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Authors: Ann Lauterbach

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Last night I counted

as they fell: one, two, three. The sky

this bright economy

is tired of blue, now it is orange

with black spots. All else

plus or minus the dials

is to be divided between theories of freedom

and theories of God

    tries to find a universal language what is his spirit

small integer absolute music forces of cacophony the danger of Futurism

depicted as lovers

slowly copulating on the sea’s red and gold foam.

The best way to predict the future is to conceive it

diehard merrily disconnects the chip

draw near

see the red tug the ruined castle double your anticipation.

3.

Enter the hero.

He grows up poorer than poor.

He ends up in a math class.

Even he doesn’t believe it.

In six weeks

he would be more efficient.

He needed to create

a distraction.

He gets hooked up in Orlando.

It triggers expenditure, every big company,

you name it—

       
close the door the fake participation of the manual laborer crime

hidden in Bond’s site of production and human rights justice the Christian

                                and so on and so on

   order

    balanced order  Buddha for example coincidence of opposites wisdom in

favor of the good a collective of outcasts    beloved

                
liberation        tissue of spontaneity

                            
hypersprecht

             O you who look for pastel transcendence

                    who do not believe

         why imagine the white dot is a moon?

                     Why slay the infidel?

There is no span

                         all arguments blur

           and lower life mildews along the riverbank

           and a figure goes on a rampage in the exhausted

                       vocabulary of displacement

           the arc of the bridge has collapsed

           things remain under their masks

           there is neither the one nor the other with whom

           to flirt. This is what occurs, less than a horizon

tea leaves berserk in the global riverbed

Things drip.

4.

Another day’s scansion

                
secretly at work in the massive affiliation

could focus

on an opening: icons appear for each thing:
atlas, bird, cup.

Look up at the shape of a rotunda

humped high above the shore.

I was at the periphery all this time

                 
all during this time I was at the periphery

notes fell through the percussive zeal

         even as rose petals were strewn on the loading dock

                 and the bride kissed the groom

                     under their parasol

    the issue of kids the lily project

        mechanics of turbulence in the spheres

          
and the bleak continuum of a repeated phrase sung across the alley.

Clandestine erasures fortify our trivia, so this sheen, this look,

floats over rhetoric, beckoning small retrievals

             onto which we might paste yet another history

                    
might as well.

LOGISTICS

What are we to know? Inward, old seagull, cut,

abrasive magic and its clues. List

comes from the nearly invisible to announce

but she, in her museum of rhymes, finds death

among her things: inward, old seagull, and the numbers

cut out and the letters cut out.

There was a gathering. It was like a story, but not.

It was like another room in which Satie

was underlined in red, whose correction is

sate. So she might have been sated, in her notes,

her musical likeness, her

resistance. They were affiliated. That would be one

sentence to know.

But it would be trouble

when life depended on it.

If life depends on it. Life depends on it.

In noise, the mother said,
cut it out!

wanting order and silence. But the mother was all

disorder and her nights were the noise of nights.

UNTITLED WITH MOON

What she sees are reinforcements from the dream

wherein the cat

comes out from under a flimsy wall

attached to its mother.

Better to lie down on the floor

and watch the canopy sway,

the logics of cloud tinker with light.

Tomorrow all stories will be abridged.

The old men will talk of creatures

bedazzled by dawn, the trick of dawn,

things unknown to anyone,

feuds and love confided by

uncle to girl when he feels the urge

to tell. Desire

will return, bounding or lancing down

from the scant universe, causing

burns and antennae,

blisters of air. The pilgrims will move on

into the funnel

cooled on the water by the moon’s breath.

There is only one way down to the river, at least from here.

SEEN, OVERHEARD

To stay among shifts

to fall out  beyond tools of trade

     beyond friendship’s replicas

            her face turned

            his face

        among these

migrating references

               telephoto lens and

                   offered spot

                   ideal before murder

                   ideal before the spoken

                                  ideal before sport.

Yet the second galaxy is hazy to the naked eye

               bird blue

                  to the eye up close    near the ground

                                                       near change.

Equation drowns from the corner

of an odd sensation

without a singular
and,
without addendum

so that

to live among these

to establish a plural

to race out from advice    a girl

                             spitting crumbs

            tit for tat    avarice of an already X-rated

                            schedule

                            personal story told at dinner among

                                                             strangers.

Memory comes also

came along with

youthful impertinence

as of a boy sitting on a grave singing his
one two threes

shot through with doubt.

Science came along only to aid method’s imperative

those cruel and those careful

                    scribbles, tears

                         hours

     hunky-dory tryst   later a refrain   too easily stated

                      habitats of real time as opposed to

                                 routine

              the boy turns to tell his secret—

                  Hamlet’s affliction

                          sweet or imagined now

                                                            as sweet.

