Read A Storybook Finish Online
Authors: Lauralee Bliss
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General Washington to escape certain destruction, I don’t
want them to think it was mere luck. I want them to see
God’s hand in it.
Lindsay chewed thoughtfully on her sandwich, reflecting
on Jeff’s passion. In a strange way, they were very much alike.
She wanted to reach out to the students as much as he did.
What a pair they would make. She reached for the bottle of
water to ease the tickle in her throat. JeffWheeler and her—a
pair? Could it be? Or were they more like a sneaker paired
with a combat boot?
69 Jeff sensed a certain glee well up within him, though he tried
hard not to show it. The lunch with Lindsay had turned into
something far greater than anything he could have hoped or
dreamed. No wonder he often heard the adage of not judging
a book by its cover. No wonder God admonished His people
not to leap to assumptions on a whim. He had leapt to judgments
about her before finding out what lay buried beneath
the tough, exterior image. He felt a certain relief in discovering
another like-minded soul who wanted students to possess
a knowledge of God.
He watched Lindsay talk with Jewel during the trip. The
two women had begun to forge a bond. The display motivated
him to act. While on their way to the next destination, Jeff
met up with Troy.
“So do you have any questions about what we’ve seen so far.
Nope.”
Jeff raised an eyebrow at Troy’s short retort. “None? You
mean, if I were to spring a quiz on you about the day’s events,
you’d pass with flying colors?
“I don’t know about that.
Jeff could see an empty expression in the young man’s face,
as if something troubled him. Did the lectures in the Capitol
rattle the young man? Or were there other things at work?
From their previous discussions, Jeff knew Troy held little
reverence for God. The young man waved away religious
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persuasion, claiming he had no use for some divine being
after his drunken father abandoned his mother and younger
brothers in their time of need. Troy refused to think God was
in control after enduring such pain. Jeff rarely conversed with
Troy about religion but decided to use the young man’s fascination
for history as a vehicle for showing him the reality of
God. Despite his efforts, Troy appeared more distant than ever.
Lindsay now moved away from Jewel to interact with the
other students. Like a hawk, Jeff watched Robbie swoop
down on Jewel and engage her in conversation. When he did,
Troy grew rigid. His face turned crimson. He left Jeff’s side
and strode forward with determined steps toward Robbie.
“Excuse me, but I think you’ve spent enough time talking
to Jewel.”
Robbie laughed. “What are you, her big brother? You are,
aren’t you? Isn’t he, Jewel?”
“Robbie, Troy’s very special. He’s—”
“Sure. A brain on two legs. He’s nothing, Jewel. But if you
want to talk to him, go right ahead. I won’t tell you who you
can and can’t talk to. Slavery ended a long time ago.”
Troy balled one fist. The tension between the two was as
tight as a rubber band around a stack of papers. One more
episode and it was liable to pop altogether. Jeff saw Lindsay
flash him a look, reminding him of the warning she had
given that morning concerning Robbie. He sighed, wishing
he had listened.
Jeff decided he’d better shift the pent-up energy to the area
of knowledge. He began asking the students questions
regarding Abraham Lincoln’s presidency while they made
their way to Ford’s Theater, the place where Lincoln was
assassinated. Instead, he overheard Jewel and Troy exchanging
70 harsh words about Robbie.
“He’s a family friend, Troy,” Jewel insisted. “You know our
mothers work together.”
“Sure. Some friend.”
“I didn’t know you cared that much.”
“I just don’t want you hanging around with a loser like him.”
Jeff cleared his throat. So, Troy, tell me In what year the
Civil War came to an end.”
Jewel and Troy continued their conversation, ignoring Jeff’s
question. He inhaled a sharp sigh before repeating it. Troy
only stared hard between Robbie and Jewel before spouting
out, “1865.”
“And can anyone tell me what play Lincoln was going to
see the night he went to Ford’s Theater?”
Another student provided the answer while Troy and Jewel
remained engaged in their own personal difficulties. So far,
this plan was not easing the tension. Jeff cast a glance at
Lindsay. She seemed to understand Jewel. Perhaps she could
further enlighten him to the troubles existing between them
all. While the students were examining the booth inside Ford’s
Theater where Lincoln was assassinated, Jeff approached
Lindsay. She stood staring at the interior of the theater in
obvious fascination when he posed the question.
“Jewel, Troy, and Robbie are in an unpredictable love triangle,”
she explained. I warned Jewel this might happen.
