Hexed (12 page)

S
omehow, when I imagined the big moment when I’d learn the truth about whether or not I was a witch, it didn’t take place at home with my mom on a Monday night.

“Should we light candles?” Mom leans forward from where she sits cross-legged on my bed.

“We’re not doing a séance.” I give the carpet a two-second break from the tread I’m wearing in it to crack the blinds and look out the window. The sun has edged behind the mansions on our street, bathing the sky in the pinks and oranges of sunset. It won’t be long before those colors fade to the inky black of night. Before the moon comes out.

“What do you think is going to happen?” Mom asks.

“Nothing—I told you. We really don’t have to make a big deal out of this. It’s not like the sky’s going to break apart or fireworks will start or something.”

“I know,” Mom says, waving a hand to dismiss my comment. “But it
is
a big deal. Coming into your powers is a momentous occasion.”

“
Maybe
coming into my powers,” I correct her. “There’s only a fifty percent chance, at best.”

Mom’s about to argue with me when, downstairs, a knock on the door interrupts her. We exchange confused looks.

I trail behind her to the door, flattening what I can of my frizzy curls. One can never be too prepared when suddenly single.

She opens the door.

“Hi, Ms. Blackwood.” Paige smiles shyly at Mom. “Hope I’m not barging in or anything. I brought candles.”

“How thoughtful!” Mom throws the door wide open. “Look, Ind. Paige is here.”

Paige clutches the candles in front of her and rocks up on the balls of her feet, making a point of not looking at me.

“I see that, Mom. Hi, Paige,” I say.

“Hey.” Paige directs a tight smile at me.

Mom looks from Paige to me. It’s not unusual for Paige to drop by unannounced, but it’s definitely unusual for me not to make some lame excuse and run for cover upstairs. Mom knows enough not to ask, though, instead muttering something about putting on a pot of coffee and bustling out of the room.

When I sat with Paige today in the cafeteria, she acted totally normal. She gave me a smile and introduced me to Jessie, which I was sure meant I didn’t owe her any further apologies for the years of mistreatment and sudden convenient timing of my change of heart. Or something. But apparently that’s not enough.

“So, um,” I start. “Thanks for letting me sit with you and, you know, not making a big deal about it. And I’m sorry I haven’t exactly been …” I trail off, unable to find the words to sum up everything I’m sorry for, and okay, hoping she’ll interrupt my apology so I don’t have to get into mortifying specifics. “Things have been weird the last … few years,” I finally stammer.

Crickets. Actual crickets are chirping. I continue.

“But I should have made time to hang out with you more—”

“More?”

“At all, no matter how much homework Mrs. Davies assigned, or how hectic it was balancing cheerleading and work, and no matter how little sleep I got, I should definitely have made the time. And I should have come to the barbeque, even with the whole revelation I might be a witch and the Devon and Bianca thing …”

She rolls her eyes.

Even
I
know that was a shitty apology. I’m about to start over when she holds up a hand to stop me. “It’s okay.”

I blink at her. “It is?”

She nods. “You’ve had a bad week. I know you’re sorry, even if you suck at admitting it. That’s what counts.”

I give her a grateful smile.

“And I know you’re going to be different now. I can tell.”

Okay, so there was a bit of a threat in her tone, but still. It’s much more than I deserve. I’ll take what I can get.

We walk into the kitchen and nab spots on opposite sides of the table.

“Whatcha watching, Ms. Blackwood?” Paige asks, slipping back into her old cheery ways.

Mom has paused mid–spooning out coffee grinds and is staring at the TV on the counter. “Oh, nothing,” she says, fumbling with the remote until the screen goes dark. “It’s a double double, right, Paige?” Her back is to me now.

“What’s going on, Mom?”

“Hmm?” She shoves the filter into the coffee machine. “It’s a double double, right? I can’t seem to remember. …”

I cross to the counter and flick the TV on.

A newscaster who has clearly never met a bottle of hair gel he didn’t like stands in front of the Getty. Yellow crime scene tape blocks off the entrance, and uniform-clad police officers chat near the doors.

