asked, and Bily agreed.
The next few afternoons, when Bily got back
from the trail rides, Jules helped take care of the horses
so Bily could meet with the band at Jean’s, choose a
list of songs to sing with them for the next month, and
get some rehearsal time in before the bar opened. Bily
knew he had to work hard if he was going to make it. A
month was a long time, and he hoped like hel that it
was enough time to be discovered.
IAN DILLON was just finishing dinner at Milie’s Pub,
which had become a favorite of his, and was headed to
a late recording session to complete a demo for a new
artist he’d recently discovered, when his cel phone
rang. He flipped open the phone. “This is Ian.”
“Ian, hi, honey, it’s Jean.”
“Hey, what’s up, dol?”
“Listen, when you get a chance, it would
probably be worth it for you to stop in and check out
this new kid that won the open mic contest this week.
His name is Bily Eagan, and he’s something else. The
kid’s got it al —looks, charisma, and most of al, talent.
I think you two would hit it off. The response from the
ladies has been overwhelming, and the guys even seem
to like him. You know guys, they especialy like anyone
who can get their ladies turned on,” Jean said with the
hint of a chuckle.
Ian laughed. “Yeah, I imagine so. I’m leaving
Milie’s, and I’ve got about an hour or so to kil, so I’l
see you in a few.”
Bily was settling into his new gig very wel. This
was his third night opening for Capitol Nashvile
recording artists Jed Strong & the Renegades, and
although Jed hadn’t said anything, Bily could tel that he
wasn’t very happy with the response Bily was getting
from the crowds. He imagined it was getting harder to
folow his act, but there was nothing he could do about
it but be sensitive to it and try not to rub it in.
He stepped up to the bar to get a bottle of water
to take on stage with him and saw Jean at the other end
of the bar on the telephone. He waved at her, and she
returned the gesture while continuing her conversation.
The house band was just starting their warm-up set, so
he had about forty-five minutes to go before he took the
stage.
He was just about to go backstage to wait until
showtime when he saw a couple of the guys from the
ranch walk in. He made his way through the crowd,
being stopped a time or two, shaking hands and smiling,
as if he was running for office. He didn’t quite
understand people’s sudden interest in him, but he
thought that it would probably fade by the end of his
month-long gig.
When he reached the guys, they al exchanged
greetings, ordered beers, and shot the bul for thirty
minutes or so. It was almost showtime, so Bily said his
farewels and headed backstage to freshen up. He
turned away from the bar and noticed Jean hugging a
gorgeous blond-haired man who had just walked in the
door. He felt a twinge of jealousy, not sure if it was
because Jean got to hug this gorgeous man or because
she seemed to be quite fond of him. He kept walking
but made a mental note to ask her who the man was.
Ian had arrived just minutes before Jean saw him.
She was about to make a beeline in his direction, but he
saw someone he knew and stopped to chat. As she
watched him carrying on his conversation, her memories
turned back to the first time Ian had walked through
those very doors some eight years ago.
Ian had walked into the bar looking very lonely
and broken. He’d just arrived in town and knew no
one, so Jean had reached out to him, and they’d talked
for several hours while she’d tended bar. After much
conversation, she’d realized that he was a nice young
man who’d had some realy bad breaks, and she’d
taken a liking to him. A bartender had quit that very
day, leaving Jean in desperate need of help, and Ian
was in desperate need of a job, so it worked out
perfectly. Jean had offered Ian the studio apartment
over the bar as lodgings, which he’d gratefuly
accepted.
The very next day, Ian had moved in and started
working. It hadn’t taken him long, Jean remembered, to
get comfortable with the rhythm of the bar business.
He’d begun bartending in the late afternoons when the
saloon was just opening, which helped him get familiar
with the layout and learn to mix the drinks and run the
register. He’d also done some bouncing on Friday and
Saturday nights, but he’d told her that the part of the
job he liked most was working with the performers,
getting them set up and ready for rehearsals and doing
sound and lighting checks.
Jean quickly noticed that Ian had a knack for
knowing who would be a hit and who wouldn’t, and it
wasn’t long before she’d had him involved with the
previewing, hiring, and scheduling of new talent.
Everything worked out perfectly, and with each day,
she’d seen a little of the weight he’d been carrying melt
away.
Every night, she’d taken special care to introduce
him to al of her friends, regulars, and business contacts.
And in no time at al, Ian had made quite a name for
himself as her right hand. One night, she’d introduced
him to Josh Randal, a talent scout for Capitol Records,
Nashvile.
