As the Range Rover stopped, flashbangs were going off.
We jumped off and ran to the main doors. They were locked and still covered over with curtains. Dave secured the charge to the left-hand side door with doublesided tape; there was enough explosive to blow the whole thing in.
Everyone was back against the wall, looking up with weapons covering the windows. If anyone poked his head out with bad intentions, he would not enjoy the view for long.
As he moved back, Dave checked with his hand the line of the det cord to the detonator and then to the firing wire, a last check to make sure everything was right. By checking, he could say, "Bin it," if it was screwed up, and we'd go straight in with the axes, just as Tiny had had to do at the embassy. Dave, was rushing, but he was still taking his time to make sure the charge was complete. The last thing he wanted to do was push that clacker and have nothing happen.
Both teams were ready. As Dave went past, Tim, the number two, was ready with another flashbang.
I had my weapon up in the aim, ready to go in. As I took off the safety, I shouted, "Go!"
Our charge and one of the first-floor teams' went off at the same time.
I started to move. The flashbang flew past me, and I followed it in. It would be no good going in after it had finished; I had to be there with it.
The hallway was dark and was starting to fill with smoke from the flashbangs. Another one exploded, and I felt the effect of the blast.
The noise jarred my whole body, and I could feel the pressure on my eardrums. The flash was blinding, but I had to work through that.
We'd trained enough in these situations; my hands still arried burn marks from when one of the maroons had chit me.
The whole building was shaking with concussion and seared by sheets of blinding light.
On my right I could see the other team moving. I didn't look, but I knew that my group would be heading for that first door.
The hallway was clear.
I turned and saw that I was number two at the door.
The last two of my lot had gone straight for it and were waiting.
I heard flashbangs and firing from the other floors.
I ran over, pulling out a flashbang and getting right behind the first man. I put it over his shoulder so he knew that we were ready.
The number three on the opposite side of us kicked the door open.
As soon as four inches of gap appeared, the flashbang was in, and so were we.
Nobody was worried about what was inside or what would happen when the door was opened. We'd done it so many times. There was no time to think about danger or the possibility of cocking up.
The lights were on, and the noise and flashes were doing their job well.
Dave went left; as I came in, I saw a group of people huddled together in a corner but no people with masks or weapons.
I heard an MPS fire. One of the group pulled an AK and was bringing it up.
I got my torch onto his head and gave him a quick burst. The Yankees were screaming and crying and had to be controlled.
Tim, who was covering both of us as we took the room, shouted, "Get down, get down!" He pointed his weapon at them to make them understand that he was serious-and because there could be terrorists in the group.
He was now dragging them down onto the floor if they weren't doing what they were told. This was no time to be sensitive and caring.
Dave moved forward at the same time to clear the room. Because he had to move a settee, he let his weapon go on its sling and pulled his pistol.
At the same time Tim was shouting: "Where are the terrorists, any more terrorists?"
Once we cleared the room we were going to the next one. As I came out, Tim was pushing people onto the floor and shouting, "Stay there, don't move!"
The other teams were still doing their stuff. I ran past our number four, who was covering the hallway. He was in a corner so that he dominated the whole area and at the same time could see up the staircase.
I got to the door and became number one. The bottom of my respirator had filled up with sweat, and I was breathing so heavily under all the body armor that I could feel its diaphragm clanking up and down. Tim came up behind me and shoved a flashbang under my nose.
Once we had a number three we were ready, and in we went.
The room was empty.
Shouts echoed from other rooms as the Yankees were controlled. My breathing was labored, I was listening to the net, listening to two lots of people speaking at once.
Oral commands were being shouted through resp' orators; hand signals were flashing from man to man. Throughout the building there were weapons firing, maroons exploding, smoke and people everywhere.
It was very claustrophobic Inside the respirator. I was a big sweaty mess, trying to do my job and think of about ten things at the same time.
We still had a problem. We didn't know if any X rays had hidden among the Yankees-or maybe the Yankees were actively shielding some.
The Stockholm Syndrome bonds victims to their captors; they had to be covered with weapons until we knew who was who.
Tim started to move up the stairs, covered by a member from the other team. He moved very slowly, his pistol out, ready. He was making sure there was no threat on the stairs, and ensuring that he didn't have a blue-one blue with the other link man he was to RP with.
They linked up, and I got on the net.
It had been just over two minutes from the "Go. go, go! "_ The firing had stopfed, but the shouting had not.
Smoke was billowing everywhere, and now all the call signs were sending information back on the net that their areas were clear and what the casualty state was.
Fat Boy said, "We have a wounded woman."
I looked around, and one of the Yankees was holding her leg.
I got on to the net: "This is Three, we have a wounded Yankee, request medic backup, over."
"Roger that, Three. He is on his way, out."
Dave went to the door to lead him to the casualty. I then got on the net and gave my sitrep.
By now the whole of the front of the building was floodlit, and the hostage reception was ready for custom.
"All stations, evacuate the Yankees, evacuate the Yankees."
It looked like a human conveyor belt as we moved people out. They mustn't have time to think, they must be scared; you shout and holier to control them into the arms of the hostage reception. Everybody was picking them up and shoving them, shouting: "Get up, get up!
Move, move, move!"
They got as hard a time as if they were confirmed terrorists, lined up facedown on the floor and handcuffed.
"Stay still, no talking!"
They were covered with pistols.
