Authors: Anne O'Brien
‘Yes. I am going to hold you to it.’
And he would, by God. With a quick violent action, twisting away, I made to slide from the bed. Louis’s hand snapped firm around my wrist.
‘No, Eleanor.’
‘Let me go.’
‘I won’t. You are my wife and His Holiness has directed us to sanctify our marriage in the eyes of God. We will do it.’ And he tugged me back between the silken sheets.
His grip was strong, and then his mouth hot on mine. Stirred by God or bloodshed, Louis could perform as
any man. I felt his need hard and ready between us as he dragged me close. His fist wound into my hair.
What happened between us in that bed? I won’t say. I won’t think of it. Louis was under orders from God and so could not refuse despite my distaste. A holy rape, all in all. Except that would be unfair to Louis, who used no force. In the end I submitted in the face of overwhelming odds. Why did I allow it? I don’t know, other than that I was seemingly robbed of all strength in the face of Eugenius’s scheming, the late hour and a sense of inescapable inevitability.
I should have run screaming from the room.
Instead, I submitted. Yet throughout Louis’s God-driven endeavours I prayed to the Virgin to protect me from conception. If by some miracle Louis was able to do what he had failed to do more than twice in the whole of twelve years, and if that child was a son, then I was trapped in this marriage.
For ever.
Consanguinity had proved to be an empty vessel.
My prayers became even more fervent as the weight of Louis’s thin flanks pressed me to the papal bed. Eugenius’s encouragement had stirred his manhood magnificently, and his thrusting was more prolonged than past experience, his groan of fulfilment harsh with one-sided satisfaction. It was unfortunate that he felt a need to complete the deed with his eyes closed and his lips moving in rapturous prayer. My flesh was unmoved. I lay like a stone effigy on a tomb until Louis
was finished and he rolled aside to kneel at the
prie-dieu
and pray. Did he never stop? Did God ever close his ears at the same persistent voice? Then he returned to the bed, kissed my lips and fell asleep almost immediately, his cheek pillowed on his hand like a child.
I lay awake until dawn in utter dismay.
‘Take me home,’ I ordered Louis when he awoke to nauseating gratitude. ‘I wish to leave today.’ I could not stay one more moment in this villa that had seen the destruction of all my plans.
Pray God Louis’s royal seed failed. Pray God indeed!
Barely had we reached Paris—some two and a half years since the day we had left it—than the ill health that had plagued me on the journey to Sicily struck again. Robbed of energy and appetite, a deadly lassitude afflicted me, my spirits as low as the fur-lined shoes that were once again a necessity for life in this ice-cold fortress instead of the soft kid slippers of Outremer. Not even a reconciliation with Marie could restore me. Five years old now, she was a fair, sturdy child, bidding to become a beauty, but she did not know me, or I her. She ran to her governess as soon as I released her, the beads of lapis I had brought her from Antioch, chosen to match the blue of her eyes, discarded in favour of an old and much-loved doll. She prattled endlessly about her pony, a gift from Louis. Marie had not missed me, nor, it unsettled me to admit, had I missed her.
Children were only acceptable when old enough to converse sensibly.
I felt no better for the visit.
Outside the Cité palace the Seine was solid with ice, the bone-biting winds cutting through the streets, whistling through the windows of my chambers despite the shutters and glazing, despite Abbot Suger’s refurbishment of them for my return. If he thought to worm his way back into my favour after his deceitful conniving with His Holiness, he failed. It would take more than a roomful of hangings, however fine the stitching. Suger had merely gilded the bars of my prison.
My limbs ached and nausea gripped my belly.
‘You don’t need me to tell you what’s wrong with you, lady!’ Agnes hovered, holding a square of linen as I vomited into a bowl for the third time since I had risen from my bed.
I groaned.
I suffered.
Sweet Jesu!
The only relief from my misery was that I did not have to suffer Louis’s abominable sense of triumph as well. Glowing with incipient fatherhood, he instigated another pilgrimage to the destruction that was once Vitry-le-Brule, to plant a grove of cedar trees brought back from Jerusalem as a symbol of his contrition. I hoped the inhabitants, the families of those burnt to death, appreciated the gesture.
Incarcerated in the Cité palace, I trembled with
helpless fury. Pope Eugenius’s prayers had reached the Heavenly Throne, and God was listening. My courses had stopped. Louis’s royal seed had damned well prevailed against all the odds.
