Authors: Andrew Gross
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here wasn't much Carrie and I could to do until we got more information on Vance Hofer, and that could take hours.
So we agreed that the best thing to do was to drive back out to the Fellows property and talk with him again.
This time I stayed in the car and let Carrie do the talking. What could I have offered, anyway, that was any more persuasive than a Jacksonville police ID?
Fellows was outside watering plants when we arrived. He didn't seem exactly eager to see who it was who had come back a second time.
The conversation was brief. He was even more guarded and distracted than he'd been the day before, trying to ignore us. But Carrie showed him the photo of Hofer that Maryanne had sent me, which made him brusquely turn away, his glare pretty much saying,
I think it's time for you two to get the hell out of here now . . .
Then Carrie came back to the car with a look of frustration and disappointment on her face, but also a gleam of something promising too.
“Well . . . ?”
I asked her.
“He said he never heard of him. At first.” Carrie backed out of Fellows's drive and continued about a hundred yards or so before stopping and turning to me. “But then he basically admitted he was lying.”
“How? What did he say?”
This could save me!
“He asked to see my ID again. Then he told me, âNext time, come back here with a real cop, and I'll tell you.' ”
C
arrie's brother reached us back at the motel.
She put her hand on mine, motioning for me to stay silent, and put the call on speakerphone.
“Are you with someone, Carrie . . . ?” I heard her brother ask.
My heart was beating so loudly I was worried he could hear me through the phone.
“Don't worry about that, Jack. Tell me what you found?”
“You wanted to know if anything could have possibly made this guy resort to violence?”
“Yeah . . .”
“Well, find your ticket, sis. I think you hit the lottery.”
Carrie and I locked on each other's eyes.
“I'm looking through it now. The guy lost his home, a year and a half ago. His wife died, which pretty much broke him. He's been living in a trailer since. Not to mention his job . . . The past ten years he worked as a lathe operator in some metalworks plant in South Carolina which went under . . .”
“Do you happen to have the name of the place, Jack?” Carrie's eyes lit up with anticipation.
I heard the sound of a page being turned. “Lemme see. Here it is. Liberty Machine Works. Bamberg, South Carolina. Mean anything?”
Carrie stared at me hard, her eyes expansive. “Yeah, Jack. It does mean something. That's where Fellows worked as well.”
“Who?
” her brother said through the phone.
“Never mind, Jack. Sorry.” But her look to me was lit with elation. And vindication. Fellows
had
been lying. He and Vance had worked together! That was how they knew each other.
That was how Hofer would have come upon the plates.
“That enough, or you need any more?” her brother asked, as if he were daring her to say yes.
“Keep it coming, Jack. You're on a roll.”
“Seems your guy is an ex-cop as well. He was with the Florida State Police for almost fifteen years. Accent on
ex,
thoughâhe was dismissed in an IA investigation back in 1999. He seems to have taken the fall for his role in an excessive-force incident.” I heard a whistle. “
I'd say . . . !
It says here he held down a burglary suspect and busted both his hands with a nightstick. All caught on film. It all happened back in Jacksonville. Right in your own backyard.”
“Jacksonville?”
Carrie turned and fixed on me.
“That's right. It was a joint investigation with your very own sheriff's office there. Very public back then. There were other officers involved, but they were all cleared.”
Carrie's gaze grew serious, and though she only shot me the briefest of looks, I knew what was on her mind. Because it was on my mind too.
“Jack, is there any mention there of just who those other officers were?”
I heard him leaf through his report. “A couple of reprimands maybe. Hofer seems to be the only one who was directly implicated. Dismissal. Loss of all benefits.”
I could read Carrie's mind: If we looked it up, would Robert Martinez's name be there?
That had to be how he and Hofer knew each other. From back on the force in Jacksonville.
Did Martinez somehow owe him? For Hofer taking the fall?
Everything was beginning to fit together. It was kind of like peeling back a dark curtain and finding a secret, parallel part of your life you never knew existed, but one that was going on all the time, and eventually collided with yours.
Head-on.
It had to be Hofer. Everything fit! He knew where I was going and when. He'd taken the plates from Fellows's garage and gotten in touch with Martinez, his old cohort from Jacksonville, who owed Hofer a favor. So Hofer got him to agree to pull me over. Scare the shit out of me!
