"I'm not saying that we should do that. I'm just saying that we should stop, or at least slow down, initiating new military projects, and start spending more real effort on our main job."
"I'll agree with that in principle, but I still want to see this little fighter plane of mine fly," I said.
"Fine, so put a small crew on it, if you want, even though you can't properly call it a 'plane,' since it doesn't use one to fly with."
"Picky, picky, picky."
So we went back to what we were doing in Michigan, before we were so pleasantly interrupted.
First, we had to map out the lateral displacement drifts in the local area. These turned out to have almost nothing in common with those we saw around Ann Arbor, except that the drift was still lateral, and the test object reappeared with the same gravitational potential as when it left. And the drift still tracked with the sidereal day.
But where it went and in which direction was now totally different. In one sense the project was set back a long ways.
On the other hand, we now had the incredible mass production facilities of the entire island behind us, so we could send out a lot more canisters, collecting a lot more data points, and without having to worry about salvaging anything.
Also, the canisters we now used were far more sophisticated, and better engineered. Before, we were just kluging up something workable, using existing components to get the job done in a hurry. Now, we had teams of technical people who were, I have to admit, better engineers than we were.
Beyond all doubt, the women we had working for us were extremely competent, superbly trained, and very hard working.
What they weren't was creative.
It was hard to understand. You'd give a team of them a project, and they'd come back with something that was exactly what you had in mind in the first place. It was almost like magic, seeing your own thoughts rationally developed into something that was truly beautiful, in the esoterically technical sense of the word. And it was flattering as well. Because of this, it took a while before Ian and I realized that they weren't putting anything of
themselves
into their projects.
There weren't any of those little jumps of insight that a good engineer can't help but put into his work, often to the frustration of his managers. After we realized what was happening, Ian and I each got to checking the work of the other's teams, trying to find small creative things that would improve the final products.
Being inventive young men, we found a lot of places where we could make small improvements. These suggestions were always sent back to the team that did the original engineering, for incorporation into the design, or for rejection, if they could prove that we had screwed up, which we occasionally did.
It was the reactions of our engineers to what was really managerial meddling that confounded us. We expected them to feel anger and frustration, since we were messing with the children of their brains, and people are usually just as protective of those as they are of the children of their bodies.
Instead, they acted as if they were awestruck at our brilliance! At first, we both took that as mere sucking up to the boss, especially since our smiling subordinates were all women who badly wanted to get into our beds, and there to make full use of our willing bodies. Remember that these chicks were willing to eat
cooked
kibbie, if that's what their boss was eating. But as the months went by, we became convinced that their feelings of admiration were actually genuine.
These intelligent, competent people were absolutely incapable of doing anything creative, and were truly amazed to see anyone else doing anything new!
Once our original incredulity wore off, our feelings became a bit more mixed. Mostly, they became sadness and anger.
"Dammit!" Ian said one day as we were discussing the situation, "This sick little culture has got to be all Hasenpfeffer's doing, and that bastard has one
hell
of a lot to answer for!"
After living on the island of San Sebastian for six months, it was time to have a talk with Barbara. I mean, I talked with her every day, since I slept with her every night, but she was as slippery as Hasenpfeffer when it came to sidestepping things she didn't want to discuss. The only thing for it was to hit it straight on.
"Barb, we have been making love almost every night for six months, and you are still not pregnant. You once told me that you wanted to have children by me, so what's the problem? Is it me? Should I have a doctor check out my sperm count, or something?"
"No, Tom. Stop worrying and go to sleep. You are perfectly healthy. Your last doctor's visit proved that."
"Your flat tummy suggests otherwise. Do
you
have some sort of problem?"
"No. I, too, am healthy. Roll over and I'll rub your back."
"Not right now. I want to know why there isn't anybody on this island who's pregnant. I don't know about Hasenpfeffer, but Ian and I have been doing yeoman service around here for half a year, nailing well over five hundred women regularly, and I have yet to see one bulging belly on the whole damn island! Explain to me how this is possible."
"James Hasenpfeffer has been as sexually active as you and Ian have."
"That's nice, but it wasn't my question."
"We get pregnant, and we have children, but you can't expect us to have them
here
!"
"So what's wrong with here? This island is a beautiful place. It's idyllic, by any normal standard!"
"By your standards, maybe, Tom. Not by ours."
"Then tell me one single thing that's wrong with it."
"It's as I just said, Tom, our standards differ."
"That's a bullshit answer and you know it."
"Tom, can't you see that it's
dangerous
here?"
"Dangerous? The only thing that I've seen around here that's dangerous are the sharks at the north end of the island, and your people never swim there."
"Tom, this whole twentieth-century world that you've lived in all your life is dangerous! There are dozens of countries out there with atomic bombs! There are hundreds of people dying every minute of horrible diseases! There are psychotics and gangsters and whole governments that kill people without any more reason than just for the fun of it! Why, the future history of this time isn't even known! Anything could happen! We are willing to be here, for a while, because it is necessary, but you can hardly expect us to subject our precious children to all of this danger!"
"So you're telling me that your people are so cowardly that you can't face each new day without being afraid of it?"
"I face each day here with some fear, yes. But I do what must be done, and if you want to call that cowardly, then do so. You and your people face the future by pretending that all the bad things that could happen won't happen
to you
. You lie to yourselves, and then you live within your lies, until you are no longer aware of the harm that can come to you and those that you care for. Our standards differ, Tom. By mine, it is
your
people who are the cowards!"
"Huh . . . . Well, there is a lot of truth in what you just said. But let's go back to my original question. Have I ever gotten you pregnant?"
"Tom, enough has been said tonight. Go to sleep."
