He slapped her hand.
"Sorry," he said as Willy rubbed her knuckles. He'd hit her hard. "I like those."
Cheeks stinging, Willy studied her tennis shoes. "I guess I liked those weird hairs, too," she mumbled. "Maybe that's why I wanted one."
When she glanced up again, he was pinching the same overgrown straggler; he plucked it and laid it in her palm. "Then it's yours."
Her fingers closed over the specimen. She didn't know what to say. Willy didn't go on dates.
"Eric?" It was the first time she'd ever said his name. The syllables felt ungainly on her tongue, their use a monumental concession to the young man's existence. "I did go to college. My father made me. I quit, after my junior year, to go pro. I'm not nineteen, I'm twentythree. I'm way behind. I have very, very little time left."
In reward for the successful exchange, one eyebrow hair for one confession, he kissed her. Willy could only hold one broad shoulder. The other hand fisted Eric's peculiar gift. Unaccountably, once in her apartment she would store it in a safe place.
TWO
M
AX UPCHURCH CALLED SWEETSPOT
a "School of Tennis," dismissing Nick Bollettieri's more famous Florida academy as a
camp
. The education Sweetspot students received was better than perfunctory; Max couldn't bear colossal forehands at the expense of confusing Tiananmen Square with Chinese checkers. Max eschewed Bollettieri's reform-school trappings, dispensing with Bradenton's sniffer-dog drug checks, five-dollar fines for chewing gum, and restrictions to one TV program per week. As far as Max was concerned, if parents wanted to pay two thousand dollars a month for their kids to pop bubbles in front of
The Munsters
it was no skin off his nose. Should his students turn pro they might as well get practice at the tube. Isolated in an indistinguishable string of hotels waiting for the rain to clear or their draw to come up, most journeymen on the tour spent more time watching American reruns than they did on court.
Despite Sweetspot's unfashionable liberality, Willy was not alone in regarding Max's operation as more elite than his competition's in Florida. Bollettieri accepted 225 would-be champions a go; Max admitted seventy-five. Max Upchurch himself had had a distinguished career, ranked number six in the world in 1971, and making a solid contribution toward pulling the U.S. ahead of Australia playing Davis Cup. As a young aspirant in the late sixties, he'd made a name for himself behind the scenes, finagling with a handful of other infidels to drive this snooty, exclusive, stick-up-the-ass amateur sport into the crass, low-rent, anything-goes, money-mad and cutthroat Open era that was now so happily upon us.
But the biggest difference was tennis. Bollettieri's protégés blindly cannoned from the baseline like ball machines. To Max,
crash-crash
was not what tennis was about. Sweetspot emphasized cunning, style, finesse. While Nick assembly-lined bruisers, Max handcrafted schemers and ballerinas. Willy's coach believed that in every player lurked a singular tennis game struggling to get out—a game whose aberrations would prove its keenest weapons. He regarded his mission as to coax those idiosyncratic strokes from unformed players before their eccentric impulses were buried forever beneath the generic "rules" that constituted common coaching.
When Max first took Willy on at seventeen he demolished a game twelve years in the making and reconstructed it from the ground up. Willy had grown up fighting—fighting her parents; fighting her extraneous algebra homework when she was on the cusp of a breakthrough with the slice backhand; fighting the USTA for transport to junior tournaments that her father hadn't the remotest intention of financing; and later, fighting her height, when it became crushingly apparent that she would never exceed five-three. The appetite for battle Max encouraged. He drew the line at Willy's fighting herself. He insisted that she stop overcoming weaknesses and start playing to strengths.
All through high school, Willy had rushed forward at every opportunity, to prove a dwarf could cover the net, and she'd clob bered every ball with pleasingly improbable pace. It was Max who'd convinced her to stop defying physical fact. She was short; she should approach selectively. She was light; she'd never overpower heftier, Bollettieri blunderbusses. What Willy had going for her was that she was fast, that from scrapping with Daddy and the USTA and Montclair High School she had tremendous reserves of spite, and, scarcest of all, that she was intelligent.