‘The Queen is brought to bed. The birth is
imminent! Thanks be to God!’
The announcement echoed around the palace, from mouth to mouth.
I shuddered and whimpered as the familiar clenching, tearing pain took hold. Familiar? This torment was worse than any before, attacking mind as well as body. If it was a boy, an heir for France, these walls would hold me fast, like a novitiate enclosed within a convent until the day of her death. If I gave Louis a son, he would never let me go. He would have his heir and Aquitaine, and nothing I could say would move him from his noxious jubilation.
‘The birth is imminent. The birth of the Capetian heir.’
Even I could hear the blast of trumpets, the joyous announcement from so many throats, above my screams of pain as the child fought for release.
There was no joy for me. This child could tie me to Louis’s chaste bed for ever.
It was not an easy birth. The hours seemed to stand still. Louis sent his heartfelt thanks in unwarranted optimism, and gave orders for a Mass to be said in praise
of the arrival of his son and heir. He sent me a jewel. Another jewel.
I groaned and pushed, sipped red wine laced with some baleful substance to deaden the pain, and submitted to the ministrations of Agnes and Mistress Maude, the royal midwife appointed by Louis to ensure my safety. Or so I liked to think. If it came to a choice between me and a male child, I wasn’t so sure.
The pain was bad but the relief of finally reaching this point indescribable. I had been watched, indulged and pampered
ad nauseam
since the day I had informed Louis that his efforts—and those of the Pope—at Tusculum had been successful. Everything depended on this child. My life was not my own. I was twenty-eight years old and had become a mere vessel to carry the heir to France. Suger had prayed over me. Louis had lavished me with useless gifts as my body had swelled. My hands and feet had become blocks of ice in the bitter temperatures when the Seine had frozen around us as if to hold me and the palace still.
My beauty had waned. I had known it even though I’d refused to turn to the reflecting glass, my hair dull and lank without the sun, without the warmth. I had wanted to go home to Aquitaine.
‘Let me go. You could come with me,’ I urged Louis. ‘We can stay in Poitiers. I can give birth there just as well as here.’
‘We can’t.’
I had not expected such a blunt refusal. ‘I would like it. Indeed, I would.’
‘No.’ He was preoccupied. I had not noticed.
‘Why not?’
Louis took a turn about the room. ‘There’s a rebellion …’
‘I didn’t know. You didn’t tell me …’ I was short on patience, and remained single-minded. Rebellion of a parcel of Frankish barons was the last thing on my mind. ‘Can you not crush it from Poitou as effectively as from Paris?’
‘It’s the Angevins,’ he said bleakly.
‘Oh?’ Which took my mind momentarily from my ills. ‘What are they doing?’
‘The Count of Anjou has ceded Normandy to his son Henry. Neither of them—father or son—has bothered to pay homage to me as his overlord for it or even ask my permission. It’s deliberate defiance and I can’t ignore it. I see what they’re doing—do they think I’m blind? They’re empire building, setting up a power to rival mine. But I’ll not have it!’
He refused to elaborate further, but my political mind absorbed the possibilities, the dangers, glad of something to distract it from my belly. So the Angevins were challenging Louis for pre-eminence, casting around for new territories to seize and consolidate their standing in Europe. Empire-building in truth. Henry, in the fullness of time, would be Count of Anjou, Duke of Normandy, and if he had his way, King of England too.
How old was King Stephen? I considered. At least fifty years. Without doubt Louis had reason to feel insecure and nervous. If Henry of Anjou could take the crown of England in his mother’s name, he would be a very powerful young man.
Shuffling my detested bulk in the only chair that gave me ease in those final weeks, I tapped my fingers against the carved
fleurs de lys
on the arm. Except that King Stephen had a useful son in Eustace, Count of Boulogne. England would not be for Henry’s taking. Henry Plantagenet might have to look elsewhere for his empire.
Hmm. My thoughts were well engaged now.
So was that it? That intriguing letter that had waited for me in Potenza? It made me reassess. Was it all part of the scheme to strip Louis of as much power as possible without direct conflict, Henry making use of me as craftily as his father had attempted to do? Did the young Angevin lord, since he could not be certain to have England, have his eye to Aquitaine instead? I wouldn’t wager against it. I thought he might have an eye to anything for his taking.