“For those of you who’ve just tuned in,”
the newscaster says,
“we’re reporting live from in front of the Getty Center in Brentwood, where officials say at least thirty people simultaneously lost consciousness. When they awoke, hours had passed, and they had no memory of what happened. At this time, Getty representatives say it doesn’t appear as if anything has been stolen, but they are conducting a thorough investigation into the matter as we speak. This is just the latest in a string of what police say are bizarre incidents occurring throughout the city …”

All the blood drains from my head, and I feel faint. Chief Wiggum’s words the night the Bible went missing reverberate in my head. Blackouts. Memory loss. It’s the Priory—it has to be.

“Oh, sweetie.” Mom reaches past me and turns off the TV.

“Do you know what this means?” I ask.

The percolator bubbles and spits in the background.

“This isn’t just dangerous for witches,” I say. “It’s blackouts now, but what next? After they kill all the witches and they can do whatever they want? Just think of what this means!”

“I know,” Mom says to the linoleum, before shooting her focus back up to me. “Look, I’ve been thinking. Maybe if I talk to the girls at the next meeting—”

“No!” I cry out. “Mom, no one can know about this. Not the Wicca Society, not Aunt Penny, no one.”

“All right.” She raises a hand. “It was just an idea.”

A very bad idea, I want to say. There is no way any good would come of the public finding out about witches. Hello, Salem witch trials, anyone? But she’s just trying to help.

“It’s getting dark,” I say. We all look out the patio doors at the twilight that descends over the backyard.

Paige holds up the candles. “Lighter?”

Candles bathe my bedroom in flickering yellow light, casting ominous shadows that look like trees across the forest-green walls of my room. Paige sits on the bed, cradling a cup of coffee in her lap, while Mom stands vigil at the window. Me, I’m perched on the end of my computer desk, feet resting on the wooden chair that is so uncomfortable I sit in it only when I’m really serious about homework and don’t want to fall asleep.

“Well, there it is.” Mom draws the blinds all the way up so I can see the fat yellow moon sitting high against the black sky.

“Yep. There it is.” I slap my hands on my thighs.

“Feel any different?” Paige asks.

I do a little inventory of myself. Ten fingers? Check. Ten toes? Check. Absolutely ridiculous Afro of curls? Check. “Nope. Everything’s just as I left it.”

“Think you should try some magic or something?” Paige asks.

I laugh. “Like what? I don’t know any spells.”

She shrugs. “Maybe try to fly, like Bishop.”

I shake my head. “I don’t know how to—”

“Well, that’s because you haven’t tried,” Mom interrupts.

I let Mom drag me off the desk to the center of the room. She backs up, and now both she and Paige look at me as if enough staring will lift me right off the ground.

“Try,” Paige urges.

I couldn’t feel sillier if I were wearing a clown costume, but I do as I’m told and widen my stance, closing my eyes and reaching around inside for whatever magic I might have. After a couple of seconds have passed, I blink one eye open to check on my progress, only to find that my feet are still firmly planted on the floor.

“You’re not trying,” Paige whines, fingers twined together in front of her.

“Yes I am!”

“Say something,” Mom urges. She’s pressed against Paige, mirroring her anxious pose.

“Like what?”

“Like a spell or something.”

I raise my eyebrows. “News flash: I don’t know any spells.”

“Well, what happened to Bishop showing you the ropes?” Mom asks.

“That’s
if
I become a witch, Mom.” I close my eyes so she won’t see I’m lying. “No reason to come by if I’m not, which is obviously the case.”

“Just try!” Paige and Mom cry together.

I sigh. “Okay, okay.” I take slow, measured breaths through my nose and concentrate on making my body listen.
I’m weightless, I’m lifting from the ground, I’m flying.

“Fly!” I say, and feel endlessly stupid for it. But from the sounds of their clapping, Mom and Paige seemed pleased with my efforts, so I go on. “Fly, fly, fly!”

I crack one eye open. Still nothing. I close my eyes again. “Oh, God of, uh, the earth”—I lift my palms up—“please, pretty please, can I fly?”

