Read Heart of the Lonely Exile Online
Authors: BJ Hoff
And never was piping so sad,
And never was piping so gayâ¦.
W. B. YEATS (1865â1939)
C
hristmas Day, for the most part, was a festive, glad occasion, an occasion that, at the Farmington mansion, began weeksâeven monthsâbefore it arrived.
The house was elaborately decorated. Dried flowers and leaves, carefully preserved from the past autumn, had been added to the profusion of evergreens in each room. Even the last rosebuds of the fall had been saved by dipping their stems in melted paraffin and wrapping the blooms in tissue paper. Stored in cool dresser drawers, they were retrieved and recut, then placed in warm water to grace the immense dining room table for this one day.
Christmas dinner was like nothing Daniel had ever imagined. For the first time in his life, he grasped the full meaning of the word
feast
âroast turkey and stuffed ham, stewed oysters and candied sweet potatoes, fried celery, lemon pudding and cranberry pie. And that was in addition to a seemingly endless assortment of fruit and nuts, decorated cookies and candies!
The entire day was a wonder. From the ornate decorations that filled the spacious dining room to the magnificent table spread in full splendor before them, it was an astonishing occasion altogether.
Glancing up from his half-empty plate, Daniel studied the immense chandelier overhead with some concern as to how firmly anchored it might
be. Festooned with lush evergreens, brightly colored leaves and berries, it hung like a great adorned tree suspended from the high ceiling.
Across the room, Daniel's own gift to the Farmingtons rested proudly against the far wall. At the inspiration of his mother, he had made a large Christmas harp, forming its frame from some lightweight wood strips and stringing it with thin wire. Decorated with colored leaves, Christmas greens and tinsel, it stood as tall as a man grown, drawing attention to itself from any point in the room.
Sara Farmington had declared the harp “quite the most wonderful Christmas gift” she had ever received. Daniel had been enormously gratified with her enthusiasm. Both Miss Sara and her father had seemed genuinely impressed that he would go to so much effort on their behalf. In truth, it had helped him to feel less an outsider.
When the Farmingtons first insisted that everybodyâDaniel and his mother, Evan Whittaker, and the Fitzgerald childrenâshare their Christmas at the mansion, Daniel had worried that he might feel out of place. Miss Sara was a grand lady, and Mr. Farmington a princeâbut his son, Gordonâ“Gordie,” the family called himâand his wife took on insufferable airs.
As it happened, the Gordon Farmingtons spent Christmas with the wife's family, considerably easing Daniel's apprehension. Throughout the entire day, Miss Sara and her father spared no efforts in making their guests feel at home. Gifts were lavished on them all. Ice skates and books for Daniel. A silver-handled mirror and a soft wool shawl for his mother. A huge sack of marbles and a toy train for Little Tom. For Johanna, a doll and a miniature tea set. And for Evan Whittaker, a fine leather-bound journal and a framed sketch of a pastoral sceneâan English countryside.
Toying with his food, Daniel was disappointed that in the face of such abundance he had so little appetite. The headache and raw throat that had been plaguing him overnight worsened as the day wore on. He simply could not bring himself to eat more than a few bites of the banquet.
His mother had noticed, of course, chiding him for not eating more. Daniel pushed his food around on his plate and made no mention of not feeling well. Fretting about him would only spoil the day for her, and he refused to allow anything to steal the Christmas light from her eyes.
He grew more uncomfortable by the moment, however. The dining room was warm and oppressively stuffy, and he longed for an appropriate moment to excuse himself.
Biding his time, he could not help but reflect on the drastic difference between this Christmas and last. Last year in Ireland, with Da recently dead, food and money had been so scarce as to be a continuing source of despair. Christmas Day had passed almost unheeded, except for a service at the meetinghouse and the few small playthings his grandfather had whittled for the children. Mother had been silent and grieving, while Tahg, Daniel's elder brother, and his wee sister, Ellie, had both been too ill to take notice of the day at all. It had been a terrible Christmasâthe bleakest in his memory.
This
Christmas Day, nowâwell, it was quite different. The only imperfection to mar its joyâaside from his feeling so poorlyâwas the fact that Tierney and Uncle Mike had chosen not to share the day with the rest of them.
Miss Sara had invited them, but Uncle Mike had quickly declined. Too quickly, Daniel realized. Obviously, he was still peeved with Mother. As was Tierney.
Tierney had told Daniel what had transpired at the Opera House that night in late November. His light blue eyes had been glazed with anger, his tone hard and cold, when he related how Uncle Mike had encountered Daniel's mother and “the Englishman,” the both of them “decked out in their borrowed finery.”
For days afterward, Tierney had remained withdrawn and aloof toward Daniel, almost as if to punish him. Uncle Mike, too, had seemed excessively quiet and distracted. It came as no surprise, therefore, when he refused the Farmingtons' invitation; nevertheless, it was a great disappointment. At least Tierney had recently attempted to patch things up, resuming his usual teasing remarks and pranks over the past two days. And hadn't he given him a fine pocket knife, almost exactly like the one he'd bought for Uncle Mike?