Henry Plantagenet will go far, I predict. If not always comfortably.
King Roger’s words seemed likely to be fulfilled, but Henry Plantagenet would get nothing from me that wasn’t to my advantage. I was beyond playing games. I’d already had my fingers burned. Were all men such selfish bastards, intent on their own power?
‘I’ve sent an army to our border with Normandy,’ I heard Louis muttering.
‘Are you sure that’s a good thing?’
‘What would you have me do? Close my eyes and let the Angevin power grow? We’ll stay here in Paris. Not much longer now, my dear Eleanor.’
‘Holy Virgin!’
How I abhorred his bracing tones. He eyed my swollen belly with avarice, but seeing my fingers tighten around the cup of warm wine at least chose wisely not to touch me.
‘I’ll keep a night vigil for you.’
‘You do that, Louis.’
As the child kicked against my hand, I cursed Pope Eugenius, Louis and all men indiscriminately, and in a fit of petulance, when Louis had gone and I was alone, I struggled to my feet to open my jewel casket. Removing the single sheet of parchment, I consigned that strange little note from Henry Plantagenet to the fire without a second thought, watching the flames curl and consume.
I was alone.
I cursed the Pope, Louis and God in equal measure.
In one brief respite in those bleak days, Aelith braved the ice and cold to come to me. We fell into each other’s arms—as much as I was able as my girth strained against the seams of my gown.
‘Why are you still so beautiful?’ She hugged me as we wiped ridiculous tears from our cheeks.
‘I’m not.’
‘And why are you so fretful?’ She peered closely at me. ‘You’re unhappy,’ she stated immediately. ‘Tell me about it.’
And I did. Everything. I held nothing back.
She was my sister and sisters do not judge each other. As I had not upbraided her over Raoul de Vermandois, so she did not hear me with horror. Or if she did, she hid it well.
Her compassion was balm to my soul.
The pains increased and I was caught in a shadowy world of relentless agony and fear, peopled in my mind by those with an interest in the outcome. Pope Eugenius, nodding benignly, sure of his state of grace and his direct pathway to God’s ear. Louis, of course, his lips moving in prayer. Of what use Aquitaine without a son to inherit it? God, send me a son! And Galeran, stony-faced, hostile, daring me to produce a girl child.
The child was born.
‘Tell me.’
Agnes and the midwife had their heads together as they wrapped the baby in soft linen. Its lungs worked well. I had no fear for its life.
‘Tell me.’ My voice was cracked, my throat as dry as if I had ridden through the desert after Mount Cadmos.
They approached, carrying the child. All I could see
was the fluff of fair hair and one aimlessly clutching red fist. Mistress Maude looked stern. I caught a flash of emotion in Agnes’s eyes.
‘Well? Will someone not tell me? Or do I read your silence as my failure?’
They turned back the cloth and Mistress Maude thrust the child towards me. It squalled on an intake of air. Well formed, active. Fair-haired, as I had thought. I stretched out a finger to touch the perfect cheek, to outline the miracle of the tiny ear. The relief within my belly bloomed, impossible to measure.
‘Not what we had hoped for, Majesty.’ Mistress Maude managed to express her disapproval in those few words.
‘A girl!’ Agnes said the obvious.
‘His Majesty will be disappointed.’ Mistress Maude.
‘But not Her Majesty,’ murmured Agnes when Mistress Maude was out of earshot. ‘A miracle, I would say.’
Surprisingly I wept, holding the child. For relief. For joy. Here I had the key to the chains of my imprisonment. For all his petitioning of the Almighty, Pope Eugenius had been beaten. I had borne another girl. Despite my sore body, my emotions soared. My dower lands remained mine and Louis had no heir to step into his shoes. Louis was once more overshadowed by the black cloud of his failure to advance the male line of Capet. It was perfectly clear—if he remained wed to me he would never achieve his ultimate desire.
And how he felt it! Louis wore a path to the High Altar in Notre Dame. There was no outburst of festivity, no bonfires, no feasting. No medals to herald this royal birth. All such arrangements were hastily cancelled.
She was a pretty child. I did not feed her. She joined Marie in their own establishment with wet nurse and governess and body servants. She was called Alix. I considered, all in all, that I had fulfilled my duty to Louis Capet. I swore I would bear him no more children.