Beyond My Control: Forbidden Fantasies in an Uncensored Age (31 page)

About two years after Morris’s death, something happened that awakened the sexual juices in me. It was near midnight on a Friday night, and I heard noises. I got up and peered down the stairs and was about to call out when I realized it was my son, Jeremy, naked except for his boxer shorts, pulling down the panties of a young girl. She was sitting on the edge of the couch, and as he jerked the panties off her feet, she put them on the edge of the couch and pushed her legs wide open. Jeremy bent down and began kissing her cunt while she ran her fingers through his hair.

Myriad emotions ran through me. I wanted to yell out for them to stop. Yet, I was fascinated watching the slim young girl rock back

and forth and whisper to my son as he licked her. Then, Jeremy stood up, and the girl frantically pulled his shorts down. I gasped. His prick looked huge in the half-light. She smiled up at him and began to suck him. He lunged forward, fucking her mouth. I felt my hand stroking my cunt. I was ashamed but couldn’t help myself.

T h e T r a d i T i o N a l : m a l e

F a N T a s i e s o F T W o W o m e N

“Imagine Me and You and You”

Even in fantasy, another person satisfying my lover can leave me cold and, yes, a little sad. But for many, like Richard, the thought of being with two women can bring soaring highs.

Richard

Richard, a twenty-eight-year-old white male, nonpracticing Catholic, says he and his wife, Gwen, have a solid marriage and can talk about anything and everything.

I remember one day, in my early fantasy life, I found this picture of two women together. They were beautiful and sexy, and I was fascinated by them. That became my main sexual fantasy, and it remains my number one today. I’ve even made it come to pass a few times, much to everyone’s delight.

This is one of my favorites. This one almost happened, so that is why I like it so much. It has to do with the babysitter we hired just after our daughter was born, a sophomore at the university studying to be a nurse. In the fantasy, I tell her about our past threesome experiences.

She asks questions and then I tell her Gwen and I think that she is very attractive and that we would like her to join us. The talk gets hot, and Gwen says she is getting turned on. Bett, the babysitter, then goes over to Gwen and kisses her lightly on the lips and tells her that she is very pretty and she would like to have sex with her. Gwen responds to her, and they kiss and slowly undress each other.

Bett wants to eat Gwen first. Gwen complies and then Bett begins to lick her slowly, something Gwen loves. She encircles her clit and then comes down the other side of her pussy. She is driving Gwen wild. I am naked, jerking off to the whole scene. Gwen goes wild and has her first orgasm. She tells Bett that she wants to repay her. She goes in for her first taste of pussy and takes a few small licks. She likes her taste and begins lapping faster. This drives Bett wild, and she cums all over Gwen’s face. Then, Bett sees me and tells me that it has been awhile since she had a dick and would I help her out? I say sure, so I begin to fuck her while Gwen cradles her in her arms and kisses and caresses her tits.

m a k i N g T h e F a N T a s y a r e a l i T y

I’ve watched the secretive threesome transform into the easily ac- cessible common-day pleasure available to anyone with a will and Internet provider. A friend may now mention, with a certain blush, the incredible night she had with two men, two women, a man and a woman, and our mind soars; excitement, lust, we feel closer to her or we feel jealousy, envy, denial. Some of us want to know more. How/where do we get the tickets for this ride? The real question is, from the daunting amount of options online, how do we choose?

As my gay friend Michael says, “It’s like a fine wine—you just have to try them all.” Interspersed throughout this chapter are some of the ads quickly found from online personal sites, such as Craigslist, posted to make fantasy a reality.

Looking for My Last First Date. A special ladies to Hold, Kiss, Love & Fall Asleep, wrapped around each other. I am a very down to earth, good looking (so I have been told) guywhobelieves that ROMANCE IS NOT DEAD, it’s just taken somewhat of a beating lately. I am a very romantic, caring, sensitive, compassionate man, with a great sense of humor & smile, interested in meeting two very open minded ladies who understands the true meaning of romance & commitment. I love hugging & kissing, music, dancing & making the two of you feel like you are the only ones in this big world. I also love the outdoors, anything to do with the water, nature, kids. I enjoy going to the clubs from time to time. I also love candle lit dinners with soft music in the background, whether out or at home (I enjoy cooking, I am a very good cook), while holding hands, hugging, kissing, dancing & I enjoy those momentsweshareathomejustthethreeofus. Iam looking for a two beautiful ladies for a committed relationship, which would include romance, flowers & all of the above, forever. I am not a 1 woman man. I have been described as “A really

sweet guy”, “A Big Mush”, & someone that seems

“Too good to be true”. Am I “Mr. Wonderful”? Not by a long shot, but I am a “Really Sweet Guy”, that wants to share his life with a “two really Sweet Ladies”. I am looking for those 2 special women that I can kiss goodnight & then kiss good morning. We can walk hand in hand through whatever life puts in front of us. We have all seen elderly couples holding hands; well I don’t want to be one of them. The ladies I would love to meet, would be pretty outside

& gorgeous inside. Two women that will be themself & knows what they wants from a man & a relationship. Believes that “Trust, honesty, mutual respect, communication, open minded & a great sense of humor” are necessary to make a relationship work. Two ladies with a kind heart that wants to share it with that 1 special man, enjoys being spoiled

& pampered, but not smothered, & is looking for a handsome, very romantic, affectionate, sensual man. Most importantly, two women that are ready to start the next phase of her life with “New Luggage” instead of “Old Baggage”. This is my wish list. Am I living in a fantasy, the romantic hopes not. Please respond with a description of yourself & what you are looking for in a relationship, & a picture please, & I will immediately respond with a pic & phone

#. Hope to hear from you soon.

