Read Apprentice in Death Online
Authors: J.D. Robb
Had they plotted along the way? Who to kill and when?
A block and a half from Zoe Younger's townhouse, Roarke stepped up beside her. “Lieutenant.”
“I want to hit the kid's room. Whitney got the warrant for the whole place, but we're going to focus on the girl's room. It's unlikely the rest of this family are involved, or she'd leave handy clues in the living area.”
“Understood.”
When he took her hand, she linked her fingers with his. On duty, yeah, but no cops around to see.
“We will take a pass at any and all electronicsâand flag them for EDD.”
“I expect I'll be entirely more useful there than tossing a teenage girl's room.”
She frowned up at him as they swam across the crosswalk with the tide of people. “You were a teenage boyâthere can't be that much difference between male and female at that age.”
“Oh, only worlds, I imagine.” With her, he made the turn, walked up the five steps to the front right door of the pretty duplex. As he spoke, he took out his toolsâquicker than her master, she thought, eyeing the security.
“You were a teenage girl.”
“Not so much, or only sort of.”
“As I was not so much, or only sort of a teenage boy, how well we suit. They have excellent security,” he added, sliding through it like a knife through warmed butter.
“We clear it first.” Eve drew her weapon. “Just in case.”
After his nod, they went through the door together.
“NYPSD,” she called out, sweeping left. “We've entered the premises duly warranted.”
“No one's hereâyou can feel an empty house,” Roarke said. “Ah, there was a day when a B and E into an empty house was my favorite thing.”
“Now you get to do it legally.”
“Not nearly the same.”
While she agreed with the empty, she cleared the first levelâliving area, kitchen, dining, a home office, and a kind of family entertainment area.
The house smelled of the spicy rust-and-pumpkin-colored flowers on the dining room table. Some sort of board on the kitchen wall held kid artâweird stick figures, trees with blobs of green representing leaves. A kind of chart that listed dutiesâchores, she correctedâlike clearing the table, setting it, making beds.
Beside the chart someone had pinned a Christmas photo. Zoe Younger, Lincoln Stuben, Zach Stuben, and Willow Mackie in a group in front of a festive tree, presents stacked beneath.
All smiled but Willow, who stared into the camera with hard green eyes and the faintest hint of a smirk.
“Arms folded.” Eve tapped the picture. “There's defiance there. The boy? He looks happy enough to do handsprings for a few hours, and the parents look happy, content. Her? That's a fuck-you stare.”
“Indeed it is, and I suspect Mira would add she's separated herselfâthe folded arms, the bit of distance while the other three are all touching. Then again, fifteen? It's an age, isn't it, to consider your parents the enemy.”
“Hard for us to say. The ones we had
were
the enemy. But, on the
surface anyway, it looks like these two worked to give happy and stable. The house is clean, but it's not sterile or perfect. Kid-type cereal box on the counter, a couple dishes in the sink, the boy's skids under a chair in the living area, somebody's sweater on the back of a chair over there.”
He glanced overâhadn't noticed. “You're a wonder.”
“I'm a cop,” she corrected. “You've got this task chartâeverybody does their share, and that's probably a good thing. Kid's weird drawings displayed. The family Christmas picture.”
She took one more look around. “Reads normal, except it isn't. Under the surface, it isn't.”
They went upstairs to the second floor, cleared that: the master suite, the attached office, the boy's roomâa minor disaster area with strewn toys, vid games, clothes. A guest room identified as such by its pristine, unlived-in feel, then the girl's.
And there was a third floor, a kind of casual family area for watching screen, hanging outâwhich the scatter of games proved they didâwith a small kitchenette and a half bath.
Eve headed straight back down to Willow's room.
Bed, sloppily made, and with none of the fussy pillows or weird stuffed animals Eve had encountered in other teenagers' rooms. A desk and comp under the window, a lounge chair, some shelves.
