Dillon (Scandals Book 1) (6 page)

Ashlyn screeched, “Oh God, Dillon, Dillon, Dillon.” Her pussy clenched around my digits, and she yanked on my hair so hard I was sure she pulled chunks of it out. I didn’t give a fuck about that though. I needed to be inside her. Sliding up her body I trailed kisses over her heated skin and came to rest at her breasts, sucking one pebbled nipple into my mouth before switching to the other breast. Ashlyn slipped her arms around my back clutching me to her as I fondled and sucked on her breasts. My cock ached, and I couldn’t wait to sink into her tight warm heat and find my own release.

Ashlyn looked gorgeous as she stared at me. My cock lined up to her pussy ready for entry, but as I stared down at Ashlyn I wanted her on top. I wanted to watch her tits bounce as she rode my cock to another orgasm. Circling her waist, I lifted her and rolled so she was on top. Ashlyn giggled, and the happy sound had my heart pounding faster. 

“I like this.” She smiled down at me as her gaze roamed over me. Her hands came to rest on my shoulders gripping them tight before she ran her fingers over my chest. Shivers of heat coursed through me at her touch. My muscles clenched, building the tension.

Ashlyn eased down my body and brushed her lips over my skin not missing any part of me. She settled between my thighs and circled my dick with her hand and rubbed it up and down. Fuck, I was so close to coming without her playing with me. Ashlyn turned me on so damn much I didn’t need foreplay for myself. She gazed up at me, and holy shit, I almost blew my load. She was so sexy, with her hooded brown eyes filled lust and her skin with the I-just-had-an-amazing-orgasm glow. I was a lucky guy.

Ashlyn hovered over my length, closed her eyes and sank her open mouth over me as her hand gripped the base.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
I had never seen anything so hot. Her mouth was open wide, and I filled her, just barely fitting. She sucked on me almost pulling out of me the load I was barely holding back on. She circled her tongue around my head and pumped her hand. 

“Fuck, Ashlyn, that’s feels fucking amazing,” I moaned. If she didn’t stop I was going to blow my load, and I didn’t want to come in her mouth. I wanted to sink into her pussy and come deep inside her. On a growl, I lifted her off my dick. “No.  I’m coming inside you.”

Holding her waist I moved her up so she straddled me and lined my cock up to her entrance. Taking a deep breath in and slowly letting it out, I dragged my dick back and forth over her pussy lips, spreading them before I thrust the head of my cock in. She smiled down at me and sank herself on my member. “I fucking love you, do you know?”

Her giggle had its usual effect. My heart sped up and I grinned. “I fucking love you, too.” She leaned down and brushed her lips over mine.

My cock twitched inside her, and the tight coil of my muscles demanded she move. Holding onto her waist I lifted her. She eased from my mouth and rested her hands on my chest and rode me. I wanted to see her tits bounce. Grabbing her hands I held them. Ashlyn paused.

“I want to see these…” I let go of her hands and cupped her breasts. “Bounce, as you ride me.”

Ashlyn’s already flushed skin turned a darker shade of pink. She nibbled on her bottom lip and nodded. She lifted up and sank down slowly at first before she picked up her speed. Her pussy felt like what I imagine heaven would feel like all the time.
Amazing.
I watched her tits bounce, and as I stared at them, I was sure they looked bigger than the first time I was with her. They were fuller and looked damn heavy as they jiggled. I could stare at them all day. They were magnificent, large, round and with perfect dark pink nipples. I narrowed my gaze. I was sure they were pinker a couple of weeks ago. Rubbing my thumb over her nipples Ashlyn moaned and ground herself down as she came down on my dick this time.

I thrust up to meet her this time, and she gripped my arms to steady herself. “Cup your breasts and play with them.” She did as I told her, and I glided my fingers down her chest and stomach and came to rest over her clit. Circling it, I groaned and she moaned her core pulsed around me. She was close to coming again, and I was straining to hold myself back from blowing my load before she did. Adding a little pressure to her clit I drove up as she sank down on my cock. “I’m so close,” she panted. 

Fuck yes.
I knew what she needed. Sitting up I eased my hand around to grip her butt cheeks. Her hands came around to clutch my back and her nails dug into me each time my dick sank deep.

Driving up into her I leaned down to her neck and sucked on the skin just below her ear. Ashlyn let out an ear-piercing scream. Her core quivered around me before it squeezed the ever loving hell out of me pulling out the orgasm that I’d been holding in.

