"I have come on behalf of the Dai-kvo," Maati said. "I wished to confirm
the reports that Otah Machi is dead."
"Well, he isn't going dancing," the physician said, pointing to the
thinner corpse with his chin.
"We're pleased by the Dai-kvo's interest," the Master of Tides said,
ignoring the comment. "Cehmai-cha suggested that you might be able to
confirm for us that this is indeed the upstart."
Maati took a pose of compliance and stepped forward. The reek was
terrible-rotting flesh and something deeper, more disturbing. Cehmai
hung back as Maati circled the table.
Maati gestured at the body, his hand moving in a circle to suggest
turning it over that he might better see the dead man's face. The
physician sighed, came to Maati's side, and took a long iron hook. He
slid the hook under the body's shoulder and heaved. There was a wet
sound as it lifted and fell. The physician put away the hook and
arranged the limbs as Maati considered the bare flesh before him.
Clearly the body had spent its journey face down. The features were
bloated and fisheaten-it might have been Otah-kvo. It might have been
anyone.
On the pale, water-swollen flesh of the corpse's breast, the dark ink
was still visible. The tattoo. Maati had his hand halfway out to touch
it before he realized what he was doing and pulled his fingers back. The
ink was so dark, though, the line where the tattoo began and ended so
sharp. A stirring of the air brought the scent fully to his nose, and
Maati gagged, but didn't look away.
"Will this satisfy the Dai-kvo?" the Master of Tides asked.
Maati nodded and took a pose of thanks, then turned and gestured to
Cehmai that he should follow. The younger poet was stone-faced. Maati
wondered if he had seen many dead men before, much less smelled them.
Out in the fresh air again, they navigated the crowd, ignoring the
questions asked them. Cehmai was silent until they were well away from
any curious ear.
"I'm sorry, Maati-kvo. I know you and he were-"
"It's not him," Maati said.
Cehmai paused, his hands moved up into a pose that spoke of his
confusion. Maati stopped, looking around.
"It isn't him," Maati said. "It's close enough to be mistaken, but it
isn't him. Someone wants us to think him dead-someone willing to go to
elaborate lengths. But that's no more Otah Machi than I am."
"I don't understand," Cehmai said.
"Neither do I. But I can say this, someone wants the rumor of his death
but not the actual thing. They're buying time. Possibly time they can
use to find who's really done these things, then-"
"We have to go back! You have to tell the Master of Tides!"
Maati blinked. Cehmai's face had gone red and he was pointing back
toward the physician's apartments. The boy was outraged.
"If we do that," Maati said, "we spoil all the advantage. It can't get
out that-"
"Are you blind? Gods! It is him. All the time it's been him. This as
much as proves it! Otah Machi came here to slaughter his family. To
slaughter you. He has hackers who could free him from the tower, and he
has done everything that he's been accused of. Buying time? He's buying
safety! Once everyone thinks him dead, they'll stop looking. He'll be
free. You have to tell them the truth!"
"Otah didn't kill his father. Or his brothers. It's someone else."
Cehmai was breathing hard and fast as a runner at the race's end, but
his voice was lower now, more controlled.
"How do you know that?" he asked.
"I know Otah-kvo. I know what he would do, and-"
"Is he innocent because he's innocent, or because you love him?" Cehmai
demanded.
"This isn't the place to-"
""Tell me! Say you have proof and not just that you wish the sky was red
instead of blue, because otherwise you're blinded and you're letting him
escape because of it. There were times I more than half believed you,
Maati-kvo. But when I look at this I see nothing to suggest any
conspiracy but his."
Maati rubbed the point between his eyes with his thumb, pressing hard to
keep his annoyance at bay. He shouldn't have spoken to the boy, but now
that he had, there was nothing for it.
"Your anger-" he began, but Cehmai cut him off.
"You're risking people's lives, Maati-kvo. You're hanging them on the
thought that you can't be wrong about the upstart."
"Whose lives?"
"The lives of people he would kill."
"'There is no risk from Otah-kvo. You don't understand."
"'T'hen teach me." It was as much an insult as a challenge. Maati felt
the blood rising to his cheeks even as his mind dissected Cehmai's
reaction. There was something to it, some reason for the violence and
frustration of it, that didn't make sense. The boy was reacting to
something more than Nlaati knew. Maati swallowed his rage.