Both Troy and Robbie are competing for her attention. Jewel
really likes Troy and wants him to care about her. She also has
an affinity for Robbie who is a childhood friend. Naturally,
Troy and Robbie clash.”
“I see. So that’s why you didn’t want Robbie coming along
71 Lindsay scanned a pamphlet about the theater. “I had an
inkling something might happen. I take it that interpersonal
skills are not your strong point.”
“No. If they were, I would probably win Most Popular
Teacher. I can teach, but I can’t deal with people’s hang-ups.
Counseling is not a part of my job description.”
“But you can’t help interacting with these students. As a
teacher you must see what some of them have gone through
in their lives.”
“Sure, but that doesn’t mean I know what to say. If I need
to, I send them to the school nurse who recommends them
for counseling.”
“Maybe you teachers need a little counseling too?”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
Her face reddened. She stepped backward into the decorative
walls of the old theater. “I mean, you see a lot of what
goes on. You have to deal with a lot. It’s bound to get to you
after a while.”
Lindsay didn’t know the half of it, but she came pretty
close, more than anyone he had ever met. He surmised that
her close association with teachers helped her understand
their woes. Not only were teachers responsible for learning,
but they also had to deal with the problems students brought
into the building. It became a never-ending struggle, balancing
the art of learning with social behavior.
The group headed downstairs to the museum where Jeff
examined the cases of artifacts, along with the students.
Looking from the coat Lincoln wore when he suffered the
fatal bullet wound to the door that separated the killer from
the presidential box, he thought back to the time of Lincoln.
Even in those times, deeply disturbed people did terrible
72 things, even going so far as to assassinate one of the most
beloved presidential figures in American history. Jeff didn’t
want to see any students of his turn into evil people. He
wanted them to lead productive lives. What could he do?
Teachers had no counseling degrees. Perhaps if he continued
using history as a mechanism to point them toward God—at
least that was a step in the right direction.
While the students gathered in the gift shop to look for a
few mementos, Jeff slipped into the men’s room. At the sinks,
he found Troy and Robbie squaring off. The young men, with
red faces and hands clenched into fists, stood before each
other, waiting for one or the other to throw the first punch.
Jeff swallowed hard when he saw the sight. Breaking up fights
was not his forte. Yet he could ill afford a bathroom brawl on a
school outing, or the board would never allow him to conduct
another field trip in his life.
“All right, guys—what’s going on?”
“Nothing.” Robbie wiped the sweat off his upper lip.
Troy didn’t answer.
“Look—if you guys can’t be civilized, then you’re going to
have to stay away from each other and from Jewel. I can’t have
this going on. We’re here to learn, not to pick fights.”
Troy marched off, mumbling something unintelligible
under his breath. Robbie shook his head. “I don’t know, but
Troy really has a problem.”
“I doubt you’re helping the situation.”
“Hey, all I did was talk to Jewel. Troy acts like he owns her.
She and I go way back. Our mothers are good friends. He’s the
one who needs to learn some self-control. Man, he almost
landed me one right in the face. I had to duck, you know.”
“Then you two had better keep away from each other.
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I know you, Robbie. You’ll get under people’s skin just to irritate
them.”
“Yeah, and I know Troy is teacher’s pet, so that doesn’t help
me either, does it?”
Jeff felt his vexation rise. He let the comment go and
retreated to the museum. Lindsay gave him a questioning
glance, but he ignored it.
Shortly thereafter he called it a day and decided to head
the group back home. The events had worn him down to the
point that he felt like collapsing on the sidewalk beside the
homeless people sleeping in the parks of Washington, D.C.
Everything seemed in total disarray. Troy and Robbie grated
on his nerves like dual food processors. He’d had such high
hopes for the trip, too. On the drive home, his thoughts were a
puddle of mush. He stayed quiet, even when the group
stopped briefly at a fast food restaurant before arriving back at
the school.
When the last of the students had been picked up, Jeff
dragged himself to his car. In the distance, he saw Lindsay
preparing to enter her own vehicle. Perhaps there was one
bright spot to this gloomy day. Even though she appeared a
bit haggard, Lindsay was still stunning to his beleaguered
eyes. Something about her stirred him, especially after their
adventure in Washington. He decided to ask her out for a cup
of coffee. He needed to brush off his concern over Troy and
Robbie on someone. To his relief she agreed to go.
They headed for the closest coffee shop and ordered cappuccinos.
The place was nearly deserted at that time of night.
