Dark Awakening (13 page)

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The past two days
were
the longest ones of her life. When Rome f
inally ca
me
back
that first
night,
it was late. He didn't say a word to her
. He kept d
ownstairs and slept
on the couch
. Seeing him so angry
with
her tore like bullets through her heart. Each moment of silence from him, of not seeing his smile ate at her like a virus.

She came to him
yesterday night
, found him in his
study,
and apologized. She'd meant the whispered
words,
they came from deep in her heart. He hadn't even looked at her, just
nodded,
and said okay
. She'd left with tears in her eyes. It wasn't until she reached the shower that she let them fall. She
wept
quietly, her arms wrapped around her.

She couldn't even fault him for his crude attitude.
Not really.
Not when
she’d been pushing him away this whole time.
And
not
when she tried to ask him for some kind of commitment.

Even though a part of her didn’t understand his reaction
towards her, on the outside
level,
she
did
. When she had questioned his feelings toward her, their relationship, she had questioned his honor. Lykaen men prided themselves on their duty and honor, especially towards women.

Once
again,
she wished she'd just kept her mouth shut. If she hadn't said anything, everything would be fine again. For two
days,
she had time to wallow in her thoughts, her feelings. He came and went, but ignored her attempts at conversation
and
intimacy. And yet during his silence she had realized something else. He would not be so angry if he didn't care. For two
years,
she'd lived alone and scared. Scared Conlin would decide to come after her again, scared to date other men. But her lykaen
had felt
inside of Rome and it told her he was safe. He was welcome.

She had
apologized, that only left her bereft
and in pain,
so
now she knew what she had to
do. In the kitchen, she dressed the table with a flowing white cloth
and
set two place settings with a large and small plate, a bowl, and in t
he middle placed a thick maroon
candle from the bathroom. When she'd called Sarina to ask her about what had happened between her and Rome, her friend was more than understanding. And more than eager to help. So she'd read a grocery list of items off to Sarina and a guard had them bought and brought to her within two hours.

Checking on the bread and dinner, she made sure everything was perfect. It had to be perfect for tonight. She might be crazy but she was ready to take a chance...on him.

She ran upstairs and jumped into the shower.
She washed quickly, not
sure
when he was going to be back.
She was just pulling on that empire waist black dress that Sarina lent her when she heard the cabin door below open. He was here.

Nerves driving her moves, she slipped on the black heels with shaking hands. Checking on her reflection one last time she made her way down the stairs. Maybe her heels weren't such a good idea after all. They clicked loudly, screaming her
presence
to the whole cabin. She found him at the entrance to the kitchen, his back ramrod straight.

Shit. She had planned everything up until this point. She was at a
loss
for words. He turned around slowly and looked at her. His eyes were cold, but as his eyes dropped down her body taking in her dress, her legs, his eyes flamed with heat. The look was gone a moment later, extinguished like a bucket of water on a match.
             
Still, i
t gave her hope.

She took a few steps forward then stopped at
tight expression.
"I made dinner for you. Would you care to eat with me?" Her voice was steady
but
unfamiliar. She sounded like a stranger even to her own ears.

His lips flattened into a hard line. He turned back to look at the elaborate setup on the table then back at her. "I don't think so Alison." His words still held that layer of anger, but it wasn't as
strong as it was before. God, she only hoped so.

Steeling herself, she walked up to him
like
she was approaching a wounded animal. She stopped just when she could feel the heat of his body. It felt so good to be this close to him. She'd missed him so much these past two days. She'd never thought that would be possible. But she did seem doomed to repeat her past mistakes.

Her mother had always told her honesty was the best course of action, so she tried it. "I miss you, Roman. I miss you so much it hurts." Tears pooled in her eyes and she fought to push them away. She didn't need them right now. They might only push him away further. "I'm so sorry for what I said, but I was wrong. I just can't help my fears. You make me feel so good, but...so did he Rome. Don't you see that?"

Her lips trembled and she looked away, all the fight taken out of her. When he didn't move
away,
she felt a pulse of hope inside her. Minutes passed,
then
finally he spoke.

"I will forgive you on one condition."

"What's that?" she asked, hope and fear flooding through her.

"You will trust me. No more doubts, no more thinking I'm like him. If you can't already see that I'm not, then we're done here."

Alison swallowed the lump in her throat. Oh God, what he was asking her... She didn't know if she could do it. But her heart was telling her to do whatever it takes to keep him.

"Ok, I will." She looked up at him, her eyes with and
hopeful
. "I can't promise I won't doubt sometimes or fear, but I will try."

His eyes softened, but only a little. "Why are you even bothering with me, baby? You're cycle is over, you don't need me. But I feel this thing,
this
whatever
it is between us. I like it, Alison. I like it a lot, and I don't know if I could let it go. Ever."

She couldn't stop herself, she leapt at him, wrapping her arms around his neck and held him tight.
She buried her neck and inhaled his masculine scent. God, he felt so good, so right. His arms came around her automatically and she sighed at the sensation.

"I don't want to stay away from you. I don't know if I could. I just know that I want you here...with me." Her quiet words, spoken into the heat of his neck had him tightening his hold on her with a groan.

