Command Performance (14 page)

When had he started backing women into corners? With Eve. When had he started entertaining thoughts of taking a woman whether she was willing or not? With Eve. When had he wanted a woman so badly she clouded his judgment and dominated his thoughts? With Eve.

It had all begun with Eve; therefore it followed that Eve was to blame for his bouts of irrationality.

Because he was a logical man, Alexander recognized the flaw in that deduction. When a man lost control, publicly or privately, he had no one to blame but himself.

But damn the woman, anyway.

Seeing the quick, ironic smile, Gilchrist, Alexander’s longtime valet, let out a small, silent breath of relief. Moodiness was something he expected and accepted from the prince. He could gauge within a heartbeat when to speak and when to remain silent. He’d never have lasted ten years otherwise. The smile meant more temperate weather was due, however briefly. Gilchrist knew enough to cash in on it.

“If I may say so, sir, you’ve not been eating well the past few weeks. If you don’t pay more attention to your diet, we’ll have to take your clothes in.”

Alexander started to brush this off as fussing until he hooked a thumb experimentally in his waistband. There was a full inch of give.

Damn the woman for making a wreck of him.

No more, he promised himself. The insanity stopped here. “I’ll see what I can do, Gilchrist, before you and my tailor lose face.”

“I’m only worrying about Your Highness’s health, not the fit of your clothes.” But, of course, he was almost as concerned about one as the other.

“Then I’ll have to promise not to give you cause to worry about either.” Preoccupied, he nodded for Gilchrist to answer the knock at his door.

“Your Highness.” Henri Blachamt had been Alexander’s personal secretary for eight years. Before that time he had served in Armand’s retinue. Even with twenty years total in service to the royal family, he remained elaborately formal.

“
Bonjour
, Henri. What impossible schedule have you lined up for me tomorrow?”

“I beg your pardon, Your Highness, your day tomorrow is rather full.”

He wouldn’t sit, Alexander knew, unless the prince seated himself first. Patient, Alexander settled himself on the arm of a chair. “Please sit, Henri, I’m sure that appointment book is quite heavy.”

“Thank you, sir.” After seating himself with a few of the fussy little gestures he was prone to, Henri reached in his vest pocket for small, rimless glasses. He settled them on his nose, straightened them, adjusted them, in a time-consuming ceremony Alexander would have tolerated from no one else.

His affection for the older man was very real and hadn’t dimmed since that moment twenty years before when Henri had slipped the young prince a piece of hard candy after Alexander had received a particularly grim lecture on decorum from Armand.

“You remember, of course, the dinner party at Monsieur and Madame Cabot’s this evening. There will be entertainment provided by Mademoiselle Cabot on the piano.”

“It isn’t possible to call that entertainment, Henri, but we’ll let it pass.”

“Just as you say, sir.” There might have been a glint of amusement behind the lenses, but Henri’s voice remained bland. “Council of the Crown member Trouchet will be attending, sir. I presume he will wish to
discuss the matter of the proposed health-care bill.”

“Your warning is appreciated,” Alexander murmured, and wondered if he would survive the deadly boredom of the evening. Unless he missed his guess, the redoubtable Madame Cabot would have him seated between herself and her reedy-voiced, heavy-handed and unmarried daughter.

If only he could stay home, sit in his own garden at moonrise. With Eve beside him. She’d smell darker, more exotic than the gardens. He’d pick a spray of jasmine for her and her skin would be softer, smoother, than the petals. Her eyes would be the rich, dark blue that tempted a man and her voice would pour, warm and fluid over his skin until he was driven to taste her. She would smile at him, for him, as her arms reached out….

Damn the woman.

Both valet and secretary braced as the prince’s brows drew together.

“What of tomorrow?” Alexander demanded, rising to face the window. He saw the gardens and deliberately looked beyond them to the sea.

Henri rose automatically and balanced the appointment book on his open hands. “Eight o’clock breakfast with the president of Dynab Shipping. Ten-fifteen, a personal appearance at the opening of the Le Havre Seaport Museum. One-thirty, you speak at a luncheon for the benefit of St. Alban’s Hospital. At three-forty-five …”

Alexander sighed and let the rest of his day pass by him. At least he was home, he reminded himself. Plans were already in the works for his European tour that winter.

