Forever & an Engine (29 page)

‘Boxers?
Still scared of a hot todger?’ I giggled.

‘You bloody
bet I am.’

‘Will you
hold me?’

‘It won’t
hurt?’

‘Not as
much as you not holding me,’ I said sincerely as I maintained eye contact, to
let him see I really meant it. He smiled a smile that reached the corners of
his eyes and carefully draped a leg between mine and put one arm up between my
breasts and stroked my jaw as he kissed my shoulder. ‘I’m
so
sorry if I
hurt you,’ I whispered.

‘Me too.’

‘I love you
and I really hate fighting with you.’

‘Me too
baby.’

‘I hate
bloody crying as well.’

‘You’re
doing well it’s been almost an hour,’ he said as he planted a kiss on my
temple. I laughed and moved my head and kissed his fingers and looked back down
at him. ‘Come on, sleep for me now baby.’

‘You sleep
too Gabe.’

As I
drifted off I felt his lips kiss my shoulder again was sure I heard a faint
whisper. ‘
Don’t ever leave me.
’

I woke up
to feel his lips on my neck. How could something so simple turn my body to
liquid.

‘Wake up
Mia.’

‘Hmmm. I’m
awake, that’s so nice.’

‘You love
having your neck kissed,’ he murmured, as he continued to work his way up and
down it.

‘I do, but I
love having anywhere kissed by you. You’re the best kisser I’ve ever had.’

‘You’re the
best
everything
I’ve ever had baby. It’s six thirty, I thought you might
like to get up and have a walk while I cook something for dinner.’

‘I’d rather
stay here in bed with you.’

‘So would I
Mia, but I haven’t eaten since breakfast and I’m starving. As I can’t have you,
then I need food and if you’re going to heal quickly you need to eat too.’

‘Ok, but I’m
doing it under protest. You’ve missed swimming practice for me as well?’

‘Yes.’ I
heard the tone of his voice change and felt his body tense, he was waiting for
me to get cross.

‘Thanks
Gabe, that was really sweet of you.’

‘O so I’m
sweet now am I?’ I felt him shift and the outline of his erection on my hip.

‘Amongst
other things.’

‘What other
things?’

‘Kind,
considerate, respectful, loving, very good looking, amazingly ripped and
incredibly sexy. You also have a fabulously big cock which you use very
effectively.’

‘You know
all the right things to say to a guy.’ He kissed my cheek and I felt the
draught as he lifted the duvet and got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I
pushed myself up and looked at my stomach again. The stitches seemed to be
holding, no more blood. I scooted over to his side of the bed and sat on the
edge my feet on the floor and waited for him to come out. I inhaled sharply
when he did, he was still just in his tight black jersey boxers, which barely
contained him. I stared at that sexy dip and his taut stomach, his abs were so
defined and his body expanded to his broad firm chest and toned shoulders and
arms, I could look at him all day. I tucked my hair behind my ears and licked
my lips and he caught me looking and smiled.

‘You’ve got
your turned on face on,’ he grinned.

‘I have a
turned on face?’

‘Yes. Your
pupils expand really wide and the blue in your irises shines. You part your
lips and lightly lick them and they swell a little and go pinker. You flush and
tuck you hair behind your ears.’

‘Really? I’d
no idea,’ I said shaking my head. He walked over to me and ran his hands
through my hair as he looked down at me.

‘It’s the
face you gave me that first day in English, right before you fainted. The same
face that’s up on my wall.’ He nodded in the direction of the canvas of me
above his television.

‘I looked
at you like that in English that day?’

‘Yes. You’ve
no idea how happy that made me, to know that you reacted physically to me, the way
I did to you.’

‘And I see
that you’ve a turned on face and other parts too,’ I said as I ran my index
finger up his thigh and over the large bulge in his boxers. He hissed in
through his teeth and swayed slightly. I reached up and put my fingers into the
waistband and tugged him to stand closer and he looked down at me with fire in
his eyes.

