Authors: Katie Reus
They hit the pavement once, then seconds
later she heard the front door slamming.
Jayce continued staring at her, his chest
falling and rising erratically. Oh yeah,
she’d pissed him off really good.
“Get. On. My. Bike.” The words tore
from his chest with apparent difficulty.
She really should just give in.
Especially when he was in a mood like
this. But she wasn’t in the mood to be
passive or appeasing. She was in the
mood to fight. “No.” With her gaze still on
him, her eyes mocking, she pulled her cell
phone out of her pocket and flipped it
open. Before she had a chance to call
someone for a ride, Jayce plucked it from
her hand and shoved it in his front jeans
pocket.
Kat stepped toward him until they were
inches apart and held out a hand. “Give
me my phone.”
“If you want it, come get it.” He lifted a
dark eyebrow in challenge.
Swallowing hard, she looked at the
front of his jeans where the bulge of her
phone was. Yeah, that so wasn’t
happening. Glancing past him, she looked
at the bike. She could be stubborn and
walk home, but that thought wasn’t
appealing. So she ignored him and strode
toward the bike. After sliding on to the
back—no helmets for either of them
apparently—she sat there and tried to
ignore the heated stare he gave her.
A combination of red hot fury and lust
emanated off him, both of which she could
do without. She wasn’t scared Jayce
would hurt her but she didn’t want to deal
with his anger. Despite her desire to fight
with him, when they argued, things almost
always ended up in the bedroom
afterward.
And she definitely couldn’t handle that
right now.
Too many things had happened since
they’d been together and she had too much
resentment toward him. She averted her
gaze, purposefully ignoring him as he got
on the bike in front of her. As he tore out
of the driveway she had no choice but to
grasp on to him.
Sliding her hands around his waist, she
gripped him and tried to ignore the feel of
all that strength beneath her fingertips. His
back was incredibly muscular and the feel
of it pressing against her breasts was
almost enough to take her back to when
they’d been together. Back when they’d
actually liked each other, not just
physically wanted each other.
Nine months wasn’t that long but it
might as well have been a lifetime ago.
She was a different person now even if he
wasn’t.
When he took another sharp turn she
had no choice but to grip him tighter. Over
the sound of the rushing wind, she thought
she heard him laugh but it was impossible
to tell.
After what felt like an eternity they
pulled up to December’s house. Kat
immediately jumped off and strode for the
front door. She could get her phone later
and she certainly wasn’t going to ask him
for it again. Before she’d made it up the
front steps, Jayce passed her and inserted
a key into the front door.
Gritting her teeth, she hung back as he
stepped inside without giving her a
backward glance. “What do you think
you’re doing?”
He didn’t bother to turn around as he
flipped on a light in the foyer. “We’re
talking. Now.”
For the first time since she’d seen him
that night she was beginning to second
guess her decision to bait him earlier. She
should have just kept her mouth shut.
Sighing, she stepped inside and shut the
door behind her. But she didn’t bother
locking it. Jayce wouldn’t be staying long.
Leaning against the closed door, she
crossed her arms over her chest as he
turned to face her. Under the small,
decorative chandelier in the entryway his
gray eyes almost seemed to glitter. She
refused to look away but she was thankful
for the door holding her up. “What do you
want to talk about?”
He took a menacing step toward her.
“You and your bullshit.” Before she could
lay into him he continued. “You might not
care about yourself but every time you go
out in public without telling anyone where
you are, you put the entire pack in danger.
You might be an adult but you have the
skills of a cub. Until you learn to control
your urges or your ability to shift, you
need to use your fucking head.” All his
words were gravelly and filled with
anger.
“I didn’t ask for this life,” she snapped.
“No. You didn’t. But at least you’re
alive and it’s time to stop feeling sorry for
yourself.” He covered the distance
between them and before she realized
what he intended, he caged her against the
door using his body and braced his hands
on either side of her head.
Asshole.
“I don’t feel sorry for myself.”
Maybe she did but she wasn’t going to
admit it to him.
His snort told her he didn’t believe a
word she said, but he didn’t contradict
her. “If you have a need to find sexual
release, you won’t search it out with any
other male but
me
.” The words rumbled
up from his chest in a low growl that
sounded more wolf than human.
The statement took her so off guard she
dropped her arms from their protective
embrace around herself. “
Excuse
me?”
He leaned in closer until his entire body
was a mere inch from hers and his mouth
was next to her ear. His hot breath sent a
tingle racing through her, searching out
every nerve ending until her entire body
practically trembled with the need to feel
that mouth all over her. “If you go to
another male, I will kill him. That human
tonight is lucky he’s alive.”
“You wouldn’t do that,” she whispered,
even though she knew the truth. Could hear
it in his darkly murmured words. She’d
known he still physically wanted her, but
this . . . was unexpected. And a little
insane. Why should he feel all possessive
when he was the one who’d decided she
wasn’t good enough for him by lying to
her about the bonding process? It had to
be his animal side asserting dominance.