I open my eyes and—yep, not flying. An emotion bearing an uncanny resemblance to disappointment mixed with embarrassment falls over me.

“Forget it.” I let my arms drop to my sides. “I’m clearly not a witch.”

“You don’t know that,” Paige says, but she doesn’t sound very convincing. “Maybe you just need to learn some spells or something.”

“Oh, sweet pea …” Mom strides up to me and wraps an arm around my deflated shoulders.

“Hello?” I say. “What’s with everyone? Remember the news? I’m not going to die at the hands of evil sorcerers. This is a good thing.”

Mom hugs me tighter. Damn it, why does she always see through me?

“You’re right,” Mom says. “Any other time I’d say being a witch is a blessing, but right now it would be too dangerous. We’re all glad you’re safe.”

“Good,” I say, a little too quickly. “Now I need to shower for school tomorrow.”

They exchange a knowing glance before Paige blows out her candles. “Yeah, I guess I should start my English paper.”

Mom pats my back. “I’ll be in the kitchen if you need me.”

I wait until after their footsteps have retreated down the stairs and the front door clicks shut before I escape into the bathroom to begin my usual nighttime hair ritual—wash, condition, attempt to pass a comb through the poodle growing on my head, consider chopping it all off, then eventually wrestle the last knot out,and reconsider the drastic haircut—and though it feels strange to be doing something so normal after such a bizarre couple of days, it also feels kind of good. Like tonight is the start of my new life.

Mom must be feeling really bad for me, because I’m in the bathroom for what feels like forever and she doesn’t knock on the door twenty times to ask when I’m coming out or to remind me that it’s late and it’s a school night.

I wrap a towel around my midsection and open the door, releasing a wave of steam.

“Done!” I yell down to Mom.

She doesn’t answer.

I shrug and cross the hall to my bedroom, flicking on the light.

Weird—my window is open. A breeze flutters the curtains and makes goose bumps rise on my bare skin.
Looks
like
I’m going to have to have another “my room is my business” conversation with Mom,
I think as I pad across the soft carpet.

I muscle the old window down, and my breath catches in my throat. A man is reflected in the glass.

I
whirl around, gripping the towel tight over my chest. “Who are you?”

The man smiles, but with his row of crooked teeth, it looks anything but friendly. “I’ve been called Mr. Wolf.” He takes three big steps forward, so that I’m backed against the window, and extends a hand. “But I also go by the name of Frederick.”

“Stop right there or I’ll scream!”

He laughs. “Relax, Indigo.”

I could stand naked in the middle of Melrose Avenue on a Saturday afternoon and not feel more exposed than I do right now in this thin towel. “Wh-who are you and how do you know my name?”

“And why am I in your room?” His eyebrow arches.

I brace my arms tighter over my chest to secure the towel.

Frederick grins. “Don’t worry, you’re not my type.”

He strides in the other direction, so I see the gray ponytail that falls down the back of his black suit jacket. My mouth has gone dry, and I can hardly think past the sound of my heartbeat pounding in my ears.

“Now, let’s talk about what you’ve done.” Frederick turns, regarding me with slanted blue eyes.

I wet my papery lips. “I—I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I think you know exactly what I’m talking about.” He stops in front of a corkboard covered with photos, cards, and every other item of junk I can never think of where to put, and leans in to inspect something. “
Twilight
?” he asks, full of disgust as he fingers old theater stubs.

I look at my open bedroom door. If I make a run for it, I can probably get out before he’s even—the door slams shut, and I gasp. He hasn’t moved an inch, and the door closed. The door closed on its own.

“You—you’re Frederick, from the Priory,” I stammer.

“And now that we’ve established the basics,” Frederick says without turning, “why don’t you tell me what you know. This can very simple, Indigo. You’ve put a spell on the Bible”—he runs his finger over a photo of Mom and me from the year I had my birthday at American Girl, before violently ripping it out from under the tack that holds it in place—“that prevents it from being opened.”