Most patrons required coffee in the morning to jump-start
their day. Jeff didn’t care that the coffee might keep him up all
night. He needed this time more than anything right now. He
74 swallowed down half his cappuccino before confiding in
Lindsay of the confrontation in the rest room of the museum.
“I thought something like that would happen. Both Troy
and Robbie had ugly looks on their faces. They’re like gang
leaders.”
Jeff shivered at the comparison. “I’m not sure what to do.
To top it off, Robbie has accused me of showing favoritism. I
realize Troy and I have had several conversations. I like to
stimulate his interest in history, but I don’t want my classes to
think I’m showing favoritism. It looks bad, you know.”
“I used it to my advantage,” Lindsay mused.
Jeff straightened in his seat at these words, wondering what
she meant.
“I discovered Troy was a favorite and used it to help with
the class fundraiser.” She closed her mouth and bent her
head as if embarrassed by the fact.
Jeff chewed on his lower lip. “Then that proves there’s a
problem.”
“It doesn’t prove anything. All teachers have favorites when
they find students who love their subjects. Besides I wanted
your fundraiser to succeed. I realize how important it is to
your future at Western High. That’s why I picked Troy to
help me.” “I’m
trying to teach these young people history, but I guess
I’m letting other things get in the way, like showing
favoritism. Jesus didn’t show anyone favoritism. He wanted
everyone to know Him.”
“Yes, but the Bible talks about the one disciple Jesus loved.
I think sometimes God knits us together with people so we
can reach them in a particular way. I believe we’ve both been
drawn to Jewel and Troy for some special purpose. Initially,
75 we may have been drawn by other circumstances. I think now
we see that we may be able to help them.”
“I still don’t want to show partiality or give the appearance
of it. This makes the students hostile toward one another, like
what I witnessed today.”
Lindsay sipped on her coffee. “I wouldn’t worry about it.
Just do the best job you can with what God gives you. After
today I can see He’S given you a great gift, Jeff. It’s good to
see Christian teachers using whatever opportunity they have
to share about God. We need more of that in the schools.”
“It’s not easy, let me tell you. If some teacher thought I was
thrusting my religion down students’ throats, I could find
myself sitting out on a step with an unemployed sign hanging
around my neck. It takes wisdom in these kinds of situations.”
“Yes,” she agreed. “I had a teacher once that I tried to counsel.
She was coping with a marriage break-up. I tried to tell
her how much God wanted her marriage to work. When she
realized what was happening, she blatantly told me not to put
my religion on her, especially on school property. I was pretty
surprised. She also ended up canceling the contract. It would
have been a great program, too.”
“So you’ve had it happen to you.”
“Yes. I bawled my eyes out on Skip’s shoulder. He’s a
Christian and understood where I was coming from. He
told me I needed wisdom, too. Be wise as serpents and gentle
as doves.”
Jeff never heard her final statement. He felt as if a sharp
needle had suddenly jabbed him. Never mind what they had
been discussing, though it was highly important. Right now
he could only concentrate on the fact that Lindsay had a
boyfriend named Skip. He had just begun working up the
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sometime, like Williamsburg or Jamestown. Come to find
out, she was already taken. Jeff thrust the coffee down his
throat and informed her it was getting late.
During the drive home, he felt empty inside. The whole day
seemed like a waste, a day he had planned since the beginning
of the school year. The students were mean to each other and
disliked him for showing favoritism. And now Lindsay had a
boyfriend. What did he have to show for this day except sore
feet from traipsing across hard floors and cement sidewalks?
Jeff pulled into the parking space by his duplex, laid his
head back against the seat, and closed his eyes. What ever led
him to believe he and Lindsay might have something going?
At first, everything. Her whole personality; her love for the
Lord; her childlike interest in history, like one just discovering
a new world; her involvement with the students—it all tugged
at him with a force he could not shake. Now that she had a
boyfriend, he had nothing to fill the void. He swung the keys
around his finger. He would have to go on teaching history to
students who cared little about the subject and hope that
along the way God might have a few surprises left for him.
Jeff entered the lonely apartment to discover he had left the
milk container on the table from breakfast. A disagreeable
odor drifted to his nostrils. He poured the remaining contents
down the drain and, in that moment, saw his hopes and
dreams vanish along with the sour milk. “I should be singing
‘and away go troubles down the drain,’” he mumbled to himself,
“but there only seem to be more in the works.”
He went to his answering machine and found several calls.
The last one was from his older sister, Candy. “Hey, little bro,
give me a call when you get a chance and let me know what’s