Delirium (2 page)

“You’ve worked extensively outside the Agora before?” the senator asked.

“During the Rêve War, yes.” When shared dreaming had been seen as a way for certain militant regimes to undermine and even infiltrate countries that were either already weak or held beliefs that were at odds with their own.

“What were your duties?”

“I’m not at liberty to say.” Harlen had warned Director Bright about this; he’d been involved in some illegal tactics during the war, all of which had been classified, redacted, and buried.

Director Bright hadn’t been overly concerned. She’d explained that the hearing was a matter of course. The funds and extended powers were to be granted in lieu of issuing a public warning and shutting down the Agora, which would hugely impact the economy and incite a public outcry. No one was going to allow that, so whether the senators and the public liked it or not, Chimera would be getting its Darkside Division.

“What is Indirect Surveillance?” the same senator asked.

Harlen’s body flashed with heat and sweat.
Indirect Surveillance.
What a bullshit term. The crush, confusion, and illness of what he’d experienced in the Army dried his throat. He tried to stay emotionally removed from the hardest period in his life as he repeated, “I’m not at liberty to say,” without cursing.

The senator smiled. “I believe it’s otherwise known as proxying.”

He was well aware, thanks. Proxying was when one dreamer—him, for example—merged with another, an enemy, to experience what the other did Darkside and thereby get firsthand intel. It was like memory replication, but usually without consent. Extremely invasive, proxying left him ill and disoriented. The practice had been outlawed by the International Pact on Shared Dreaming.

“I’m not at liberty to say,” Harlen repeated.

Well, he’d
thought
his past had been buried. Clearly, someone had fed the senator information. Which meant Chimera had an enemy who was playing dirty. A million people were probably searching the term
proxying
on the Internet at that very moment.

Director Bright slid a piece of paper toward him. Harlen glanced down at it and almost snorted.

Am I dreaming, or is this the waking world?

Didier Lambert, now slowly dying, had tortured Bright by trapping her in Rêves that resembled the waking world until she hadn’t known if she was asleep or awake. It was also illegal. She’d been incredibly strong to both endure and stay sharp.

He tapped
waking world
to reassure her. Unfortunately. Yes, the hearing had officially gone to hell.

The senator continued. “Okay then. What have your duties included as a Chimera marshal?”

Harlen forged on, too. It couldn’t get any worse. And besides, the senator’s question was answered in the report he had before him. “Up until this appointment, I pursued breaches in the Agora, crimes committed therein, such as memory transfers, and I searched and apprehended predators within the Agora’s Rêves.”

“Did you ever pursue any one of these predators outside of the Agora? What I understand Chimera refers to as
tracking
…”

“I’m not a tracker,” Harlen said. “No.” Didn’t have that talent.

“Then, I wonder, what makes you qualified to lead this Darkside Division beyond the Agora, if not your experience in the war, which, as you say, you are not at liberty to discuss?”

The senator had meant that to be the zinger, but he’d really just given Harlen an opportunity to diffuse and deflect.

“Ah,” Harlen said, as if finally understanding. “Just because I’m not a tracker doesn’t mean I can’t navigate outside the Agora with ease. The Agora is where I go to work every day. I’ve been lucid and in control in the dreamwaters since I participated in one of the first sleep studies, when the only thing comparable to the Agora was the Quad set up by UCSD.

“Since then, I’ve explored every known dreaming schema. I was in and out of the earliest Rêves. Consulted on some, even. I’ve spent too much time in the Scrape, which will be one of the main concerns of the new Darkside Division.

“The issue today,” Harlen continued, “is that other people are getting more savvy Darkside, as well. They don’t need to use the Agora to share a dream—or to hurt or steal or transfer information. Limiting Chimera primarily to the Agora originally answered concerns about privacy. Well and good. But it also limits the protections people have when they go to sleep.”

He could’ve added that right now, all dreamers—not just revelers—were sitting ducks, but he refrained. Fear mongering was not his thing. He just wanted to catch the bad guys.