I am looking for a very normal, healthy, fun, “conventional” type relationship whenitcomesto matters other than sex: Movies, concerts, DVDs, TV, listening to music, snuggling, conversation, exploring NYC, breakfast in bed, museums, theater, cooking together, romance—all of the good stuff that brings couples closer together. I crave and want that in my life again.

HOWEVER, I am also seeking a VERY sexually adventurous lifestyle with the right woman. I have been a swinger for most of my life (I’ll be more specific below) and have dabbled in various kinks and scenes throughout the years. I want to continue in “the lifestyle” and find that women who are not into any of these things just don’t do it for me sexually. I love women who are promiscuous, kinky and sexually adventurous—and who could pull that off within the confines of an otherwise “normal” and loving relationship.

As a swinger, I particularly enjoy threesomes and moresomes. I particularly enjoy sharing a hot woman in MFM threesomes and would also like someone to go to swing clubs and events with as well as hosting our own threesomes and moresomes at my place. Understand that this

is not a sneaky way of me trying to get two

women into bed. Been there, done that and, while I would certainly do that again, I think it is far hotter sharing my lady in a MFM threesome or moresome.

I have also enjoyed various kinks, role-play games, exhibitionism/voyeurism, discreet public “play,” BDSM and other scenarios. None of these things are important fetishes to me, none are deal breakers, but they do open the door to some fun possibilities.

And when we are done being very naughty, we can curl up on the sofa to watch a fun DVD and tell each other bad jokes that somehow make us laugh anyway.

As for me, I am straight, 48, 5-10 tall, 200lbs, attractive, ethnic White, fun, easy-going, smart, educated. I have a warped sense of humor, can be quirky, quick witted and can be a smart ass at times.

As for you, any age is fine as long as our ages don’t get in the way of us having a reasonable relationship. I like pretty girls—but that can mean many things. Primarily I go for a pretty face and women who dress and act like women (butch is out for me). Of course I like fit girls— but heavier girls are just fine if they carry it well and with confidence and feel & look pretty.

As for the lifestyle, I prefer to be with an experienced woman (experienced in the things

I mentioned above) with a definite naughty,

slutty, promiscuous streak.

If what I’ve described sounds good to you please get in touch, tell me about yourself, what attracted you to my post and please send me a photo. I will send you mine as well. Any questions? Please ask away!

Larry

Larry, a writer, carries things a step farther and has three women, making it a foursome.

I am a male, thirty-three years old, and gregarious. I get along with people well. I have
many
fantasies but just one that I wish to share.

I work in a business environment where most of the females are not particularly attractive. Except one. Stephanie is my fantasy woman, and she occupies most of my fantasy time. She is about 5´5´´, 126 pounds, with dark eyes, jet-black, long, straight hair and the most round, perfect ass you could imagine. She and I have gotten to be good friends, but she has no clue as to my thoughts.

She is in charge of the computer system. In my fantasy, she calls me into her office to check out something on her screen. But that’s not all I’m checking out! She is wearing a black V-neck top with Lycra pants. Her tits are almost visible through her blouse, and I can see the outline of her panties (pink!) through her pants. She leans over to get something, and I get a better glimpse of her tits. My dick gets hard. She senses I am turned on by her, and she suggests that we discuss the “computer problem” on Sunday when no one is around.

I take one look at her when I open the door Sunday, and I almost cum. She is in a tight miniskirt with a sexy blouse. Her gorgeous black hair looks great, and I can see that she too is yearning with desire.

Our mouths lock on each other, and our tongues begin to play. Meanwhile, her nipples are hard and pointy, and I slowly brush them with my fingers. She reaches down and feels my throbbing dick through my pants that I’m straining to remove.

I lick her neck as she arches her head back while she squeals in delight. She tongues my ears and begins to remove her clothes as quickly as possible.

I can’t take it anymore, and I beg her to get on her knees to suck me off. She gets down, but she teases me by just lightly rubbing her moist tongue on the tip of my dick. I grab the back of her head and force my dick deep in her warm, loving, hot, saucy mouth.

But she gets up and begs me to fuck her deep inside. I just cream and cream the inside of her pussy after a long hot fuck session.

After we are all done, I realize that we are being watched through the window by two local teenage girls, who are clearly turned on. I invite them to join us, and with all three women at my feet, I am carried over the sky to another orgasm. This fantasy ends only to have the episode repeat itself next Sunday.