Daisy snapped her fingers. "That's it."
"Are you absolutely sure that's what the doctor said?"
"It's his writing. The doc wrote it down for me."
"And he said Ryan inhaled it?"
Daisy nodded. "That's exactly what he said."
"Are you sure he didn't say Ryan injected it?"
"No, he inhaled it."
Gretchen rubbed her eyes and studied the dirty paper again. "His aunt died from a severe allergic reaction," she said. "Sara might have lived if her epinephrine wasn't missing. That's the medicine she needed to overcome the reaction. Without it, she died."
"I didn't know anything about that," Daisy said. "You think Ryan stole it from her so he could get high?"
"I don't know. I've never heard of such a thing,"
Gretchen said. She remembered saying almost the same thing when she learned that Charlie had died from a nicotine overdose.
"Drug addicts will try anything to get a rush," Daisy said. "The doctor said the same thing you just said. He'd never heard of it, either."
"What does Ryan say when he's awake?" Gretchen nodded toward the sleeping bag.
"He doesn't say anything. He was conscious enough to help me get him into a wheelchair at the hospital, but that's the last time he's been awake. Getting him to Nacho's wasn't easy at all."
"We have to take him back to the hospital. He's very sick." Gretchen pressed her fingers against his cold flesh again.
Daisy shook her head and crossed her arms. "Don't worry about him. He'll recover."
"You don't understand," Gretchen said. "I can't find a pulse."
28
Daisy hadn't returned the wheelchair after abducting Ryan from the hospital. She had stashed the getaway vehicle behind a pylon. Gretchen and Daisy would have had a hard time moving him without it, and they were determined to change his location before help arrived. Nacho's carefully hidden home had to remain their secret.
After using Gretchen's cell phone to call in the emergency, the two women wrestled Ryan's limp body into the wheelchair and pushed it up the hill. He weighed very little. Ryan Maize must have used what little cash he was able to panhandle to buy drugs, not food. His face was drawn, with dark circles under his eyes; his body wasted away to the point of starvation. He didn't respond in any way when they lifted him. If he was alive, it wasn't by much.
"I thought I was doing the right thing," Daisy said with a catch in her voice. "I wanted to help him the same way you help me."
Gretchen nodded in understanding. An ambulance siren pierced through other night sounds. "Go away and hide,"
she said to Daisy. "I'll think of something to tell them."
What could she possibly say? What had compelled Daisy to take Ryan from the hospital? If he died and the police found out, they would blame the homeless woman for his death. Gretchen chewed the inside of her lip while Daisy ran back down the hill and disappeared into the night.
She maneuvered the wheelchair over the curb and followed along the edge of the street, traveling as far as possible from Nacho's house before the ambulance would find them. She was tired of ambulances and police, and especially detectives. It took a special kind of person to do this sort of work every day, and she didn't think she had whatever it was. If Charlie's son died, she was finished, no more involving herself in things that she couldn't possibly understand or prevent. From now on, she'd leave the dark side of humanity to people better suited to handle it. She'd follow the sun-climb Camelback, work out with her doll club group, and confine her curiosity to the finer points of doll restoration. No more running off into the dark, chasing cold trails into blind alleys. Gretchen stopped the wheelchair and laid her palm on Ryan's chest. She felt for movement. Nothing. A fire truck and an ambulance turned onto the street running parallel to the viaduct. Gretchen pushed the wheelchair toward them and flagged the vehicles down when they came close enough. The firemen had Ryan on the ground in a matter of seconds, starting oxygen and taking his blood pressure and pulse.
While Gretchen watched, she worked on a believable story. If she said she found him lying on the street, they wouldn't have his medical history. What if there was a drug to counter the effect of the epinephrine overdose?
Gretchen came forward. A woman hooking Ryan to a heart monitor glanced questioningly at her. "He overdosed on epinephrine," she said.
The woman looked startled, like this was the first time she'd ever heard of that. "How do you know?"
"Um. . he told me before he lost consciousness."
