Authors: Amanda Smyth
âYou must have a CT scan,' he says; the machine in the hospital is not working. âGo to Trinidad. Mount Hope medical centre will do it free of charge. If something is wrong usually there are signsâdizziness, vomiting, pain. Do you have any of these signs?'
âNo.'
âIt is not always obvious, so you must pay attention to anything different, unusual. It could kill you. Do you understand?'
âYes,' he says.
âHave you spoken with the police? They need to get a handle on these tourist attacks.'
âI'm not a tourist. I work with the police in Trinidad.'
âBut you look like a tourist. That's the point. They should be worried. The police do what they want. We had an attempted burglary last week, a policeman took an hour to come from the beach on a bicycle. It is a nonsense.'
The doctor tapes a large, thick bandage across the back of Martin's head. As a precaution, he should probably stay tonight in the hospital for observation. He washes his hands and calls for the nurse. She will give him a tetanus injection,
cream for his wrists, antihistamine for his bites, Band-Aids for the small cuts on his face and feet. There are painkillers; they might knock him out, but he will be glad of them later.
He speaks with authority, âYou should go back to your country. This is not a place for people like you.'
After he has seen the nurse, Martin limps back slowly through the corridorâthere's no time to wasteâholding his leg as he walks. He checks Georgia's phoneâa text has arrived. Miriam has sent details of the hotel. They are in room 302.
Miriam, his capable and competent wife
.
Outside, music blasts from an old car and a crowd of young people stand around it, dressed for the beach; they eat from a cooking pot balanced on the bonnet. He thinks, This is a hospital, people are sick. Can't they turn it down? A security guard stands by chatting to a friend. Why doesn't he say something?
From the taxi, he telephones Raymond who is deeply sorry, as if this is somehow his fault. When news came in of a robbery, he'd tried to reach him. He'd been calling his mobile since this morning, but it was switched off, dead.
âTobago never used to be like this. What is happening with these people?' He called Scarborough police station and spoke with an officer from last night. He understands that they want to keep the part about Georgia confidential, away from the press. Is there anything else he can do?
âI'm going to the station now to give a statement.'
Martin asks if he will ring Safiya and let her know that he is out of hospital.
âShe probably knows something through the news desk; she might not realise it's you. We knew there was a robbery, but there were no names yet. There wasn't much information.'
âBetter that way,' Martin says.
âI understand.'
He hears Raymond lighting a cigarette. âDid you see them?'
âI saw them. Clear as fucking day.'
Sergeant Usaf Rochford and Police Constable Curtis Willoughby introduce themselves. They bring chairs and take him into the interview room. He remembers this airless room, its poky dimensions; the framed photograph of the Prime Minister on the wall. The officers look him overâhis shorts, the Wimbledon Tennis 2000 T-shirt and his sandals. They rest their A4 notebooks on the table and sit down opposite him. Sergeant Rochford remembers Martin from his visit over a year ago.
They have good news, they say: they have found the Tucson burned out in a lay-by in Plymouth.
âWas it a rented car?' asks the younger one. âWe noticed the number plate was private.'
âIt wasn't an officially rented car. The guy's somewhere here in Scarborough. Island Car Rentals. I have documents.'
Then he says, âI know who they are. I could identify them in an ID parade tomorrow. That's what we need to have here.'
âYes, sir.'
They have been briefed; it is obvious by the way they speak to him with a slightly deferential manner.
Deferential is good.
âThey looked high, sir?'
He remembers the boy's face when he realised Georgia was there. Excited, yes, not high. They knew exactly what they were doing.
âTheir eyes were normal, no sign of dilation.'
He gives a thorough description of each of them, and they scribble away on their notepads.
âMy wife must have told you, one of them came to the house the night before it happened. We'd seen them before. You'll probably find them on the beach tomorrow.' Then he says, âThey don't know who they're dealing with.' He sounds arrogant and a little foolish.
The other officer, whose face is also familiar, says, âDon't worry, sir, we will do all we can to find them.'
âDid you take fingerprints? What about my daughter's dress? There's the sheets in the house. Has anyone taken the sheets?'
He offers them his bag of clothes.
âWe have everything we need.'
He is not convinced. He wants to ask why the area wasn't taped. But there is no point. He feels himself getting angry; he must try to contain himself. It will not help the situation. The most important thing is that they have all the relevant information.
He says, âThere'll be CCTV footage at the cashpoint.'
âYes, sir.'
âI can take you to the town where they live.'
âWe don't have a car on the premises.'
He should not be surprised. In Trinidad, police officers are often short of vehicles; they are known to loan their cars to a cousin or an uncle on a Friday night. For a small fee, some
rogue officers may hire them out to criminals.
âWe could take a taxi,' he says.
The two officers look at one another.
âWhen will you have a car?'
âTomorrow, sir.'
In truth, as much as he would like to go now, he is exhausted. It might be better to wait until daylight. He needs to see his daughter. His daughter and his wife need him at the hotel. They should not be alone.
âThere was a womanâdressed up, high heels; she came while the boy was getting the cash. She could be a witness.'
He describes the woman and her car.
Then he says, âIt's a good idea to collect the advice slips; there's one with every transaction. You must collect them from the booth and fingerprint them. At the mall, too.'
âA lot of people use these machines.'
âYes,' he says irritably, âit might take a couple of hours' work. It could save you time later on.'