“Fuck, Ashlyn,” I yelled. I felt my whole body shake as I shot my load deep within her.

I closed my eyes and eased my hold only to be yanked off of Ashlyn and thrown to the wall.

What. The. Fuck.

Ashlyn screamed. Gathering myself, I looked up ready to face who the hell had interrupted us and wondered where the fuck Rick and Toby were and was faced with two massive, beaten, blood covered, very pissed off brothers.

****

Ashlyn

Oh. My. God. Kill me now.

My brothers stood over a naked Dillon, who was crumbled against the wall. Tyler and Torrance looked like shit. They were covered in blood and their clothes were ripped, and I could already see bruises forming. What the hell happened to them?

Shaking my head, I groaned as I realized I was concerned for the idiots even after what they’d just done. Wrapping the sheet around my naked body I got up before they beat the crap out of Dillon. “What the hell, Torrance? Tyler? Get out.”

They both turned to me, and Torrance stepped towards me. “We heard you screaming and thought you were being killed.”

“Oh please God, I would do anything if I could disappear,” I mumbled. I felt my cheeks heat. My brothers had heard me having sex and thought I was being bloody hurt.

Dillon, the dick, laughed. Torrance turned back to him and growled at the same time as Tyler. “Shut it, fucker.”

Rolling my eyes I took a deep breath to calm my rising anger. How the hell had my brothers gotten into my house anyway? I got all the locks changed when I finally got them to leave me alone and move out a week ago.

“How the hell did you two get into the house? I had the locks changed.” Fuck, how did they get past the two goddamn bodyguards down stairs? I held up my hand so they would wait and answer my next question first. “Wait. How the hell did you get past the two friggin’ bodyguards downstairs?”

Tyler turned sideways so I could see him better, and I watched the guilty look that came over him. Torrance was better at hiding his guilt, but he grunted. “I don’t know about the guy I left to Tyler, but my guy will probably wake up with a really bad headache and will need keys to my handcuffs.”

Tyler smirked. “Oh my guy’s awake, but I bet he wishes he had the keys to my handcuffs. I don’t think your legs and arms should be cuffed like that for long.”

Closing my eyes I counted down from ten and scrubbed my hands over my face. I looked over to Dillon to see him struggling not to chuckle. He was standing now with his hands covering his dick.

“As you can see I am alive and well. So go downstairs and help poor Rick and Toby.”

They both shook their heads, and I swore right then I’d make them pay. “No way, Ashlyn. We want to find out why the douche hasn’t come and met us. Is he keeping you a secret? We need to teach him a lesson that he shouldn’t treat you like that.”

“Fucking hell,” I screamed. I gazed at Dillon, and when he didn’t say anything I sighed, knowing I was going to have tell my brothers. “Tyler, Torrance, Dillon isn’t the one not wanting to meet you two. I have no idea why he’d want to meet you. Exhibit A.” I circled around us. “It’s me. I don’t want him to meet you two. I like Dillon. No, I love him and I don’t want you two idiots to scare him away.”

I watched as both their gazes widened, and they stepped back, shocked at my words. I had never loved a man before. I’d never not introduced them to a guy I was seeing either. Dillon backed his way over to me making sure his hands covered himself. He reached his jeans on the bedside drawer and stepped into them quickly and did them up. Then he stood and came to stand next to me.

“I love you, too, my lov’.”

Smiling at him I turned my gaze back on my still shocked brothers. “Dillon. Torrance and Tyler, my brothers.” I pointed to each brother. “Torrance. Tyler. Dillon. Now you two have been introduced, so get your arses downstairs and help the friggin’ bodyguards. Dillon and I will be down once we get showered and dressed.”

“Separately,” Torrance growled.

“Argh! Get out.” I stomped my foot and clutched the sheet with one hand and pointed to the door with the other. I stared them down for a moment before they both slowly left the room. When they were both gone I fell back on the bed. “That was why I didn’t want you to meet my family.”

Dillon, the wanker, laughed. 

****

Ashlyn

Two days later

The queasy feeling was constant and this morning the worst. I told myself it was worse this morning because Dillon was flying back today to meet up with the tour, but I was starting to think I wasn’t even fooling myself anymore. I needed to go to the doctor. One more day and tomorrow I would book for a doctor’s appointment.

Hugging Dillon tighter I wished I didn’t have to let him go. His fingers were drawing soothing circles on my back. We’d been up for a while, starting our morning with hot goodbye sex.