And then he'd killed him! Killed his own friend. And then he went out and killed Mike. With a gun he'd probably purchased using my name.
All to make it look like it was me!
But why?
Our paths had never crossed until he came in my office. I was a blank trying to put anything together from that time. He had looked at my photos on the credenza. Asked about my daughter . . .
“So, you got enough?” Carrie's brother asked. “You find what you were looking for?”
“Yeah, Jack.” Carrie nodded somberly.
“In that case, I guess you don't need to hear the kicker,” her brother said, with a slight note of teasing in his voice.
“The kicker?”
Carrie said. “C'mon, Jack, no holding back now.”
“The guy's daughter was just convicted on a vehicular homicide charge. Two months ago she ran over a mother and her newborn son. She pleaded guilty. Sentenced to twenty years . . .”
It suddenly hit me: Hofer had mentioned something about his daughter in my office. He was looking over the photos on the credenza. He'd noticed Hallie. He asked meâ
“Apparently she was whacked out on OxyContin at the time of the accident,” Carrie's brother said.
“Oh my God!”
I suddenly understood why Hofer had asked me about my clinics. The pain centers . . .
His daughter had been high on OxyContin at the time of her accident.
Somehow he blamed me for what had happened to her. OxyContin had taken a piece of her life. Now he was taking mine.
“I know.
Â
.
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.
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!”
I turned to Carrie. “I know why he's doing this to me.”
“Who's there with you?” her brother asked. He sounded alarmed. “Look, I know from Pop what you're doing up there. You're in totally over your head. Do you understand what you're getting yourself into . . . ?”
“I have to go, Jack. But it's okay. I'm notâ”
“Carrie, listen to me. I'm starting to get concerned that all this has gotten to you. After what happened to Rick and Raef . . . If you've got something to share, it's time to turn it over. To me, or to the JSO. But you can't be putting your neck out, least of all with someone like this.”
“Steadman didn't do it, Jack.” Again, her gaze locked onto mine. “This other guy did. Hofer. I'm positive.”
I grabbed her phone and put my hand over the speaker. “I have these pain centers. Hofer asked about them. We prescribe Oxy, but only with a doctor's scrip. But a lot of the others are merely shills, storefronts . . .” The color drained out of my face. “Somehow he's blaming me for what's happened to his daughter!”
“I'm sorry, Jack, but I gotta go,” Carrie said, taking back the phone. “Don't do anything. I'll call you later, and when I do, I'm gonna be able to prove it. I give you my word.”
“Carrie, listen to me, please. This guyâ”
She disconnected the line, her face clouded with both resolve and worry.
“You have proof?” I asked.
She nodded, though a little tentatively. “I can get it.”
“Where?”
“A couple of hours from here.” She started up the car again. “We're going to see a guy about a gun.”
“Wait.”
I put my hand on her arm and stopped her. “Carrie, before you do, there's something you have to know. This guy, Hofer . . .” I took a breath and felt all the anxiety of the last few days finally come to the surface, my whole body going weak and numb.
“He has my daughter!”
C
arrie's face went pale. She looked at me, her blue eyes wide, starting to put it all together.
“That's what I wasn't able to tell you,” I said. “Why I can't turn myself in. He told me if I did, or if I happened to get caught, or if the news somehow got out about Hallie being kidnappedâhe'd kill her! Just like he killed Mike and Martinez. He called me on Hallie's phoneâshe was away at schoolâand he put her on. She's terrified, Carrie! You can imagine! She's sure he'll do what he says.”
“Oh God . . .”
I saw her look change from resolve to sympathy and she put her hand over mine.
“That's what I tried to say when I first called you. When I asked about your son. And why I couldn't just give myself in. Any more than I can now. No matter how much evidence we have.”
“Why do you think he's so determined to ruin your life?”
“I don't know why! Maybe his daughter came to one of my clinics. You need to have a scrip for Oxy, or be evaluated with a set of X-rays by a doctor, but I don't know, I can't completely control where these things might end up. You know what's going on out there.”
“We have to tell Jack,” Carrie said firmly. “You can't keep this to yourself any longer.”