Sure enough, Willy could pummel juniors into submission, but on the pro circuit she would never win a slugfest. She had a higher percentage trading on her wits. Though it took absurd restraint to keep from hauling off and slaughtering every ball—if only for the sheer sensation of hitting any object that hard without being arrested—Willy discovered delights in delicacy as well, until certain backspinning dinks slithering over the tape made her laugh out loud. Max played her a video of the Ashe-Connors Wimbledon final of '75, where instead of belting Jimmy's shots back laced with his own medicine Arthur deliberately slowed the points to a crawl. The long, easy returns drove Connors wild, and he'd slash them to the net or overhit. In the end, of course, the tortoise beat the hare.
In fact, Max was not coaching her in anything new at all. Players who specialized in craftiness—drops, lobs, disguises, and changeups—were playing old-style women's tennis, for the sport had been routinely won on guile before the advent of oversize rackets and hunky grunters like Monica Seles. Yet the standard, abandoned long enough, becomes fresh. Willy sometimes suspected that his shaping her into an icon of bygone tactics was an exercise in nostalgia—for the days when women players were lithe, limber, and ingenious; and for the days when women players were women.
Thus it was thanks to Max Upchurch that Willy didn't spend every passing day in a state of hysteria. While she moped through another unwelcome birthday, Max had serenaded her with tales of Kathy Rinaldi, Andrea Jaeger, and Thierry Tulasne—young hopes-of-tomorrow who fizzled out as fast as they once burned brightly. "Early to rise, early to bed," he'd assured her when she turned nineteen, and was glowering at yet another year wasted at UConn on Spanish verbs. "Tennis is for grown-ups. You won't peak until you're twentyfive, Will. There's time."
As of six weeks ago, a tarnish had mottled her memories of those first trips to Sweetspot that Willy couldn't quite rub off. Though she and Max had agreed to go back to "normal," when Willy stepped off Amtrak in Old Saybrook it was an older student who waved her to the car. Once again, Max hadn't met her train, and that wasn't normal, but one more petty reprimand.
"What do you think of Agassi taking Wimbledon?" the boy bubbled. "Nobody thought he had the goods for grass. I was sure he'd show up in, like, fuck-you orange check or something, but no…"
Desmond was so eager that he forgot to pause for the answers to his questions. Willy observed enviously how in the last two years his dark mop had bobbed nearer the roof of the car. He'd be well over six feet, and had the compact, long-limbed figure for his sport. Had she a taste for little boys, she might have helped herself to Sweetspot's choice morsels. But Willy spent her own teenage years so virulently disdaining the likes of Desmond that cradle-robbing would amount to a post-deadline rewrite. Wistful, she admired but didn't quite covet his naive enthusiasm, not yet seized by savvy terror.
At any rate, the envy worked more in the opposite direction. Desmond was still undistinguished from the common ruck; Willy belonged to the select stable of older pros whom Max was grooming for the tour. Many of these were handpicked from the graduating class, though a few, like Willy, were bagged on Max's cross-country shopping trips. Willy herself had never been a Sweetspot student, and often wondered how much more advanced her game might be now if she hadn't been marooned at Montclair High School, which didn't even have a tennis court. Making use of the nearby public park, the school had offered one tennis gym course, for which in her sophomore year she'd maliciously signed up. That memory tweaked her now, reminding her why that Eric person had been right, that she'd never had many friends. Little wonder—she'd assaulted the lot of them with such contemptuous serves that they rarely had the luxury of losing a proper point. Toward the end of the
course, with an odd-numbered enrollment, no one would play her at all, and she spent gym class pounding a ball mercilessly against the backboard, as if to break another barrier less tangible but just as impassable, it seemed, if she remained a public school student in suburban New Jersey.
They were drawing into Westbrook now, a small, tucked-away community on Long Island Sound whose property values were astronomical, but whose houses had been kept in families; the town retained its middle-class, unassuming character. Downtown, such as it was, included an ill-stocked drugstore with superlative homemade fudge, one Italian restaurant that overcooked its spaghetti, the obligatory military monument though few residents would remember to which war, and the beloved Muffin Korner, whose loose eggs, hot biscuits, and forgivably weak coffee cost $1.49. On the outskirts, where unprepossessing clapboards weathered by the shore, sturdy dowagers paddled the lapping surf in underwire swimsuits.