One day he would visit the moors of Cornwall and the vineyards of France as he wished, rather than as Cordina’s representative. One day he would see the people and places as they were, rather than as they looked for a prince. One day. But not today and not tomorrow.

“Thank you, Henri, that’s certainly thorough.” His hands linked behind his back, Alexander swore at himself. It was hardly Henri’s fault. In fact, the only fault lay within himself and his sudden restless yearning to be free. He turned and smiled as the old man took off his glasses as elaborately as he had put them on. “How is your new granddaughter?”

A hint of color came into Henri’s cheeks. All pleasure. “She is beautiful, Your Highness. Thank you for
asking.”

“Let’s see, she must be … three months old now.”

“Three months tomorrow,” Henri agreed, his pleasure doubling that Alexander remembered.

Alexander recognized it, understood that small things were sometimes the most precious, and cursed himself for being so abrupt with his staff over the past few weeks. He would have liked to lay his mood at Eve’s door, as well, but found it firmly lodged at his own.

“Certainly you have a picture of her. Annabella, isn’t it?”

“Yes, Your Highness.” Almost beet red now, Henri reached for his billfold, carefully tucked into his breast pocket. Alexander took it and studied the nearly bald, chubby-faced infant. She was no beauty, but Alexander found himself grinning at the wide eyes and toothless smile.

“You’re a fortunate man, Henri, to have such a legacy.”

“Thank you, sir. She’s very precious to all of us. The Princess Gabriella sent my daughter the lace dress, which had belonged to young Princess Louisa. My daughter cherishes it.”

“So she should, if anything survives Louisa.” He glanced at the white lace around the baby’s wide face. How like Brie to have been so generous. “Give my best to your family, Henri.”

“I will, sir. Thank you. We all look for the day when you give Cordina a son or daughter. That, Your Highness, will be a day of celebration.”

“Yes.” Alexander handed back the billfold. Give Cordina. His son would be heir even as he was now. The bond, both exquisite and heavy, would never be broken. And the mother of his children would have to accept the rules that had been carved out centuries before. What he would have to ask of her could be no less than what he asked of himself. If he made a mistake in his choice, he would live with it always. There could be no divorce for the ruler of Cordina.

At thirty, Alexander was the oldest unmarried heir in Cordinian history, a fact that the press reminded him and his country of at regular intervals. Yet marriage was something he still refused to contemplate.

Henri cleared his throat deliberately to bring back Alexander’s attention. “Your fencing partner will be here
by five-thirty, Your Highness. You must be at the Cabots’ by eight-thirty.”

“I won’t forget.”

* * *

Ten minutes later, dressed in white trousers and jacket, Alexander walked down the main staircase. The tension he’d carried with him for days hadn’t eased. No amount of logical thinking helped. The war remained inside him, raging. Duty against need. Responsibility against desire.

The front door opened as he reached the bottom step. He stopped, muscles taut, thinking of Eve.

But it was Bennett who walked through, with a young, very shapely redhead on his arm.

“I can’t believe I’m going to get a tour of the palace.” Though her voice was breathy with excitement, the diction was perfect. After a moment’s study, Alexander recognized her as one of Eve’s troupe.

“Are you sure it’s all right?”

“Darling, I live here.” Alexander heard the amusement in his brother’s voice as Bennett stroked a hand over the woman’s shoulder.

“Of course.” With a nervous laugh, she looked at Bennett. “It’s so hard to think of you as a prince.”

“That’s fine. Why don’t you think of me as— Hello, Alex.” Bennett straightened away from the woman and his smile was crooked. “Have you met Doreen? She just joined Eve’s troupe before they left the United States.”

“Yes, we met at the dinner last week. A pleasure to see you again.”

“Thank you, Your Highness.” On cue, she curtsied. Bennett had a moment to think wryly that she had no trouble seeing Alexander as a prince. “Your brother, ah, Prince Bennett, offered me a tour of the palace.” She sent Bennett a glowing look.

“How delightful.” No one but Bennett would have recognized the sarcasm in the dry tone. “Perhaps you’d like to see the parlor first.” While Bennett looked on in confusion, Alexander took Doreen’s arm and led her a few steps down the hall. “It’s quite comfortable and some of the furnishings are seventeenth-century. You can
amuse yourself, can’t you, while I have a word with my brother?”