“No, no!”
My heart almost jumped out of my chest in alarm. “
You can't!
You can't!”
“We have to. This is what they do. They're professionals at this. We're just . . . You can't get her back by yourself.”
“Can you promise me that word won't get out the minute the JSO finds out I've turned myself in? My name is already on every newscast across the country! You're saying they won't go public when I land in the hands of the FBI? They still think I've killed one of their own! They'll think I just made this whole story up, to shift the blame. I can't live with what might happen!”
“I'm sure I can get Jack to keep it under wraps. These people aren't savages. They'll know what to do. What other possibility is there?”
“I know who it is now. He'll contact me. It's me he wants! Me he's put in this rat's trap. Not Hallie. He's just using her to lure me.”
“He'll kill her too,” Carrie said, steadfast. “You know he will. You're playing with fire.”
I brought my hands up to my forehead. I didn't know what was right. Or maybe I knew what was right, I just didn't want to lose control. Now that I was finally so close.
“Once he tells me where he is, then I can call in help.”
“And what if he never calls. What if that phone never rings again. And that's his revenge. How will you live with
that
?”
I didn't answer.
“We need to get the proof,” Carrie said, letting her words sink into me. “Once we can prove it's Hofer who's behind it, then you have to let me bring in Jack. Or whoever his team is. I won't walk away from you.” She clasped her hand over mine. “I promise. I won't! But this is the only way I can go on with you. This is a murder investigation. I can't withhold evidence. Not if I knowâ
“You've done everything you possibly can. You found out who it was! But you can't get her back . . .” She shook her head. “Not by yourself. You trusted me enough to tell me this, now you have to trust we can work out the rest of it. It's the only way.”
I think the only thing that scared me more than the unknown surrounding Hallie was the thought of what I was capable of doing to get her back once I had the proof I needed. I also knew it wasn't all my call. Liz had a say as well, and I knew exactly what she'd say. She'd agree with Carrie in a heartbeat.
I nodded, about as halfheartedly as I ever had in my life.
Carrie blew out a breath and nodded too. “We get the proof it's Hofer, and then I call Jack. He'll get her back for you. Are we all right?”
I slowly nodded again, and Carrie squeezed my hand one last time. And I squeezed hers back.
She smiled. “Now let's go see a man about a gun.”
W
e doubled back to Orangeburg and picked up Interstate 77, which headed north. It was only a couple of hours straight up to Charlotte.
To Bud's Guns. In Mount Holly, North Carolina.
I leaned back and shut my eyes for a while. For the first time in ages I actually didn't feel freaked out. No one would be looking for us in Carrie's Prius. No one had any idea where we were headed.
In a matter of hours, we'd have the proof that Hofer was setting me up.
Carrie turned on the news, and a troubling report came on: I'd been spotted in Orangeburg at the diner. Apparently the waitress, Nanci, had recognized me, after seeing a newscast that evening, and once word got out, the night clerk at the motel did too, and they had found the Lexus I'd stolen.
The report also said that I'd been spotted with a woman. And might be heading north.
Carrie's name would eventually come out.
“Congratulations.” I turned to her. “You've graduated from Community Outreach. You're now an accomplice.”
“Hopefully not for very long.” She smiled at me through her sunglasses. “I intend to set the record straight on that in a matter of hours.”
“I'm sorry to have gotten you into this,” I said.
“You didn't get me into it. I got me into it. And you know what?”
“What?” I shrugged.
“Whether it's crazy or not, I'm glad I'm here.”
“I'm glad you're here too,” I said. “Your brother, Jack, however, may not be equally ecstatic when he hears the news.”
“I can handle Jack,” Carrie said, pressing her lips together. “I always have. Now my dad, the exâpolice chief, he's a completely different story . . .”
I dozed for a bit, and when I came to we were on the highway, doing seventy.
“You were out for a while.” Carrie smiled, glanced over.
“Guess something's been keeping me from getting my usual eight hours lately,” I said back. “Can't imagine what that is . . .”
I looked at Carrie, her pretty blue eyes firm with both determination and resolve, and I suddenly felt something else there, how much courage there was in this tough little package, how much she had risked for me.
“Can I ask you something?” I said.