"I'll ask five days. Trust me for five days, and I will show you proof.
Will that do?"
He saw the struggle in Cehmai's face. The impulse to refuse, to fight,
to spread the news across the city that Otah Machi lived. And then the
respect for his elders that had been ground into him from his first day
in the school and for all the years since he'd taken the brown robes
they shared. Maati waited, forcing himself to patience. And in the end,
Cehmai nodded once, turned, and stalked away.
Five days, Maati thought, shaking his head. I wonder what I thought to
manage in that time. I should have asked for ten.
THE RAINS CAME IN THE EARLY EVENING: LIGHTNING AND THE BLUE-GRAY bellies
of cloudbank. The first few drops sounded like stones, and then the
clouds broke with a sudden pounding-thousands of small drums rolling.
Otah sat in the window and looked out at the courtyard as puddles
appeared and danced white and clear. The trees twisted and shifted under
gusts of wind and the weight of water. The little storms rarely lasted
more than a hand and a half, but in that time, they seemed like
doomsday, and they reminded Otah of being young, when everything had
been full and torrential and brief. He wished now that he had the skill
to draw this brief landscape before the clouds passed and it was gone.
There was something beautiful in it, something worth preserving.
"You're looking better."
Otah shifted, glancing back into the room. Sinja was there, his long
hair slicked down by the rain, his robes sodden. Otah took a welcoming
pose as the commander strode across the room toward him, dripping as he
came.
"Brighter about the eyes, blood in your skin again. One would think
you'd been eating, perhaps even walking around a bit."
"I feel better," Otah said. "That's truth."
"I didn't doubt you would. I've seen men far worse off than you pull
through just fine. They've found your corpse, by the way. Identified it
as you, just as we'd hoped. There are already half a hundred stories
about how that came to be, and none of them near the truth. Amiit-cha is
quite pleased, I think."
"I suppose it's worth being pleased over," Otah said.
"You don't seem overjoyed."
"Someone killed my father and my brothers and placed the blame on me. It
just seems an odd time to celebrate."
Sinja didn't answer this, and for a moment, the two men sat in silence
broken only by the rain. Then Otah spoke again. "Who was he? The man
with my tattoo? Where did you find him?"
"He wasn't the sort of man the world will miss," Sinja said. "Amiit
found him in a low town, and we arranged to purchase his indenture from
the low magistrate before they hung him."
"What had he done?"
"I don't know. Killed someone. Raped a puppy. Whatever soothes your
conscience, he did that."
"You really don't care."
"No," Sinja agreed. "And perhaps that makes me a bad person, but since I
don't care about that, either ..."
He took a pose of completion, as if he had finished a demonstration.
Otah nodded, then looked away.
"Too many people die over this," Otah said. "Too many lives wasted. It's
an idiot system."
"This is nothing. You should see a real war. There is no bigger waste
than that."
"You have? Seen war, I mean?"
"Yes. I fought in the Westlands. Sometimes when the Wardens took issue
with each other. Sometimes against the nomad bands when they got big
enough to pose a real threat. And then when the Galts decide to come
take another bite out of them. There's more than enough opportunity there."
A distant Hash of lightning lit the trees, and then a breath later, a
growl of thunder. Otah reached his hand out, letting the cool drops wet
his palm.
"What's it like?" he asked.
"War? Violent. Brutish, stupid. Unnecessary, as often as not. But I like
the part where we win."
Otah chuckled.
"You seem ... don't mind my prying at you, but for a man pulled from
certain death, you don't seem to be as happy as I'd expected," Sinja
said. "Something weighing on you?"
"Have you even been to Yalakeht?"
"No, too far east for me."
"They have tall gates on the mouths of their side streets that they
close and lock every night. And there's a tower in the harbor with a
permanent fire that guides ships in the darkness. In Chaburi-Tan, the
street children play a game I've never seen anywhere else. They get just
within shouting distance, strung out all through the streets, and then
one will start singing, and the next will call the song on to the next
after him, until it loops around to the first singer with all the
mistakes and misunderstandings that make it something new. They can go
on for hours. I stayed in a low town halfway between Lachi and
Shosheyn-Tan where they served a stew of smoked sausage and pepper rice
that was the best meal I've ever had. And the eastern islands.
