Harlow: A Military Bad Boy Romance: The Bradford Brothers (9 page)

Time seems to stand still as I’m nearly pressed up against Harlow’s chest. I’ve never felt so conflicted on the job before. On the one hand, I can’t believe he seems to be doing just fine— as healthy as a patient who doesn’t even need physical therapy.

On the other hand, I want to find something wrong with him, not just to appease Dr. Davis but to have my own personal reasons to keep him in physical therapy. To keep him this close to
me.

Stop it
, I tell myself, but I can’t seem to break away from what would normally be a very unnatural physical therapist- client position. It doesn’t seem like he wants me to break away either. So we just stand there, staring at each other and locked in time and space, until…

“Whitney!”

I jump at the voice, immediately thinking it belongs to Lance, or— worse— Dr. Warren, and that I’m in big trouble. But before I even turn around I have the feeling it’s Tony. Even though that makes no sense.

“Tony?” I spin around to face the door, hoping that the look on my face isn’t too guilty.

“So this is why you want to break up,” he says, peering at Harlow as if he’s a bug. “This is why you’ve not been coming home until late, and claiming that you feel
disconnected
from me. It all makes perfect sense now.”

He walks up until he’s dangerously close to me, pressing me up against the barre with his hips.

“When were you going to tell me the
truth
, Whitney? So convenient to have me think it was your boss, when obviously it was this— this….”

In taking a second look at Harlow, Tony shirks back a bit. Harlow has a good six inches on him, and a lot of muscle.

“This is my
client
, Tony. I’m
working
, as you know. How did you even get here?”

“You don’t think they’d let your
boyfriend
in to see you?” Tony smirks, throwing a challenging glare at Harlow. “I’m her
boyfriend
. Did she tell you
that
?”

“Tony, you’re not really my…”

I begin to explain, feeling rather embarrassed at the whole incident. But this just makes Tony even more angry.

“I
supported
you,” he says, towering over me once again. “All those hours you were away, working or going to school or whatever you were doing. You could never bother to come out with me and my buddies or do anything
I
wanted to do. Yet I sat patiently at home waiting for you, only to find out you’ve been getting a bit too comfy with your ‘
client
’…”

He grabs my wrist and presses it against the barre.

“Tony! Stop it…” I begin to say, but Harlow grabs him and pulls him off of me.

“That’s enough, buddy,” Harlow says. “The lady doesn’t appreciate that.”

“Fuck you!” Tony says, nearly spitting on Harlow, and raising his fist to him.

For a second I think he’s going to fight him, but then he appears to realize how foolish this decision would be.

“I’m out of here anyway,” Tony says, heading back towards the door. “I just came to ask you to borrow the car, so I can move out.”

“I think it’s better than you didn’t,” I tell him. “Borrow the car, I mean.”

“Thanks for nothing,” he says, and saunters off.

“Tony, wait…” I say, and then to Harlow, “Just give me a second, please.”

“Sure,” he says, and I can’t express how grateful I am for his understanding. I know it’s not very professional to fight with one’s boyfriend on the clock. Or to leave a client in the middle of his very first session. But I need this drama with Tony to be over with, and I don’t want to have any regrets.

“Thank you,” I tell Harlow.

In the lobby, I keep my voice down low so the receptionist won’t hear.

“Tony, this really wasn’t the best way to go about this.”

“So you’re just going to lecture me now, like you always do?” he asks, his mouth drawn up in a sneer. “So you can go back in there and make out with your
client
?”

“Tony!”

I know he said “client” loudly, and on purpose, to get me in trouble. It was probably a mistake to follow him out here.

“I just want to see if we can end things between us as smoothly as possible,” I tell him. “I never meant…”

“Yeah, yeah, you’re little miss perfect Whitney and you never do anything wrong. Well, good luck finding someone as good as me. I see you drooling over that soldier guy like a little doe- eyed idiot. He’ll just use you and lose you, if he wants anything at all to do with you. You’re not his type. Too intellectual. Not enough of a ditzy cheerleader. And a bit too out of shape, if you know what I mean. You had a good thing with me, and you lost it. I’m not coming back.”

“Okay, Tony,” I tell him, realizing it’s impossible to reason with him right now, or maybe ever. “Goodbye.”

I turn back towards Harlow, relieved that Tony’s in my past and that a new future looms in front of me.

When Whitney returns, she’s noticeably distressed.

“I am so sorry about that,” she says, her head down in an obvious refusal to look at me.

“Your eyes are too pretty to be staring down at the floor like that.”

She has a dimple in her chin that is just too perfect.

I lift her face up to my own.

“Harlow, I…” she begins.

“I know. You have a boyfriend.”

“No. Not anymore. As you could likely tell. I just… I’m your physical therapist, and…”

“I know.” I take my finger off her chin, but she still looks up at me. “It was a reflex. I couldn’t help it. I just hate to see you so damn hurt. He doesn’t deserve you.”

She looks at me like she doesn’t quite believe me. But it’s true. That Tony guy looked scrawny and wimpy, and he sounded like such a loser when he was talking about waiting at home or going out with his friends while she worked and went to school.

“Thank you for the help,” she says. “It got a little scary for a minute. He’s not usually so… upset.”

She looks back down at the floor, obviously embarrassed, and then walks away to retrieve my file from the table where she’d placed it before leaving to talk to Tony in private. Soon her demeanor is professional again.

She doesn’t know this, but I was watching her from the door. I don’t trust that guy, and he clearly has the tendency to get physical, whether she thinks it was out of character or not.

It was sad to see her try to talk to some sense into him while he just acted haughty. She definitely deserves much better.

But you don’t
do
relationships
, I remind myself, as if I need a big brother or father figure to step in and talk some sense into
me
.