"Thanks. We'll take care of him. He's stabilized," the woman called to another paramedic. "Let's get him on a cot."
Gretchen still stood close to the huddled group. "You mean he's alive?"
"He's alive. Could you step back, please?"
Gretchen stepped out of the way and watched them load Ryan into the ambulance.
Soon she was alone on the street, the darkness closing in around her. She hurried toward her parked car. She and Daisy had pushed Ryan three blocks from the enormous girders that supported Nacho's home. Her subterfuge had been unnecessary. None of the rescue workers had asked who she was or where she came from. Or why she was standing in this desolate spot in the middle of the night. Neither the firemen nor the ambulance crew had questioned her about anything at all. Daisy was safe for the moment, Gretchen hadn't had to lie, and Ryan was alive.
Yes, everyone was safe for the moment.
Everyone, that was, except Gretchen. Because Detective Matt Albright's unmarked car was parked behind hers. The detective leaned against the hood of his car, waiting for her. The expression on his face was unreadable. Gretchen didn't feel friendly. The night had been long and complicated, and she needed to sleep. "Detective Albright," she said as formally as possible, with enough frost in her voice to freeze his private parts. At least she acknowledged him. He didn't even deserve that after leading her on. Matt arched one of his eyebrows. "It appears to be quite a night for you," he said.
And for you,
she wanted to say.
Where's your date?
Gretchen unlocked her car. Did the man ever sleep? He seemed to pop up at all different times of the day and night.
"What's wrong with Ryan Maize?" Matt asked.
"Epinephrine inhalation."
"Ah," he said, like he knew exactly what that was.
"How did you find me?"
"I happened to be driving by and saw your car."
"Not a very likely story."
"You're a very suspicious woman. Want to go to the hospital with me and follow up on his condition?"
"It's two o'clock in the morning."
"I hadn't thought of that." Matt pushed off from the hood and strode around to the driver's side of his car. He opened the door. "I'll call you later with an update."
"You're going?"
Matt nodded. "I need to know how soon I can question him. He's an important link."
Or the final link.
She saw it in his eyes, even though he didn't say it. Ryan didn't have much hope of walking out of the hospital if or when he recovered. Steel bars and prison guards were in his future.
"I'll follow you," Gretchen said, swinging into her car. What about her vow to follow the sun and forget about murder and mayhem? She'd start tomorrow. Right now, she wanted to make sure Ryan would survive.
All the way to the hospital, she tried to figure out how Matt knew where she was and what she had been doing. Earlier in the evening, he was at the rodeo with another woman, so he must be off duty. Why roam around Phoenix this late when you could be. .? Gretchen didn't want to think about what he could be doing with the other woman. Matt couldn't have been following her, or she would have known sooner. He would have tracked her into Nacho's home or revealed himself when she and Daisy left with the sick man. She was absolutely sure Matt hadn't been near her car when she wheeled Ryan along the street. Someone must have told him where she was. But who?
She hadn't confided in Nina. She wouldn't have approved of her plan to wander alone in a questionable area of the city at night. She would have tried to talk her out of it or would have insisted on going along. She hadn't mentioned it to April after she recovered from her frightening clown incident. Daisy must have known Gretchen would come looking for her, but the homeless woman wasn't exactly friendly with the local police force. She never would have talked to the detective.
Had Matt been driving around looking for her? If it wasn't so late, she'd call home and ask her mother if he'd been inquiring about her. Wait a minute. Why should she care? She didn't need or want another womanizer in her life. Gretchen liked to think she learned from past mistakes. It might have taken her seven long years to catch on to a cheating boyfriend, but when she finally
did
figure it out, she corrected the situation and moved on. She'd never waste her time again in a one-sided relationship.
Men!
They were their own brand of poison. Yet she couldn't help reflecting on Matt's buff bod as she trailed him into the hospital. And all the rest: thick wavy hair, darkly brooding eyes, and an intelligence behind them that fascinated her. Too bad.
She forced herself to be flippant, but she could still feel the hurt of rejection seeping through the bravado.