He is exhausted and dehydrated.
âAre you staying in Tobago for a few days, sir?'
âI'm not sure. We have this room for a couple nights. I won't be going far, only to Trinidad. You have my mobile number.'
âYes, sir. We have your number in Trinidad. We explained to your wife and daughter that it would be helpful if they didn't return to England just yet.'
He says, and he sounds angry, âWe have to catch these animals. Do you understand?'
Usaf stares at him for a moment. âWe will do our best, Mr Rawlinson.'
Their hotel is near the airport. As he limps into the palm-tree-lined entrance, the mosaic tiled floors, the open white reception are familiar; yes, he came here for dinner with Safiya. He remembers the sea, calm like a pond, the tinkling steel pan music at night, the generous buffet. It was romantic, and expensive, one of the better hotels on the island. In the lobby, he halts at the sight of his reflection. His bandage is like a strange half turban; there are several gauze plasters on his face. A graze on his left cheek is a bloody patch. His leg is bandaged, and he hobbles along. People are staring.
Let them look, let them look
.
Miriam's face is red and puffy from crying. She looks relieved to see him.
âI thought they might want to keep you overnight.'
The room is cool and pleasant. The curtains are closed and the lamps cast a homely light. It is big enoughâa double bed, and a single divan. A tall arrangement of flowers stands on a table along with a bottle of wine and a basket of orangesâgifts of arrival.
âWhere's Georgia?'
âShe's in the bathroom.'
âHow is she?'
âI'm not sure,' she says, her voice hushed. âI keep expecting her to break down.'
âWe'll have to watch her carefully.'
âI know.' Miriam's eyes fill up.
Martin carefully lowers himself into a chair. He is full of
painâhis back, his ribs, his left leg, the back of his head. And he is weak as a lamb; he hasn't eaten since cake at the villa yesterday. A lifetime ago.
âI need to talk to her about what happened.'
âLet her come to you when she's ready.'
She pushes back her hair; it is wispy with heat.
âHas she told you everything?'
âYes, I think so; mostly.'
âThen why can't she talk to me?'
âMaybe because I was there, or because I'm a woman; her mother. You can't push the river with this, Martin.'
âI want to know.'
She rubs her fingers across her forehead, as if trying to erase something, and he can see that it is difficult for her.
They look at one another.
âI
need
to know, Miriam.'
She walks over to the bathroom and knocks on the door.
âGeorgia,' she calls. âEverything okay?'
Georgia says something he can't quite make out.
âOkay, sweetheart. Take your time, don't rush.'
Now Miriam comes to him; perches on the arm of his chair. He should touch her, he thinks, try to comfort her. But he does not. She speaks softly quickly, as if wanting to get it over with.
âThe boy told her that if she didn't do what he wanted,' she stops, âhe'd rape her with his fishing knife and she wouldn't be able to have babies. He said she mustn't scream because it would put him off. At first she tried to get away but then she knew it was pointless. She was calm as if it was happening to someone else. As if her soul had left her body.'
âWhat about the marks on her neck? He did that?'
Miriam nods.
âWhere were the others?'
Martin's voice is steady; inside he is on fire.
âThey were waiting for him to finish. When I saw him, I knew what he'd done. It didn't take long. He wanted to let them know. I felt like it was some kind of initiation.'
âInitiation of what?'
âI don't know.'
âDid she stay there in the room?'
âShe locked herself in the bathroom and sat under the shower. She thought she was going to die. She was terrified. She thought we were all going to die.'
He cannot bear it.
âWhere was I?'
âLying on the floor.'
The father, the protector, incapacitated
.
He remembers the cold tiles, the sight of Miriam on the sofa. By then it must've been over; the boys were in the kitchen celebrating.
âI told them they should make sure you were alive, they'd be done for murder. They weren't bothered.'
âWhen did you get to her?'
âAfter they'd gone.'
âWhat happened to the other one, the one they left behind?'
âHe waited for a while and took off. She thought I was one of them. She was screaming.'
âWhen you came out, he'd gone?'
âYes. We went inside the TV room and phoned the police.'
Martin gets up and goes to the window. The day is ending; night is starting to fall. His mind is turbulent, as if a grenade has gone off and blown to bits his entire way of thinking. He must gather himself, his scattered, broken parts. He must be strong for Georgia, for Miriam.
âThey found the car. It was burnt out. They set fire to it.'
Miriam looks surprised. âWhy would they?'
âBecause they can. They've been watching too much TV.'
âDid they find anything else?'
âNo.'
She holds up her hands. âWe could've stayed hereâwe didn't need a villa. There's a swimming pool. Guards.'
They stare at one another. He knows what she is getting at. What can he say?
I wanted a villa so I could keep away from you; so I could have my space, my freedom
.
âBut you liked the villa. We all liked it.'
His mind jumps to Safiya. He says, âDo you have my phone?'
âYes,' she says.
âI need to call Trinidad.'
âSomebody rang for you. A woman, she rang three times. She was keen to speak to you.'
His heart skips a beat.
âSapphire. Or something like that. She said she works with you.'
âOkay,' he says, trying to sound casual. âI'll call her later.'
Miriam says, âTerence thinks he knows who they are.'
âWe know who they are. If we drive through the village where I dropped them the other night, we'll see them sitting by the side of the road. They probably live ten minutes from here.'
She sits down on the bed. âI don't understand why they let us see them.'