Could he go to the bathroom now?

When the hearing ended, he headed across the hallway to the men’s room. He was just sighing in relief when James Dugan, Chimera ladder climber and the man most likely to leak classified information to senators, walked in and stood at the urinal next to him. Dugan had been one of Didier Lambert’s pawns, a willing party to heinous crimes against revelers, though Harlen had no proof with which to charge him. One day, though. Soon.

“You going to the lunch with the vice president?” Dugan asked him.

Name-dropping. “Wasn’t aware there was one.”

“Oh. Sorry.” Dugan didn’t quite suppress his smirk.

Seemed he wanted a pissing contest.

Harlen wasn’t interested. He adjusted his clothes and hit the sink. Sera would be expecting a call. He could almost sense her furiously chopping something while she waited, and he grinned. He couldn’t wait until he could meet her Darkside. Her dreams or his, it didn’t matter as long as he could feel her humor or her temper—he enjoyed them both. As long as he could touch her, even though she was thousands of miles away, he could take on this shady business.

The men’s room door swung shut behind him. Harlen had his phone in hand and was just about to touch Serafina when Director Bright called out. “There you are.”

“What’s up?” Probably damage control about the proxying thing.
Please, not press.

“We have a meeting with Senator Fleight.”

“Right now?”

“I had a message on my voice mail,” Bright said. “Bound to be interesting.”

“Ain’t that the truth.” Frowning, Harlen pocketed his phone.

A week ago, Fleight’s daughter, Agatha, had been “murdered” by Mirren Lambert and Vincent Blackman. Harlen knew she’d been killed in self-defense—he’d been peripherally involved in the situation—but all evidence testified otherwise.

Director Bright’s gaze went over Harlen’s shoulder, and he turned to find Dugan behind him, sniffing like some kind of rat.

“Have a good lunch,” Harlen said to him and joined Bright to walk down the hallway.

Senator Fleight had become a huge Chimera supporter overnight in order to bring her daughter’s so-called killers to justice. Mirren and Vince, however, were the good guys. Well, not all the way good. They were good
ish
. Or rather, on occasion, they contemplated good things and might be prevailed upon to
be
good if they weren’t put in too much trouble.

A car was waiting for Harlen and Director Bright—a driver and bodyguard were overkill in his opinion—but when they got out into traffic, beyond the pylons set up to keep protestors from blocking the entrances to the Russell Senate Office Building, the scope of the perception problem Chimera had with the public became excruciatingly clear.

Back in San Diego, protestors were regular fixtures, first at exit 24 off the I-5, and then again off Torrey Pines Road, where the main gate to the Chimera compound was located. Harlen hadn’t exactly stopped seeing the anti-Rêve activists, but he had long accepted their presence as background noise. Figured they’d eventually tire themselves out and go home.

These people thronged against the barrier, roaring and shaking signs high in the air. There was the usual—Keep Dreams Free!
—
which had dogged Chimera from the very beginning. And a few new ones, notably, Kill Chimera! That one made Harlen’s tie feel kind of tight. The bodyguard was making a little more sense.

“It’s not going away, you know,” Director Bright said as the car crept slowly down the street. “There’s no way to go back to a time before Rêve. The technology is too widespread. There are too many people who are now lucid and in control Darkside. Even if everyone agreed to stay in their own dreamscapes at night, the nightmares that we’ve stirred will continue to cross. We poked a dragon, and now we have to deal with the consequences.”

They were taken to a townhouse on Vermont Avenue, near Logan Circle. It had three stories of red brick, a small iron gate out front, and steps leading up to the front door. A man in a dark suit stood sentry.

Once inside, they moved beyond another bodyguard to a woman in black slacks and a pale-pink blouse. Senator Fleight. Her hair was styled in some unmoving kind of shoulder-length helmet, and her hands were folded gracefully in front of her waist. It was as if she’d been counting the seconds until their arrival.

