“He was just covering for his stupidity,” John countered. He cocked his head at Callie. “It was obvious you’d decided his plan was nuts. Or maybe you’d decided
he
was.” He grinned and she flushed. “Whit told me how Garth took your stuff and left you. At first I didn’t believe him. But then we noticed Thor had an extra rifle with notches on the stock.” He glanced at Pierce. “Just like yours. We figured he’d done the same to you, and that we’d be next if we crossed him, so we sneaked away while he was out scouting. Figured you’d be in Hardluck—that’s where we found Rowena.”
Rowena wasn’t telling her story. She hung back from the others, face turned down, luscious figure concealed by a baggy gray shirt. A blue bruise colored one cheekbone and her lower lip was swollen and cut.
“The place was crawling with Trogs, so we got out fast,” John went on, tossing windblown hair from his face. “We thought they’d gotten you, since you had no weapons.”
“We didn’t go through Hardluck,” said Pierce. “Just headed straight for the road.”
LaTeisha motioned toward the Safehaven. “And you stayed here last night?”
“First time for everything, huh?” Pierce said. “It’s pretty nice.”
“It’s done wonders for you, man,” said John.
LaTeisha gestured at Pierce’s black eye. “Did Garth do that, too?”
“Actually, Thor.”
“Where’d you get the car?” Whit asked, speaking for the first time. His deep voice was hoarse and weary. “Does it come with the Safe-haven?”
“Yup.”
LaTeisha laid a hand on Rowena’s shoulder. “Let’s go inside, okay? Looks like they have showers and beds and food.”
They walked through the gate toward the front door.
As LaTeisha’s voice faded John said, “Muties had her.”
The group stood in silence, absorbing the ramifications of his statement. Then John slapped Pierce’s arm and said, “Hey, why don’t you guys come back in? We can exchange war stories.”
“We can’t,” Callie said before Pierce could agree. “Our twenty-four hours are almost up, and we’re on our way to Manderia.”
John’s gray eyes narrowed. “You’re not gonna sign up at the temple, are you?”
“Maybe,” Pierce said.
The other man regarded him thoughtfully, beard braids swinging in the wind. Callie couldn’t tell if he was considering it as a viable option, or if he was simply disgusted. In the end he nodded brusquely. “Well, take it easy, man. And good luck.”
Callie watched him follow the women. And then Whit towered over her, his one eye fixed upon her, his dark face grim. “I’m sorry I let them get away with that,” he told her. “There’s no excuse for my cowardice, and I’m not very happy with myself. I came back to make things right—but I see you weathered it just fine.”
She shrugged, watching John enter the Safehaven, trying not to feel bitter.
Pierce said, “There were mutants outside Hardluck?”
Whit nodded. “Hundreds of ’em. With more coming in all the time. All I can say is I’m glad we got out of that canyon.”
Both men surveyed the windblown grasslands, neither willing to speak the thought they shared. Finally Whit said good-bye and turned away. Pierce stopped him, holding out his newly acquired stylus. “It’ll let you get one of these cars when you’re ready. There’s no steering wheel, so they must be programmed to take you only to Manderia, but it’s better than walking.”
As Whit took the key Pierce explained how to use it.
Callie watched the interchange with surprise and mounting disapproval. “I can’t believe you did that,” she said when they were on their way again. “Here you’ve barely gotten it, and already you’re giving it away?”
He shrugged. “We still have yours.”
“But that key was meant for you.” She scowled out the window at the river and the soaring cliffs. “You shouldn’t have done it.”
“Callie . . . he came back to help you.”
“I know.” She fingered the end of her braid. “It’s just hard to forget how he walked off without a word.”
“It’s hard to argue with Garth. You of all people oughta know that.” Though his tone was neutral, Callie’s face flamed with unpleasant memories. Again she wanted to explain, and again she couldn’t get the words to form. In the end, she turned her face to the window and watched the cliff wall whiz by.
Eventually the road curved away from the river and the scenery grew dull—endless grassy hummocks on one side and the gray escarpment on the other. Pierce settled back for a nap and Callie yawned, her mind wandering aimlessly over old ground: Meg’s mysterious message, the temple’s offer, the possibility she’d missed something at the cliff where the white road ended.
