Damaged Hearts (16 page)

~XXI~

Marie had no intention of going back to her room; at least not for quite some time.  She had been out in the barn when Frank was cleaning the stalls and managed to find a few minutes to talk to him.  He was still very quiet and seemed almost shy but she didn’t mind, as long as he liked to listen, she could converse about anything, and normally did.

Off and on throughout the day, he took time to show her many things that she had never learned before.  He showed her the correct way to saddle a horse, explained about cooling them down, not letting them drink too much water too soon when they were hot, and many other interesting things she had never known. 

The more she got him to talk the more she realized that sometimes it was beneficial to listen to what other people had to say.  By applying heavy encouragement, Marie even got him to talk about what he wanted to do with his life.  The whole aspect of making butter and cheese was quite interesting to her.  Having baby cows, oh calves she amended her thinking; she learned that baby cows were called calves.  Having calves around to play with and pet sounded like great fun. 

“Miss Marie, it’s getting kinda chilly out here.”  Frank was telling her.  “Maybe I should walk you up to the house before it gets too late.”  He offered.

“Oh no, don’t be silly Frank.  I am, after all, a grown woman that can look after herself.”  She told him.  “In fact, most all the women my age that I know are already married with children.”  She hinted, conveniently not mentioning Frances.

“I didn’t mean for you to think I was telling you what to do Miss, I just know how you are about keeping your reputation pure and all.” He told her, not wanting her to be mad at him.

“Do you want to know something Frank?”  Marie asked him, wondering to herself just how this was going to turn out.  “Sometimes I’m not so sure that a pure reputation is worth all the agony we go through to keep it that way.  I mean, life should be lived.  What good is your reputation if you don’t get to experience any of the fun life has to offer?”

“Well Miss Marie, you could always marry me.  I don’t care none about a reputation.  I just want a woman of my own to love and children to raise.  It ain’t going to be easy but I swear I’d love you all the days of my life.” He told her earnestly. 

“Oh my, Frank.”  She looked at him from beneath her lashes.  “I rather like the idea of being a wife and having children.  Do you really think we could do it?”

“I ain’t none too smart Ma’am but I’m willin to give it a go if you are.”  He answered. 

“Oh Frank, would it be too forward of me to ask you to kiss me?”  She asked him. 

“I don’t know about that Miss Marie but I’d sure like to if you want to.”  He told her.  To his way of thinking, this just might be the best thing that ever happened to him.  A pretty girl like Marie didn’t just come around every day. 

Not really knowing how to go about making this first kiss happen, Frank put his arms around her waist and tugged her closer to him.  He liked the way she brought her hands up around his neck too.  Before he knew what was happening, her hands pulled his head down close to hers and she kissed him; right on the lips.  Hungrily, his body reacted and he instinctively kissed her back more deeply, more thoroughly.  Deepening the kiss even further, he brought his hands to her face cupping it.  Still not getting enough to satisfy him, he tilted his head sideways and slid his tongue into her mouth tasting her greedily. 

She gasped in surprise but decided rather quickly that she was thoroughly enjoying this new experience.  She ran her hands across his shoulders and down his back, marveling at how muscular he seemed.  She continued exploring at random liking what she felt.

His hands, taking the hint from her began to follow suit; investigating her body as well.  Before long, they found her breasts and with a sigh of delight, she arched back pressing them fully into his hands.  He groaned as he moved his head downward nipping and sucking lightly on her neck. 

Without realizing what she was doing, going with the instincts aroused by the intense sensations, Marie loosened the buttons on her blouse allowing Frank more access.  Taking immediate advantage, his mouth made his way to her breasts licking and sucking her pert nipples through the light fabric of her chemise.

His hands moved lower, cupping her bottom lightly squeezing it and effectively pulling her more fully against him.  Soon, his hands moved to the backs of her thighs and picked her up pushing her back against the wall.  Holding her there, moving his body intimately between her legs; his mouth feasted on her ample breasts as if he couldn’t get enough.

Her legs wrapped around his body with a mind of their own as she moaned acceptance of anything and everything he chose to do.  Neither of them knew what sequence of events their lovemaking was supposed to follow and let their bodies lead the way, discovering enjoyment they never thought to experience.

Wanting even more than what he had tasted so far, Frank slid her up the wall holding her entire body suspended as he slid his head between her thighs and tasted for the first time the forbidden honey of his soon to be wife.  Her legs slipped over his shoulders as if they were meant to be there, as his tongue darted inside of her for the first time.

His hands not needed anymore for her support, moved down to open the dewy petals for his thrusting tongue.  Hungrily he lapped at the fountain that flowed for him alone, curiously sliding a finger inside her marveling at the tightening sensation that took place.  Wondering what would happen if he moved it, he began to slide it in and out of her not realizing he was mimicking another soon to happen motion.

Gasping at the sensations running though her body, Marie sunk her fingers into his hair and tugged his mouth back to her hot, dripping center.  She moaned again as he sunk his tongue deeply inside of her.  Then, his finger slid inside and he began licking her small bud that controlled all the intense sensations.  Her hands now held his head prisoner against her body and as he began to suck greedily on the button, her body began to convulse in tremors of pleasure.

Slowly, her hands released him and she slid down his body.  He thoughtfully pulled her against the full length of his body kissing her deeply once again.  Although it was different, she rather enjoyed the taste of herself on his lips.  Feeling his hardness pressed against her core as he kissed her, she realized they were not finished yet.

