Read How the Light Gets In: A Chief Inspector Gamache Novel Online
Authors: Louise Penny
Tags: #Mystery, #Thriller, #Adult, #Contemporary, #Suspense
He now knew it involved Pierre Arnot. But what was their goal?
Gamache could have screamed his frustration.
What role did this pathetic young woman play in all of this? Was she the nail in their coffin, or their salvation? And why did one look so much like the other?
Gamache brought his parka forward and zipped it up with a hand so cold he could barely tell he was holding the zipper. Putting his gloves back on, he scooped up the heavy cable at her feet.
As Nichol watched, Chief Inspector Gamache put the thick black cable over his shoulder and leaned forward, lugging it through the forest, in a direct route to the schoolhouse.
After a few steps he felt it grow lighter. Agent Yvette Nichol’s snowshoes plodded along in the trail he was making, picking up the slack.
She fell in behind him, puffing with the effort and relief.
He’d caught her. He might even suspect. But he hadn’t gotten the truth from her.
* * *
Thérèse Brunel got Jérôme and Gilles settled in the schoolhouse, in front of the woodstove. Heat radiated from it and the men stripped off their heavy parkas, hats, mitts, and boots and sat with their feet out, as close as they could get to the fire without themselves bursting into flames.
The room smelled of wet wool and wood smoke. It was warm now, but Gilles and Jérôme were not.
After shoving more wood into the stove, Thérèse went over to Emilie’s to get Henri, then to the general store, where she picked up milk, cocoa and marshmallows. The hot chocolate now simmered in a pot on top of the stove, and the scent joined that of wet wool and wood smoke. She poured it into mugs and topped each with a couple of large, soft marshmallows.
But the hot chocolate shook so badly in Gilles’s hands, Thérèse had to take the mug from him.
“You asked what this is about,” she said.
Gilles nodded. His teeth chattered violently as he listened, and he alternately hugged himself and held his hands out to the stove as she spoke. His beard had melted a wet stain on his sweater.
When she finished speaking, Thérèse handed him back his hot chocolate, the marshmallow melted to white foam on the top. He gripped the warm mug to his chest like a little boy, frightened by a scary story and trying to be brave.
Beside him, Jérôme had remained quiet while his wife described what they were looking for, and why. Dr. Brunel kneaded his feet, trying to get the blood flowing again. Pins and needles stabbed his toes as the circulation returned.
The sun was now barely visible over the dark forest, the forest that still contained Armand Gamache and Agent Nichol. Thérèse turned on the lights and looked at the blank monitors her husband had set up that morning.
What if this doesn’t work?
They’d have made a very poor Scout troop, she thought. Not only were they unprepared for this to fail, they were using stolen equipment to hack into police files. If there were badges for deception, they’d be covered in them.
They heard heavy footsteps on the wooden porch, and Thérèse opened the door to find Armand there, puffing with exertion.
“You all right?” she asked, though they both knew she was really asking, “Are you alone?”
“Never better,” he gasped. His face was red from exertion and the bitter cold. Dropping the cable on the stoop, he entered the schoolhouse, followed a moment later by Agent Nichol. Her face was no longer pallid. Now it was blotched, white and red. She looked like the Canadian flag.
Thérèse exhaled, unaware until that moment just how concerned she’d really been.
“Do I smell chocolate?” Gamache asked, through frozen lips. Henri had run over to greet him and the Chief was on one knee, hugging the shepherd. For warmth as much as affection, Thérèse suspected. And Henri was happy to give him both.
Space was made by the woodstove for the newcomers.
Thérèse poured them mugs of hot chocolate, and after Gamache and Nichol had stripped off their outerwear, the five sat silently around the woodstove. For the first couple of minutes Gamache and Nichol shuddered with cold. Their hands shook and every now and then they spasmed as the bitter winter, like a wraith, left their body.
Then the little schoolhouse grew quiet, except for the odd squeal of a chair leg on the wooden floor, the crackle of the fire, and Henri’s groans as he stretched out at Gamache’s feet.
Armand Gamache felt he could nod off. His socks were now dry and slightly crispy, the mug of hot chocolate warmed his hands, and the heat from the stove enveloped him. Despite the urgency of their situation, he felt his lids grow heavy.
