“You don’t want to go that way,” Kurt was saying. “Too much avalanche danger. I’d recommend taking the V-Dot Road....”
Lauren said, “There’s not going to be anything to
do
here.”
“You’re going to have plenty to do.”
“I don’t want to spend three months snowshoeing.”
“Somehow, I don’t think that’s what Ms. Gorenzi has in store for you.”
“Is she going to be our teacher?” Lauren seemed suspicious. Of what, Seamus couldn’t be sure, until his oldest daughter added,
acidly, “Or our new nanny.”
“Seamus.” Kurt had spotted them. Tall, gray-haired, unpolished, he joined Seamus and held out his hand. “Roads clear?”
“Not bad. Snow-packed on the pass. The usual. You’ve met my daughter, Lauren.”
“I think she was a few heads shorter back then. Nice to see you.” Kurt shook Lauren’s hand. “Where are you in school?”
Very politic, Seamus observed, as Kurt knew Lauren’s age.
“Still in high school,” she said, taking the implied compliment—that she was perhaps a college student—in stride.
“In the Sultan Mountain School, no less.” Seamus smiled at his friend, now recognizing traces of Rory in Kurt’s features. “We met your daughter.”
“Where is she?”
Any disapproval was well-concealed, yet Seamus wondered if it was there, nonetheless. Father-daughter tensions? Kurt had high standards—for himself and others.
“She went to feed her snake,” Lauren said.
“Her roommate’s,” Seamus corrected, as if it were important.
“Ah.” Kurt made no further comment.
“And she’s coming back to take us to the house.”
The front door swung open, and Rory came in, curls flying loose from her ponytail, expression mildly agitated. “Hi. Ready to go?” she asked without preamble.
Seamus wondered if Rory was trying to avoid her father’s notice for some reason.
Kurt seemed to sense it, too. “Everything all right?” he asked mildly.
“Yes.” A tight smile. “And here?”
Kurt nodded.
The phone rang, and a young man behind the hotel’s old reception counter picked it up. “Sultan Mountain School,” he said. Then, “She’s here. Rory, it’s for you. It’s Desert.”
Irritated, Rory walked to the phone and said, “Hello?”
“When are you going to be able to practice? We’re planning to do our new combo with the staffs on Friday, and we still don’t have it right.”
“I’m at work now, Desert.”
“This is a responsibility, too.”
Rory taught belly dance and fire-dancing at workshops approximately once a month and gave two students weekly private lessons. The troupe was a commitment she’d made, but it wasn’t a job. “I can’t talk now. I’ll see you later.”
“Well...okay.”
Kurt turned away from Seamus Lee and his family, saying, “Let me know if you need anything.”
CHAPTER TWO
T
HEY
SAT
IN
the living room of the Empire Street house. That is, Lauren sat at the dining room table filling out a questionnaire regarding her personal goals in connection to the Sultan Mountain School, while Seamus did the same at the coffee table. Caleb was already off with a group of kids his own age at a snowboarding class, and Belle was in the next room happily watching a video. Rory sounded out Beau on what he wanted from the school, on his interests. Seuss, the puppy, lay in his crate, head tilted to one side.
Seamus heard Rory say to Beau, “Part of our curriculum requires involvement with the local economy. This means doing something like a job. I have one possibility that’s really the ultimate spot, you know? But I can only give it to somebody trustworthy, who respects the need for confidentiality. You have to be prepared to act like an adult. I figured because of the work your dad does, you might understand and be able to do that.”
Seamus couldn’t stop himself from glancing in their direction. Beau was sitting on a Victorian footstool and Rory occupied the end of a fainting couch. The teenager’s gaze was focused on the floor. Janine had been blond, but only Lauren had inherited her coloring. The boys all had dark brown hair, like his, and so did Belle.
Without looking up, Beau asked, “What is it?”
“It’s working for a woman who makes custom skis. This is a highly competitive industry, and designs and manufacturing methods are closely held secrets. But she’s agreed to take on a Sultan Mountain School student. With your background in math and science, you might be some real help to her.”
“Okay,” Beau said, still not lifting his head.
Rory felt Seamus Lee’s eyes on her. She already knew he found her interesting as a woman. It was clear in the way he looked at her and in his behavior toward her. She found him attractive, as well, but that was beside the point. Seamus was a participant in the Sultan Mountain School, and she mustn’t offend him, or worse, become entangled with him. The latter would certainly cause her father to brand her unprofessional and she didn’t need that.
She wasn’t keen for a relationship, in any event. Though she’d had more success keeping boyfriends than holding a job, the men she’d been closest to inevitably had disappointed her. She was tired of men who considered skiing as much as possible to be a life goal. They seemed, well, immature. Seamus Lee, being a father, being the person he seemed to be, was probably relatively mature. He had a real life, and a significant vocation as an artist. And any success whatsoever at raising his children meant that he thought of someone other than himself at least part of the time.
