Authors: Jenny Milchman
As Night Falls
As Night Falls
is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
Copyright © 2015 by Jenny Milchman
All rights reserved.
Published in the United States by Ballantine Books, an imprint of Random House, a division of Penguin Random House LLC, New York.
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Milchman, Jenny.
As night falls : a novel / Jenny Milchman.
pages cm
ISBN 978-0-553-39481-8
eBook ISBN 978-0-553-39482-5
1. Escaped prisonersâFiction. 2. Brothers and sistersâFiction. 3. Family secretsâFiction. 4. HostagesâFiction. 5. Psychological fiction. I. Title.
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andy Tremont stood at her kitchen island, staring out the window at a jagged run of mountains, and stirring a pot on the stove. Some dish she didn't remember making. Only when the sauce began to burp and Sandy smelled tomatoes did she recall her decision to serve spaghetti tonight. She shook her head, blinking away the view before her. Sandy would sometimes find herself reaching into a drawer and have no idea what she'd opened it for. She needed to try some of the mindfulness techniques she used with her patients.
The window ran the length of the wall beyond the island, her favorite part of this room. At the right time of the season, the mountains were the same color blue as the sky. And even now, in the dreariest portion of a waning year, there were beautiful things to see. Way out toward the back of their property, a creek galloped by, water leaping and rolling over rocks. The temperature must be dropping, for the flow had thickened and turned black, a sludgy, tarry brew. Sandy switched her gaze just long enough to lower the flame beneath her sauce.
When his father died, after a lengthy illness, and left them a healthy inheritance, her husband had decided to build their dream house. It was actually more Ben's dream than hers; Sandy had been concerned about a new house being too showy for the neighbors, people in town, her patients. Sandy didn't like to stand out. But Ben had assuaged her fears by finding a remote piece of property. It suited Sandy, the privacy that bordered on reclusion. If you looked down the hill when the trees were bare you caught sight of a rim of roof, which belonged to the nearest full-time resident. And there was the remains of an old Adirondack great camp to the left, an amputated parcel of land. The acreage Sandy and Ben now owned had once been part of this spread, which still boasted a stick-and-beam structure kept shambling along by infrequent injections of cement to the stone foundation, a fresh coat of paint over the splintery wood.
The isolation never made Sandy nervous. Her jobâeven though it was only part timeâwielded a stranglehold of people with needs that tended not to stay in neat hourly boxes. It was good to get home and really set things aside, feel as if she were truly away.
Sandy allowed herself a small smile. Most days she couldn't believe that this house, draped in peace and serenity, was the place she got to live. She wished Ben were home right now so she could tell him how glad she was he'd urged the move. Sandy gave the pot another stir, breathing in deeply. The sauce smelled spicy, fragrant. She turned away from the stovetop, glancing at the clock whose digital display blared a warning. Time for the daily countdown to begin. Ivy had fifteen minutes till she usually got home from school. And less than an hour until, if she wasn't home, Ben would know about it.
Sandy felt a furry twining at her knees and lowered her hand. “Hiya, Mac, you good boy.”
The dog gave a yip of agreement, flank rising and falling as Sandy stroked him. There were a few burrs in his coat from their afternoon walk. Sandy's fingers pulled and sorted, removing the gristly spurs along with a clump of milkweed fur. Mac was a blend of breeds, nothing very clear, although he had to have some Husky in him somewhere. He had one startlingly blue eye, while the other was brown, and perfectly pointed ears. It was more than those features, though. Something wolfish lived deep within Mac, a touch of the wild that hadn't been stirred for some time.
“Gonna have to give you a bath,” Sandy said, and this time there was no assenting yip.
Instead, Mac's furry brow signaled his displeasure. He turned and trotted toward the sitting area of the kitchen, the farthest away he would stray on his own. The dog lay down on the rug in front of an upholstered loveseat.
Westward-facing glass doors formed the wall behind the sitting area. They framed a pale expanse of sky canopying starkness all around. Stripped trees and fields of brittle grasses: a landscape the color of potato peelings. It was the end of a dying year, with a seemingly infinite stretch of bleakness before it, yet Sandy loved this face of the countryside, too.
She walked back to flick off the burner. The sauce was done, and a lid over the pasta water would keep it hot for later. The salad sat in the fridge in a bowl covered by a paper towel. She'd even sliced the bread. Tasks had always had a way of flitting away from Sandy, which was why she liked to get a jump-start on dinner, as if she were lining airplanes up for takeoff instead of preparing a meal for her family of three.
With nothing left to do, Sandy picked up the phone to call in to work, catching a glimpse of turquoise numbers on the clock.
Three-forty.