Her eyes snapped open—when had they closed?—and she sat up, staring at the key in the dashboard. “Pierce?”
No answer. “Pierce? Are you awake?”
His voice came muzzily. “What?”
“You know how these designs appear and disappear? The ones the keys open?”
“Yeah.”
“There’s one at the end of this road. I’ll bet the key unlocks it.”
She watched comprehension drive away his sleepiness, saw the light of hope zing across his face, then vanish as he squelched it. He shifted onto his side and closed his eyes. “I guess we’ll find out.”
Yesterday his apathy would’ve annoyed her. Today she understood. And she had seen that light come into his eyes, if only briefly. Suddenly the car was not going fast enough.
She awoke from a nap to find Manderia’s gray walls looming ahead and the Gate glimmering on the rim against a backdrop of white clouds. Its beauty—silver, gold, and ruby crystal plaited into rivers of light— struck her more forcefully than ever. The old yearning resurged, and she promised herself that this time she’d find a way up to it.
When the road dropped into a tree-filled gully, she glanced at Pierce. He was reading a manual. “Where’d you get that?” she asked in astonishment.
“From the box in my room.”
“The box in your room.” He’d said nothing about any box. “Have you been reading it the whole time I slept?”
“Yup.”
She hesitated. “Anything about the key?”
“Well, it does talk about the supply boxes, like you said. I hadn’t remembered those.”
“Is that all?”
“No.” He brushed the hair back from his eyes.
“Well?”
“You’re right about the key.”
“I am? Let me see!” She grabbed the book.
“It also says we need the Benefactor’s help.”
She insisted he show her the passages, and after she’d read them several times, she sat back bubbling with excitement. “Well, obviously we’ve already gotten his help.”
Pierce lifted a skeptical brow.
“At the Safehaven. He gave us the key.”
“Callie, you had a key to begin with.”
“But I didn’t know what to do with it. Now he’s shown us.”
Pierce remained unconvinced.
She grinned. “Go on, be skeptical. You’ve earned the right. But this
is
the answer.”
He went back to his reading.
Half an hour later the car rolled to a stop at the temple gate in Manderia. As the vehicle sank to the ground, the key popped from its slot and clunked on the floor. Pierce picked it up and laid it in her hand. “Guess we have to walk from here,” he said.
The scene at the base of the cliff had not changed. The Sitters still sat, and the climbers still climbed, though this new group had red ropes, instead of green, and was nearer the bottom. Callie wondered what had become of their predecessors. Had they given up? Or were they laid out under new white headstones in the temple graveyard on the hillside?
Wendell sat on a rock near the road’s end. He glanced up from his reading of a large book as Callie and Pierce approached. Callie ignored him, focused now on the design, which was as she remembered: three circles and a
t
etched into the stone. As they stopped in front of it, Pierce clearly struggling to remain indifferent, it occurred to her that this device was different from the one in her room. Here the circles were already pulled together, and it was not lit up.
She thought the key’s touch might activate it, but it didn’t. Nor could she push the rod into the central
t
, though she tried for several minutes.
“Well, that’s that, I guess,” Pierce said, stepping back from the wall.
She turned, gesturing with the key. “It’s not lit up. That’s the problem. We just have to wait until it is.”
He cocked a brow and glanced meaningfully at the sitters.
“This is different,” she said. “I think if we wait, if we’re patient . . .”
He sat on the white pavement and leaned his head back against the rock. After a while she sat as well, but facing the cliff so she could see the device. The shadows lengthened. The light faded. Eventually Wendell stopped reading and went back up the hill.
After a few minutes Pierce got up, too. “I’m going to the temple.”
She didn’t try to stop him.
Darkness gathered around her. One by one the Sitters arose, left their places, and disappeared in the rocks, returning shortly to take up their posts again. The stench of fresh urine drifted on the evening air. Insects chittered in the woods as, directly above her, the climbers bivouacked for the night. Their voices muttered softly for a while, then faded away. She dozed off, awakening with a start, terrified the light had come and she had missed it. Doubt and guilt plagued her. Had she missed her chance by not going with Garth? Was this not the answer after all? She had little trouble staying awake after that.
