Authors: Charlotte Williams
Black Valley
For John
PROLOGUE
Llandaff Green is a quiet place. There’s a statue of a man in the middle of it, a cleric of some kind, frock-coated and gaitered, with a walking stick in one hand and a
pile of papers in the other. He looks as if he’s stopped on his way to work to check that all is as it should be in the diocese: in front of him, the crumbling remains of the old castle; to
the left, the cathedral spire, poking up out of the hollow below, the crows flying around it; to the right, the road that leads down to the high street, into the bustle of town. He’s a
Victorian, this gentleman, and he looks out for the type of people he understands and recognizes: the dean, the canon, the chaplain, scurrying down the steps for matins or evensong; the organist
arriving to rehearse the choir; the armies of elderly women who make tea, and bring flowers, and tidy and polish, and keep an eye on the visitors; and on Sundays, of course, the parade of portly
burghers who arrive to celebrate the Eucharist, and their own good fortune, in this little corner of the city.
Then, of course, there are the heathen folk who have no cathedral business, making for the graveyard and the playing fields and the river that lie beyond it: the fishermen, the dog walkers, the
teenage lovers. He keeps an eye on them, too, just in case there should be trouble. But in truth, very little of note has ever happened up here on the green, apart from that dreadful night during
the war when a bomb blasted off the steeple and sent tombstones from the graveyard flying through the village. Order was quickly restored, of course, and since then the even tenor of life has gone
quietly on, and in the view of the Venerable James Rice Buckley (1849–1924), it is likely, and highly desirable, that it should continue to do so in the future.
There are occasional newcomers, though, from time to time. They seem out of place, as if they have no business here, strangers from a foreign, modern world. Here’s one of them now, driving
in from the high street in his shiny silver car, slamming on the brakes, and parking slap in front of the green.
He gets out, this man, barely glancing up, and bangs the car door shut. He’s got the hood up on his coat, and he’s wearing a scarf over his mouth. He clicks some kind of contrivance.
The car lights up and gives a shudder. He walks away quickly, a little too quickly, as if he doesn’t want anyone to see him. Furtive. But there’s no one here to see him, anyway. The
green is deserted.
The Venerable watches him as he goes. He’s walking towards the artist’s house. She’s a bit of a mystery, that one. Grew up there with her family. Nice man, the father, decent
fellow. Dead now, and the rest of them moved away. Lives there all by herself, she does; never goes near the cathedral, even though it’s just on the opposite side of the road. Lovely house,
white, arched, elegant. Where the prebendary used to live. The rowan tree in the front garden is still there.
Lovers, probably. He’s seen the artist many a time, crossing the road to go down to the high street. Small, pretty, fair-haired. Doesn’t make the most of herself. Always shabbily
dressed, in black, or brown, or grey. They don’t look well matched, Young Lochinvar and the artist. She’s too timid; he’s got too much of a swagger. But you can never tell, can
you?
Night begins to fall. To pass the time, the Venerable begins to recite the liturgy:
Almighty God, Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, maker of all things, judge of all men; we acknowledge and bewail our manifold sins and wickedness, which we, from time to time,
most grievously have committed . . .
The spire of the cathedral glimmers in the twilight. The saints and the gargoyles commune, high up on their stairway to heaven.
. . . We do earnestly repent, and are heartily sorry for these our misdoings; the remembrance of them is grievous unto us; the burden of them is intolerable . . .
Hang on, here’s the man again, coming out of the front door. He’s carrying something, something flat and square, wrapped up in his scarf. He walks down the front path,
past the rowan tree, and out into the street. He approaches the car, presses his gadget, and it shudders again, its lights flashing. He stops by the Venerable’s feet, opens the car door, gets
in, and deposits the intolerable burden, if that’s what it is, on the floor under the front seat. Then he starts the engine, backs off, and drives away, with a squeal of tyres.
The crows fall silent. There’s a rustling of trees in the graveyard. The tombstones huddle together, remembering their wartime night of horror. The gargoyles, high up above them on the
flying buttresses, begin to chant. Their voices rise in unison. Malevolent. Blasphemous. The Venerable can do nothing to stop them. He can only listen and watch and wait.
Perhaps someone saw what happened. Someone next door, round the corner, in the high street. Perhaps someone will come.
But no one crosses the green.
Police were called to a house on Llandaff Green last night after a local woman, Ursula Powell, was found dead on the premises. Mrs Powell whose family own a well-known Cardiff
art gallery, is believed to have been killed during the course of an armed robbery at the house. The body was discovered by Mrs Powell’s daughter, Elinor Powell, who had returned home from a
shopping trip in the early evening. Police have launched a murder enquiry, and are currently appealing for witnesses who may have been in the area to come forward. PC Alun Evans commented:
‘We believe Mrs Powell may have disturbed the thief, who acted in panic.’