"I was a fisherman out there for a few years. A very bad one, but ...
but I spent my time out on the water, listening to the waves against my
little boat. I saw the way the water changed color with the day and the
weather. The salt cracked my palms, and the woman I was with made me
sleep with greased cloth on my hands. I think I'll miss that the most."
"Cracked palms?"
"The sea. I think that will be the worst of it."
Sinja shifted. The rain intensified and then slackened as suddenly as it
had come. The trees stood straighter. The pools of water danced less.
"The sea hasn't gone anywhere," Sinja said.
"No, but I have. I've gone to the mountains. And I don't expect I'll
ever leave them again. I knew it was the danger when I became a courier.
I was warned. But I hadn't understood it until now. It's the problem in
seeing too much of the world. In loving too much of it. You can only
live in one place at a time. And eventually, you pick your spot, and the
memories of all the others just become ghosts."
Sinja nodded, taking a pose that expressed his understanding. Otah
smiled, and wondered what memories the commander carried with him. From
the distance in his eyes, it couldn't all have been blood and terror.
Something of it must have been worth keeping.
"You've decided, then," Sinja said. "Amiit-cha was thinking he'd need to
speak with you about the issue soon. Things will be moving in Mach] as
soon as the mourning's done."
"I know. And yes, I've decided."
"Would you mind if I asked why you chose to stay?"
Otah turned and let himself down into the room. He took two howls from
the cabinet and poured the deep red wine into both before he answered.
Sinja took the one he was offered and drank half at a swig. Utah sat on
the table, his feet on the scat of the bench and swirled the red of the
wine against the bone white of the bowl.
"Someone killed my father and nay brothers."
"You didn't know them," Sinja said. "Don't tell me this is love."
"They killed my old family. I)o you think they'd hesitate to kill my new
one?"
"Spoken like a man," Sinja said, raising his howl in salute. "The gods
all know it won't be easy. As long as the utkhaicm think you've done
everything you're accused of, they'll kill you first and crown you
after. You'll have to find who did the thing and feed them to the
crowds, and even then half of them will think you're guilty and clever.
But if you don't do the thing ... No, I think you're right. The options
are live in fear or take the world by the balls. You can be the Khai
Nlachi, or you can be the Khai Machi's victim. I don't see a third way."
"I'll take the first. And I'll be glad about it. It's only . .
"You mourn that other life, I know. It comes with leaving your boyhood
behind."
"I wouldn't have thought I was still just a boy."
"It doesn't matter what you've done or seen. Every man's a child until
he's a father. It's the way the world's made."
Otah raised his brows and took a pose of (Iuery only slightly hampered
by the bowl of wine.
"Oh yes, several," Sinja said. "So far the mothers haven't met one
another, so that's all for the best. But your woman? Kiyan-cha?"
Otah nodded.
"I traveled with her for a time," Sinja said. "I've never met another
like her, and I've known more than my share of women. You're lucky to
have her, even if it means freezing your prick off for half the year up
here in the north."
"Are you telling me you're in love with my lover?" Otah asked, half
joking, half serious.
"I'm saying she's worth giving up the sea for," Sinja said. He finished
the last of his wine, spun the bowl on the table, and then clapped
Otah's shoulder. Otah met his gaze for a moment before Sinja turned and
strode out. Otah looked into the wine bowl again, smelled the memory of
grapes hot from the sun, and drank it down. Outside, the sun broke
through, and the green of the trees and blue of the sky where it peeked
past the gray and white and yellow clouds showed vibrant as something
newly washed.
Their quarters were down a short corridor, and then through a thin
wooden door on leather hinges halfway to wearing through. Kiyan lay on
the cot, the netting pulled around her to keep the gnats and mosquitoes
off. Otah slipped through and lay gently beside her, watching her eyes
flutter and her lips take up a smile as she recognized him.
"I heard you talking," she said, sleep slurring the words.
"Sinja-cha came up."
"What was the matter?"
"Nothing," he said, and kissed her temple. "We were only talking about
the sea."
CEHMAI CLOSED THE DOOR OF THE POET'S HOUSE AGAIN AND STARTED PACing the
length of the room. The storm in the back of his mind was hardly a match
for the one at the front. Stone-Made-Soft, sitting at the empty, cold
brazier, looked up. Its face showed a mild interest.
"Trees still there?" the andat asked.
"Yes."