In the morning Pierce returned, clothed in one of the Faithfuls’ ubiquitous gray robes. A silver strand encircled his neck, similar to but plainer than the one Wendell wore. He looked haggard and clearly dismayed to see her. The sight of him made her want to cry.
“So,” she said. “You’ve signed up, then.”
He sat on the rock beside her, smelling of sandalwood. Though the flesh around his eye was still colored green and yellow and purple-black, the swelling had gone down, and he could open it a little now. He regarded her soberly. “I told you they were like this.”
She gazed at the sky, layered with sodden clouds, and stroked the key in her hands. “It might come. Any minute now, it might come.”
“You don’t believe that.”
She swallowed, tears burning her eyes. Her voice trembled. “Oh, Pierce! Is there
really
no way out of here?”
He sighed. “I don’t know. I haven’t given Mander a chance yet.”
“You think he
is
the true Benefactor?”
“I don’t know that, either. Why don’t you come and have some breakfast, at least.” He stood and held out his hand.
At first she just looked at him. Then she put her hand in his and let him pull her to her feet. They’d gone a little way up the path when she turned back, staring at the sheer, implacable cliff with the glittering gate at its top. As much as she yearned for it, it seemed she’d never have it.
Pierce was right. They
were
cruel. And she hated them.
Hated
them.
Fury burst up in her, and she flung the key at the wall with a scream, the outburst echoing in the silence that followed. Then she turned to Pierce and burst into tears. This time she made no effort to stop them, and he drew her into his arms, holding her until the storm had passed.
Callie ate little of the corn pudding they gave her in the temple dining hall and finally left Pierce in conversation with Wendell to wander the grounds alone. A graveled path wound through a formal garden— past rosebushes, topiaries, and reflecting pools—then outside the wall to a series of tiered fields where crops were grown for food and clothing. Here workers in sleeveless linen tunics hoed, weeded, and raked along rows of tall green cornstalks or harvested bean pods from short freestanding plants.
Callie stood under a willow and watched them work, mesmerized by their movement, until one woman finally approached her and asked if she was seeking service to Mander.
Callie did not answer at first, struggling to process the words and find her tongue. “I don’t know. . . . What’s that on your neck?”
The young woman touched the silver chain in which were set six blood crystals of varying sizes. “It’s my Strand of Service.”
“And the stones?”
“The tally of my reward. When I have enough, I’ll get to Ascend.”
“How many do you need?”
“It depends.” The woman lifted her dark hair off her neck and fanned herself. “The harder you work and the purer your motives, the larger your stones. The larger the stones, the fewer you need.” She drew a leather thong from the front pocket of her tunic and tied her hair into a ponytail.
“So it isn’t just the time you serve, then,” Callie said. “I mean you don’t sign on for three years and automatically get out.”
“No.”
“And you’re almost done?”
“Yes.” The woman fingered the stones and smiled again, wistfully now. “Though I’m not so sure I want to go back anymore.”
Callie said nothing.
Her companion drew a deep breath and wiped her palms on the front of her linen shift. “Well, back to work.”
She returned to the harvest, pausing to confer briefly with a couple of her fellow workers, their glances darting Callie’s way. A little later, she saw them trudging back to the temple, their sacks full. A tolling bell drew the remaining workers after them, most likely a summons to the noon meal, if the baking bread and hot grease she’d been smelling were any indication. She wasn’t hungry, so she kept wandering, returning at last to the meadow at the foot of the cliff.
The climbers were a little farther up now, showering the ground with an almost continuous stream of pebbles. None of the Sitters had moved, and though they gave no sign of it, Callie felt as if they were staring at her. She settled among the rocks above the trail where she could watch both wall and gate, and waited. A couple came down the path to investigate the road’s end, but soon wandered back up to the temple. The birds chirruped. Insects buzzed near the trail. The sun beat upon her. Listlessly she lay back against the rock, staring at the Gate. As before, it danced in constant flux, now red, now clear, now silver and gold. From blood to living fire, it changed and changed again, filling her with that inexplicable yearning.