“Come back with me.”

“I can’t. I have to work. I’m lucky to have my job. I know a bunch of people who graduated with me and still haven’t got a job in the field we worked so hard for, for years to get a diploma and job in.” I sat up and looked down at him. “I wouldn’t ask you to stay and quit because I know how much you love being in Right Time.”

“You’re right. I’m sorry. I’m going to miss you, and I won’t get to see you in the flesh for months. That’s way too long to go without touching you, tasting you…” He sat up next to me and leaned across and brushed his lips over mine. “To kiss you.”

I melted against him. Damn him, he always said all the right things. “In a bit over a month there is a long weekend. I’m sure If I spoke to my boss she’d let me have an extra day or two off and I could come to you.”

He cupped my face and kissed me so tenderly I almost said I’d quit my job and follow him anywhere. The more time I spent with Dillon the deeper I fell in love with him. This time when he left it was really going to hurt.

Ashlyn

Three weeks later

Since Dillon left I’d thrown myself into work. I had a doctor’s appointment tomorrow. I was now pretty sure I knew what the doctor would tell me what was wrong with me. I was terrified. Scared of what I thought was true would mean for me. For Dillon’s and my relationship. What it would do to my family and how my work would take it. I was barely eating anything. If I wasn’t feeling sick, I was sick with worry.

The last two nights I’d been so exhausted from work and keeping busy I’d fallen into bed without waiting to Skype with Dillon. Tonight though I wasn’t cooking and I was relaxing with my family so I intended to stay up.

Parking my car in the parking lot of my favorite restaurant, I was running late to meet my family for dinner. I hadn’t even been home to change. I was working overtime so when I asked for time off next week my boss wouldn’t hesitate. Grabbing my handbag I opened my car door and slowly stood, shut my door took a deep breath in and slowly let it out and then ran into the restaurant. I spotted my brothers and parents in their usual seat and rushed over to them waving at Tiffany, the maître d’.

I stopped in front of the spare seat, and that was when the whole world tilted. I reached for the chair and then as if in slow motion my body felt like a lead weight and everything went black.    

****

Dillon

My phone woke me from sleep, and I answered still groggy. “’ello.”

“Get your fucking arse to Australia yesterday. Ashlyn is in the hospital.” The voice of Tyler, Ashlyn’s brother, growled down the line to me.

Bolting upright, any grogginess I felt left me in an instant. “What’s wrong?”

“You mean your publicist hasn’t told you? Look it up online, dickhead, and then get your arse down here.” Without waiting for my reply or to even ask what the hell had happened he hung up.

Worried, I opened the browser on my phone and typed, Ashlyn Dobbs in hospital. A second later all the air went out of me as I read.

Ashlyn Dobbs, the girl who weeks ago was with one of the members of Right Time, was admitted to hospital earlier tonight after multiple reports of her fainting in a restaurant. Sources within the hospital confirm that she has been admitted to the Maternity ward for complications with her pregnancy. In addition, Right Time front-man Dillon Blake has been listed on the hospital forms as the father.

There was more, but I couldn’t continue. Pregnant? We’d used condoms every time. Well except for that time in New Orleans. And when her brothers came in on us and…
Yeah, well… Wow.

I went to Sarah’s room and told her what had happened. She was on her phone within seconds, finding out what she could. While she did that I called the tour manager and the band. Once they reached my room where I was packing, I told them what was happening.

“For fuck’s sake, Dillon! How could you let this happen?” Phillip had freaked and paced around my room. “We keep the condom supply stocked everywhere we go!”

“I know. We did use them, just not every time.” I packed my shit in my bags, stuffing everything as quickly as I could.

“Obviously,” Phillip said. “The publicists are trying to do some damage control. When you don’t go flying right out to Australia the buzz will die down.”

I whirled around. “I beg your pardon? I’m going.”

“You have a show tonight. If you cancel you’ll be proving these allegations and until you talk to Ashlyn herself, that’s all they are. Are you sure the kid’s ev—”

“I swear to God, Phillip, I will kick your arse if you finish that sentence. I’m going to Australia. I’m not going to perform when the woman I love and my child are in danger!”

Stunned silence met my declaration. I’d told Ashlyn I loved her, but besides my bodyguards, no one else had heard me say it. I loved Ashlyn, and she was more important to me than all the fame. I resumed packing while Zeck, Alec, and Law, rallied around me and said they could cover for me, that they’d figure out who could sing my parts while I was away.