At times like this I wish my father were still alive. For a while Dr. Davis seemed to substitute, but now I’m just becoming impatient with him. And I doubt he’d be happy to hear that I have a thing for the physical therapist to whom he assigned me. Despite all that Dr. Davis has done for me, he could never fill the huge, empty shoes my father left when he passed away.

I make a mental note to call Ramsey— the closest thing I’ve had to a father figure since our own father died— when I’m done with my first session. Although it’s beginning to look like I’ll never get out of here.

As if reading my mind, Whitney says, “All right, well. I’m sorry. Where were we?”

She glances down at the list in her hands.

“You were running your hands down my back,” I tease, but she looks uncomfortable.

Tony barging in on our session sure gave her a wakeup call, I suppose.

“And you were giving me the kindergarten physical education tests,” I quickly remind her, to change the subject to something more serious. “And I was passing all of the levels. Do I get a little badge for my Boy Scout uniform or something?”

“Very funny,” she says, but she lets out a genuine laugh, which is nice to hear. “But the tests do get progressively harder. Don’t laugh, but I need to see how many push- ups you can do in a minute.”

“Seriously?” I get down on the floor and begin them before she can even begin timing me her stopwatch. “This really is some little kids’ test.”

Does this place not know how many sit ups I have to do for my physical fitness tests in the Special Ops
? Even though I’ve not been able to return to active duty, I’ve kept up with all the standards so that I won’t have any obstacles holding me back from formally participating once I’m cleared for duty.

“All right,” she says, after sixty seconds has passed, and makes a note on her piece of paper. “Now, sit ups.”

We go through all kinds of timed tests— I squat, lift weights, and stretch as if I’m a monkey performing in a circus— and I know I do well on all of them. It’s obvious by my performance as well as the look on her face.

“That’s good for today,” she says, nodding resolutely. “I need to talk with my supervisor about the results of your assessment but I think they went quite well.”

“Will you be speaking to Dr. Davis?” I ask hopefully.

She is obviously thinking about my question, but she’s slow to answer.

Finally she says, “Next time I’d like to take you outside, to the track. If your assessments out there are as good as they are in here, I do think that pending my supervisor’s recommendations, I will need to bring Dr. Davis up to speed on the results of my initial tests.”

This news is as good as anything I’ve heard in a while.

I want to pick her up, spin her around and kiss her, but of course I don’t. I just say “Thank you. Really.”

I know she doubted me at first but I clearly proved her wrong, just as Ramsey said I would. And I have to admit I’ve had a fun time doing it.

I can’t get him off my mind.

The way he looked as he did his squats.

The way he felt when he was so close to me that he almost kissed me— and I can’t help but feel that he wanted to do that.

The way he smelled: a masculine mix of sweat and raw desire.

Before heading home, I stop by Lance’s office.

“What was that ruckus with McMoocher all about?” he asks, as soon as he sees me. “You had the whole place talking about it.”

“Don’t ask me,” I tell him, embarrassed that everyone knows my personal business. “But it won’t be happening again. We are
over
. I’m
done
with him. In fact, I need to talk to Cheryl. She never should have let him past the receptionist desk in the first place, and now it’s especially important she not let him through.”

“I’m so glad you finally decided to kick that deadbeat to the curb. But as far as Cheryl is concerned, I doubt he could be reasoned with,” Lance says. “From all accounts he was
awfully
upset to find you working with Hunky McHunkerson.”

“Very funny,” I laugh. “But on that note…”

“Yes?”

Lance sits down at his desk and appears more business- like. I hand him the assessment sheet I was working on with Harlow.

“Turns out I was wrong,” I confess. “I really thought Dr. Davis was exaggerating Harlow’s remarkable recovery. But he passed all the basic tests with flying colors.”

“Really?”

Lance skims through the list, appearing skeptical.

“I know. I couldn’t believe it either. I have patients that can’t do any of this stuff after months and months, and during his very first session, Harlow just showed up and blew me away.”

“Did he now?” Lance raises an eyebrow. “And what did you do for
him
?”

“Lance,” I groan. “I’m serious. Now I’m kind of perplexed about why Harlow is even
here
. He doesn’t seem to need our help. I guess Dr. Davis did everything we would have done. So it doesn’t make a lot of sense.”

“Are you
sure
he performed this well?” Lance asks, which hurts my feelings.

Lance knows me enough to know that even though Harlow is hot as hell, I’m a professional through and through and I wouldn’t make up these results.

“I’m not accusing you of lying,” Lance says, “even though it
is
rather suspicious that you break up with McMooch and start advocating for McHunk on the very same day.” He laughs. “I just wonder if maybe your results weren’t colored by… admiration, shall we say?”

I shrug. “I can see how you’d think that’s possible, but I saw him excel at all the tests with my own two eyes. You’re welcome to come to the next appointment and see for yourself.”

“I may drop in,” he says. “But good job today. On dumping the moocher
and
on getting with the program and working with McHunk. I told you it wouldn’t be so bad.”

Not bad at all.

I feel elated as I drive home, even though I know I should still feel sad about my apparent break- up with Tony. I’m glad that I was off base with my suspicions about Harlow. And happy that he is doing so well. Maybe Dr. Davis isn’t even so bad after all.

I also can’t help reminiscing about my first session training Harlow. As I pull up to my cul- de- sac I see that Tony and one of his friends are there, with a pick- up truck. Good. But I don’t want to be around until he’s done moving out.

I head to a nearby coffee shop, where I can immerse myself in the latest romance by my favorite author. As I begin the book, I savor the juicy main character but I know he’s got nothing on Harlow.

I can’t believe I had a real, live heartthrob in my therapy room earlier. And I get to work with him again soon. I have the best job ever.