‘
Mia.’
He
whispered it as a warning, but I could hear the undercurrent of frustrated desperation
in his voice. I slowly peeled his boxers down to the top of his thighs and
watched as he sprung free. I smiled, yet another part of him that I loved. I
gently wrapped my palm and fingers around him and looked up to see him close
his eyes and sigh. I also loved it when I was in control, when he needed me
sexually as much as I needed him. I carefully started to stroke him up and
down, squeezing and releasing as he started to moan, his fingers reaching out
and tangling in my hair.

I lifted my
other hand and gently ran my fingers down the side of his stomach, he didn’t
have one ounce of fat on his body, he was perfection personified. I continued downwards
and ran them over his balls, lifting them and pulled them towards me. I carefully
put one in my mouth as my hand continued to move. He let out a low guttural
growl, which sent shivers down my spine. God I wanted him so badly, I could
feel I was turned on, I was throbbing and my nipples had hardened and the lust
inside was making my muscles contract.

‘
Ahhhh
Mia.
’ His fingers started to grip my hair tightly and I stopped sucking and
slowly ran my tongue over his wet tip, followed by my thumb which I sucked as I
looked up at him. ‘God you’ve no idea how hot that is to watch,’ he groaned.

I enveloped
him with my mouth, closed my eyes and let my lips, tongue and cheeks work on
him as I rose and fell, in time with my hand below. His hands palmed the sides
of my head as he began to rock his hips in time with my rhythm.

‘Look at me
baby, please look up at me.’ I opened them and looked up at him through my
lashes and he looked down at me his eyes dark and lustful. ‘Damn it’s so hot
seeing my cock in your mouth.’ He started to groan with every thrust and I
could hear his breathing was laboured. I reached around, grabbing his bottom
and pulled him closer. He grunted as he slid further back into my throat. I saw
his torso tense and his eyes glaze over, he was ready. ‘O god Mia … I’m coming,
Mia I’m coming. O god baby don’t stop, don’t …’ I braced myself, the first load
always took me by surprise, even though I knew it was coming, it was so
forceful and thick. I felt his hands grasping my head firmly, making sure I didn’t
back off. ‘
Fuck,
’ he sighed. It made me jerk as it hit the back of my
throat multiple times. I wondered if it was ever going to stop as I kept
swallowing while he groaned. I felt him stop twitching and the grip on my head
relaxed as his fingers started to caress my scalp. ‘O god baby.’

I slowly
eased him out and licked his tip and kissed it quickly and looked up to see him
starting at me with awe and wonder on his face. I loved that it was so easy to
please him. He pulled his boxers back up and suddenly dropped to his knees in
front of me, leaned over and lay his head on my lap, his forearms up my hips,
palms and fingers clasping my bottom. I stroked his soft hair and ran my thumb
over his forehead.

‘Gabe, are
you ok?’ I whispered. He nodded silently, he suddenly seemed solemn and sombre.
‘Gabe, what’s wrong?’

‘I just
keep hearing your voice saying you wanted to end things and it makes me go cold.’

‘I don’t
want to leave you Gabe, I’m just so worried about hurting you by not giving you
what you want.’

‘You’re
what I want Mia, a part of me dies when I’m not with you because I love you so
much.’ He turned his head burying it in my thighs, kissing them as I caressed
the back of his head and neck and I felt his fingers dig tightly into my
bottom.

‘Gabe,’ I
sighed and gently tugged on his head until he sat back on his heels and
searched my eyes. ‘I’m
here
. I’ve not gone anywhere because I love you,
I need you too,
so much
,’ I whispered. He lifted himself up on his knees
and clasped my face with his hands.

‘Kiss me,’
he said hoarsely, his voice full of emotion. I nodded and parted my legs so he
could move closer, his hips caressing the inside of my thighs as he put an arm
around my waist. He ran his other hand around to the back of my head and held
me firmly in place as he moved towards me. I felt my pulse quicken as I watched
his lips, they were so damn sexy. I don’t know why, but it felt as if we were
going to kiss for the first time, I felt lighted headed and dizzy and as his
perfect lips finally met mine fireworks exploded around me.