Despite uncountable reminders and remonstrations to come straight home from school, or at least call with an alternate plan, Ivy was now inarguably late.
Sandy sighed, and Mac got up and stalked back over. He didn't like his family to be worried or annoyed or upset. He was like Sandy in that sense, she thought, watching the dog make his way across the room. Mac wasn't as limber as he used to be, she realized with an internal flinch. It was impossible to believe that a day would come when Mac wouldn't be here. He had grown up alongside Ivy.
Wedeskyull Community Hospital had recently installed a telecom system that, as far as everyone could tell, had only resulted in alienating the patients and annoying the employees. The automated welcome came on as Sandy pressed the cordless to her ear.
If you would like to speak with someone in the Emergency Department, please press 1. If you would like to speak with someone in theâ
Sandy hit 4 before she had to listen to the rest of the menu.
“Mental health services, this is Gloria, how may I help you?”
“At ease,” Sandy said in response to the perky tone. “Anything?”
“Oh, Ms. Tremont, hi,” Gloria said, her voice returning to a more natural state of deflation. “Not really, it's been pretty you-know-what so far today.” Uttering the word
quiet
was a jinx. Everyone who worked in a hospital knew that.
Sandy caught a rustle of papers over the line. Million-dollar system or no, WCH still operated mostly as it had for over a century, eschewing paperless replacements for treatment plans and notes and charts.
“Madeline Jennings put in a call,” Gloria said. “But only one. I'd say we're doing well.”
Sandy allowed herself a brief, invisible nod of acknowledgment. On the days Sandy didn't see patients, Madeline sometimes called as many as five or six times. “What did she say?”
“She asked if she could give you a call at home,” Gloria replied. “I offered to beep you, but then she said she was all right.”
It was something of a ruse, having patients phone the hospital so that their therapist could be beeped. Therapists were supposed to block their number before calling back, but technology wasn't advanced enough in these parts for that to be a foregone conclusion. Often you were lucky to be able to place a call at all.
“Whatever
all right
means with that one,” Gloria went on.
Sandy didn't echo the administrator's chuckle. Gallows humor was the method of choice for many in their professions, a way of coping with exposure to the mental health ills of a population who lived in stark, often savage circumstances. But Sandy couldn't look down, even undetected, on these people who eked out a living at the edge of great wilderness. And Madeline was a patient she particularly liked. A young mother dealing with the triple whammy of grief, post-traumatic stress, and what appeared to be an absolutely bizarre childhood.
Gloria relented. “I'm only kidding. If anyone can help that girl, it's you, Ms. Tremont.”
“Thanks, Gloria,” Sandy said. “I'm thinking you-know-what thoughts for this evening.”
“Don't even say it,” Gloria responded darkly.
Sandy hung up, checking the phone to be sure she hadn't missed any calls. Madeline was in a special live-to-work program on an organic farm where they de-emphasized technology. Landlines were about as modern as they got.
She replaced the cordless and went to peek through a narrow column of window by the front door, Mac trailing her. He was a rescue who couldn't bear to be alone, his first year or so of life too painful to contemplate, although Mac was the sweetest and most compliant pet you could imagine so long as he had company. On Sandy's hospital days, Mac went in with Ben to work, although the arrangement struck Sandy for the first time as finite. What if Ben scheduled a trip and Mac could no longer keep up the pace? Maybe he could start accompanying Sandy instead. Mac's gentle nature would make him a good therapy dog.
Although she couldn't see the twists and turns at the bottom of the road from this vantage point, every foot of the mile-long trip up their drive was visible. Sandy wouldn't be able to miss whichever car was chauffeuring Ivy, nor could she avoid spotting Ben's arrival. It seemed like a wacky game of chicken: which set of headlights would appear first? The familiar circles on their Jeep or some unknown pair?
If Ben arrived before their daughter, Sandy wouldn't be able to conceal another flouted arrival, a kindness she was usually willing to extend to Ivy, who'd been engaging in typical teenage displays lately, but was overall quite a good kid. Ben butted heads with Ivy more than Sandy did, and Sandy didn't want the night to devolve into an ensnarement of accusations and flared tempers.
She let the strip of curtain fall back, obscuring the driveway.
Mac whined high in his throat.
“It's all right, Mackie,” Sandy said reassuringly. But she was stroking the snail shell of scar on her wrist, while chiding herself for her nerves. A teenager home late? Imagine that.
From outside came the rumble of an engine, smoother and more sedate than their Jeep.
Sandy felt a flicker of relief, or something close, while Mac let out a delighted yelp. Sandy pulled at the hasp on their front door, reminding herself not to scold.
The door of an overlarge SUV swung open.