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Authors: Selina Fenech

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Emotionally Charged

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Emotionally Charged

by

Selina Fenech

 

 

 

Copyright Information

First Published by Fairies and Fantasy Pty Ltd 2011

Kindle Edition

 

Emotionally Charged copyright © 2011 Selina Fenech

All rights reserved.

 

ISBN: 978-0-9871511-4-8

 

http://www.selinafenech.com

 

 

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Dedication

To my baby, due to arrive into the world not long after this book.

I can’t wait to meet you.

 

 

 

Part One
Hero Me

 

 

Ever since I was a little girl I wished a rich, handsome hero would appear and whisk me away from my mundane life. Common dream I guess, but I’m nothing special either. I never thought it would actually happen. Or that nothing-special me would be the hero that did the saving.

 

***

 

I stared at the crack that ran up our living room wall. To my parents, it said insurance claims and dodgy contractors doing repairs. To me it said excitement. The crack gave me shivers like it was carved up my spine.

We’ve always known our town was near a major fault, but it’s one of those sleepy fault lines that doesn’t do anything for decades, centuries even. Then just when everyone in our middle-class paradise had achieved a false sense of security it decided to give a big heave. Like it was screwing with us on purpose, to spice up this suburban daydream, give us a slap and wake us up. There had been a small tremor that I can’t remember when I was a baby. This latest, just after my seventeenth birthday, was a magnitude 6.8. It woke me up.

Dad was on the phone to his cop buddy getting all the updates. Tilting my head to his conversation, I kept my eyes on the crack, worried that if I looked away it would disappear and life would return to normal. Boring. Dad repeated the main points of interest for Mom to hear as she cleaned the wreckage in our home. Power was out everywhere and likely to stay that way a while. Mom had already insisted on lighting candles even though it wasn’t dark yet. The whole room smelled of struck matches. With power out, there also came the warning of people taking the opportunity to loot while the city was still in chaos. I raised an eyebrow in consideration. No. Wrong team.

Dad’s news report continued. A few buildings had collapsed completely, lots of injured and a few deaths. They were setting up shelters in town for people who lost homes. One was being run at my high school.

I bet they needed volunteers. Not as exciting as looting, but that was where I had to be. My life had so little excitement even handing out blankets had my mind brewing up romantic dreams of adventure.

I peeled my eyes from the crack. “I want to go and help.”

Mom looked up at me from the floor where she worked at brushing up shattered ornaments that had shaken from our shelves. Her collection of ceramic owls would never be the same. Lines around her mouth and forehead told me she was going to give me the worried mother talk. But I could tell she wasn’t really thinking about me. She was just sad about her well put together home being ruined, and worried about her shop downtown. I could read the emotions all over her. With each emotion there’s an energy that shines from a person that I can almost see. Not like an aura or anything; that sounds so new age crazy. I’m just good at telling how people feel. Always have been. It’s nothing special but it does come in handy. When you know how someone is feeling, you can give just the right response to get what you want.

I pre-empted Mom’s speech with soothing words. “I’ll just be helping out in a shelter, under the watchful eye of other aid workers, responsible adults and doctors. Probably the safest place at the moment, right?”

Mom tightened her lips. She looked at the dustpan and brush in her hands as though that was all she could focus on right now. Her startling blue eyes turned back toward me. Why couldn’t I have gotten those? I got brown instead, to match my hair which she won’t even let me dye. Her eyes were still telling me no. She opened her mouth but I beat her to it.

“Just think how appealing it will look on my college application as an extracurricular activity. And I can swing past your shop and make sure it’s okay.”

Mom’s expression brightened. Score to me. “I hope there’s not too much damage. I just had that porcelain shipment in. I’d go check myself but there’s so much to do here. Could you go there first thing? Just, if you’re late back I don’t want you out on dark streets if there’s no power still.”

She stood up, gave me a kiss, then went to empty her dustpan, sighing as shattered owls tumbled into the trash. I saw a pink one roll in and knew it was her favorite. Dad gave her a hug as though they were standing by the grave of a beloved relative. All just a fake display. No real emotion came from either of them other than slight worry and irritation. How do people ever get so stodgy? How could they not be humming from excitement at all of this? I knew I was, but to crave romance and danger to the point of bursting was my natural state.

Dad told Mom he was going to start calling around for repair quotes now, get in before the rush. I had been out for Sunday shopping with the girls earlier and the mirror confirmed I was still presentable. They were my best jeans, but I didn’t care if they got dirty. I threw my red trench on, phone, keys and wallet already in the pockets, and headed for the door.

“Buses are still running, Livvy,” Dad called over. “There’s a pretty clear route to your high school. Just a couple of hours, okay? Be safe!”