That was all. Like a dog peeing on a
freaking fire hydrant, he was just acting
territorial because he could.
“Do you really want to find out if your
puppy
will bite?” Another low murmur
against her skin.
He wasn’t quite touching her, but she
could feel the heat rolling off him and onto
her nonetheless. She didn’t answer,
partially because she didn’t trust her
voice, but mainly because she knew the
question was rhetorical. Jayce was a
deadly warrior, not a freaking puppy dog
as she’d said earlier. She knew he was
reminding her of that.
As she stared at the spot where the
curve of his neck met his shoulder, she
fought the sensation that shimmied through
her. The thought of going to bed with
Jayce was tempting. Even thinking about it
made her feel light headed.
He’d said she could find sexual release
with him, but that was all it would be to
him. Even if he did care about her, he’d
never give her what she wanted. Not that
it mattered anymore. She was so messed
up and broken, she had no hope of having
anything normal in her life again. And she
refused to go to him for any sort of sexual
pleasure. Especially since it wouldn’t be
about control. With him, she’d lose it, not
gain it. She could find control of her life
in other places. Like revenge.
The word rang loudly in her head.
Revenge.
After what that APL bastard had done to her, she was going to make every
single one of them pay. And she didn’t
need Jayce interfering with those plans.
Ducking out from under his arms, she
put a few feet of distance between them in
the blink of an eye. Without his spicy,
earthy scent overpowering her, she could
breathe again. And think clearly. “Get out
of here.”
Jayce gave her a hard look before
fishing her phone out of his pocket.
Wordlessly he handed it to her then
opened the front door, but before he’d shut
it, he paused and turned back around.
“Don’t test me,
Katarina
. I don’t think you could live with the knowledge that you got
someone killed.”
As the door shut behind him she pushed
out a long breath and grabbed onto the
stair railing to brace herself. Somehow
with him gone, the pain and loneliness
eating at her was almost impossible to
bear.
Which was stupid. She’d left him over
nine months ago. Or almost a year, she
reminded herself. It sounded better when
she rounded up. Why oh why couldn’t she
get him out of her system? When she’d
first met Jayce she’d been utterly
entranced. Not because of his looks—
though she loved the dark edge to him—
but because of the raw, untamed power
that practically rolled off him.
Since she’d grown up with an arms
dealer for a father, she’d never been
intimidated by anyone. Until Jayce. Of
course she hadn’t let him see it. She’d
called him a puppy even then, completely
taunting him. He’d been so surprised. She
would never forget the shocked look on
his face as she’d teased him. He deserved
the taunt of course after saying something
rude to her. She couldn’t remember the
exact phrase but he’d insinuated that he
wanted to do something sexual to her and
she’d laughed at him.
From that point on he’d chased her with
a single minded focus. Not that she’d
minded. Being on his radar had made her
feel empowered and sexy in a way she
hadn’t imagined possible. Before Jayce
men had either been too scared to
approach her because of her father’s
shady dealings—and his violent reputation
—or they’d wanted to get close to her
because
of her father. Not Jayce. He’d
just wanted
her
. She’d made him wait six months before agreeing to go to lunch with
him. At the time she’d thought she could
drag out her teasing even longer but they
hadn’t even made it to her parked car at
that restaurant before he’d kissed her.
And oh what a kiss. He’d told her
everything she’d needed to know in that
one very long kiss. He was claiming her,
making a statement that she was his. Or at
least that’s how she’d taken it. But it
hadn’t been a permanent thing. That
knowledge made her stomach turn sour.
She’d wanted to make a life with him, but
when she’d broached the subject of their
future he’d told her that the chance of a
human turning into a shifter from a bite
was one percent. What he’d failed to
mention was the fact that if he’d taken her
as his bondmate she would have changed
into a shifter without any issues. He’d lied
because he hadn’t wanted her as his
bondmate. He’d never actually admitted it
to her, but what other reason could he
have had for lying? Swallowing hard, she
ignored the sudden sting of tears.
Instead of heading directly upstairs to
her room, she made a beeline for the
kitchen. Sleep had been elusive the past
month, and even though she hadn’t wanted
to, she’d seen a doctor just to get a
prescription. After taking two sleeping
pills she prayed she would finally get at
least a few hours of uninterrupted sleep.
Once in her room, she didn’t bother to
take off her clothes, just slipped her boots
off and slid into bed.
The moment she closed her eyes
Jayce’s face appeared in her vision,
mocking her. It made her want to scream.
Or maybe cry. She turned on her side and
curled into a ball as she closed her eyes
tight. She would
not
think about him. She couldn’t afford to give him any power
over her when all she wanted was some
control in her life. Well, control and
revenge.