Authors: Rebecca Zanetti
“No freakin’ way.” Josie’s eyes shot sparks. “If Nate needs help, we’re all going.”
Matt had expected the fight, and he appreciated everyone’s desire to help. While Nate had told him to
stay in Montana, no way would he leave his brother alone right now, and the women would be safe in
Montana.
The ranch was secured with fences, electricity, land mines, and a cache of weapons. In addition, Nate
had created several escape routes if necessary. The safest place for Laney and Josie remained in Montana,
and he couldn’t do what he needed to do in DC and worry about them. “You’re both staying here, because
our trip to DC will be short.”
“How so?” Shane asked.
Matt flattened his free hand on the table. “We get in, get info, and get out. With Nate and Audrey.” And
the baby.
How messed up was Nate’s head right now? Matt cleared his throat. Nate had never gotten over Audrey,
and now she carried his baby. There was no way his younger brother remained clearheaded right now, and
confusion got soldiers killed. An urgency to get to DC propelled Matt from the table.
Shane rubbed his neck, no doubt feeling the same pressure. “We need to hurry.”
Matt nodded and said a quick prayer to a God he wasn’t sure existed to protect Nate. The guy would go
off half-cocked to challenge the commander in order to protect Audrey, and that wasn’t the way to go. For
the first time in his life, Matt worried about what Nate would do.
Matt turned toward Laney, a former surgeon. “Start researching pregnancies and births, and get me a list
of what we need here. An ultrasound machine, a crib, all those other baby things people need. I’ll buy them
under the radar and get them here.”
“Put them somewhere secured,” Shane said quietly.
Matt started and focused on his brother. “Right.”
“Why?” Josie asked.
Matt took a deep breath. “Audrey lost the baby last time, and I’d rather Nate didn’t see all the baby stuff
here in case something goes wrong.” Frankly, medical experiments had never gone quite right for the Dean
brothers, and hoping for a different result might end in further heartbreak.
Shane sighed. “We need to be prepared in case the baby makes it, and we need to be prepared
otherwise. For Nate.”
Nate wouldn’t survive if he lost another baby. Matt hadn’t known Audrey very well, but his gut
whispered that she couldn’t take the loss, either.
For years, Matt had relied on Nate to keep him sane, and now it was Matt’s turn to protect the brother
who’d never wanted protection. “Let’s go get him,” Matt muttered as he went to pack a bag.
Laney followed him quietly, and in the other room, Josie argued vehemently with Shane about going to
DC. It was an argument she’d lose, but Josie gave everything her all, which was one of the many things
Matt adored about his sister-in-law.
Matt threw supplies into a bag and turned to eye Laney. “You going to argue with me?”
Tall and curvy, the brilliant woman nevertheless barely reached his chin. Delicate and strong, she held
his heart in her hands every day. Soft, doelike eyes studied him. “I’m not going to argue.” Stepping
forward, she slipped her arms around his waist and rested her head against his chest. “I understand you
have to go. It’s Nate.”
Matt closed his eyes at her open acceptance of who he was and what he had to do. “Thank you.”
She squeezed harder, her breasts pressed against his ribs and awakening his groin. “You’re welcome.
But don’t think for a second I’m staying here if you’re in danger. Get your job done, and get back here
before I sign on with Josie and we head south.”
Matt smiled over her head. His woman didn’t bluff—a fact he’d learned early and the hard way. “We’ll
be careful, and I’ll check in.” Reaching down, he lifted her chin and slid his lips against hers. “You’re my
everything, Laney.”
She returned his kiss, leaning back to stare into his eyes. “Right back at you. Be careful, and bring
Nathan home.”
“I will.” As a vow, it was absolute. Matt only hoped his brother would be in one piece when he brought
him home. He’d already lost Jory; he couldn’t take losing Nate, too. As Laney relinquished her hold to go
find him some fresh laundry, he allowed all semblance of humanity to release him.
It was time the commander came face-to-face with the killers he’d created.
* * *
got nice and wet… and ended up with pneumonia. Unlikely, though.
Tough
was the kindest word to
describe anybody trained by the commander.
Her stomach growled again. Interesting. All the nausea lately… all the exhaustion—turned out it wasn’t
stress. Neither was the five pounds she’d put on.
A part of her, the rebel deep inside, wanted to strike out at being violated in such a way. Her doctor, the
one she’d trusted, had impregnated her against her will. Without her consent.
Fury threatened to choke her. They’d taken control of her body to impregnate her, and they could’ve
chosen anybody’s sperm. She could be pregnant with a complete stranger’s kid right now—even one of the
commander’s psychopathic soldiers who enjoyed the killing. Who lived for it.
The only reason they’d chosen Nate’s specimen was because he’d impregnated her before, so they had
at least a little success to draw on and try to copy. Thank goodness it was Nate’s kid.
A baby. A real baby, inside her. Even more so—Nate’s baby.
The miracle of that curbed Audrey’s anger while also filling her with a determination only a mother
trying to protect her child would understand. Sharp and fierce, the feeling grounded her like never before.
For now, she needed rest. Nathan Dean patrolled the apartment like a Doberman looking for dinner,
and at least for the night, she felt safe. He wouldn’t let anything or anybody come near her.
She’d offered him half of the bed, but one look at the war raging in his eyes had sent her to bed alone.
There was no way that man would be sleeping any time soon.
But she had the baby to think of, and babies needed sleep. Probably. She should get ahold of some of
those baby books. At that thought, she slid into a sleep punctuated by moments from the past.
Her dream was more of a memory of when she’d sat on an examination table in the main lab,
her mind calculating the different ways of navigating the compound to get to Nathan. She’d been
exiled from the facility since the breakup, and only the current medical issue had forced Audrey’s
mother to bring her to the facility.
