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Authors: James Scott Bell

Tags: #Mystery

Blind Justice (26 page)

CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
THIS TIME THE talons in my head were accompanied by a spike stuck through my brain.
As the slow warmth of consciousness began to pull me back into life, I could sense myself asking if life was worth it. The pain was intense, like nothing I’d ever felt before, and I knew it would be with me for a long time.
I became aware of an antiseptic smell, the odor of sterilization. A soft light cast its hazy illumination from a distance. I realized I was lying down, and when I tried to move my head the spike in my brain twisted, its red hot point causing me to cry out.
A moment later a face was hovering over me. “Take it easy, Mr. Denney.”
The thoughts came in a jumble.
Hospital.
Nurse.
Accident.
Why am I not dead?
“Dr. Chen will be here in a moment,” the nurse said.
“Where . . .” Even that word was a struggle.
“You rest.” I felt a pat on my arm and the sense of someone leaving.
How badly was I hurt? I tried to lift both my arms. They felt like sandbags, but I managed movement. A tube was taped to my left arm, but at least my arms were up. I wiggled my fingers.
Legs next. They rippled under the sheets. I tapped my feet together and felt it.
A huge sense of relief filled me just before another shot of heat zapped through my head.
My tongue was thick, my mouth dry—unmistakable reminders of heavy drinking.
Then I heard a voice. “Jake?”
I rolled my head, slowly, to the right. A fresh jolt of pain was followed immediately by a picture of Lindsay Patino standing next to my bed.
“What . . .” I said in complete bewilderment.
“Shh,” Lindsay said softly. She pulled a chair from near the wall over to the side of my bed and sat.
“Where am I?” I said.
“The hospital. In Hinton.”
“Why?”
“You were in an accident.”
Like an amnesiac, I struggled to remember. Some of it came back to me—the verdict, the drinking, the driving. “How bad?”
Lindsay looked down at her hands.
“How bad?” I said.
“Jake,” she said slowly, “you hit another car.”
“Anyone hurt?”
She didn’t answer immediately. I blurted, “Killed?”
“No, no one killed. The other driver, a man named Ruben Azario, was hurt.”
At that point the room started to tilt, like a boat listing in a treacherous current. I closed my eyes and wished Lindsay would go away. I did not want her to see me anymore.
Then Lindsay said, “I brought you something.”
All I wanted was a new head. But I was curious. She leaned over and pulled something out of a tote bag that sat on the floor next to her. “I’m giving you an assignment, as soon as you’re feeling up to it.” She held up a paperback book for me to see, but before I could read the title, she placed it on my bed table.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Some thoughts.”
“About what?”
“Oh, just life, the universe, and everything.”
Despite my condition, despite the fact that I was sorely tempted to let go of the effort, this mystery intrigued me. I wanted to find out what she was talking about. And then I realized how good it was to have her here.
“I’ll be back to see you,” she said. “I expect you to read that and report back to me.”
“You sound like a teacher,” I joked, amazed that I had the capacity to be frivolous.
“That is exactly what I am,” she said, standing. “And I’m a tough grader. Bye.”
And then she was gone.
I tried to watch her go, but the pain smacked my head back to the pillow. After a few minutes of reflection, I realized I wasn’t sure what just happened, especially the last part with talk of an assignment. Why had she come here? I couldn’t think about it now. Like Scarlett O’Hara, I would think about it tomorrow.
I drifted off to sleep.
I was awakened by the sound of my last name. It was being spoken over and over again. When I came to, the voice that had been saying my name switched gears and said, “Well, well, well.”
Then I saw the face. It was a cop’s face and a familiar one. I -didn’t know why it was familiar until he said, “Ain’t this one of life’s twists?”
He smiled coldly, and then I remembered him. It was Officer Cheadle, the same cop who’d been guarding Howie in this same hospital when I’d first come to see him.
“Yep,” Cheadle said, “it sure is funny how things work out. What goes around comes around.”
He took out a flip book and opened it. “It’s my pleasure to tell you that you’re under arrest for driving under the influence of alcohol and causing bodily injury. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to an attorney”—he smirked when he said that—“and if you can’t afford one, one will be appointed for you at no charge before any questioning. Do you understand your rights, Mr. Jake Denney?”