 

***

 

This. This is what I was made for. I think I might actually be glowing or vibrating, or something.

“Bless. You’re just an angel.” A woman with a cloud of white hair patted my hand as she took a blanket from me. She smiled, but I could feel the tremble in her palm and see fear lingering all over her. It made me tingle.

I shot back a wide toothy grin, then remembered where I was and tempered it into a sympathetic head tilt. These people were here because their homes were too unsafe to stay in, or gone entirely, and there I was bubbling over on some kind of weird high. I felt it before I’d even reached the shelter. On the bus ride in a buzz built in me the closer I got and it’d been non-stop since.

Trevor, the coordinator for the shelter, was also my high school history teacher. Any other day he was Mr. Jones, but today he insisted on being Trevor. He leaned on a bench next to me and pushed the sweat up off his forehead and back over his head, slicking graying hair away from his face. His voice came out as a long sigh.

“I wish I still had a teenager’s stamina. You sure you don’t need a break? You’ve been at it for hours.”

I shook my head vaguely. Hours? It felt like twenty minutes, tops. I wasn’t sure how many blankets I’d handed out or how many people I had escorted into the gym and found a patch of ground for. Any injured went straight to the hospital, but I still felt like a warrior helping out in the aftermath of a battle. I’d listened to stories, dragged restless children back to their parents, and helped unload cartons of bottled water the local U-Mart trucked in. I pulled my phone from my pocket for the first time and saw it was half past midnight. I also saw three missed calls and two texts from my mom. Maybe it wasn’t me buzzing, just my phone doing its vibro-dance in my pocket.

“I’m fine, as long as my parents don’t kill me.” I tapped the screen to call them back and got nothing but failed calls. Reception was non-existent, and the messages left by my parents were all from back before seven o’clock. The last bus ran at ten-thirty, and thanks to my parents’ car-free household policy, last bus translated to curfew and I knew it. I was going to find myself at the wrong end of a serious lecture, assuming I could find a way home.

Trevor watched my hopeless phone poking. “Phone towers have battery backups which work for a couple of hours, but in a long black out like this will have cut out by now.”

Even if I could get through, I had no way to get home that wasn’t going to put out the neighbors, or worse, Dad’s cop friend. I cringed. Not the way I wanted to arrive home.

Mr. Jones sighed and I wondered how good he had become at reading emotions in his time as a teacher. The amount of irritation he showed said he already knew he had another occupant to organize tonight.

“Sorry Mr. um… Trevor. I sort of missed my ride home.” I played up my distress, going for the sympathy angle. 

“Yes, fine, you can stay here if you can find a spare bit of floor. Landlines are still working if you want to use the phone in the office to let your parents know. Briefly. Have to keep the line clear for official calls.”

“Do you think, maybe, you could call them for me?” I hated talking on the phone at the best of times. I couldn’t see people’s reactions, couldn’t tell how they were feeling and always ended up saying the wrong thing. And now was far from the best of times. “It would just be better if a teacher told them, instead of me.”

And yes, I was also dodging the lecture.

Trevor rubbed his forehead, the pen still in his hand marking it blue. He added my name to his clipboard, and waved me off. “I’ll call them. School’s off for the week and people are going to be here a while, so if you want to help out again everyone would appreciate it.”

Sounded like an offer I couldn’t refuse. I nodded gratefully and he went to the office to make the call.

I still had my phone in my hand, and voice mail was down so I checked the texts my mom left. The earliest must have been while I was still on the bus coming in, just Mom reminding me to check out her shop. The second text, half an hour later, included directions on which new stock cartons to check on in said shop. Maybe I had over-estimated their concern for me. Still, Mom could give me just as much of an earful for not checking her shop as she could for not being in contact and not getting home. I had, after all, forgotten to go past her shop on the way in.

I could still go now. Having some news about Mom’s “Duck Egg Blue” home-wares boutique would be a great peace offering to help smooth things over tomorrow. Her little boutique wasn’t far from school. Normally a twenty minute walk, tonight I felt like I could fly it.

Another family trudged into the hall armed with pillows and suitcases, prepared to camp out with everyone else. I slipped past them and jogged out the school gates and onto the street. The chunky heart pendant I’d bought that morning bounced and thudded on my chest like a second heartbeat. I forgot I was still wearing it when I left the house. I hadn’t even wanted the thing. It was pretty, but just general, mass produced stuff. Nothing special or unique. It cost a large chunk of saved allowance, but my shopping buddies talked me into it. I never really gelled with my friends. We stuck together as a group but I always felt as though I was hanging onto the fringe. I thought buying this flashy necklace might make me more like them, a symbol of belonging. One of those girls who knew how to accessorize, or even cared.

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