I swallow what feels like a whole fist in my throat. “You obviously don’t know what you’re talking about, because I’m not a witch, and I don’t know any spells.”

“really?” Frederick says. “Then tell me how a spell came to protect the Bible that is in your possession? It wasn’t your mother. It wasn’t your aunt. So who was it, then? The family cat?”

I race through my brain for an answer to his question. “My grandma! It must have been my grandma. She was a witch.”

He shakes his head. “This spell is new, Indigo, within the last few years. Strong and unbreakable. You know, this was so much easier when I could just pluck what I needed right out of your head.”

I swallow my rising panic at his nonsensical words. “But even if I was a witch, it’s only my two hundredth moon tonight. I couldn’t have possibly put a spell on the Bible before it went missing. Think about it! It makes sense!”

His jaw hardens, and I can see why he said he’s called Mr. Wolf. He looks at me like he’s considering ripping me to shreds with his bare teeth.

He takes slow steps toward me, fanning the picture in front of his face. “You know what? I think you’re lying. I think you know a lot more than you’re admitting.”

I back up, but my heels run into the baseboards and I can’t go any farther. The window—I could go out the window. And what? Fall two stories and break a few bones?

He leans in so close I can see every little hair he missed shaving, the plaque etched over his gumline, the cracks around his mouth. I push farther back and touch the window.

He cocks his head.

“I’m not a witch.” Tears well in my eyes. “I don’t know how to help you.”

Frederick takes a deep breath through his nose, his jaw tense as granite, and straightens to his full height. And then he rips the photo of Mom and me in half, letting the pieces flutter to the floor. “I thought you might behave this way. Good thing I’ve come prepared. Leo?”

The bedroom door bursts open. Mom stumbles in, a scarred man with a shaved head and dangerous black eyes behind her, pushing her forward with a knife held to her throat.

“Mom!” I try to skirt around Frederick, but he holds a hand up, and I smack into an invisible wall. “Let me out!” I slam my palms against the barrier, but all it does is ripple the air in front of me. Mom’s round eyes flit around the room, mascara running down her cheeks. And there’s nothing I can do. A terrified cry escapes me.

“I tried to warn you,” Frederick says. “Perhaps you’d like to be a little more forthcoming now?” He takes measured steps around the force field to where Mom stands, each step making my heart race faster.

“Stay away from her!” I scream.

Frederick grins and reaches up to tuck flyaway hairs behind Mom’s ears. She flinches, and I renew my efforts trying to knock away the invisible wall.

“This can all stop, Indigo.” Frederick locks eyes with me. “Just break the spell on the Bible, and we’ll let your mom go.”

“I told you, I don’t know how to break any spells.”

Frederick tuts under his breath and, without breaking eye contact with me, waves a hand. Leo pushes Mom forward, a grin pulling up just the left side of his face, the other made immovable by scars. His left eye blinks unnaturally, the effect grating on the nerves in my stomach.

“No, no, no! Please, I’ll do anything, just leave her alone.” Tears spill down my cheeks.

Mom reaches out a hand to me. “It’s okay, Ind—” But her words are garbled when Leo presses the knife harder against her throat.

“I’m afraid you leave me no choice.” Frederick walks to the window and pulls it wide open. Cool air pours inside.

“What are you doing? Come back. Take me instead! Leave my mom alone.” My breaths come in hiccupping gulps.

Leo pushes Mom forward, and she stumbles into Frederick. Mom tries to run, but he snags her by the collar of her shirt and yanks her backward. She yelps, clawing helplessly at the air. No magic involved, just brutal violence.

“Well, what will it be, Indigo?” Frederick has one boot-clad foot up on the window ledge, a long arm snaked around Mom’s middle.

“I can learn the spell. Just give me some time, please. As soon as I figure it out I’ll break it. I just need a little time.”

Frederick nods, and I think I’ve finally said the right thing.

“And you’ll get your mother back just as soon as you do.” He climbs onto the ledge. I don’t even have time to say goodbye before he hops out the window, Mom flapping like a rag doll in his grip. Leo climbs up next and, with a final wave to me, jumps out after them.