With a heavy breath I said, “Sure.”
“Then why don’t you tell me what happened?”
“I’m not talking.”
“You want a lawyer?”
“I’ve got one.”
“You?”
I said nothing. Cheadle flipped the cover of his booklet back to the front and slipped it into his shirt pocket. “That’s perfect,” he said. “You got yourself a loser for a lawyer.”
My eyes closed heavily.
“I’ll be outside,” Cheadle said, adding with a lilt, “if you need anything.” He lumbered out.
My eyes still closed, I saw the immediate future in bright colors. Imprisonment. Disbarrment. Humiliation. Even homelessness.
Congratulations.
I was now ready to pull the plug. Call Kevorkian. Get me out of the nightmare. I’d been low before, but never this low. The bottom of the barrel. Time to check out.
For no particular reason, I turned my head at that moment. In fact, it was almost as if my head turned itself for lack of anything better to do. When I did, I caught sight of my bed table, which held a plastic water pitcher, a Styrofoam cup, and a paperback book. At first it seemed oddly out of place, then I remembered Lindsay’s visit. She had left it for me. I grabbed it.
The book had a funny name—
Penseés.
I had no idea what it was about. I flipped the book over and read about it. The author’s name, Blaise Pascal, was vaguely familiar, as if I’d run across it in a college class once. The book cover copy gave the essentials—seventeenth- century mathematician and physicist who underwent a dramatic conversion to Christianity and set out to write a defense of the faith. He died before finishing, but his notes survived and were collected here.
It all sounded a bit dusty, but Lindsay had bothered to bring it by. I wasn’t going anywhere, and I had a choice. I could read the book or watch
All My Children
on the hospital TV.I started to read.
CHAPTER FORTY
TWO DAYS LATER I was discharged and taken immediately by police car, courtesy of Officer Cheadle, to the Hinton Courthouse. There I was marched before a familiar face, Judge Armand Abovian. Only this time I was a defendant in a serious criminal case. And Sylvia Plotzske, my former adversary, was now my prosecutor.
Abovian looked at me from the bench and shook his head. “I must tell you, Mr. Denney, this is a sad day for the law.”
I nodded. What could I say? He was absolutely right.
“How do you plead?” he asked.
“Your Honor,” I said, “I think if you give me a moment to discuss this with the prosecutor, perhaps a disposition can be reached.”
Looking at Sylvia, Abovian said, “Is that all right with you, Ms. Plotzske?”
She shrugged. To me it looked like a practiced shrug, not entirely natural. “I can’t promise anything,” she said.
“Well, see what you can do. I’ll call the case again in a few minutes.”
I sat down at Sylvia’s table. “So,” I said, “how about I plead out to a misdemeanor and take my medicine? I want to enter a program. I know I need it.”
She shuffled some papers on the table. “I’m afraid not.”
“You’re going to push this as a felony?”
“Yes.” She did not look at me.
“But the guy was just observed and released,” I said, hitting on the main issue. Prosecutors have the discretion to charge drunk driving with injury as a misdemeanor and usually will if the victim’s injury is not too severe. “I was hurt worse than he was.”
“I’m sorry. I can’t deal on this one.”
That was more of an admission than she may have realized. “Is that the word from Tolletson?”
Once more, Sylvia busied herself with papers, file folders, and rubber bands.
“Sylvia!”
She jumped slightly and turned to me with a look of anger. “Don’t yell at me, Mr. Denney.”
“I just wanted to get your attention.” I also wanted to look her in the eye. Behind her thick lenses, the eyes were trying to avoid my gaze.
“I can’t do anything for you,” she said.
“You can, but you won’t.”
“I can’t.”
“You looked at me after the verdict,” I said quickly, holding steady on her face, watching for any kind of reaction. I got one surprise, but the sort of surprise when someone is caught in a lie.
Sylvia didn’t say anything, so I added, “After the guilty verdict, you looked at me in the courtroom. I remember it clearly. I could tell something. I could tell you weren’t comfortable about it.”