She was bleeding.
Fear for the baby welled up in Audrey as she waited for the results of the internal ultrasound.
She had to find Nathan and had been trying to reach him from the second she’d discovered the
pregnancy. He deserved to know, and he’d figure out what to do. Once she made sure everything
was all right.
Pregnant women spotted. She’d read it in a book, so this was okay. Everything was going to be
okay.
Isobel Madison’s high heels clicked into the room, her gaze on a series of printouts. “We lost
the fetus. Fetal development ended a week ago.” She pursed her lips, her thoughtful gaze now on
Audrey. “We’ll need to do a D and C so we can examine the tissue.”
Audrey swayed, catching herself on the wrinkly paper. “Wh-what?” That couldn’t be right. Her
mother was wrong.
Isobel frowned. “Get ahold of yourself. The pregnancy was unheard of, so we can’t be too
shocked. Start thinking like a scientist, would you?” She turned for the phone, ordering a medical
team to perform the D and C.
So much pain welled up in Audrey that her eyes stung. Her entire body ached. She watched,
almost in a daze, as the woman who was supposed to love and protect her calmly proceeded to
make plans.
This was wrong. So damn wrong.
Audrey shoved off the table and drew her dress over her head. She’d get to Nathan. He’d figure
everything out. They could save the baby.
Deep in her heart, she knew it was too late. The tests didn’t lie.
But she needed to find Nate anyway.
With a rough shove, she pushed past her mother and ran into the narrow hallway.
“Audrey—” her mother called out, pure exasperation in her tone.
Audrey didn’t look back—just kept going. Then running. Running toward the exit to find the
barracks.
A crack of thunder ripped through the day. Then another.
The ground shifted. Tiles slammed up into the air. Audrey cried out, hands protecting her face.
What was happening?
A wall collapsed in front of her.
She fell, tiles cutting into her knees.
Fire.
Booming, angry, licking… fire suddenly surrounded her. A beam fell, and agony ripped up her
leg. She cried out, her vision graying.
Another beam fell, hitting her shoulder. Smoke filled her lungs. As she fell back, hurt and
helpless, she screamed one more time, “Nathan!”
A hand shook her shoulder, and there he was.
“Nate.” She launched into his arms, her heart beating enough to hurt. “Blood. I’m bleeding.”
He quickly carried her through the bedroom and deposited her in the bathroom. “Bleeding?”
“Yes.” She gulped down air, trying to differentiate from the past and the present. Panic and fear fuzzed
her vision. “Give me a second.” She gestured him out and shut the door. Her stomach hurt. She’d been
through this before.
Not again.
How could this happen again?
Sitting down, she used the toilet and then looked. The breath swooshed from her lungs. No blood.
None.
Oh. She dropped her head into her hands. It was just a dream. This was different, and this baby would
live. “Everything is fine,” she whispered in case she’d scared the baby.
The door flew open. “I can’t wait outside,” Nate said.
Audrey slowly lifted her head and shut her knees. She was on the toilet, for goodness’ sake. Her face
heated. “I’m fine.”
Nate dropped to the ground and leaned against the counter. His normally tanned face had gone white.
“You’re not bleeding?”
“No.” She wanted to reach out and reassure him, but right now, her body remained in a curled-up
position. “I had a bad dream. About last time.”
Nate scrubbed shaking hands down his face. “You screamed out my name.”
“Um, yeah.” She sat up and nonchalantly pulled up her panties without standing. Her knees trembled.
Sitting seemed like a good idea for a few moments.
He lifted his chin, gaze piercing. “Did you yell my name that day? When the world blew up?”
Her mouth opened, but no sound emerged. Sometimes the truth should remain in the past. But there
were some people on earth you couldn’t lie to, and the father of her child, even without his amazing gifts at
finding the truth, deserved honesty. “Yes.”
His deadly eyes closed.
Seconds passed. Nate didn’t move, and Audrey slowly hugged herself. No aches—no pains. Good. She
shivered in the cool morning air.
Nate’s head jerked up. In a smooth motion, he stood and lifted her right off the toilet to place back into
the bed. Without a word, he stalked from the room and reappeared a few seconds later with a glass of milk.
“Drink.”
Audrey sat up, eyeing the thick white liquid. “Ugh.”
“Calcium.”
Okay. One of them had to speak in a complete sentence. “I’m not sure cow’s milk is so good for you
anymore. Last week at the coffee shop, the barista and a customer got in a huge discussion about cow’s
milk versus almond or soy milk, and the barista said that we’re the only species on earth that drinks another
species’s milk, and now there’s a bunch of added hormones in it.” Besides, she really didn’t like the taste of
milk. Never had.
Nate scratched his head. “Almond milk?”
Audrey lifted a shoulder. “We should get some books.”
“Yeah.” He reached for the e-reader on her small desk. “I’ll start downloading.”
Audrey yawned. “What time is it?”
“Almost dawn.” Nate pressed several buttons and nodded to himself. “You should get more sleep.”
She blinked, her heart rate finally slowing down. Nausea swirled around her stomach. “Nah. I’ll get up
and maybe stretch a little bit.”
Nate set down the tablet and tugged his gun from his waist to place next to it. A deadly weapon near the
tablet downloading information about babies. The paradox wasn’t lost on Audrey.
“These will take time to download.” His gaze remaining on her, he tugged his shirt over his head and
kicked off his jeans. “Scoot over.”
Her heart fluttered. “Um, I’m not sure—”
One muscled knee pressed down on the mattress before he nudged her to the other side. He lay down,
turned, and pressed her back against his front. “Just to sleep.”
Instant warmth, safe and male, surrounded her. She wiggled a little to get comfortable, her butt
caressing his erection. She froze.
“Relax,” he whispered, heated breath warming her ear.