“Welcome,” she said. “Please, this way.” She gestured into a sitting room off to the right.

Harlen shook hands with her as he passed, and she greeted him with, “Good to meet you, Marshal Fawkes.” Everyone seemed to know his name now.

The house was the classy kind of expensive, with dark hardwood floors and antique-looking furniture that didn’t remotely suit Harlen’s size. He ended up perched on some fancy sofa thing with skinny legs, trying not to give it all his weight. There was room for Director Bright next to him, but she took a straight-backed, hard chair and sat with her ankles crossed and lower legs angled to the side so that her body made a
Z
. He’d never understood why women did that. Looked damned uncomfortable.

Senator Fleight did not sit, and her hands didn’t quite make it back in their controlled fold but ended up in partial fists at her side. “I want you to know you have my full, unqualified support,” she began. “I know what’s in the Scrape. I know about the nightmares—I’ve
seen
them. And I know about the Sandman. You have a fight ahead of you. I’ll fight with you.”

Harlen hadn’t expected such an emphatic preamble.

“It’s a relief to have such a strong ally,” Director Bright told her.

Very politic.

Fleight looked straight at him. “And I know what proxying is. I absolutely deplore the practice, but I also think it might save lives. At your first opportunity, you need to proxy members of the Oneiros. I’ll give you names.”

The Oneiros, aka the One Group, was a cult that worshiped the Sandman and welcomed the nightmares as His emissaries to the waking world.

“Proxying isn’t a technique the Darkside Division will use,” he told her. She could take her list of names and make a paper airplane out of it.

Her expression didn’t change, but it did harden.

See, all this, right here—the maneuvering and silent negotiations—he wasn’t cut out for it. He’d do the work, but the tie would hang him.

“Of course,” she said, as if she were making a concession. “Whatever strategy you think best.” The corollary was that she would want something in return. He wished she’d just get to it. “But I’m going to need your immediate help on something.”

And here it comes.
Harlen almost smiled as Director Bright sat back in her chair, as if she’d been waiting for the boom, too.

“I’ve hired a contractor to locate Mirren Lambert and Vincent Blackman in the dreamwaters.”

Harlen’s bad mood just got worse. Contractor? More like mercenary.

“And he thinks he’s found them,” she added. “He has tracked them to some kind of dreamscape he can’t penetrate, and for that reason, he thinks it belongs to Mirren Lambert.” Senator Fleight looked from him to Director Bright. “You
are
aware that Mirren Lambert is not quite human.”

Mirren Lambert was a nightmare-human hybrid.

“Yes,” Harlen said.

But he also now knew that the senator wasn’t as informed as she believed. Either that or she was lying to them. Human nightmares like Mirren Lambert didn’t have their own dreamscapes. If the
contractor
had tracked them to a dream that was impregnable, it had to be Maze City, the dreamscape of Maisie Lane, an incredible talent who would’ve been great in Chimera…had she not been wanted for stabbing the revered Didier Lambert in the neck. Maze City was home base for Harlen and his friends, a safe dream from which to strategize, hide, and catch up on what was going on concerning the conflict Darkside.

“My man is going after her again tonight,” Senator Fleight continued. “But for obvious reasons,
he
can’t apprehend anyone.”

Darkside mercs were the kind of revelers the Darkside Division would be investigating, not helping.

Harlen knew what the senator wanted from him, but he wasn’t going to say it for her. Keeping his gaze steady, he waited for her to spit it out.

“Considering the tensions Chimera has with the public lately, it would be excellent PR for
you
to arrest Lambert and Blackman, wouldn’t it?” Fleight wasn’t really asking a question. “To apprehend high-profile criminals right away?”

Director Bright gave a noncommittal
mmm hmm
. She had to be pissed, too.

Harlen hadn’t signed up to be anyone’s puppet. That’s not how this new task force was supposed to work. And the hell if he was going to help some mercenary get into
anyone’s
dreamscape, much less the one where his friends were hiding. No.