Posters on the walls. Some music group all in black with snarling faces and lots of tats. The rest were weapons, or someone holding weapons. Knives, banned guns, blasters.
“Clear where her interests are,” Eve commented, moving to the closet.
A few girlie dressesâsome with the tags still on them. Most of the clothes ran to black or dark colors, rougher styles.
“There's an order in here,” she observed. “She knows where she puts her things, wants everything in its place. And if her mother or her brother poke around in here, she knows it.”
Roarke had already started on the computer. “She has this passcoded, and fail-safed. A very intricate job for someone her age.” He pulled out the desk chair and sat to work.
Eve started on the dresser. Plain underwear, winter socks, sweaters, sweats, all organized without looking overly so.
Purposely, she thought. Yes, she'd know if her mother shifted a pair of socks in the drawer.
“Keep going on that, but she wouldn't leave anything in here she didn't want her mother to find.”
“You're sure of that?”
“She put a slide lock on the inside of the doorâthey took it off.” Eve nodded toward the door and the telltale marks. “Everything in here is arranged in a kind of system. I always did the sameâin foster care, in state. You want to know where your things are so, if necessary, you can grab what matters most, is needed most, and run. Or so you know when they've done the look-through. I'm betting her mother does the regular look-through. Mother swallows the posters,” Eve continued as she kept searching. “Making the girl take them down only entrenches the interest, drives it deeper under. So she swallows that. But she's had the room painted in this pale, pretty blue, buys dresses that aren't wornâunless she forces that issue. She comes in, looking for something, anything, to give her more insight into her daughter. Orâmore
and
âbecause she's worried she'll find illegals or weapons or a journal full of ugly thoughts.”
“Did you have one? A journal.”
“No, I kept my ugly thoughts to myself because they always . . . The brother's room!”
When Eve walked out, Roarke arched his eyebrows. He finished bypassing the fail-safe, then rose to see what his cop was up to.
She sat at the boy's comp in the middle of his boy mess.
“I didn't always keep my thoughtsâugly or otherwiseâto myself.
That's learned behavior, that's experience. Sometimes you're just writing a paper for school, and they get into your comp, and you get punished for writing how you like riding an airboard. So you start doing those papers in school, mostly. Or you're bored and unhappy and you write down some stupid wish list, and they find that, and you get your ass kicked over it.”
Roarke brushed a kiss over the top of her head, said nothingâwhich said everything.
“It's not about me, it's just about . . . A couple of times when I needed to write something downâwhen you just need that tangible actâI figured out how to sort of hide it on another comp. One they didn't bother with. You've got a real kidâI mean the foster's real kidâin the house, and he's gold in their eyes, you can use that. The thing is, if she used that method, she's probably a hell of a lot better at it than I wasâthan I am.”
“Let me.”
When she rose, he took her by her shoulders, looked into her eyes. “What did you need to write down?”
“I kept a calendarâalmost always, wherever I wasâmarking time till I could get out. For good. How many years, months, weeks, days, hours sometimes, before I could. How I was going to get out, go to New York. New York seemed so big and full, so I focused on New York pretty early. And the Academy. How I was going to be a cop because cops took care of themselves, and everyone else. Good cops, anyway, and I was going to be a good cop, and no one was ever going to tell me what and when to eat, what to wearâ”
“And now I do.”
She shook her head. “Not the same. Not close to the same. No one loved me, and maybe along the way that became my fault as much as the system's, but no one loved me. No one said eat something because I
love you, because you matter. I was just another number until I earned the badge. I was just a badge, mostly just a badge, until I earned you.”
She took a breath. “I could have been this girl, Roarke.”
“No.”
“Yes, or at least something like her. If Feeney had been a different kind of cop, a different kind of man. If he'd been like Mackie, broken and twisted like Mackie. He
saw
me. Really saw me, and he pulled me out of the rest, paid attention, gave me time, gave me him. No one had, ever, offered me what he did. No one, ever, saw me like he did. I wanted to make him proud of me, wanted to be the kind of cop he'd be proud of. It drove me.
