Devour Me (Master Chefs Series #1) (12 page)

“Her
husband died and left her with seven kids to clothes and feed. For the longest
time she’d tell me he’d had a heart attack, but she finally admitted, when I
was of age to drink, that he’d gotten into a drunken brawl.  He was thrown out
of the bar, hit his head and died a few hours after that.”

He
took a long, slow sip of wine, sighed and remained silent for a while. 
“Whenever I complained about things being too hard, about not wanting to do a
particular chore of something, she’d remind me of all the things she’d had to
do.  Going to the market, alone, on foot, carrying heavy bags of groceries
back.  She did all the cooking, cleaning, gardening… she even killed her own
chickens.”

“Really?”
Listening intently, she ran her hand absentmindedly over his.

“And
if I ever dared say how much harder life was these days, like when I had to
bring firewood in… boy, she’d let me have it.  She could spend an hour
reminding me how easy I had it compared to when she was a kid.”

“Seems
like you had a pretty great childhood.  Did you resent your parents abandoning
you?  I mean, maybe it was for the best.”

He
swirled his glass of wine around, took a swig then swirled it around again. 
“It took a little while before I finally ended up in Nana’s house.”

“You
said she taught you how to make an omelet at six.”  Could he really have been
abandoned much younger than that?

“I
was two, maybe three when my parents ditched me.  Talk about the terrible
twos.”

“Do
you remember them?”

“Not
really.  I mean, I get flashes now and then, but I don’t know if it’s really my
memory or just my imagination.  You know, sometimes you just make up stuff, an
imaginary world, because the real one sucks so much.  Now, when I look back,
some of the imaginary stuff almost seems real.”

“What
happened to you when your parents left?”

He
shrugged.  “My mom brought me to the babysitter’s like usual; she was this nice
woman, Carol, who cared for five or six kids in her house.  I don’t remember
much, but I always thought I was her favorite; maybe because I was the
youngest.  Anyway, one day my mom just never came back to pick me up.  At first
Carol kept me.  The authorities were out looking for my parents, trying to
figure out what had happened.  I think she thought it was just a temporary
thing, you know?  Like an accident and my parents would come back in a day or
two.”

 Taryn’s
heart broke as she listened to him.  The pain was evident in his voice. She
couldn’t imagine being so young and feeling so lost.

“When
they finally figured out that my parents were long gone, the authorities took
me out of Carol’s house.  I never found out if she wanted to keep me or not. 
Either way, I hated having to leave.”  He fell silent for a while.  “During
those few days, I tried so hard to be a good boy. I thought that was why my
mother left me. I think, somewhere, somehow, I knew.  I knew my life was about
to change.  I knew something was wrong.”

Leaning
his head on Taryn’s, he gave her a light squeeze and she thought he’d end his
story there.

“They
sent me to live with this foster mom, a Miss Bender.  I don’t remember much
about her except that I didn’t like her.  I was always hungry.  I was always
cold.  I was always scared.  When a neighbor complained about the little boy
left all alone in the front yard, I was taken out of that home and put in
another. Things weren’t much better. There were a few older kids. The foster
parents had a heavy hand when it came to keeping us all in line. When I wasn’t
getting a beating from the adults I was getting one from the older kids. I
think I was there until I was five and a half. I guess the good thing there is
that I learned to defend myself.  Not very efficiently at first, but it was a
good start.”

“I
never could understand why the authorities leave children with people who have
no idea how to raise a child.”

He
shrugged. “Sometimes it’s the parents who are really good actors. They can put
on a great show when they have to. Other times it’s the authorities who don’t
do their jobs properly. The last home I went to before finally finding Nana
practically had us kids as slaves. They sat around doing nothing but playing
video games, drinking and eating while we cooked, cleaned and did everything
else they asked us to do.  At night, when they were through with us, they put
us all in this small dark room; no windows, no beds, no heating.”

“It’s
a wonder you survived at all.  How d’you finally find your grandmother?”