‘O god,’ I
groaned as he continued. I closed my eyes and melted. It felt as if we’d been
kissing for hours when he finally pulled away leaving me breathless, I was
floating in space, no gravity. He smiled,
that smile
. O shit it was happening
again. I could see his lips moving, but couldn’t hear his words. I tried to
focus my eyes on him, but he was hazy. As the light faded a wave of nausea rode
over me and I flopped backwards onto the bed and closed my eyes and took some
deep breaths.

‘Lie still,
I’m going to get you some orange juice, get your sugar levels up. Don’t move.’ I
heard him running down the stairs and the sound of muffled voices and I closed
my eyes again, I felt so weak. I felt the bed sag and opened my eyes as he slid
an arm under my shoulders and gently lifted me up, supporting me and held a
glass to my lips. My hands were shaking as I grasped it and drank. ‘Slowly baby,’
he whispered as he rubbed his nose along my cheek. I finished the glass and he
lay me back down. I took a few deep breaths and looked up at him leaning over
me.

‘Thank
you.’

‘What just
happened Mia?’

‘You kissed
me.’

‘I did
this?’ he said surprised.

‘It was a
good kiss, an
amazing
kiss,’ I smiled with a nod to confirm it.

‘It
was
.
I knew I was good, but
that
good?’

‘Uh huh,’ I
nodded and he smiled at me again. ‘O don’t do that, that does it as well, that
sexy as hell smile.’

‘Well my
smile and kissing prowess aside, you probably have low blood sugar again, you’ve
hardly eaten or drunk anything today. You’re going to see a doctor about this
if it happens again. That’s three times now since I met you, which is three
times too many for my liking. Lexi’s downstairs in the lounge watching TV. If
you feel up to it I’m going to carry you down and settle you in on the couch
with a blanket and I’ll go and make us some dinner ok?’

‘You’re an
amazing boyfriend have I ever told you that?’

‘Yes, but I
won’t get tired of hearing it and don’t forget it when you’re having another
wobble about us. I better put some clothes on, I just gave Lexi a shock
pounding down the stairs in just my boxers.’

‘At least
you were actually wearing some this time,’ I giggled and he smiled. He emerged
from the dressing room with his navy joggers and a white and navy t-shirt, even
casual he was hot. He had my favourite pair of black cut off shorts in his
hands and my black leg warmers. I lifted my bottom up as he gently slid the
shorts over my hips. Wow just doing that felt like a ten minute work out on my
abs. He lifted up each foot and pulled on my leg warmers and planted a kiss on
each big toe making me giggle again. ‘What?’ he smiled.

‘I’m really
ticklish, especially on my feet.’

‘
Really?
’
he grinned wickedly.

‘No don’t,
please don’t.
DON’T
,’ I screamed as he gently tinkled his fingers on the
pads of my feet poking out of the wool. I writhed on the bed kicking and
laughing as he grinned. ‘O stop, please stop,’ I groaned clutching my stomach as
tears of laughter rolled down my cheeks. Writhing like that hurt.

‘Excellent,
now I’ve got a new way to make you do whatever I tell you,’ he said as he
kissed them again and put them back down on the bed.

‘That’d be
just
mean
Gabe.’

‘Well if
you do as I ask I’ll never have to resort to it will I?’ he asked with a raised
eyebrow and I scowled at him. ‘Don’t look at me like that Mia, it’s hot and
sexy and we can’t do anything about it. Ok arms around my neck.’

I rested my
head on his shoulder and kissed his throat and smiled as he carried me out of
the room and down into the lounge. Lexi was reclining facing the TV and grinned
happily as he carried me in.

‘Hey
stranger. Dizzy spell again hey?’

‘Yeah,’ I nodded
as Gabe lay me on the sofa. He grabbed loads of cushions and put them behind my
back and helped me shuffle up so I could lean back with my feet up and see Lexi
in front of me. He covered me in the cosy cream fleece blank and kissed my
forehead.

‘Right I
need Mia to eat something reasonably healthy, so how do salmon fillets with new
potatoes and fresh veg sound to you both?’