FRAGMENT (AUGUST)

Look to turn more quickly toward   it was fetched   a remembrance

and the pervasive hinge

a salutation    thunder, or betrayal, the lesser gods

  as uneasy as the greater, their saga inconclusive, their minds

    unmade up.

The greens hung

         lofty, low—

It was not a city to be known by heart.

It was not a small town.

The sea was elsewhere, crashing up against dunes.

It was merely an afternoon

                contaminated on either side—

HARMONY

Truculent thing

why missing from these premises?

Stuck in abstraction, in the coiled hand?

Why feeble as you jog along the streets?

Why almost touching?

Are you Socrates, to be written

into the season of robins and suicide?

Is your pose characteristic?

Did you inherit the magenta ring

or the trees’ wild seizure,

the rival architect’s house

hardly built but shining?

Toddler call, at variance with icons,

are you indifferent to sorrow?

Relic of mismanaged risk

newly made, are you,

have you already been forgiven?

COUNTRY LIFE

And lived differently, in a crude cul-de-sac,

with the mangy fox and his id

a clown. Another old horse, this one

made from plastic and wire, trudged out

to find a mare, not aware that war was immanent

and he would be asked about his expenditures

in the star-cast anthem of restitution. The kids were

out of school and on their motors, tearing through the brush,

hell-bent on speed, ignoring the gold birds and their song.

They would never ask who the girl is in the poem, the one in which

Stevens intones a greater mystery, they would not want to know

about mystery. They would want to ride until they won.

And the old clown would want to swoon.

Desire comes and goes and comes,

as if wings on a stem in late summer. The wind came

pretending to be spirit, its largesse vaulting day

and leaving twigs scattered on the grass. That was a good sign,

in a time without signs. It was hard to say, given that no one

read signs any more, except Children At Play and

Stop The Plant. The train was famously remote, and beautiful in its

roar along the river’s edge, hooting and dragging its hoot through air.

And still the issues arose urgently, unlike the night, ever calm.

OPPEN’S WAY

A small table is not a vacancy.

I promise to avoid quotation.

Look what you have started.

Is there another word for Patrick?

But she is singing again!

How much was the farm in Vermont?

To the right is a landscape in Iceland.

My grandfather’s ketch was called
Hawkbells.

The forsythia screams on the hill.

I am trying to drink more water.

I see the bell but only by looking up.

Now everything is wet.

If I change my ways will the way change?

He sailed with his wife, Mary.

Memory is a form of forgetting.

I am talking a lot in my sleep.

Clarity in the sense of silence.

Now I have done it again.

to Patrick Farrell

SIGN

Beware of accidents, they will bring grief to paintings.

Beware of the shrub, it will grow into bronze.

Beware of the young, they will leave your food.

Beware of those who take notes, they will cancel your silence.

Beware of red lace, it will turn into film.

Beware of the father, he will teach you to build.

Beware of the brother, he will answer in jargon.

Beware of the mother, she will ruin the meadow.

Beware of the sister, she will dig up your shoes.

Beware of the lover, he will abstract your love.

AFTER MAHLER

A thousand minutes came out of the tottering state.

The bed of thyme moved within its bearings like a dream.

He answered,
tomorrow.

Someone else was screaming on the radio; people laughed.

The cat has been dead for some time now.

The wedding party’s bright joy looked strange from the streaking jet.

Meanwhile persons are moving around outside. They have decided to

foreclose on

options pertaining to the new world. Instead, to allow themselves to

live in a world

neither new nor old, but which abides as in a balloon floating

untethered above trophies and noise so that

wren-shrunk

  Pentecostal shade

            harp rubbed  under Mahler’s tent  (his abundant farewell

           to Alma’s rage)

      after all  the part that was said and the part that was done

         the conductor in his care  so one was forced to go

               back

            to how it might have begun  after all

               the century that leaks its tunes into the summer air

                  refuses to call

                    to call is to ask  break a silence  but the

                                 music

after all it is music  song-spiraled

and the landscape detained  across a field  into a night                                                 in which we

learn only the pornography of sight

its ocular target

                   
see see see

from above the tents and the persons milling about
in their robes

                         they are the disciples! silence them!

         And if they are merely birds  flocks rising in circles

like smoke without song   
see see

    we cannot hear the tremulous strings  nor the soprano  glittering

         in the heat of the tent

   the conductor mouthing her words  not that.

Sun, making its way east and east and west of the river

where the ivy is not poison and the trees not weeds. And this or that spins into

the final cycle, its systemic will. Do not butter the toast, do not come

like a ghost without shame, a promise adumbrated

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