“There is always hope,” he answered.
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The F'rar brag that they have eliminated the Baldies in this hemisphere but as in most things they lie.”
We made our way back down through the trap door and to the floor of the building.
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This stretched out to either side in a curve back into flanking positions.
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There were metal bars and tools being stacked at ten meter intervals behind the wall.
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Are you up to this?”
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I trained during my time with the nomads.”
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Baldies attack in waves, and if we can keep our little ground analyzer charged we will take care of them as they come at us.
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It will give out at some point, unfortunately.
“When we have exhausted our abilities out here,” he continued, we will retreat into a fortified room in the back.”
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He pointed toward the rear of the building, well behind the artificial wall, at a room that looked small and cramped, but was without windows.
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“And then we will wait for them to get in at us.”
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It occurred to me that I had not been in battle before.
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I thought ironically that this was evident in my placement, far on the right flank with, I thought, some of the weaker looking members of our party.
As I waited, a pile of tools and rusted steel rods in front of me as weapons, Merlin appeared, looking sheepish.
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Can you forgive my foolishness?”
I grinned.
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“Of course, Merlin.”
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She began to blush.
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Her blush deepened.
“You will be able to write it up, Merlin.
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It will make quite a paper.”
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At that moment, the Baldies attacked.
Nothing appeared under the archway immediately.
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And then they came in all at once, from both sides â a tide of white screaming naked bodies and flashing teeth and claws.
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Unarmed, which was remarkable, and still they sent the ice of fear through my veins.
Not exactly hairless as they appeared in pictures, I noted.
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Their eyes were large, and either very pale blue or light red, almost pink.
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Their strange tails whipped nervously this way and that as they advanced.
As they filled the doorway our weapon went off with a flash.
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When I regained my temporary blindness the entryway was filled with writhing or dead, deformed bodies.
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Without a glance at their fallen comrades, they climbed over the stricken and attacked.
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They did not go for the center but charged straight for the right flank, where Merlin and I and two others stood firmly rooted.
The next half hour, or hour, or five hours, or full day, was a blur of screaming charging white vampyric bodies.
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The first of them came straight at the barricades, some impaling themselves senselessly on the protuberances in front.
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But this madness became almost instantly understandable when those behind them used the dead as climbing pegs to get to the top of the barricade.
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The first I struck down with a blow from the long rusted iron bar in my hand.
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His head caved in like a kawilla melon with a sickening wet sound.
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He fell back with a dull screech against those behind him.
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Merlin was having trouble and I turned to strike another as it climbed over the top of the barricade.
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It fell dead and twitching between us.
“Merlin, to your right!” I shouted, and the little geologist turned in time to meet a screaming baldy head on.
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The creature was on her with all fours and teeth, but I kicked it away and then the soldier to Merlin's right dispatched it.
But there came others, endless others.
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Once again Newton's weapon flashed and more dead white bodies filled the doorway.
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But as others climbed the growing mountain of carcasses, others behind them pulled the dead away like so much cord wood and tossed their fellows aside.
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I glanced to the left.
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The middle was being attacked now, as well as the left flank.
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Yet another wave of screaming things poured through the archway and at us.
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I lost my rusted bar and reached down for another.
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When this was lost in the chest of an enemy I used another and then another.
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Newton's weapon flashed again, and, after recharging, again.
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Two creatures jumped from the top of the barricade wall onto Merlin, who cried out as their claws sunk into her.
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I fought one off but the other was tenacious.
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I saw the flash of its long dagger teeth sink deep into the little scientist's back and withdraw, red as soil.
Merlin collapsed.
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I beat the second creature off her even as it sunk its teeth into her again, howling in rage and triumph.
The weapon flashed.
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But something went wrong and in the middle of its discharge this time.
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There was a huge fizzling sound and then a dull explosion.
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I glanced quickly left and saw the middle breached, a mass of white bodies climbing unopposed over the barricade.
“Pull back!” I heard Newton's distant shouted command.
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“Fall back to the room!”
I glanced quickly up: one of the things was glaring at me with its huge pink eyes as it jumped from the top of the wall.
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I thrust my weapon, another rusty rod, up and it screeched in agony as the bar drove through it.
I bent to take Merlin and began to drag her backwards over the floor toward the distant room.
The wall was exploding in height all along its length as Baldies climbed up and up over the bodies of those underneath, and began to drop down onto our side.
Someone took Merlin from the other side, and then lifted her away from me.
“Run, Haydn!”
It was Newton.
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The two of us turned and ran for our lives to the open doorway of the room.
Behind us, Baldies were tearing at the remains of the weapon on its broken tripod, howling in triumph, leaping onto the bodies of the dead and fallen.
“Keep running!”
The doorway drew near, and I looked back once more.
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We had been seen, and Baldies all along the line of battle were pointing and screeching and now chasing us.
The doorway was suddenly there, and I ran inside.
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Newton was close behind.
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There were three others already inside, and now Newton put Merlin on the floor and looked out.
“Hurry!” he shouted, scanning the battle line.
Another of our number came inside, and then one more.
Newton pushed the door shut, and locked its meager lock.
“Help me barricade it!” he shouted.
We pushed whatever furniture was in the room â a desk, an empty bookcase, a cabinet â against the door, just as the first wave of screaming Baldies hit it.
It moved slightly with the blow.
“I don't know how long we have,” Newton announced glumly, as a sudden hush in activity left us dazed and exhausted.
I sat on the floor beside Merlin, whose breathing was irregular, a series of little gasps.
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She came in and out of consciousness, but suddenly she gasped and her eyes opened wide.
“Check the meter!
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Check the meter!” She shouted to some unseen apprentice.
There was a huge thump against the door, and the creak of our piled furniture moving incrementally back.
“Merlin?” I said in a soothing voice.
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“Can you hear me?”
She focused on me.
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Her eyes lost their focus once more. “Check...!” she cried weakly, and then was gone.
Another loud thump sounded against the door.
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There was a bang on one wall, then the other, before long a constant tattoo of rips and slams.
“They'll dig their way in at us from either side,” Newton said.
I lay Merlin's body down.
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Newton drew me aside, away from the rest.
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“This is a terrible thing for you and for all of us, and I must apologize,” Newton said to me.
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“I must admit that I have grown very fond of you over these weeks, Haydn.
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No one can replace my dear daughter, but I want you to know that in your own way you have soothed an old man with a sick heart.
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Thank you.”
I made as if to speak but he quieted me.
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The sounds became louder.
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The door buckled inward and the furniture barricade was pushed back over the floor.
“Soon,” Newton intoned.
A small hole appeared amidst falling stone in one wall, and then another.
A tremendous crash came from behind the door and it flew open a few centimeters.
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And then, abruptly, the claw retreated.
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There was a horrid keening sound outside the door.
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The pounding on the walls suddenly ceased.
The keening sound increased to an agonized height, and then gradually receded.
There was sudden quiet outside.
I stole a quick glance at Newton, who bore a trace of a smile.