"I'm not sleepy, you can't sleep, and I want some answers. Do I have a child?"
"You have hundreds of children, Tom. I'll get you the exact number in the morning."
Well, that's as heavy a kick in the head as a normal man ever gets, but I still wasn't satisfied.
"Nice of you to tell me about it. Did you think that I didn't care? I mean, most of those had to be by women that I didn't love, but I certainly cared for them. You, however, are a very special case. I love you, and I want a straight answer. Have we made any children together? Answer me."
"Yes, Tom, we have. We have created three lovely sons together. When last I saw them, they were six years old. And since you were about to ask it, no, I have never had another child by any other man."
If I knew anything at all about this woman, I knew that she had doubtless been with each of the kids for every minute of their time since they were born. And if she had last seen her kids when they were six, that meant that she knew that I had not see them during that time. As I understood the laws of causality, this all meant that my children's early childhood was forever lost to me.
It is not nice to rob a man of his children's childhood. Nonetheless, I resolved to keep my cool.
"I didn't know that I was going to ask about your previous love life, but thank you, anyway. So, the boys are all six, now? You'd better explain that."
"Very well. Among my people, it is customary for a woman to live with each of her babies alone for the child's first year. After that, she usually brings all of her children together, and raises them as an equal age group from their first to their fifteenth year, when they all go out on their own."
"Then from what you've said, you are what? Nine years older now than when when I first met you?"
"It's just over ten years, Tom."
"You don't look any older."
"My people don't age as quickly as your people do."
"Then how old are you now?"
"Please, Tom, leave a girl with
some
secrets."
"All right. I guess it doesn't really matter. You said that your people let your kids go pretty early. Fifteen seems a bit young, but I guess in your sort of world, nobody can possibly get hurt. But mostly, I'm more than a little angry about this business of my children being six years old, and I've never even seen them yet. They're my kids, too, you know, and I should have some say-so as to how they're brought up!"
"In your culture, perhaps. Not in mine. Even in yours, a woman must be married to a man before he has any rights over her or her offspring."
"Which gets us to something that I have been wanting to do since the first morning I spent on this weird little island. Barb, I want to marry you. You are the most beautiful woman I've ever met, the smartest, and the most desirable. I love you. Will you marry me? Please, say yes."
"But there are so many things that we have to discuss first. . . ."
"Then we'll discuss them, but later. For right now, answer me. Yes or no."
"Well then, yes, Tom. I will marry you."
A double victory! First I got my nerve up to ask her, and then she said
yes
!
The next morning, I bounced into the breakfast room in the Taj Mahal.
"Ian, I want you to be the best man."
"My impression was that I always had been, though I didn't want to rub it in. Still, it's rather nice to hear you admit it."
"No, stupid! I want you to be
my
best man. I'm getting married!"
"Married? To what? A woman? Just who is this poor deluded girl?"
"Barbara, of course."
"The poor thing. And I'd had such hopes for her." Ian shook his head and went back to eating his inevitable stack of pancakes.
My brilliant parry and tart riposte were forestalled by a waitress bringing in my breakfast. She said it was Eggs-Something-or-Another-in-French, and it mostly involved a lot of heavy cream and garlic. It smelled good but looked sort of wimpy.
Before I could remember what I was going to say, Ian interrupted.
"Tom, would you please tell me why any sane man, or even one sadly like yourself, would want to get married? I mean, consider your position. You are sound of body and perhaps even of mind. You are infinitely wealthy, for all practical purposes, and you are currently surrounded by hordes of attractive women who have somehow been deceived into thinking that you are sexually desirable. You should be happy as you are, especially since you are presently in a position to make hundreds of those sadly deluded women happy as well. Yet instead of simply enjoying yourself, you are proposing to abandon all of your advantages in order to make just one woman miserable. Please attempt to explain your ridiculous line of reasoning."
"There's nothing to explain. I love the girl, and I want her to stay with me, even when this whole stupid charade ends. And it
will
end, you know, someday."
"I know that nothing is forever, this side of heaven, and okay, I can see some sense in wanting to nail down a good one before she gets away. What I can't see you doing is giving up the vast harem of increasingly naked ladies that you currently enjoy."
"Well, I hadn't planned to give it up. Why should I? I mean, Barb doesn't mind my sexual generosity. In fact, she schedules it, and seems to think to think that I am just doing my manly duty. Furthermore, all of the other girls are pretty enthusiastic about the arrangement, as you well know."
"So you are planning on committing adultery even while you are planning your marriage?"
"How can there be a crime if all the parties involved are willing, consenting adults?"
"Oh, there can, there can. Ask any politician or police chief. Victimless crimes are where all the graft is, which is of course why we had so many of them, back home. Whenever you hear somebody screaming about how we have to stamp out prostitution, or pornography, or drugs, or gambling, or anything of the sort, you can be certain that the people behind him, or more likely her, are sure to make a lot of money out of it. Real crimes, like murder, or assault and battery, or theft, simply don't lend themselves to the paying of political contributions and other graft. But I wasn't talking about crime. I was talking about sin, which is a different matter entirely."
"I don't see how I can be sinning, either, especially since I don't believe in your strange religion in the first place."
"Your position on religion is common knowledge. By the way, what is Barbara's religion?"
"I don't think she has one. Religion doesn't seem to fit into the Smoothies' way of thinking."
"I've noticed that. Tom, I strongly advise that you sit down with Barbara and talk out exactly what you expect from one another in this marriage. I shudder to say it, but you might even want to get a lawyer involved, and write up a prenuptial agreement, because what you are calling a marriage doesn't have much in common with what most other people would call a marriage."