“And doesn't it look like she wants to be what her father wants? That is part, a big part, of what drives her.”
“If the last part of that's true, it means she's turned her back on everything else she has. A mother, a brother. A good home from the looks of it.”
“Maybe, but looks don't always mean dick. We'll see about that. But perception's truth, right? If nothing else, she perceived no one sees her, gets her, cares about herânot like her father. And she's killing for him. Killing because he's trained her, taught her to see that as her right, or at least as an answer.”
She shook it off, had to shake it off. “It only matters why right now if the why helps us find them, stop them. So yeah, you take a look. Given his age, they probably have parental controls on this unit, but she could have hidden her own files in there.”
“Easily enough.”
“If so, you'll find them. I'm going to go back to her room.”
Eve checked in with Peabodyâno movementâthen stood in the center of Willow Mackie's bedroom. A good space, fully triple the size she'd been able to claim at the same age. Nicely, comfortably furnished. The clothes all good quality.
No photographs, not of herself, her family and friends. Not even of her father. Maybe some on her computer, Eve thought, and she'd look there.
She searched through the three drawers in the desk, found a few school-type supplies. No junk. None of the weird junk teenage girlsâand boys, for that matterâcollected.
No discs, she realized. Data or music. No other electronics. No PC, no tablet.
Because she carted them with her, one week here, one week there?
Her gaze passed over the posters. Weaponry, violence. Would a teenager so focused on weapons live every other week without access to any?
She stepped back into the closet. A smallish space with that same sense of organization. The fussy clothesâobviously the mother's pickâin the back. And there, still in their boxes, a pair of heels, a pair a bootsâboth clearly, even to her eye, meant to go with the dresses or more stylish pants.
And both, she determined, studying the soles, never worn.
In the toe of a well-worn boot she found a little stash of cash. Just a couple hundred, which made Eve feel as if it had been put there deliberately, something her mother could find.
In the pocket of a hoodie she found a notebook and, engaging it, heard a girl's voiceâa shock how youngâcomplaining about her brother, her mother, her stepfather. How they didn't understand her. And on and on.
Also so her mother could find it, Eve thought, bagging it for evidence. They'd listen to all the whines and complaints, but the last entry at least had been clearly designed to make her mother feel guilty if she searched and found it.
So she wouldn't hide anything important in the closet, Eve determined.
Though she didn't believe she'd find anything in usual places, she checked them anyway.
She went over the closet floor, the walls, even the ceiling, looked under the bed, between mattresses, checked the cushions of the desk and lounge chairs, under and behind the desk.
She judged the dresser too heavy to be moved out without showing scuffs on the floor, but tried it anyway, looked under it, pulled the drawers out, looked under them.
As she slid the bottom drawer back into place, the design beneath it caught her eye. A kind of braiding, about two inches high, ran along the base. And when she'd slid that drawer in, pulled it out, there'd been the slightest need to tug, and the faintest little
click
.
Nothing that out of the ordinary, but . . .
She took the bottom drawer out again. It was a well-made piece of furniture, sturdy, nicely crafted of engineered wood.
The bottom drawer rested on a slab of that wood.
Curious, she ran her fingers over the twisted braid of decoration along the base, pushing, prying. Felt one twist give, just the tiniest bit.
She tugged. Nothing.
She kept working along the braid, found another twist give, then a third.
She didn't have to tug. The narrow hidden drawer slid out toward her.
Empty, she noted. Empty but for the cushioning foam with cutouts for two knives and two hand weapons. Blasters by her eye. Another cutout, a rectangle, would easily hold several IDs, maybe more cash, Eve thought.
“She's not coming back here,” she murmured.
“I agree,” Roarke said from the doorway. “You'll want to see this. You were right about using the younger brother's unit. The file I found was cleverly hidden. And even then,” he continued as they walked back to the brother's room, “she was careful. This isn't a rash or impulsive young girl.”