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Authors: Jasmine Denton
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Ryder interrupted before Gage could finish joking about the situation. “And your instincts were right. You shouldn’t trust me. Because the shooting I always give you hell about…it was my fault.” His voice quivering, he struggled to spit out the rest. “I sold Peyton the gun.”
The room went utterly silent, not a breath, or a scuffle of feet. Everyone waited to see how Gage would
react. The only sound in the room was the steady, tick-tock, tick-tock of the second hand on the clock.
“She got the gun from you,” Gage repeated, his
voice eerily calm.
“And she hurt people and she got herself killed and it was just this…this horrible nightmare and I can’t help but think that if I’d said no, or not had the stupid gun in the first place, this wouldn’t have happened. That she wouldn’t have…”
“No. She would’ve just taken one from her dad, or went somewhere else. You wouldn’t have stopped her. Nothing would’ve stopped her.”
Ryder was speechless as Gage stood up. He half expected him to start swinging as he walked toward him, but he passed by instead, leaving the hairs on Ryder’s arm standing up as he brushed by.
Heading straight for the door, just like he always did.
Ryder turned, calling out, “I’m so sorry. Gage, I’m sorry.”
“Gage, wait.” Daphne stood, turning to the door. “You should stay. Talk about this.”
He turned, throwing his hands in the air. “What’s the point? She’s still going to be gone. And I’m still here.” Turning a raging gaze to Ryder he continued, “And I’m glad you got a chance for your little confession. I hope it helped.”
With that, he walked out, letting the door swing shut behind him.
Standing from her seat, Kelly hurried across the room and pulled open the door
, heading after Gage.
Daphne turned
to the remaining group members, letting out a breath, focusing on Ryder. She was about to say something when she heard the clock ding at the top of the hour. “We’re out of time,” she whispered, surprised by the noise. It’d flown by so fast.
***
Kelly
***
In the parking lot outside the Youth Center, Kelly searched for Gage’s car. Seeing him, standing by the door of his beat up clunker, she felt her heart fill with compassion.
“I’m sorry,” she said
as she hurried over to him. “I know you probably want to be alone, but…I just…” Stopping beside him, she looked at him closely.
With his arms folded on the roof of the car, he leaned his forehead against them, covering his face. So still and quiet, when she’d expected him to be raging. “I know that couldn’t have been…easy for you,” she said slowly, not wanting to be the last straw that made him snap. “I…I can’t imagine…”
“Why do you care?” he asked, his voice muffled.
She hesitated, trying to decode his tone and figure out if he was going to push her away again.
Finally, he straightened his posture and turned to look at her. In the fading sun, she saw tears glint on his cheeks. They were the only sign of emotion on his face, but they somehow seemed so out of place on him. And she just stared at the glistening streaks from his silvery eyes to his strong jaw, wondering what was going on inside that tortured head.
“Why do you care, Kelly?” his tone cold, he gazed down at her. “You know I’m an asshole. You know how I treated Peyton…how I never really supported her. Hell, I all but loaded the gun myself.
Not to mention how I’ve treated you.”
She glanced away and crossed her arms defensively as she tried not to care about the way he’d shut her out.
“So I don’t deserve your comfort,” he said. “Or your attention…or anything else.”
“Gage, you don’t get it,” she said quietly. “It’s not about the way you treated her, or me. I don’t care
about any of that because I’ve seen the way you treat
Lizzie
.”
He looked back up at her, the tears drying, but fresh ones forming in his eyes.
“You shelter her, and you play with her and you love her. She’s your
world
.” Kelly chuckled softly as her eyes stung with tears. “And you can say I have daddy issues, or baby issues, or
whatever
. But the truth is, seeing the two of you together…it made me fall in love.” Tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, she forced herself to look at him. “And I understand if you don’t want me to be a part of it. You’re not really…single. It’s more complicated than that. I get it. But saying that you don’t…
deserve
me…it’s not a good enough excuse.”
Titling his head, she could’ve sworn he looked at her affectionately. Taking all of this in, he was quiet. When he finally spoke, his voice was soft and thick. “You have this…uncanny ability for calling me on my crap,” he said, breaking the tension with a chuckle.
She laughed. “Sometimes you really need it, that’s all.”
His smile fading, he looked down at the ring on his hand. “I guess the only thing left to do is let her go.”
Her breath caught in her throat when he slowly pulled the small gold band off of his finger. Letting out a deep breath of closure, he clutched the ring in his hand and reared his arm back.
“Wait!” Kelly reached out and grabbed Gage’s fist before he could throw the ring. “You should keep that. For Lizzie.”
Looking down at her, his expression moved into one of awe and adoration. Without speaking a word, he curled his arm around her waist and pulled her close. And as he touched his lips to hers, she knew he was finally ready to let her in. Wrapping her arms around his neck, she clung to him as they kissed.
***
Daphne
***
“We’re out of time,” she whispered, surprised by the noise. It’d flown by so fast. “If you want to stay after,” she said to Ryder, trying to recover from the confession, trying to tell them what she needed to say. “We can talk about this some more. But, it’ll have to be tonight, because…”
Giving a nervous laugh, she turned and preoccupied her hands with stuffing her bag with her notes and recorder. “I don’t even know how to say this after what just happened, but you guys should know. Next week, Brett will be hosting the meeting…because I was fired.”
A gasp flowed through the small crowd and they stood from their seats.
“Why?” Meagan asked, leaning against her crutch for balance.
“I crossed some lines when I helped Kay and my boss wasn’t happy. I’m really sorry,” she said, turning her attention to the group and motioned to Ryder. “I guess I was like you and just…didn’t think. I didn’t realize my actions would affect the group. I just wanted to help her.”
“But…where are you going to go?” Alex asked, “Are you still going to be a counselor?”
“Yeah, of course,” Daphne said. “They didn’t take my license. I’m just…unemployed right now. But I don’t want you guys to worry about that. You just focus on your own recoveries.”
“But, how are we supposed to do that without
you
?” Kelly said. “Maybe there’s someone we can talk to…if we tell them how great you are, maybe they would let it slide. Can’t they just give you a warning?”
“I can’t stop you from trying, and I appreciate the effort but I don’t think it’ll do much good. He seemed pretty sure of his decision.”
“This isn’t fair,” Ryder said. “They shouldn’t be doing this to you.”
“I know it’s an adjustment,” Daphne said, trying to remain strong. “But Brett’s been here from the beginning, and he’s good at his job. You guys will be okay.”
“So this is really happening then,” Meagan said, her voice soft. “This is it?”
“I guess so,” Daphne answered, as silence settled over the group.
With the uncertainty of the future looming overhead, and the clock continuing to tick the time away, nobody moved, not wanting to be the first to take that step, to admit their time together—as they knew it, at least—was over.
It’s not over yet…
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About the Authors:
Jasmine Denton is the author of eight books for teenagers. While she writes fantasy to soothe her creative side, her true passion is helping people. So she partnered with her twin sister to create a book series geared toward doing just that. From the Damage is the start of an ambitious dream to make the world a better place.
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Genna
Denton is a single mother with a heart of gold. She was the one to first believe in the From the Damage series, and has advocated it since its inception several years ago.
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