Western Mail
, Monday 14 October 2013
Jessica Mayhew was lying on the couch in her consulting room. She wasn’t thinking about her next patient, who was due to come in at any moment. She wasn’t examining
her own internal conflicts. She wasn’t clearing her mind, gazing up at the play of shadows on the ceiling, readying herself for what the day would bring: a steady procession of lost souls,
some in states of emergency, others in the throes of anguish, yet others – the ones she found most exhausting, to be honest – simply playing for time, trotting through their sessions
like sheep through a field, their passage marked only by a narrow path leading nowhere. No, Dr Jessica Mayhew, forty-three, psychotherapist, (ex-)wife of one, mother of two, was not thinking about
any of this. She was not thinking at all. She was, in fact, fast asleep.
There was a knock at the door. Jessica woke with a start. For a moment, she wasn’t quite sure what was happening.
She came to, and jumped up off the couch.
New client. Assessment. Name begins with an E. Jess glanced at her desk and saw, with relief, that she’d already set out her client’s file. She grabbed it and walked towards the
door, straightening her skirt and smoothing her hair as she went. She was wearing a forties-style tweed skirt and a cashmere cardigan, her hair up in a loose bun. There was a sour taste in her
mouth, as if she’d just woken up in the morning after a night’s sleep, yet she could only have drifted off for a few minutes. She’d have to be more careful in future. No more
kipping on the couch, even for a second. There was too much going on in her life at the moment. She’d accumulated too much of a sleep deficit.
She hesitated a moment, then opened the door.
The woman who walked in was small. She had pale, luminous blonde hair like a child’s, and an almost translucent quality to her complexion. Her frame was slight, her limbs delicate. She was
striking, yet there was a timidity in the way she carried herself, as if her marbled beauty was a cross she had to bear, rather than a gift to be treasured.
‘Hello.’ Jess put out her hand and gave her a welcoming smile. ‘I’m Jessica. Jessica Mayhew.’
The woman nodded, but she didn’t shake hands, or smile back. There was a wary look in her eyes.
Jessica gestured at the hat stand, and the woman went over and took off her coat. It was a faded navy blue with a muted tartan lining. Rather worn, but stylish in its way.
When she’d finished, Jessica motioned her over to two armchairs by the fireplace that faced each other. Between them was a low coffee table with a box of tissues on it.
‘Please. Do take a seat.’
The woman glanced questioningly over at the couch by the window.
‘You’re welcome to use the couch if you wish, when you come into therapy.’ Jessica paused. ‘But for an assessment, and in general, actually, I prefer to talk face to
face.’
There was a short silence. Jess took in the woman’s appearance. Underneath the mac, she was dressed rather scruffily, in a T-shirt, a thin grey sweater, black jeans and ancient plimsolls,
worn with no socks. The muted tones of her clothing only served to accentuate the brightness of her eyes, which were wide, almond-shaped, and a clear, piercing blue. Her cheekbones were high,
giving her features a Slavic look. From a distance, her small stature and diffident demeanour might have made her look girlish, but close up, it was obvious that she was well into her thirties.
There were lines etched into her temples, running across her forehead, and beginning to drag at the corners of her mouth. She had the type of fair skin that age seems to mark more brutally than
those with sallow complexions; or perhaps, Jess reflected, she simply seemed careworn, as if she hadn’t slept well, not just the night before, but for a succession of nights in the recent
past.
‘Actually, I think I’ll have to go on the couch. I need to be by the window, you see. I feel safer like that.’
Jess glanced at her notes. There wasn’t much information there as yet. The woman’s name was Elinor Powell. She’d been referred by her doctor for chronic claustrophobia
following a traumatic family bereavement. Jess had tried to phone the doctor to get more details, but he’d always been busy when she’d rung. So that was all she knew so far.
Elinor crossed the room, opened the sash window a crack, and lay down on the couch. She gave a sigh of relief and settled herself.
Jess sat down on an armchair behind the couch. She was slightly put out by her new client. Already, despite her unassuming air, she’d got her own way: she was lying on the couch. As Freud
had noted all those years ago, ‘the neuroses’, as he called them, are not just psychological aberrations; they always have a purpose, making demands that the bearer can’t voice
directly.
There was a silence. Jess didn’t break it. She was curious to see which side of this woman’s personality – the timid, or the forthright – would present itself first.
‘It’s getting out of hand,’ Elinor began, staring up at the tree outside the window. ‘I really can’t go on like this. It started with tunnels and lifts, but then it
was cars. Then buses and trains. It’s got to the point now where I don’t like being shut inside a building. I have to open all the windows, wherever I go. And I’ve taken to
camping outside at night, in a yurt on the back lawn. I can’t sleep otherwise.’
‘That must be rather cold.’
‘It is. But there’s nothing I can do. If I’m indoors, anywhere, I feel trapped. And it seems to be getting worse.’
Jess hesitated, unsure of the situation. This was an assessment session, in which she normally felt free to intervene and give her opinion, but since her client was lying on the couch, it felt
like a psychoanalytic one. She decided to go ahead all the same.