“Just
after my sixth birthday, I was taken to the hospital. I was helping one of the
older kids do the dishes and I’d climbed on the counter to put the dishes away.
I fell and broke my arm.  Probably the best thing that could have happened.  At
the hospital a dedicated social worker dug deeper into my family history and
finally found Nana.  Right out of the hospital I was put on a plane, rode a
train for two hours, was in a cab for twenty minutes then in a horse and buggy
for another hour.”

Taryn
sat up and turned to look at him. “A horse and buggy?”

Chuckling,
he ran his hand through her hair and leaned in to kiss her. “Nana lived in a
small, undisturbed village in northern France. Okay, I’m exaggerating about the
horse and buggy, but you get the idea.  I mean, it was the kind of place where
I had to go out every morning to pump water and stuff.  It was rough, but a
whole other kind of rough.  Nana made me work and sometimes I hated her for it,
but I was rewarded for the work I did and now I appreciate all she taught me.”

“A
lot of character building stuff, huh?”

“Yeah. 
They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.  Damn right.”

“She
taught you how to cook?”

“In
a rudimentary sort of way. I mean ingredients were crude and raw, but I learned
how to do a lot with little. When I turned sixteen I moved to the city and got
a job as a short order cook. A year later I lied my way into the junior chef
position on a cruise ship.  That led me to the Bronx where I had to literally
fight my way into a job.  Everything I ever did revolved around cooking, but I
knew I didn’t just want to be a cook.  I wanted more.  I tried to get some sort
of internship in a big, high class restaurant, but they weren’t into that, so I
called up the guy I’d worked with on the cruise. He told me the answer to my
problem was at the Institute here in Paris, so I worked, saved up some money,
and voila… here I am.”

“That’s
quite a journey.”

“And,
I owe it all to Nana.” He gave Taryn a heartfelt squeeze. “I’m sorry I didn’t
let you in. I’m sorry I didn’t bring you with me. It was just something I had
to do alone. I wanted to re-immerse myself in the life I’d known with her.”

“I
understand.  I was just worried about you.”

“Just
worried?” He chuckled softly and kissed her temple. “That didn’t look like
worry to me.”

“Okay,
at first I was worried, but after a day or two I got annoyed, then finally
tonight… well, I was just plain mad.”

“You
don’t say.”

Taryn
looked at him, pleased to see the life back in his eyes. Playful mischief had
returned to make his eyes sparkle again. “I’m happy you're back.”

“So
am I.”

“Were
you really out there alone the whole time?”

He
grinned and set his glass of wine on the end table. “You heard about
Veronique?”

Taryn
tried to shrug off the rumors she’d heard about him and an ex-lover, but she
couldn’t help the feeling of jealousy that suddenly filled her.

“Veronique
lived in the city closest to where my grandmother lived. We knew each other a
long, long time ago.”

Hating
the thought of asking for more information, Taryn waited a moment before
turning to look at him.

Errol
laughed and kiss her brow.  “Veronique moved to Nice five years ago, got
married and has twin girls.  Does that answer your question?”

He
kissed her lips and pulled her in tight.  If there were any lingering doubts
about where he’d been and who he’d been with, they were all erased as his mouth
covered her lips and his tongue twirled around hers in a wet and warm dance. 
Groaning with pleasure and anticipation, Errol slid his hand into the opening
of her shirt, pushed aside her bra, and grabbed her breast.

Taryn
almost spilled the remains of her glass as her hand lost its ability to hold
on. She quickly set it on the table before letting her hand run over Errol’s
chest.  She realized just how much she’d missed his touch these past days. Her
body had become accustomed to daily stimulation and now craved the complete
satisfaction only he could bring her.

“I
missed you,” he said between heated kisses.

“Good.”
She turned to completely face him, kneeling between his legs. With ravaging
hands, she pulled apart his shirt, exposing his chest.

His
eyes darkened with lust as he licked his lips. “I think my absence has done you
some good.  Look at how hungry you are.”

She
couldn’t deny it.  Her body was obsessed with the thought of touching his. With
quick and completely un-romantic moves, she stood and peeled off her clothes
then took care of ridding Errol of his.

“You're
rushing, honey.” Sitting up, his eyes roved over the length of her body as one
solitary finger trailed from her nipple to her navel and down to briefly part
her lips before dropping to the length of her thigh.