That Westbrook, Connecticut, was a steady, settled place may have inspired Max to select this location for Sweetspot. Pro tennis was such a roller-coaster, packing the events of what ought to have been a lifetime into perhaps ten frenzied years. It was sedative to bring students of age in an atmosphere of the reliable, the ongoing, and to coach them in the calming context of a place where tennis didn't mean much—the public courts by the firehouse looked like landfill.
Desmond was asking her to take a look at his serve. Doubtless he was hoping that Willy would put in a good word for him with Max. Desmond was entering his last year, when his mentor would be either asking him to stay on or merely wishing him the best, and so would take incidental privileges like being trusted with a school car this evening as auspicious. Willy had the urge to warn him, bitterly, that her good word would have meant a great deal more six weeks before, but a stray grumble would ruin months of discretion. When she glanced again at Desmond's yearning, mysteriously unwritten face, she ached. The first cut at Sweetspot was just the beginning of a cruel, sometimes savagely short process of elimination through which eagerness and even, by laymen's standards, awesome ground strokes counted for nothing.
This counsel, too, she swallowed. Willy had heard the poor odds enough times from her father, and the remonstrance was hateful. Desmond would have to find out for himself the staggering unlikelihood that he should ever be ranked at all, much less be deciding, after his idol, whether to concede whites to the fusty All England Club.
Threading outside of town, they curled the drive of the school, whose buildings blended with Westbrook architecture: greentrimmed white clapboard Colonial Revivals, each skirted with a wide wooden porch. Below the overhangs, rockers listed with curled afghans, and wicker armchairs beckoned with quilted pillows, calling out for long, fractious games of gin rummy. Nothing about this lulling, serene laze suggested the sweat shed on these grounds except that it was two hours after the dinner bell and the porches were deserted. Any student worth his salt at eight o'clock was back on the courts.
Willy drifted into the dining hall, to spot her coach at a side table, next to the horrid Marcella Foussard. He was scraping up the last of his meal—so once again they would not be snuggling into their regular booth at Boot of the Med to pick languidly at flaccid linguine. Willy grabbed a tray, brightening her laughter. Max would see through her insipid vivacity without looking up. What a disaster. What an awful mistake, though she wasn't certain which of them had made it.
The cafeteria betrayed that this was a sports academy and not a prep school. No vats of brick-solid cheese macaroni and liquefied kale; no lime Jell-O. Since Max had bought into high-protein theories, replacing the old saws about carbohydrates, they confronted skinless chicken breasts and lean flank steaks, undressed snow peas, and an inexhaustible mound of bananas. Facing down the bananas one more night, Desmond moaned, "You know, Agassi lives on junk food."
Willy slid her tray next to Desmond on the side of the hall opposite from Max. She might have braved Max's table if it weren't for that Foussard creature, who surely spent more time on her nails—the back of her hand—than on her backhand. The hall recalled a mess in more ways than one, and Willy was frantic to get
out. Shredding her chicken, she asked Desmond to hit a few after dinner. Ecstatic, Desmond chucked his flank steak merrily in the trash.
On the way out Willy forced herself to turn to Max's table. He was watching her steadily. She wiggled two fingers. He didn't wave back, his expression unreadable. She made a swinging motion and pointed at Desmond. Max dipped his chin a half inch, and as Willy swept through the screen door she at least had the satisfaction that with Marcella jabbering away Max had not heard a single word the silly girl said.
Sweetspot's twenty hard and four clay courts were built right on the sound, which made them breezy. But Max believed in the strengthening of adversity. He'd situated his school in the Northeast because, he claimed, European civilization had surpassed southern cultures due to rigorous, hard winters. Cold had invigorated northerners to activity and enterprise, while tropical layabouts lounged beaches munching pomegranates. According to Max, Tahitians would never have invented tennis. But Willy was confident the whole pro-winter hoo-ha really just meant that Max hated Florida.
Stars were emerging, the glow from the powerful floods fissiparating into the salted air. The lights projected a blue halo that could be seen from miles away. Closer up, the bulbs produced a low-level collective hum, like a chorus finding its note before the song. As the floods on their four corners flickered, starting gray and warming to hot white, the court blazed with the tingling theatricality distinctive to playing at night.