29
Sunday morning, Gretchen joined her mother and Nina at a table next to the pool. The air smelled as fresh as the coffee in her hand. She'd slept late. The morning was almost gone.
"Any word on Ryan?" she asked immediately, quite surprised that she'd slept as long as she had.
"Matt called while you were getting your beauty rest,"
Caroline said. "Ryan's going to make it."
"That's great." Gretchen leaned back in the chair, turned her face to the sun, and closed her eyes.
What a relief.
"I should have stayed at the hospital, but the doctor didn't think there would be any progress until later today."
And she didn't want to be
that
close to the womanchasing detective. Matt had produced a blanket and pillow for her before selecting a comfortable chair for himself and arranging his body for sleep. The twinkle in his eyes was certainly readable enough.
If she hadn't seen him with someone else last night, she might have enjoyed the attention. It was too late now. He had flashed a grin. No one else in the world could possibly have a smile that magnetic. She had bolted for the revolving doors, but she didn't miss the confused expression on his face as he watched her leave.
"It's time to have a reading done," Caroline announced.
"Gretchen, would you like to go first?"
"No, thanks." She didn't open her eyes. The sun felt so good, warm and soothing after the harsh desert night.
"Pick three cards," Nina directed her mother.
"You dropped one," Gretchen heard her mother say.
"I keep doing that," Nina said. "They're a little slippery."
Caroline chuckled. "I seem to remember hearing that there's significance in all aspects of a reading, including dropped cards."
Two peas in a pod.
Leave it to her mother to know tarot trivia. The two sisters took hunches and coincidences very seriously. Would her mother start seeing auras and reading futures?
"I've never heard anything about dropped cards," Nina said.
"You really need to take lessons," Caroline said. "Can't you find a class on tarot reading? You go from one New Age concept to another without taking time to research your topics and truly learn the skills."
"That isn't true."
"What about your dreams? You aren't able to interpret them."
"I'm just not that interested in dreams."
Caroline scoffed. "And your auras. You see them, I'm not doubting you, but you can't interpret the colors you're seeing. So what's the point?"
Gretchen opened her eyes. The two sisters were about to have a disagreement, and there was already enough conflict going around.
"I've figured out a few colors." Nina picked up the fallen card and held them out for Caroline to pick. Gretchen saw a firm set to her lips. "Auras and cards and dreams are lifelong learning experiences," Nina said. "You should take more time to delve into your own spirituality."
Gretchen joined the conversation. "That, sweet Aunt, is exactly what
I'm
going to do. Lie back, do nothing."
"Gretchen's hiding her true feelings behind indifference," Nina said to Caroline. "And it's all because of Matt Albright. She finally showed interest in a new man, and then what happened? He dropped her for another woman."
Caroline gave Gretchen a sympathetic look, which she didn't like at all. The pitiful glances were already starting.
"I think you're marvelous," Caroline said.
"You're supposed to say that. You're my mother."
Nina looked over at Caroline, who had three tarot cards clutched to her chest. "You have to show me the cards. This isn't rummy."
Caroline slapped the cards down on top of the deck and gave Nina a miffed glance. "I think Gretchen needs a reading more than I do," she said. "Come on, Gretchen, draw the cards."
Nina nodded encouragingly, and Gretchen reluctantly went along with their wish if for no other reason than to diffuse an argument. "Not good," she said, after looking at her cards and laying out a ghostly, black-clad figure. "I drew something bad."
"The death card," Nina said with significant meaning.
Great. Just what I need. The death card.
Nina watched her lay out the remaining cards. "That isn't necessarily bad."
"But what can be good about dying? There isn't anything positive about it from my point of view."
"I'll tell you in a minute." Nina broke into a big grin when she saw the other cards. "I'm so glad you drew the two knights." She reached for her instruction booklet and paged through. Gretchen and Caroline exchanged looks, neither taking Nina as seriously as she took herself. After a few minutes, Nina set down the booklet and cleared her voice. "The knight of cups means an opportunity will soon arise. I'm thinking something like a proposal. A marriage proposal."