Taking her by the hand, Frank led her up into the hayloft, the only semi-private place he could think of that would be soft enough for them to lie down comfortably.  Taking a saddle blanket that had been cleaned and hung up to dry, Frank laid it out on a pile of straw hoping that nothing would poke through and scratch Marie’s soft skin. 

Suddenly no longer sure of himself, Frank took his time shedding his jacket and unbuttoning his shirt.  Marie wasn’t near as unsure as he was and had already divested herself of her skirt and blouse and was wearing only her bloomers, chemise, and stockings.       

Catching sight of her scantily clad form had Frank hurrying out of additional clothing, stripping down to his union suit.  Taking advantage of his distraction, Marie stepped forward and once again wrapped her arms around him, pulling his head down to kiss her.  Needing no further encouragement, Frank pulled her fully against him, kissing her so deep that she once again tasted the faint lingering taste of herself on his tongue.

Arousing her further, he pulled her down to the blanket he had spread, lying beside her as they continued kissing.  Their hands soon began exploring each other again at random.  His hands sought and found her breasts, deciding unconsciously that they were his favorite part of her body.  Her hands moved downward, discovering his hard throbbing shaft.  She wrapped her fingers around him and experimented sliding her hand up and down the length one time and concentrating around the top of it another as he groaned with pleasure. 

Curious after her earlier experience, she bent down and tentatively touched her tongue to the tip of his penis.  Encouraged by his intake of breath, she continued tasting and licking it.  Not having any experience in this field, she was unsure what was allowed and what wasn’t.  She cautiously stroked the length of him while she took the tip in her mouth. 

She sucked gently on it at first gauging his reaction.  Deciding it was favorable, she took him deeper into her mouth eventually moving her hand as she took the entire length. 

While Frank was thoroughly enjoying this attention, he also felt a little left out.  Without any further thought, he picked her up and settled her over his face so he could enjoy a feast too.  Moaning in pleasure as his tongue and fingers went to work; Marie began to imitate his actions. 

Her hand slid up and down the length of him as his tongue and fingers slid in and out of her.  When his tongue paid special attention to her clitoris, her tongue concentrated on the tip of him.  As he slid his fingers deep into her depths, she took him deep into her mouth.  Although the feelings were intense, Marie knew there had to be more yet to come.

Sure enough, before long Frank nudged her, gently moving her off him as he rolled her onto her back beneath him.  Situating himself between her thighs, he pushed her legs open further as he slid just the tip of himself inside her tight, wet, tunnel.  Unaccustomed to the stretching sensation, she pushed at him and attempted to move away.

“It’s ok Marie.”  Frank soothed.  “I’ve heard it hurts a little the first time but I will try to be gentle.  If you don’t want to do this though, I need to know now.  I don’t think I will be able to stop later.”  He informed her.

“I..I think I want to do this Frank.  I mean, if we’re going to get married anyway what difference does a few weeks make?  I am not sure what to do but if you’ll show me, I’ll try to get it right.”  She told him.

“I’m not sure this is something that can be done wrong.  I think we’re just supposed to enjoy ourselves and do whatever comes to mind.”  Frank told her sliding himself in a little deeper savoring the feel of her stretching to accommodate his size.

Deciding to get the worst over with, Marie arched her hips upwards thinking to do the deed for him.  Instead, Frank withdrew and with a quick thrust broke though the thin barrier of her virginity.  Gasping in pain and surprise, Marie tried to pull away but Frank held her to him kissing her trying to be still until the worst of the pain passed for her.

Tentatively, he moved slowly at first then faster and deeper as he gained tempo.  For Marie, once the pain faded, pleasure replaced it and she began to move under him.  As she wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist, he sunk himself to the hilt time after time.

Holding back his release, Frank felt her begin to tighten around him and rolled them over so that she straddled him and gave control over to her.  Marveling at this newfound exhilaration, Marie experimentally moved up and down a couple times; finding her stride as Frank moaned in pleasure.

Deciding she liked this way of making love, she threw back her head and gave herself up to the sensations everywhere they touched.  Frank’s hands went to her pert breasts, finding her nipples adding to her pleasure as she rode him.  He alternated pinching and caressing one and licking, sucking, and lightly biting the other.    

He felt her explosion before she knew what was happening.  He let her relax for a second, savoring the feel of her body squeezing him as she collapsed on him.  After allowing her breathing to return to normal, Frank decided to try something he had only heard about.  He rolled her over and pulled her up onto her knees.  Spreading her legs slightly, he then slid into her dripping wet crevice. 

Somewhat embarrassed with having her rear in the air, Marie tried to roll back over.  Having none of it, Frank took advantage of the situation and smacked her lightly on backside before sliding one hand under them, and fondled her throbbing breast.  Tweaking her nipple lightly, he then positioned his hands on her hips using them to pull her hard and tight against him repeatedly. 

Finally, knowing Marie was approaching release again; Frank allowed himself to propel her once more to the heights she had only recently discovered as he thrust a final time deep inside her releasing his seed like an erupting geyser.

Not wanting to let her go yet, Frank collapsed wrapping an arm around her, pulling her close.  Too tired and exhausted to mind, she snuggled up against him relishing the warm strength and security he offered.