Authors: Laura Jarratt
By Any Other Name
First published in Great Britain in 2013
by Electric Monkey, an imprint of Egmont UK Limited
The Yellow Building, 1 Nicholas Road, London W11 4AN
Text copyright © 2013 Laura Jarratt
The moral rights of the author have been asserted
ISBN 978 1 4052 5673 5
eISBN 978 1 7803 1328 3
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EGMONT
Our story began over a century ago, when seventeen-year-old Egmont Harald Petersen found a coin in the street. He was on his way to buy a flyswatter, a small hand-operated
printing machine that he then set up in his tiny apartment.
The coin brought him such good luck that today Egmont has offices in over 30 countries around the world. And that lucky coin is still kept at the company’s head
offices in Denmark.
For Holly Hughes, who encouraged me to write
T
hey told me to pick something unobtrusive, then they handed me a book of baby names and a cup of hot chocolate from a machine, and they left me
there in the white room.
The cup was beige plastic. The chocolate tasted powdery. I stored these points away for later, as a memory of rebirth. The first moments of my new life: plastic and powder.
Strange that I should save that memory to take forward into the future, out of all the thoughts I could have had but didn’t. All those feelings that should have been welling up inside me,
bursting out . . . But I didn’t feel anything. Numb from my skin to right down deep in my core. My senses concentrated and focused instead on just three things – a beige cup, the cheap
chocolate drink and a baby names book.
I picked up the book and thumbed through the pages. Names in alphabetical order, names with meanings, names I knew, names I’d never heard of. How to pick? Nothing that would stand out,
nothing that would link me to the past – those were the instructions.
The past. As if everything that had gone before this moment was buried already.
Rebirth . . .
I read through the book until the words blurred and blended into one long muddle and every name sounded the same.
In the end, I chose Holly. Because it was December.
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he removal men manoeuvre the sofa through the front door and disappear inside the house. Dad’s voice shouts directions to them. The late
February wind gusts up the hill so I fold my arms to keep my jacket closed.
There’s no fence around the garden. It feels exposed, as if anyone can walk right up to the windows and look in. The door is made of frosted glass, which is even worse. It’ll be like
living in a fish tank, on display to everyone, and I don’t want to go inside.
The house itself is ugly. Apart from the too-big windows, there’s a pointless wood-plank effect that starts halfway up the wall and continues to the roof. It’s hideous. The upstairs
windows stick out of the eaves like they were put in as an afterthought. The drive is full of weeds where the tarmac is crumbling.
I survey the house next door from the pavement. It looks tidier than the one we’re moving into, but the garden is gravelled over and dotted with stupid stone ornaments, including a giant
mushroom with water fountaining out of a hole on the top. OK, riiight . . . a fountaining mushroom. Mum is so going to shudder when she sees that.
Dad’s voice drifts out of the front door again as the removal men come out and go back in with a mattress. The open door beckons me to go inside and explore, but I don’t want to. I
don’t want this scruffy house on a nowhere street in a dot-on-the map village to be home.
This isn’t my home.
But neither is the place we lived before the fifth of December last year. Not now. Because there is no before. That’s when I became Holly Latham, aged fifteen years and ten months.
Down at the bottom of the hill of identical, ugly, semidetached houses, a bunch of figures in school uniform appears and walks up the hill towards me. I check my watch – quarter to four
and school’s out.
They get closer. The first group are about my age and I step on to the drive to let them pass, pretending to stare over the roofs of the houses to the hills on the other side of the village. OK,
so maybe now I do want to go in through that open door, to hide. I can feel their curious eyes on me.
I try to block them out. I can see most of the village from here. There’s a cut-through to the high street and there’s more shops than I expected. The church spire towers up over the
black-and-white timbered cottages in the old streets, while the sprawl of the school lies on the outskirts, down the hill and in among fields dotted with sheep.
People
choose
to live here?
The country’s all right for holidays, but what do they do here day after day? There’s something missing, something that unsettles me, makes me jittery. It’s the heartbeat of
the place. The fast, excited, racing
lub-dub
of the city is subdued into a slow, dull, measured thud here.
I hate it already.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see the first group has gone past, disappearing round the corner into a rabbit warren of cul-de-sacs. Some younger girls, maybe eleven, walk by and I take the
chance to study their uniform because I’ll be wearing it next week. Black trousers, white polo shirt, black sweatshirt with a small school badge. Unobtrusive. Just like I’ll be.
They move on and the street goes quiet again. I breathe out and relax, letting out a
pffft
of tension. The front door stares at me, challenging me – am I too chicken to go through
it? It’s waiting to swallow me up.
No, not yet. I’m not ready to be the person who lives here. Not quite yet.
There’s a last, lone figure beginning to trail up the hill. He’s not in uniform . . . oh no, wait . . . he is. No sweatshirt, that’s what confused me. But his polo shirt has
the school logo on it. His arms are bare despite the wind, but he’s got headphones jammed in his ears and his hands are stuffed in the pockets of his school trousers. He slouches along as if
he isn’t aware that the skin on his arms is goosebumped and mottled purple with cold. Black hair flops over his face and his head is down, staring at the pavement, so I’m safe watching
him. Metal glints in his ear and his eyebrow. Does this school allow piercings or did he put them in when he left? The black Converse All Stars he’s wearing certainly wouldn’t be
allowed at my last school . . .