Trying to keep to her busywork, Sylvia said, “I have a bunch of cases to—”
“It’s true, isn’t it?” I was closing in like a good cross-examiner, sensing a crack in the barrier. “What aren’t you telling me, Sylvia?”
“Nothing.”
“I don’t believe that. We’re talking about a man’s life. Not just Howie Patino’s, but mine too.”
“I have to get back.”
“Sylvia, please!”
For a brief moment, I thought she would tell me. I thought, in my Perry Mason fantasy way, that she would gush forth with some dark truth. Just as quickly, the moment passed.
“I have nothing more to say to you,” Sylvia said as she stood up. She walked toward the side door where a beefy bailiff stood like a statue of Hercules.
I turned toward the gallery and saw Lindsay. I was surprised to see her and ashamed. But she just smiled and nodded at me. I went to the rail, and she came to meet me.
“What are you doing here?” I said.
“I heard you were being arraigned.”
“You came for that?”
“I had to check up on you. I gave you an assignment, remember?”
“Don’t you have to be at work?”
“We’re on break this week. Now, did you read the book, or didn’t you?”
“Sort of.”
“And?”
“I think you’re very clever.”
“Me?”
“Putting Pascal on my case.”
“He convince you yet?”
“Let’s just say he’s a worthy adversary.”
Lindsay smiled, and a warmth filled me. Then I heard my name called by Judge Abovian. I turned around. “Has the case been resolved?”
“No, Your Honor,” I said. “Miss Plotzske is being told to charge this as a felony.”
Sylvia immediately shot back, “Your Honor, I haven’t been told . . . I have the discretion here, and we are proceeding with a 23153 felony. Mr. Denney is free to plead guilty to that.”
“Mr. Denney?” Abovian said.
“Not guilty,” I said. “Let’s set it for trial.”
“Very well,” the judge answered and gave us a date to do our dance in court.
“Why did you plead not guilty?” Lindsay asked.
We were in the outer court of McDonald’s, where I had generously sprung for coffee.
“Because I’m not guilty,” I said, “of a felony.”
“But that’s what they’re charging you with.”
“It’s what they call a wobbler. Certain offenses can be charged as either a felony or a misdemeanor, depending on the circumstances and the discretion of the prosecutor. Usually if a victim goes to the hospital with a severe injury, they’ll go felony.”
“Didn’t that happen?”
“To
me
it did. But the guy I hit wasn’t hurt that bad. I think there’s something more going on here.”
Lindsay lifted her coffee cup with two hands. They looked soft yet strong. The bright, morning sun hit her red hair and made it shine. “Thank you for coming,” I said. “I didn’t expect it.”
“You know something? I didn’t expect it either.”
We looked at each other for a beat, and I almost reached out for her. But I held back, as if I didn’t have the right to touch her.
“Would you mind telling me something?” I asked.
“Sure.”
“Why the effort with me?”
A faint blush came to her cheeks, turning soft white to pink. “For Howie, for his appeal. You’ll handle that, won’t you?”
To that point I hadn’t planned on it. I said, “Of course. Is that all?”
“I do care about you, Jake. And maybe I can help in all this.”
“How?”
“You know I believe Howie’s case has had spiritual overtones from the start. You don’t see it. You resist it. Now Howie’s in jail for something he didn’t do.”
That was like a blow to the stomach. She hadn’t meant to accuse me of incompetence, but it felt like the same thing.
“What I want to do is help you see,” she said. “There is more to this, and whoever killed Rae is still out there.”
“What do you mean by
more?”
“What I’ve always told you. Dark power. I’m sure of it.”
For a moment I paused, a part of me still resisting her. But it was a weaker resistance than before, and I overcame it by sheer force of will. I no longer wanted to resist. I wanted Lindsay.
Suddenly she reached out and took my hand. It was warm, soft, and comforting. “Let’s work on this together,” she said.
A feeling of peace filled me then. I felt myself falling into a place I had never been, but wanting to fall.Before I made a fool out of myself with some sort of starry look, Lindsay said, “Do you want to hear my plan?”

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