small, it was beautiful and in the best neighborhood in New York. (John Kennedy, Jr. had lived just around the corner.) With the very generous bonus that she was likely to
get from pulling off this little charade, Jennifer was sure that she'd be able to move right on up to the penthouse.
âJennifer, I'm so, so sorry. It's a mistake. Honestly. I thought we had Levitt in line,' Tom said to her now. Jennifer just stared at him, speechless.
The court officer began to move toward her. âWe're going to have to go now,' he said.
âWhat?' she asked. He must be joking. âGo where?'
Tom looked away from her, unable to meet her eyes. âTo be transported,' he said. âTo go â¦'
âTo go to jail?' she asked, and heard her voice rising. After the indictment she'd been out on bail before the desk sergeant could call the press and tip them off to her presence. âRidiculous,' she said, with more bravado than she felt, but the guard came at her relentlessly and when he reached her he pulled out handcuffs. Jennifer almost fainted. âNo,' she said, and it came out almost as a moan.
âSurely handcuffs aren't necessary â¦' Tom began.
âIt's procedure,' the marshal said, and it was clear that there was no negotiating. He snapped the cuffs on Jennifer's wrists, then had to stop and adjust them again and again because her wrists were so small. âOkay,' he said. âLet's go. We have transport waiting.'
âWe're going to have to go out there,' Tom told her. âThere will be a lot of photographers and journalists.' He paused. âLook, this is only a momentary setback,' he said. âYou'll be there overnight. We'll appeal or we'll get a mistrial. Don't worry about this.'
âLet's go,' the marshal said again and took her, not gently, by the arm.
âUm, could she fix herself for a moment?' Tom asked.
Jennifer, dazed and confused, didn't know what he was
talking about, but Jane, one of the other attorneys, took out a comb and tissue and actually fussed with Jennifer's face as if she were an actor about to go before the cameras. As she was being preened, Tom stood very close to her and she felt something drop into her pocket.
âCall me sometime,' he whispered into her ear. âLook undaunted,' Tom continued as he stepped back, while she was marshaled out to face the exploding lights and equally unsettling questions. âAre you sorry now?' a woman's voice yelled.
âWhat will you do in prison?' she heard someone else shout.
âJenny, look over here!' a husky voice intoned.
âJenny!' echoed behind her.
âJenny! Jenny, here!' was being chanted all around her.
Now she realized why people photographed for the newspapers always looked guilty. She, too, had to hang her head down to protect herself from being blinded by the flashbulbs and strobes. The marshal had been joined by several court officers who were pushing the media out of the way. Jennifer realized that she didn't know if Tom was still with her or not, but when they walked through the double doors and she found herself at a loading dock, Tom was right behind her, though blessedly the wolf pack was stopped in their tracks.
But right now, the idea of prison gave Jennifer another roll of nausea. She tried to quiet her fears with the confidence that she had cut quite a deal with the firm. With Tom in charge of her appeal, and Howard McBane, senior partner of the white shoe firm of Swithmore, McBane pleading it, there was â she reminded herself â essentially no risk. When all the dust was settled, Donald Michaels was
going to owe her big time. She may have left the firm in cuffs, but she was certain that she would return as a senior partner.
In the days following her initial arrest, Jennifer focused her energies on practicing her testimony with Tom and deciding what to wear to court. She was charged with investment fraud, so it seemed that she should try to look as
un
fraudulent as possible. She chose Armani over Yamaguchi, because who could appear fraudulent in Armani? And for shoes she opted for Louboutin over Manolo Blahnik. Only a classic Gucci purse would do, and with a new hairstyle and makeup done to perfection, Jennifer was sure that she was dressed not only for success, but for an acquittal.
What she hadn't planned on, however, was the possibility of a female judge. For all of her success, Jennifer had never learned how to deal well with other women â especially the fat, dumpy types who prefer to cloak their femininity in the dark uniformity of robes. When Jennifer saw her judge it was like seeing the ghost of Sister Mary Margaret from St Bartholomew's school. Jennifer had looked to Tom for encouragement.
But as clever and handsome as Tom was in his own impeccably tailored suit, he had no charm over this severe incarnation of Lady Justice. The grand jury hearing was a disaster. Jennifer was indicted and brought to trial amidst a media frenzy that made national headlines. Donald had warned her that the Feds were looking for a high-profile scapegoat. They found one in Jennifer Spencer. Her story kept the tabloids churning out edition after edition, and while the humiliation of the live television coverage was considerable, what really frustrated Jennifer was the judge's
inability to see that the charges against her were bogus.
At the van Jennifer cried as Tom held her close. âThis is only a little setback,' he told her. âIt's all going to blow over. We'll get an appeal. You'll get another judge. We'll get Howard McBane for the appeal. McBane is an appellate genius and every judge in the state knows him. Your case will be decided on its merits.' Jennifer tried to remind herself âNo guts â no glory.' The shame of the publicity and the shock of the verdict would be a small price to pay for a senior partnership in the firm â and a lifetime of wealth with her beloved Tom. She'd taken a gamble and if this was the downside of it, the upside was well worth a few days of a little discomfort. âI'll call ahead,' Tom told her. âI'll pull a few strings and make sure that you get nothing but white-glove treatment.'
Jennifer nodded as yet another horrible wave of fear, anger, and shame washed over her. She was leaving for prison! She wished Donald Michaels, the author of all this, had come to see her off, but that thought had barely registered when they moved through the doors and, as if out of nowhere, the prison transport van pulled up and two armed officers got out.