“Oh, yes, Your Highness. Thank you.”

Alexander watched Doreen wander toward the mantel and the Wedgwood before he strode back to his brother.

“Very smooth,” Bennett commented. “Now why don’t you tell me why you wanted her out of the way?” At Alexander’s look, Bennett’s heart stopped. “Is something wrong? Father?”

“No.” Normally Alexander would have hastened to reassure him. At the moment he had only one focus and one purpose. “How could you bring that woman here?”

“What?” Relief became confusion and confusion amusement. Bennett’s deep, infectious laugh rolled down the ancient hallway. “Doreen? Alexander, I promise you, I don’t intend to seduce her in the portrait gallery.”

“But somewhere else, and at the first opportunity.”

Bennett stiffened. He tolerated his reputation in the press and, a fair man, was willing to accept the fact that he deserved the title Playboy Prince to a certain extent. Elder brother or not, he wouldn’t tolerate it from Alexander.

“If, when and whom I seduce remains my business, Alex. Try to remember you’ll rule Cordina, but not me. Never me.”

The fury rippled just under the surface of cool, biting words. “I don’t care if you take one of the kitchen maids in the pantry, as long as you’re discreet.”

Bennett’s innate humor didn’t surface. “Perhaps I should take that as a compliment, but I find it difficult.”

“Don’t you care anything for her feelings?” Alexander exploded. “That you’d flaunt one of your—distractions here, in her face? And that you should choose one of her own people. I’ve never known you to be cruel, Bennett. Careless, even selfish, but never cruel.”

“Wait a minute.” Bennett ran a hand over his face and through his thick mane of hair. “I feel as though I’ve walked in on Act Two. Are you talking about Eve? You think she’d be upset that I’m, well, let’s say flirting with one of her actors?”

Alexander felt the rage spill over for a man who had the sun and only insisted on courting lesser stars. “If you must continually be unfaithful, can’t you limit it while she’s under our roof?”

“Unfaithful?” Bennett shook his head. “Now I’m afraid I’ve missed Act Two altogether. I don’t have anyone to be unfaithful to …” The words trailed off as the full meaning struck. He stared at his brother, then collapsed in uproarious laughter. “Eve?” He choked on another fit of chuckles and leaned against the newel, carved three hundred and fifty years before into the head of a cat. “I can’t believe that you—” Bennett struggled for breath, pressing a hand to his heart as Alexander’s eyes grew darker and darker. “I can take that as a compliment, brother, and a truly inspired joke.” He draped an arm around the newel, ankles crossed. There was nothing he liked so much as a good joke. “Alexander, you of all people should know better than to believe what you read in the paper.”

Rigid with fury, Alexander remained where he was. “I have eyes of my own.”

“But your vision’s clouded. You can’t seriously believe there’s anything … God, how to put this delicately.” He ran his hand over his face again, then dropped it. The smile was still in place. “Anything intimate between me and Eve?”

“You can stand there and tell me you’re not lovers?”

“Lovers? Sweet Lord, I’ve never even touched her. How could I?” Though the amusement still colored his tone, sincerity balanced it. “She’s part of the family. She’s as much sister to me as Brie.”

Something twisted open in Alexander’s heart, but he remained a cautious man. “I’ve seen you together, walking in the garden, laughing in corners.”

Bennett’s smile faded slowly as Alexander spoke. Comprehension came just as slowly. His brother loved, and because their family bond was strong, Bennett understood the torment it would have caused him. “Because she’s about the closest friend I have, and one I see so seldom. There’s nothing between us, Alex.” He stepped closer, wondering how long his proud, stubborn brother had been hurting. “If you’d asked me sooner, I’d have told you.”

The weight began to lift from his shoulders, the back of his neck, his heart. And yet … “Perhaps there’s no
attachment on your side. Can you be so sure of Eve?”

The grin returned, quick, dashing, confident. “Alex, if there’s one thing I know, it’s what a woman feels about me. But if you don’t want to go with that, why don’t you just ask her?”

“I have. She didn’t deny it.”

“To spite you,” Bennett said with instant comprehension. “It would be just like her—and I’d also guess it had something to do with the way you asked.”

Alexander remembered the way he had approached her, with cutting accusations and anger. No, she hadn’t denied it, but had let him dance on his own hot coals. He couldn’t damn her for that.