I don’t remember much after that. Sarah couldn’t get much more information than I could, just that Ashlyn was in the hospital and they were keeping her. We couldn’t get a commercial flight for a while, so I paid for a private plane.

I was at least thankful we weren’t at home. Then I’d have been a twenty-three hour flight away. I was still a six hour flight away and those hours felt like triple that when I was worried about Ashlyn. By the time we landed I’d decided that Ashlyn was coming with me when I left Australia again. I was never leaving her behind again.

Only Rick could come with me. I wasn’t worried though, I would be safe in the hospital, and I knew Ashlyn’s brothers would be around if I had any trouble. Rick drove the SUV that was hired and we picked up at the airport.

So almost ten hours after the phone call we approached the hospital entrance, which was surrounded by police and media. Rick suggested we call security and find an alternate way in, but right now I didn’t care about fans or my image. All I cared about was getting to Ashlyn.

Inside I went straight to the information desk. “’ello. I’m looking for Ashlyn Dobbs. I was given this room number.” I showed her the paper with the room number. I watched the exact moment the woman behind the desk recognized me. She let out a little squeal before composing herself and giving me the directions. At this point Rick and Sarah had caught up with me, and we made our way there. I saw her brothers first and then her parents, but I didn’t stop to listen to them. I opened the door and walked right into the room. The room held two beds. I saw a woman asleep in one bed and the curtain drawn on the other side. Moving the curtains I pulled them back and froze at the sight before me.

Ashlyn lay in the hospital bed, a drip in one arm and looking not just tired, but exhausted. Her eyes held big black bags under them, and her skin looked so white it seemed almost translucent. 

“What the hell happened, lov’?” I choked out. I wasn’t a guy who cried, but seeing the woman I loved like this I was seriously close.

“Is this the father?” The voice had me looking up from Ashlyn to see two people, a man in his mid-fifties in a suit, and a nurse. The suit guy must be the doctor. It would explain why her parents and brother were waiting out of the room. The doctor held charts, and the nurse held a couple of devices. 

I darted my gaze back to Ashlyn in time to see her nod her head, close her eyes and whisper, “Yes.”

Well what do you know? The media was right for once. I’d knocked up Ashlyn. I probably should have been freaked out about this, but oddly enough I wasn’t. I just wanted Ashlyn and my baby to be safe. “Listen, doctor, I don’t know how you usually run a hospital, but somehow the media knows exactly what’s happened and where she is. You have a leak. I’m telling you to speak to the head of whatever department deals with this stuff because my lawyers will be getting in contact with yours. If any more private information turns up I’ll make sure you’re looking for new jobs. Do I make myself clear?” I glanced at Ashlyn to see she was looking at me and not the doctor and nurse.

The doctor studied me for a while before he gave a sharp nod. “I’m sorry, Mr.—”

“Blake. Dillon Blake.”

The nurse gasped and nodded. “I’ll talk to the head of the department, Mr. Blake. I apologize,” the doctor said.

“Great. Now could you please tell me what the hell happened?”

The doctor looked to Ashlyn, and I watched her nod to him. “Mr. Blake, I’m Dr. Hinton. Miss Dobbs came to us as she collapsed twelve hours ago from dehydration. She has hyperemesis gravidarum. It’s severe nausea and vomiting, which results in weight loss. Dehydration is common, along with low blood sugar and fainting. A lot of women who have this are admitted for fluids and help with keeping on top of it. Usually this eases around week twenty. In some pregnancies it can be earlier, and some women have it the whole pregnancy. Miss Dobbs is about ten weeks so that gives you another ten, if this eases at twenty weeks. Let’s hope she doesn’t have it the whole pregnancy.”

I nodded, because my head felt like it was about to explode. I looked at Ashlyn, and I knew I wasn’t leaving her. I’d never been so scared in my whole life when I got the call she was in the hospital. Now I thought about it, if she was going to come to the hospital for anything, her being pregnant was good. It was something I could handle.
Ha. Weird.
The thought of Ashlyn pregnant didn’t scare me.

Ashlyn was staring at me strangely like she was searching, or waiting for me to do something. I listened to the doctor say they were going to keep her another night to get her fluids up and see if they could find a nausea tablet that would work for her.

“Okay. I’ll be here,” I said when the doctor finished talking.