Glancing across the table, Daniel met Johanna's eyes. Her hand went to the bright emerald scarf at her throatâTierney's gift. Daniel winked at her, and still touching the scarf, she returned his smile.
Forcing down one last bite of pie, Daniel winced at the swollen ache in his throat. He was feeling more than a little ill now. He dared not delay in getting some air, else he would disgrace himself by being ill in front of everyone.
“Excuse me, please,” he muttered thickly, pushing himself away from the table. Half-rising from his chair, he quickly gripped its back when the
room began to spin. He swayed, catching his breath and hoping nobody had noticed.
He should have known better.
“Daniel John?” His mother's voice was sharp, her tone questioning. She left her chair and hurried round to him.
“Motherâ¦I feelâI might be a bit ill⦔ he managed to choke out. Then the entire sea of faces round the table began to spin crazily out of control.
What had begun as a shining gift of a day ended in a nightmare for Nora, with Daniel John almost fainting dead away at the dinner table. Breaking his fall, Nora saw at once that the boy was afire with fever. More frightening still, his skin was blotched with a fine, bright scarlet rash.
Mr. Farmington half-carried him to the chaise in the parlor, then immediately sent Uriah for Dr. Grafton. While they waited for the doctor, Sara herded wee Tom and Johanna from the room; Evan stayed to help Nora with Daniel John.
The lad was restless, thrashing about anxiously on the chaise as he groaned and muttered meaningless, disjointed words. He seemed too ill to manage more than a nod or a small shake of his head when they questioned him.
Nora was beside herself with fear. “He's not making any sense at all, Evan!”
“It's the fever,” Evan said softly, his forehead lined with a worried frown.
Nora looked from him to her son. “He's delirious, do you mean? But howâ¦he was perfectly fine until the dinner! I don't understand⦔ She let her words drift off, unfinished. Putting a hand to Daniel John's brow, she uttered a soft gasp of surprise from the heat she felt with her fingertips. “He's so hot! And the rash⦔ She hesitated, staring at her son with growing horror. “Lord have mercy, I have seen this rash before!”
Evan put his hand to her shoulder. “Nora, I'm sure the d-doctor will be here any m-momentâ”
Nora continued to stare helplessly down at the boy. “It was in the village, years past,” she choked out, her voice trembling. “I remember⦠because of Johanna.”
“Nora, it m-may not be the same thingâ”
“Scarlet fever.” Nora stopped and tried to get a breath, but could not. “'Tis called the scarlet fever! Johanna had itâthat's why she cannot hear or talk!”
Whipping around to Evan, her voice rose with her fear. “'Tis the same thing, Evanâthe scarlet fever!”
Evan started to speak, then seemed to change his mind as he gripped her shoulder more tightly.
“Scarlet fever,” Nicholas Grafton announced within moments of his arrival. Indeed, it had not even been necessary to examine his young assistant. He had seen enough scarlet fever during his years of practice in the cityâespecially of lateâto recognize the disease at first glance.
Guilt tugged at him as he continued to examine young Daniel. He had almost certainly contracted the disease from other patients; they had been seeing an increasing number of cases over the past few weeks.
The boy was feverish, the rash widespread. Bad throat alreadyâswollen, and just starting to ulcerate.
Dr. Grafton straightened, turning to the mother. “How long since the rash appeared?”
“How long?” The woman stared at him with frightened eyes, all the while wringing her hands until they were white-knuckled.
The one-armed English fellow at her side answered for her. “Little m-more than an hour ago. We were still at d-dinner. Daniel seemed faint, and when we helped him away from the table he could scarcely walk. He complained of being d-dizzy and sick to his stomach.”
Grafton gave a short nod. “The rash is fairly widespread alreadyâprobably started on his chest and back earlier in the day.” He looked at the boy's mother. “I feel bad about this, Mrs. Kavanagh. Undoubtedly, he picked it up on calls. Daniel's not one to keep his distance from the patientsâhe's a fine assistant, willing to do whatever needs doing.”
Sighing heavily, the doctor closed his medical case. “He's going to need a great deal of care and close attention. Will he be staying here?” Grafton found his young assistant's living situation somewhat peculiar, although the boy seemed content enough living apart from his motherâwith his “Uncle Mike,” as he called him.
Lewis Farmington was standing directly behind the mother. “Why, of course he'll stay here! Nora will want to be with him. Just leave instructions as to the proper care, Nicholas. We'll see that he gets everything he needs.” He paused. “In addition to Nora, he'll have Ginger and Sara to help. They're both very good with illness.”
“Yes, well, that's fine, but the thing isâscarlet fever is highly contagious. You still have two other children in the house, isn't that so?”
Farmington nodded.
“JohannaâJohanna has already had the sickness,” Nora Kavanagh offered. The woman appeared to be more in control now, though still frightened.