The SSM came along with a torch, grasped hold of each person's head, and pulled it back, shining the powerful beam into his eyes.
"Name?"
When he was satisfied that everyone was who he said he was, they were put on transport and moved away to the police cordon.
"Hello, Alpha One, this is Two. We have a possible I.E.D [improvised explosive device]. We have marked it and are moving out.
Over."
They would put a small flashing yellow light on it.
The same would be done for a man down; yellow light penetrates smoke better than white.
Someone else was getting direction from CRW.
"Alpha One, roger. RP with A.T.O, all call signs evacuate the building, over."
We all acknowledged, quite pleased to be evacuating.
We could get back to the admin area, have a quick debrief, and then it would be wacky races back to Hereford. There was a great rule that whoever came on the helis went back on them. That was fine, apart from having to listen to Steve bang on about his latest squash game.
The exercise had gone smoothly. We'd been good, and so we should have been. We were on the ranges every day, leaping onto buildings, screaming through the CQB house, running around with the vehicles, up and down ladders, practicing until we could almost do it blindfolded.
The only thing that didn't improve with the training was that we lived our lives with a ring around our faces where the seal of the respirator pressed down.
The X rays had been members of CRW apart from the woman, who was from the Home Office. They had been working to a brief that only they knew; however, it could have changed at any time, depending on the actions of us and the other agencies involved. If they had seen anything to arouse their suspicions, they would have reacted.
Part of learning to fight terrorists was knowing how to be one, and the blokes in the Regiment, and particularly CRW, were probably the most professional in the world. With our skills and knowledge we could bring down governments in months.
Things started to go really well with Fiona. We were sitting in the front room one day having a romantic conversation about electricity bills, and I said, "This is quite stupid. Why don't we move in together? You virtually live in my house anyway, so why don't you come in?"
"I want'to do that," Fiona said, "but only if you let me go halves on everything."
"I buy the washing machine, you buy the hoover?" It sounded good, to me, and since I was on the team, at least there was the chance of some time together. We used it to the full.
The house started to take shape. It was a nice little place, in a smart part of town; we really got busy redecorating, putting new doors up, and we both chipped in to. have heating installed. Gradually furniture and curtains appeared. As far as I was concerned, I'd be there forever; there was no reason to move. It really felt like home.
In June 1986 I had one of those mornings when I got into work at eight o'clock and was out again by ninethirty. I came home; I'd been trying to fix the exhaust on the Renault 5 because the bracket kept falling off and I was damned if I was going to pay fifteen pounds to have it sorted out. I was trying to hold it on with bits of coat hanger and all sorts.
I'd spent the afternoon doing that, came in, and was sitting down having a cup of tea, watching the telly.
Fiona had been downtown for a doctor's appointment; she came in, stood in the doorway, and said, "I've got something to tell you. I wasn't too sure of your reaction, so I wanted to make sure. Andy, I'm pregnant."
I felt as if I'd taken a straight right from Mike Tyson. I said, "This is really good. What do you reckon?"
"I don't know. I don't know if it's good or bad. Do you think we should have the baby? I'm for it if you are."
"Right, okay, let's do it-let's have a baby."
Was it the right time, was it the wrong time? whoever knows? It was scary, but it was nice, a wonderful feeling of having created something worthwhile. So there I was, the expectant father.
As the pregnancy progressed, Fiona started to go through a bad patch, getting very tired with anemia.
She'd get up in the mornings, walk around, then have to get her head down again. It was lucky that I was on the team because every spare moment I had I could get back and make her cups of tea and just be there. It would have been tough for her if I'd had to go away; somebody would have had to be there to look after her.
Money was tight. I was still on trooper's pay, although I had reached the dizzy heights of lance-corporal.
The next step was the big one; corporal's pay was very good indeed. I hoped I'd have sorted that out by the time the baby was born. Whatever happened, nothing could take away from me how good it felt to have a home and a child on the way.
Around Christmas time, when Fiona was about seven months pregnant, I found out that I had to go away on a team job in February. When I worked out the dates, I found that it was the day before she was due to have our baby.
"That's no problem," she said. "We'll look up a few old wives' tales and jump up and down in the rhubarb patch or something to bring the baby a day earlier. It might be early anyway. Let's keep our fingers crossed."
She went for all the tests and asked, "What are the chances of getting the baby induced a day early? My boyfriend's got to go away and will be away for a few months. He wants to be present at the birth."
I was getting quite upset about it because I really wanted to be there; this was the most exciting thing that had ever happened to me.
But the team job wasn't going to be knocked back a day just because Lance-corporal McNab was going to have a baby.
I started combing magazines for possible "cures."
"You'll have to get your finger out the day before," I said to Fiona, handing her the latest concoction I'd read about-something like Worcester sauce and pineapple juice. "Give this baby a good talking-to.
Explain the facts of life; it's got to come out early."
Life went on. John McCarthy had been kidnapped in Beirut in April 1986.
In January 1987 so was Terry Waite. It wasn't long before the press were speculating about what kind of role the Regiment might be playing in securing their release. On 28 January 1987, just a week or so after Waite's disappearance, we all got into the crew room in the morning, normal routine. It was a really miserable old day, windy and raining.
Blokes had brought day sacks in as usual, with newspapers and magazines in case we got bored. We passed them around, drinking tea and chatting.
The big debate was whether we should have a sports afternoon, a big tradition in the British Army.