“Nice to meet you, Mr. Blake. I’ll be back tomorrow around the same time and we can see how you’re doing, Miss Dobbs. If you’ve improved I’ll let you go home.”

Ashlyn mumbled, “Thank you, Dr. Hinton.”

Dr. Hinton smiled down at me and then turned to the nurse. “Rhonda here is going to listen to the baby on the fetal Doppler.”

I stood and shook the doctor’s hand before he left. When I turned back to Ashlyn the hospital gown was pulled up and I could see Ashlyn’s black cotton panties. Rhonda the nurse was over her and squirted blue liquid on her stomach. Ashlyn didn’t look pregnant. Her stomach was still flat. Now that I saw her stomach I could see she actually looked even thinner than she had the last I saw her.

Frowning, I gazed at her face. She wasn’t looking at me. She was staring at Rhonda. I wanted to ask her why she hadn’t told me. Why she hadn’t gotten help. Why she’d lost weight when she was pregnant and should be gaining it. I knew the doctor said she had a condition, but… All my train of thought stopped as soon as I heard it. It was like a fast whooshing noise. I held my breath so I could hear better and the beating became clear.
Wow.
That was my baby’s heartbeat. Letting out my breath slowly, I listened to the most amazing sound I’d ever heard. Reaching over I intertwined my fingers with Ashlyn’s.

“Thank you,” I whispered. The tear-filled smile Ashlyn sent my way had me standing to kiss her tears away. “Don’t cry. Listen to that little miracle we made.” I must have said the wrong thing because she burst into tears. Panicking that she would make herself sicker, I darted my gaze over to Rhonda with a pleading look for help.

Rhonda smiled my way. “It can be very emotional hearing your baby for the first time. She’s already on hormonal overload being pregnant.”

“Oh.” I had no idea what I was supposed to say or do. “Yeah.” I looked at the Doppler thingie and wondered if I could get one so Ashlyn and I could hear the baby anytime we wanted. “Is there somewhere I can get one of those?” Squeezing Ashlyn’s hand, I gazed at the Doppler thingie.

“Yes, you can buy a good fetal Doppler for about a hundred dollars or so.”

“Great. I think that will be the first thing I buy.”

Rhonda laughed and cleaned the blue gel off of Ashlyn. She went and checked Ashlyn’s drip and then smiled down at Ashlyn. “I’ll be back in a couple of hours to do your blood pressure and see if the anti-nausea drugs are working. Everything sounds good with baby.” 

“Thank you.” Ashlyn gave Rhonda a stiff smile.

Rhonda nodded and smiled at me. “It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Blake.”

“Nice to meet you, too, Rhonda. Thank you for letting me hear my child.”

“You’re very welcome.” Rhonda looked at Ashlyn. “Do you want me to let your family in when I leave?”

“No,” I said before Ashlyn could reply. “I’ll let them in soon. I want to have a moment with Ashlyn.”

Rhonda stared at Ashlyn until she got a nod from her. Then we both watched Rhonda as she gathered her things and left. 

We were quiet and didn’t say anything. I noticed that her gown hadn’t been pulled down so I gently pulled it down before I broke the silence. “Ashlyn, do you have something to tell me?” I dragged my gaze from her belly and stared at her tear streaked face.

“I’m pregnant,” she mumbled.

I felt it in my chest, and then it spread through me, a laugh so deep I felt like I’d fall off the chair. Was I not just in the room when the doctor was here? Did I not just hear my baby? “Why didn’t you tell me?” I burst out between fits of laughter.

She eased up on the bed, and I watched as she crossed her arms over her chest and my gaze widened as I saw how big her tits had gotten. I thought they’d grown the last time I was with her, but they were huge now. Damn, I was a lucky man. “You’re not going to even ask if it is yours or not?”

What the fuck?
I stopped laughing. It hadn’t even crossed my mind that the baby Ashlyn was carrying might not be mine. From the time I’d spent with her and what I knew of Ashlyn, she wasn’t one to jump from man to man. The baby was mine, just like the mother. “I’m not even going to answer that stupid question. You silly woman.” Getting off the chair I carefully moved myself onto the bed and hugged her. “I know this is all happening so fast, but you know I love you and I am actually kind of happy about the baby. Well not kind of. I am. When I got that phone call that you were in the hospital, I’ve never been so afraid in my life. All I could think of was I was never leaving you behind again. I love you so much and I know you think we’re moving fast, but I’d marry you tomorrow if—”