A strong hand cupped her bottom.
A gentle, reassuring touch
nonetheless made her heart beat faster. Another hand in her hair, and then she was facing him and his mouth was on hers. The kiss was gentle but
no
less strong.

Lips swept across lips, teeth plucked her lip then licked the
soft
fles
h. His kiss was possession
. She was wrapped up in his scent, his body, his taste and never wanted to feel anything else.

He pulled away and smiled down at her. The first smile she'd seen in days. Instantly the heaviness over her chest was lifted and she could breathe right. She smiled back. He squeezed her bottom in a teasing caress then grabbed her hand and went into the kitchen.

"Feed me, baby. I'm hungry."
Like
that
the tension between them was gone.

Alison laughed and served him her dinner. She sat across from him, not even bothering to hide her eagerness at his reaction. At his first taste he groaned, his eyes closing.

"You need to package your skills and sell them. You'd make a fortune," he said over a bite of broccoli covered in a cream sauce.

Dinner went so much better than expected. They laughed and teased each other, and he complimented each bite he took as if it was ambrosia. After their plates were cleaned and he finished the extra bites left off her plate, she moved to clear the dishes. He stopped her and did
the task himself, loading the dishwasher.

Alison poured a glass of champagne that Sarina had added to the grocery list. The tingly bubbles popped over her tongue, tickling her. But the sweet after taste was worth the party in her mouth. Rome turned back around, his eyes darkened with sensual heat. Alison bit her lip and set her glass down, then picked it back up so she had something with which to keep her hands busy.

He had her trapped by his stormy gray gaze.
He stalked to her. That was the only way to describe it.
His legs ate up the distance between them, and then he was before his, his scent wrapping around her like warm velvet. Hands at her waist lifted her onto the sturdy wood table,
rucking
the white cloth up.

He fitted himself between her legs and pressed her most intimate heat against him. The hard press of his cock had a flood of wet heat gushing out of her.

"I'll have my dessert now," he said, his voice deeper, huskier as it always was when he was aroused. She loved that she knew that about him, even as his hands cupped her breasts through her dress and plumped the globes until her nipples peaked and hardened.

"I made dessert," she stuttered, even as she clenched her thighs over his hips. He smiled down at her but it was pure sin.

A hot hand touched her knee then pressed up her thigh, the fabric of her dress moved with him until her lace black
panties
were bare to his gaze.

"The only dessert I'll be having is right in front of me." He licked his lips at the sight of her panties, and her heart kicked into overdrive.
She wanted him bad, couldn't wait another moment.
His hands ran in long caresses up and down her body. Trailing over her breasts and aching nipples, over her throat, down her thighs, squeezing her hips. The sensations swirled around her until a cool breeze fell over her heated skin. Looking down she realized he'd pulled her dress off.
It dangled precariously over her ankle before falling to the floor.

He cupped her breasts again as his mouth came down to feast on one hungry nipple. He growled around her breast and she felt the press of teeth. He squeezed her other globe, the flesh pressing through his spread fingers as his tongue sucked and lapped her hard but like a delicious treat. Her hips jerked towards his, asking silently for what
she
craved. Her hands cupped his hair, freed it of its tie and
blonde
locks spilled down his shoulders.

He pulled back from her breast with a feral growl before diving down to her mouth. His tongue slid in and devoured her, pleasured her with thick thrusts that mimicked something she wanted far more.

He pulled back to press hot kisses down her throat,
across
her collarbone and said, "I've been
mad
for you for days. I wanted nothing more than to come crawling back into that bed with you." More kisses passing down over the mound of her breast, down her rounded stomach. His words fueled the already waging fire inside her. She
unconsciously
opened her thighs further, seeking him out.

"Take off your clothes," she
whispered,
her voice a mere croak.

He pulled back and stripped in a matter of seconds, and then he was back on her, kiss over her belly button, dipping over her skin with his tongue. Then he nuzzled her dark curls and his tongue snaked through to her needy core.

"Rome!" she cried out, her head shooting back, her hands clinging to the locks of loose, beautiful golden hair. He pushed her thighs further apart with a bruising grip. His head bent low and then his tongue found her swollen, hard
clitoris
and licked it with a speed no
human
tongue could possibly make. Her hips jacked up against his greedy mouth and noises formed from her throat she'd never made before. She came hard, her body tightening like a bow against his mouth
as pleasure shattered through her.

She panted, tried to find her
bearings
. His lips pressed kisses down each of her thighs, especially where he'd held her open with his hands
.

"Rome. I need you now
, please," she whispered, her eyes fluttering open to stare at the predator between her legs. His eyes were feral, glowing with the lykaen
that preened at
the surface. To know that her pleasure had pushed him so far sent a thrill shivering through her.

"Not yet," he said and dipped back down to her creamy sex. One heavy arm fell across her hips. She tried to move against it but learned
quickly that it was impossible,
his strength
incredible
. Long, flat licks stroked over her pussy stoking the fire still burning within her. Soon she was moaning, her head tossing side to side.
He licked her
again and again
, never applying pressure, never focusing on the part she needed the most.