me! I don't think it is pleasant to know that your best friends are thinking such awful things about you, when you are working your fingers off to help them. It is kind o' discouraging, but I don't know what to do about it;"and for a few moments Cerinthy sat demolishing buttercups, and throwing them up in the air till her shiny black head was covered with golden flakes, while her cheeks grew redder with something that she was going to say next.
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"Now, Mary, there is that creature. Well, you know, he won't take 'No' for an answer. What shall I do?"
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"Suppose, then, you try 'Yes,'" said Mary, rather archly.
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"Oh, pshaw! Mary Scudder, you know better than that, now. I look like it, don't I?"
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"Why, yes," said Mary, looking at Cerinthy, deliberately; "on the whole, I think you do."
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"Well! one thing I must say," said Cerinthy,"I can't see what he finds in me. I think he is a thousand times too good for me. Why, you have no idea, Mary, how I have plagued him. I believe that man really is a Christian," she added, while something like a penitent tear actually glistened in those sharp, saucy, black eyes. "Besides," she added, "I have told him everything I could think of to discourage him. I told him that I had a bad temper, and didn't believe the doctrines, and couldn't promise that I ever should; and after all, that creature keeps right on, and I don't know what to tell him."
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"Well," said Mary, mildly, "do you think you really love him?"
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"Love him?" said Cerinthy, giving a great flounce, "to be sure I don't! Catch me loving any man! I told him last night I didn't; but it didn't do a bit of good. I used to think that man was bashful, but I declare I have altered my mind; he will talk and talk till I don't know what to do. I tell you, Mary, he talks beautifully, too, sometimes."
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Here Cerinthy turned quickly away, and began reaching passionately after clover-heads. After a few moments, she resumed:
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"The fact is, Mary, that man needs somebody to take care of him; for he never thinks of himself. They say he has got the consumption; but he hasn't, any more than I have. It is just the way he neglects himself,preaching, talking, and vis-
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