She liked this man for spending time with his children, for knowing his children.
But his interest in her just now was inconvenient.
And she had already begun to wonder exactly what his relationship with his children was like. In her presence, he’d revealed his ignorance of the name of his youngest daughter’s stuffed animal. To Rory, Belle had introduced her “stuffy,” as she called it, as Mouse. Either she’d never bothered to tell her father its name, or he’d forgotten.
They were like a family, and not. The children seemed to tiptoe around Seamus, seemed to want to please him, and yet...well, it was a bit strange, that was all.
In any case, she’d never experienced a truly successful parent-child relationship. Her parents’ marriage had been brief and it was still a mystery to her. And, well, her grandmother was one way and her mother had been another, and her father was different, still.
Rory knew that her mother had been athletic, as her father was, and comfortable in the outdoors. Her grandmother said that Rory’s mother had been into everything natural. Rory thought she herself was probably more like Gran. Gran had been a lounge singer, had worked on cruise ships, had been worshipped by many men—admittedly, Rory hadn’t yet experienced that—and was a true free spirit. Rory’s mother, Kristin Nichols Gorenzi, had died after skiing into a tree. Rory’s father hadn’t been there. Another man had—her mother’s lover. Gran had told
Rory this.
Rory’s mother had been pretty, small and blond, with a bright, wide smile. Rory couldn’t even
imagine
what her mother had been like. But she could believe that the fact she’d died while skiing with another man had helped drive Kurt Gorenzi from his daughter’s life.
“Why don’t I call the ski shop,” Rory said to Beau, “and if the owner’s keen, I’ll take you over tomorrow to meet her. She has one other employee. He’s college age, and he’s really nice. He actually helps my fire-dancing troupe a lot.”
“Your
what?
”
It was Seamus who’d spoken. Rory glanced up. His green eyes were long-lashed, and his sharp, elegant features and wavy long black hair reminded her of Viggo Mortensen in
The Lord of the Rings.
“Oh, my roommates and I are fire dancers. Actually, we belly dance, too. It’s both. We call it fire fusion. Our troupe is named Caldera.”
Seamus continued to gaze at her intently, as if he were trying to see inside her. “A woman of unusual talents. How did you get into that?”
“In college... Well, when I was in college—” another failed enterprise “—I saw a troupe perform. And then I took some classes and I was hooked. I actually preferred belly dance and fire-dancing to school.”
The puppy cried and Beau stood up. “I’ll take him out.”
“Thank you, son,” his father said and forced his eyes back to his questionnaire.
Again, Rory caught it—that hungry look, this time on Beau’s face. It was a hunger for words from his father,
anything
resembling attention from his father.
“What exactly do you do with fire?” Seamus asked.
“Poi and staff twirling. Poi are balls that are attached to tethers—cords. We swing them in patterns, making them go around each other. It’s fun. Poi comes from New Zealand, originally, and fire-dancing is practiced all over the world. The belly dance we do is called American Tribal Style, which was developed by a woman in San Francisco.”
“Aren’t you afraid of being burned?” asked Seamus, abandoning his questionnaire entirely.
I’m perplexed by how little attention this man is paying to his kids. What is wrong with him?
Obviously, her original assessment of him as an involved father had been somewhat off the mark. She was reminded of her own father; and, consequently, she felt for the Lee children.
“Well—I’ve been burned. It happens.” She pulled up her sleeves to display minor scars on her forearms. “We try to avoid it. And we’re extremely good at first aid. But we practice and practice and practice, repeatedly, without fire, before we
ever
light up.”
Seamus tried to shift his attention away from Rory’s heart-shaped face, which struck him as elfin and mysterious.
She plays with fire....
Too much like Janine.
But completely
unlike
his wife, too.
Because he could tell that Rory wasn’t a boaster. She was clearly...just Rory. Already, he felt completely at ease in her presence.
Beau had opened Seuss’s crate, and the puppy rushed out, wiggling all over. He jumped on Beau and the boy petted him enthusiastically.
“Don’t do that,” Rory said before she could stop herself.
Engage brain,
then
mouth,
she reminded herself too late.
“Why not?” Seamus asked.
“Because soon that dog’s going to be eighty pounds or more, and you don’t want anything that size jumping on people. So don’t reward him with attention for it now.”
Beau looked up at her, with his father’s eyes. He stopped petting the puppy and tried to hold him by his collar.
The puppy’s lead lay on top of the crate, and Beau fastened it to his collar. They headed out the front door.
Seamus gazed at the questionnaire.
What are you hoping to get from your experience at the Sultan Mountain School?
He bent over the coffee table and wrote,
I’m doing this for my kids. I want to get them away from Telluride, from the atmosphere of entitlement there. I want them to live someplace where things are a bit different and to understand that they’re not better than other people, just luckier than most of them. Maybe I should’ve taken them to Rio de Janeiro instead, to the
favelas.