“Yes,
okay.” She looked pointedly at him. “I want you… now.  I’m horny and I want you
to fuck me, Errol.” She swatted his teasing finger off her thigh.  “We can
linger over drawn-out foreplay later. Now, I just want...”

He
took a rough hold of her hand and pulled her down to straddle him.  “You don’t
have to tell me twice.”  In one quick motion he was inside her, pushing her
down hard over the length of him.

Taryn
rode him, fast and furious as her breasts jutted out in his face. His fingers
gripped her hips, digging in as he groaned his oncoming release.

“Damn
it, woman. It’s not going to be over this quick.”  He pushed her off him and
threw her to the floor, pinning her hands high above her head. “You wanted me
to fuck you…” He licked her face then trailed down her neck and onward to clamp
down on a nipple. As her sigh of ecstasy brushed past him, he drove his
erection deep into her.

She
thought she’d explode, the sensations were so strong.  Was it the week without
him?  This week of abstinence?  Or was it the rough hand he took with her?

“You
want me to fuck you, Taryn?” he hissed as he pounded into her, driving her
apart with each hard thrust.

“Yes!”
Her orgasm swept over her, blocking out anything and everything that could have
ever been important in her life. In that moment, under him, with him, fucking
him… it was all that mattered.

Chapter 13

I
f his relationship with Veronique was over and
done with, his connection to Xaviera wasn’t.  Madmoiselle Xaviera Tourneau was
tall, with long dark hair that curled stylishly around her face. She had
bewitching dark eyes, a sensual mouth and an hourglass figure that was tightly
wrapped in a chic black dress that accentuated every attribute.

The
moment she saw her, Taryn hated her.  And when the woman came to stand close as
she spoke to Errol, she hated her even more.

Le
Festivale des Arts Culinaires de Paris
was the place to see and be seen by
the culinary world.  As ecstatic as Taryn had been when Errol had invited her,
she now stood between Errol and this Xaviera woman seething with what she could
only describe as jealousy, not to mention a humbling dose of inadequacy.

“Xaviera,
this is Taryn Cummings. She came all the way from New York to attend the
Institute.”

“
Ah,
comme elle est mignonne
.”  The plastered ruby red smile on the woman’s face
said it all.  Xaviera was on the prowl, Errol was her target and Taryn was of
little consequence. As if Taryn weren’t there at all, Xaviera draped her arm
through Errol’s and looked down at Taryn. “You are a student of Errol’s, no?”

Touché
,
Taryn thought. She was here as his student and assistant, not girlfriend or
lover.

Before
she could answer, Xaviera turned to Errol. “And here you are,
mon cher Errol
,
special guest speaker. You have come a long way, haven’t you?”

Errol
looked at Taryn.  “Xaviera and I studied together a few years ago.”

Xaviera
leaned suggestively into him, her large breasts pressing against Errol’s chest.
Her eyes smoldered and her lips pouted with promise.  “We did a little more
than study, no?”

Taryn
saw Henri in the distance and felt a wave of relief. She needed a distraction. 
She needed to get away from the pair before she ripped the French woman’s head
off.

“Hey,”
Henri said. “Fancy meeting you here.”

Keeping
her eyes on Errol and Xaviera, Taryn smiled at Henri. “I’m surprised Err… Uh,
Chef King didn’t invite the whole class.”

“Yeah. 
I guess he wanted to keep this whole guest speaker thing low key.”

Taryn
wanted to laugh.  Errol was anything but low key. “Seen anything interesting
since you got here?”

Errol
and Xaviera walked away and Taryn suddenly regretted moving away from them. She
wanted desperately to follow them, but knew it would raise too much suspicion
from Henri. 

But
her mind raced with uncomfortable questions.  Mainly, what was this woman up
to?

“I
met the owner of this high end restaurant in the south of France,” Henri said.
“We talked a bit, exchanged a few ideas, and, well… who knows where it will
lead?”

Taryn
brought her gaze to him. He was such a sweet young man; good looking in a
boyish sort of way. Why in the world hadn’t she simply gotten to know him a
little better instead of getting all wrapped up in the turmoil that was Errol
King?