The two men had hit it off right away and had
talked for over an hour. Jean had listened as Ian
described to Josh al the solo artists and groups he had
auditioned over the last couple of months. With
painstaking detail, he’d described to Josh who he
thought was going to make it and who wasn’t and, in his
opinion, why. Later, in private, Josh had told Jean that
he’d just been promoted and Capitol was looking for a
replacement scout. He’d been impressed by Ian’s
insights, and even though he wasn’t in the music
business, Josh thought that gave him a fresh approach
to new talent. It would be a hard sel to the record
label, but Josh had thought it was worth the fight. She
remembered how excited Ian had been when she’d told
him what she and Josh had discussed.
After many long conversations with Ian and
several meetings with the label, Josh had formaly
offered Ian the job. He’d accepted the position with a
great deal of excitement, and Jean was so happy for
him, but at the same time, she’d had a heavy heart at
the realization that he would no longer be working for
her. She’d known that she and Ian would always be
friends, but things would never be the same as they
were when he’d lived there at the saloon and worked
for her. They’d become very close, and she was, in a
way, his surrogate mother. She’d been thriled when Ian
had asked if he could continue living in the studio until
he found another place to live, as this living arrangement
would guarantee that they would see each other often.
Jean was snapped out of her thoughts as Ian
walked up and greeted her with a big hug and a kiss.
“Sure is good to see you, honey. How’ve you been?”
she asked.
Ian shrugged. “Pretty good, dol, no complaints.
You look younger every time I see you.”
“Oh, Ian, you’re only saying that ’cause it’s true,”
Jean replied with a smile. “Are you making time for any
fun, Ian?”
Of course she knew the answer was no, but she
kept encouraging Ian to put himself out there.
“No, ma’am,” Ian responded. “No time, too
much work to do.”
“Now, Ian,” Jean said as she walked him over to
her private table and gestured over her shoulder to the
bartender to get him whatever he wanted to drink on
the house. “I’ve got a cal on hold in the office, but
when I get off the phone, we’re going to talk about this
some more.” Ian smiled and nodded, because he knew
when Jean had something to say, there was no way out
of it.
He took a seat and ordered a beer from the
waitress and then sat back and waited for the show to
start. Jean’s table was on the back wal on the highest
level and was the perfect spot to watch the audience
and the stage.
As Ian sat there waiting for the newcomer to take
the stage, he thought, as he always did when he visited
Jean, how much things had changed since he’d first
wandered into Jean’s Magnolia Saloon al those years
ago.
He’d just turned twenty-one and was running as
far away from South Carolina as he could get. He
remembered watching Greenvile disappear in his
rearview mirror through teary green eyes as he made his
way out of town. So many emotions were
overwhelming him: anger, love, resentment, but mostly
betrayal. Those were the emotions he knew he would
forever associate with being in love. He’d silently
vowed never to expose himself to the possibility of such
pain again.
He’d looked for the closest route out of town,
and when he’d seen the entrance ramp to Interstate 26,
he’d taken it and headed north. He needed to be as far
away from his repulsive parents and the memories of
South Carolina as his truck would carry him. But
mostly, he needed to be away from Todd Slocum, the
love of his life, the man who had broken him so badly,
he would never be fixed again. He’d had no idea how
he was going to deal with the blinding pain he’d felt at
the hand of the man who had vowed to care for and
love him forever.
He’d driven most of the night. Thirsty and in need
of a bathroom break, he’d searched for an exit. As he
was approaching the next off ramp, a sign read
“Interstate 40 West, Knoxvile, Two Miles.” Shortly
after he merged onto I-40, he saw a bilboard that said,
“Visit the Grand Ole Opry,” and he knew he was going
to Nashvile.
When he’d reached the Nashvile skyline, he’d
gotten a room at a cheap, dirty motel and left in search
of a quiet place to eat and hopefuly to decide what his
next move would be. He’d found a greasy diner and
picked the first thing on the menu. When his food had
come, he’d eaten more out of necessity than desire and
paid the check and left.
He remembered climbing into his truck and being
overtaken by emotion. Folding his arms on the steering
wheel, he’d laid his head down on his arms; the
memories of recent events had seemed to rush at him
with more force than ever. It had taken everything he
had to push his thoughts away as more tears slid out of
his closed eyes and ran down his cheeks. At that
moment, his mind and heart had been so ful he couldn’t
have begun to make any long-term plans. He’d lifted his
head, opened his eyes, and wiped the tears from his
cheeks. Through tear-stained eyes, the neon lights of
Broadway seemed to have an eerie glow that had held
his gaze. At that moment he’d decided he would stay in
Nashvile for a day or two, and when his mind was
clearer and he felt more rested, he would come up with
a game plan.
Out of the corner of his eye, he’d noticed a
flashing neon sign in the next block with a large shape
that seemed to be a flower of some sort. Straining his
eyes, he’d barely made out the writing: Jean’s Magnolia
Saloon. He’d puled his truck onto 2nd Avenue, turned
left, and puled into the parking lot. When he’d opened
the door to the lounge, he was immediately hit with the
scent of alcohol, sawdust, smoke, and the sound of Tim