Oh, for just a few minutes, a few moments, of rest.
But there was work to be done.
Putting down his mug, he leaned forward, hands clasped together. He looked at the circle huddled around the woodstove in the tiny one-room schoolhouse. The five of them. Quints. Thérèse, Jérôme, Gilles, Armand, and Nichol.
And Nichol,
he thought again. Hanging off the end. The outlier.
“What’s next?” he asked.
TWENTY-SEVEN
“Next?” asked Jérôme.
He never expected it to get this far. Looking across the room at the bank of blank monitors, he knew what had to happen.
Beneath the thick sweater he felt a trickle of perspiration, as though his round body was weeping. If Three Pines was their foxhole, he was about to raise his head. Armand had given them a weapon, but it was a pointy stick against a machine gun.
He walked away from the warmth of the fire and felt the chill again as he approached the far reaches of the room. Two old, battered computers sat side-by-side, one on the teacher’s desk, the other on the table they’d dragged over. Above them, glued to the wall, was the cheerful alphabet, illustrated with bumblebees and butterflies and ducks and roses. And below that, musical notes.
He hummed it slowly, following the notes.
“Why’re you singing that?” asked Gamache.
Jérôme started a little. He hadn’t realized Armand was with him and he hadn’t realized he was humming.
“It’s that.” Jérôme pointed to the notes. “Do-re-mi is the top line, and then this song is beneath it.”
He hummed some more and then, to his surprise, Armand started quietly, slowly, singing.
“What do you do with a drunken sailor…”
Jérôme examined his friend. Gamache was staring at the music and smiling. Then he turned to Jérôme.
“… early in the morrrr … ning.”
Jérôme smiled in genuine amusement and felt some of his terror detach and drift away on the back of the musical notes and the silly words from his serious friend.
“An old sea shanty,” Gamache explained, and returned to look at the notes on the wall. “I’d forgotten that Miss Jane Neal was the teacher here, before the school was closed and she retired.”
“You knew her?”
Gamache remembered kneeling in the bright autumn leaves and closing those blue eyes. It was years ago now. Felt like a lifetime.
“I caught her killer.”
Gamache gazed again at the wall, with the alphabet and music.
“Way, hey, and up she rises…”
he whispered. It felt somehow comforting to be in this room where Miss Jane Neal had done what she loved, for children she adored.
“We need to get the cable in here,” said Jérôme, and for the next few minutes, while Gilles drilled a hole in the wall to snake the cable through, Jérôme and Nichol crawled under the desks and sorted out the wires and boxes.
Gamache watched all this, marveling that they’d begun the day thirty-five thousand kilometers from any communication satellite and now they were just centimeters from that connection.
“Did you make your connection?” Thérèse Brunel asked as she joined him. She nodded toward the young agent.
Her husband and Nichol were squeezed under the desk, trying not to elbow each other. At least, Dr. Brunel was trying not to—it looked as though Agent Nichol was doing her best to shove her bony elbows into him whenever she could.
“I’m afraid not,” Gamache whispered.
“But you both made it back, Chief Inspector. That’s something.”
Gamache grinned, though without amusement. “Some victory. I didn’t gun down one of my own agents in cold blood.”
“Well, we take our victories where we can get them,” she smiled. “I’m not sure Jérôme would’ve passed up the chance.”
By now the two under the desk were openly elbowing each other.
The hole in the schoolhouse wall was completed and Gilles shoved the cable through. Jérôme grabbed it and pulled.
“I’ll take it.”
Before Jérôme knew it, Nichol had grabbed the cable from him and was attaching it to the first of the metal boxes.
“Wait.” He yanked it back. “You can’t connect it.” He gripped the cable in both hands and tried to bring his sudden panic under control.
“Of course I can.” She almost swiped it from him and might have, had Superintendent Brunel not cut in.
“Agent Nichol,” she commanded. “Get out from there.”
“But—”
“Do as you’re told,” she said, as though speaking to a willful child.
Both Jérôme and Nichol crawled out from under the desk, Jérôme still gripping the black cable. Behind them they could hear the hiss as Gilles, still outside, sprayed the hole he’d made with foam insulation.
“What’s the problem?” Gamache asked.
“We can’t connect it,” said Jérôme.