But I thought a town here that hasn’t yet been spoiled by money might be the answer. For myself, I’d like to feel more competent in the outdoors and more aware of my environment. Some avalanche knowledge would also be a good thing.
The next question:
Anything special you’d like to do during your time at the Sultan Mountain School?
He reminded himself that Kurt might read his answer.
See Rory Gorenzi fire dance,
wouldn’t be the most tactful response. He wrote,
Surprise me,
and then put down his pen.
Lauren finished filling out her questionnaire, brought it to Rory and sat down on a stiff velvet couch.
“Well, he’ll be good protection,” Seamus finally said, thinking about the dog.
Rory reminded herself that saying too much tended to get her in trouble. But she
had
to say this. “Actually, that’s one of the biggest misunderstandings people have about dogs. In truth, we protect them. We’re their
only
protectors. Yes, a trained protection dog can bite and hold on to an assailant. And, yes, some people will think twice about messing with you, if you’re accompanied by a big, powerful dog. But our role with all pets is that of
their
protector. The best way to protect dogs is by obedience training them.” As she spoke, Rory thought of Lola. Yes, in taking Lola into her home and her life, Desert had agreed to be the snake’s protector. It didn’t matter that Lola was a reptile and would never have a special attachment to Desert, and that the python might kill any of them randomly, for reasons unknown to them.
Rory turned her attention to Lauren Lee. The girl was tall, coltish and blond. She carried herself in a way that suggested she was used to being admired, used to popularity.
Rory picked up her questionnaire, skimming the answers.
Since I’m here, I’d like to improve my snowboarding, progress into backcountry snowboarding, become more self-sufficient.
Since I’m here?
Lauren, perhaps, would have preferred to remain in Telluride.
“Tomorrow,” Rory said, “avalanche conditions willing, you and I can go up to Colorado Bowl and snowboard.”
“You snowboard?” Lauren asked, possibly the longest sentence she’d yet uttered to Rory.
“I do. We’ll snowshoe up, packing our boards. Why don’t you have your stuff together at eight? We’ll check our packs to make sure we have everything.”
* * *
T
HAT
EVENING
,
WHILE
Beau stayed with Caleb and Belle, Seamus and Lauren walked the puppy around the block and returned through the alley between their house and what turned out to be Rory Gorenzi’s home. Seamus knew where they were when he and Lauren saw swirling fire inside the pink house’s chain-link fence. The fire seemed to streak through the air as three women made tethered fireballs swing and arc around each other. The young man Seamus had seen that morning at the Sultan Mountain School sat drumming. He was dressed for frigid weather, but his hands were covered only with thin fingerless gloves. The women wore winter athletic tights and jackets, and their heads were covered with hats.
Their walk had been quiet, with observations related to air temperature (frigid), the amount of ice on the streets (lots), and Seuss’s strength (considerable). A conversation for strangers. Seamus
knew
his daughter—and yet he didn’t. They lived in the same house, and yet their paths almost never crossed.
Elizabeth’s right,
he thought.
I don’t know them.
It had always seemed right for his children to have full schedules. Lauren spent many weekends and summers away at camps—soccer camp, dance camp, cheerleading camp. So did the others, all but Belle, and Belle had a nanny. They all, of course, had Fiona, too, that remarkable woman who had entered their lives like Mary Poppins the year before Janine’s death. The children all had Fiona, always.
Except at the moment.
His name’s Mouse,
Belle had told Rory.
He’s a stuffy.
Stuffy.
How long since he’d heard that word? Belle must have learned it from Lauren. The kids were much closer to each other than they were to him. Protective of each other, as well.
Lauren gazed at the three fire-spinners. “I’d like to do that.”
Seamus thought it looked dangerous and remembered what Rory had said about getting burned. But he didn’t discourage his daughter. Hadn’t he brought the children to Sultan to embrace a different lifestyle? Though, of course, there must be a fire dancer or two in Telluride. Certainly, such troupes had performed there.
Janine would have wanted to try spinning poi, just to prove she could and that she wasn’t afraid. Everything she did was intended to illustrate her strength, her independence.
Including the gun.
Seamus and Lauren lingered at the fence, watching. Seamus’s mind shifted to Ki-Rin, to the character he had created—the character who was his livelihood. He could easily develop an anime character like Rory to fit into the world of Ki-Rin. Perhaps a fire goddess of some kind... Ten cold minutes later, the women finished dancing and extinguished their poi.
Rory glanced up and saw them. She walked over to the fence.
Seamus said, “Very impressive.”
“It was a good practice. Everything went right.”
“Can we hope for a glimpse of the snake?” he asked.
“Beau would be disappointed,” Rory told him, “if you got to see Lola and he didn’t.”
Of course, she was right. Understanding his kids better than he did.
She told Lauren, “
I
better get to bed, so I’m ready for snowboarding tomorrow.” And to Seamus, she said, “You’ll be starting avalanche school. It will be a four-day session, with classroom activities in the morning and field practice in the afternoon.”