“Yes we ca—”
But the Chief raised his hand and cut Nichol off.
“Why not?” he asked Jérôme. They’d come so far. Why not the last few inches?
“Because we don’t know what’ll happen once we do.”
“Isn’t tha—”
But again, Nichol was cut off. She shut her mouth, but fumed.
“Why not?” Gamache asked again, his voice neutral, assessing the situation.
“I know it sounds overcautious, but once this is plugged in, we have the ability to connect to the world. But it also means the world can connect to us. This
”
—he held up the cable—“is a highway that goes in both directions.”
Agent Nichol looked like she was about to wet her pants.
Chief Inspector Gamache turned to her and nodded.
“But the power isn’t on.” The dam broke and the words rushed from her. “That might as well be rope for all the connecting it’ll do. We have to attach it to the computers and we have to turn the power on. We have to make sure it works. Why wait?”
Gamache felt a chill on his neck and turned to see Gilles walking into the tense atmosphere. He shut the door, took off his tuque and mitts and coat, and sat by the door as though guarding it.
Gamache turned to Thérèse.
“What do you think?”
“We should wait.” On seeing Nichol open her mouth again, Thérèse headed off any comment. Looking directly at the young agent she spoke. “You’ve just arrived, but we’ve been living with this for weeks, months. We’ve risked our careers, our friendships, our homes, perhaps even more. If my husband says we pause, then we pause. Do you understand?”
Nichol gave in with bad grace.
As they left, Gamache turned the key in the Yale lock and put it in his breast pocket. Gilles joined him for the short walk through the dark, back to Emilie’s home.
“You know that young woman’s right?” Gilles said, his voice low and his eyes on the snowy ground.
“We need to test it?” said Gamache, also in a whisper. “
Oui,
I know.”
He watched Nichol, up ahead, and behind her Jérôme and Thérèse.
And he wondered what Jérôme was really afraid of.
* * *
After a dinner of beef stew, they took their coffees into the living room, where a fire had been laid.
Thérèse put a match to the newspaper and watched it flare and burn bright. Then she turned to the room. Gamache and Gilles sat together on one of the sofas and Jérôme sat across from them. Nichol was in the corner, working on a jigsaw puzzle.
After plugging in the lights on the Christmas tree, Thérèse joined her husband.
“Wish I’d thought to bring gifts,” she said, gazing at the tree. “Armand, you look pensive.”
Gamache had followed her gaze and was looking under the tree. Something had twigged, some little thought to do with trees, or Christmas, or presents. Something triggered by what Thérèse just said, but the direct question had chased it away. He furrowed his brow and continued to look at the cheerful Christmas tree in the corner of the room. Bare underneath. Barren of gifts.
“Armand?”
He shook his head and met her gaze. “Sorry, I was just thinking.”
Jérôme turned to Gilles. “You must be exhausted.”
Jérôme looked exhausted himself.
Gilles nodded. “Been a while since I climbed a tree.”
“Do you really hear them talk?” Jérôme asked.
The woodsman studied the rotund man across from him. The man who’d stayed at the base of the white pine in the bitter cold, calling encouragement, when he could have left. He nodded.
“What do they say?” Jérôme asked.
“I don’t think you want to know what they’re saying,” said Gilles with a smile. “Besides, mostly I just hear sounds. Whispers. Other stuff.”
The Brunels looked at him, waiting for more. Gamache held his coffee, and listened. He knew the story.
“Have you always been able to hear them?” Thérèse finally asked.
In the corner, Agent Nichol looked up from the puzzle.
Gilles shook his head. “I was a lumberjack. I cut down hundreds of trees with my chain saw. One day, as I cut into an old-growth oak, I heard it cry.”
Silence met the remark. Gilles stared into the fireplace, and the burning wood.
“At first I ignored it. Thought I was hearing things. Then it spread, and I could hear not just my tree, but all the trees crying.”
He was quiet for a moment.
“It was horrible,” he whispered.
“What did you do?” Jérôme asked.
“What could I do? I stopped cutting and I made my team stop.” He looked at his huge, worn hands. “They thought I was mad, of course. I’d have thought the same thing, if I hadn’t heard it myself.”
Gilles looked directly at Jérôme as he spoke.
“I could live in denial for a while, but once I knew, I could never un-know. You know?”