She shrugged. “Sure.”
“I was wondering, what did your brother mean when he said he was worried how everything might have gotten to you. He mentioned Rick. And Raef . . . It made me think, when I spoke to you that first time, you said it was your first day back at the job . . .”
Carrie glanced away, checking her mirror, and changed lanes.
“I know you said you'd tell me, later on, when I turned myself in. But it's not like we don't have a couple of hours here to ourselves . . .
Your husband
?”
“Uh-huh.” Carrie finally nodded, letting out a breath. “And my son.”
She drove on a ways, still seeing I was waiting for an answer if she felt like giving me one. “Last September, my son, Raef . . .” She drew in a breath. “He was eight. He went into a seizure on the soccer field at school. He lost consciousness. Rick got the call and I was about two hours away . . .”
I nodded.
“I rushed to the ER, but Raef was already in the ICU. A ruptured AVM. You know it?”
I nodded again.
“The doctor said it would be touch and go for the next forty-eight hours. He'd lost a lot of blood flow to the brain. He said Raef was putting up a good fight, but that something else had happened. He sat me down . . .”
She blinked and again pressed her lips tightly together. “Rick was in the OR, undergoing emergency surgery. He had what's called a dissected aorta. You probably know what that is too . . .
“They said he probably had it from birth. Apparently he'd sat down in a chair in the waiting room and all of a sudden he just felt woozy. It had to be dealt with immediately. The procedure took four hours.” Carrie forced a smile, different from any I had seen from her thus far. “I had a kid in the ICU clinging onto his life and a husband in the OR who could go either way . . . I kept running back and forth, checking on Raef, holding his hand, telling him to hang on, then I'd go back up and watch Rick . . .”
I frowned and swallowed. “How did he do?”
“He didn't make it,” Carrie said, with the slightest shake of her head. “He stroked out on the table. Like a ticking bomb, they told me. I suppose it could've gone off anywhere. It just happened there. You would have thought . . .” She glanced in the mirror again and shifted lanes.
“Would have thought
what
?” I asked her, noticing the tears shining in her eyes.
She shrugged. “Rick did two tours in Iraq. Before law school. He lost a lot of friends there. You would have thought if it was simply a matter of stress, it might've happened over there . . .”
“What do
you
think it was?”
She blinked almost distractedly and shook her head. “I don't know . . .”
She held the wheel with one hand, and I reached out and put my hand on her arm and squeezed. “I'm sorry.”
“Thanks. I don't really talk about it much. I suppose it's all still pretty new. Raw . . .”
“I didn't mean to make you go through that.”
“Here . . .”
She reached behind the seat, pulled out her purse, and opened her wallet. There was a picture of a nice-looking guy with short, light-colored hair, wire-rim glasses, and bright, intelligent eyes. “He was a lawyer,” Carrie said proudly. “Damned good one. He handled military cases. Rape. Sexual assault by superiors. Even Don't Ask, Don't Tell defendants . . . He pushed to have them adjudicated in civilian courts. Rick was a stand-up, guy . . . About the most stand-up guy I ever knew.”
“I think you do him proud,” I said, “when it comes to that measure.”
Our eyes met, and we didn't say anything for a few seconds. I saw a Florida driver's license next to Rick's photo. “You mind?”
She shook her head.
I pulled it out. With my new cropped hair and glasses, I kind of resembled him.
“I should probably take that out now,” Carrie said. “I guess it still makes me feel like he's here. There are times I just want to feel close.”
“I think you should keep it there as long as you like,” I said. Our eyes met. “I think you'll know the right time.” I was about to put the photos back in her wallet. “So how's your boy doing?”
“He's doing great,” Carrie answered with a resurgent smile. “He's back at home nowâat my parents' actually. He suffered some cognitive loss that they've been working on at the hospital, as well as some motor paralysis on his left side. But he'll be back to school in the fall. Little guy's the love of my life. But you must understand that, Dr. Steadâ”
She caught herself, in an awkward pause. “Sorry.”
I looked at her. “You think it's time you start calling me Henry? Nothing special, it's just that I kind of let everyone who saves my life call me by my first name. It's a rule with me . . .”
Carrie smiled, brightness coming back into her face. “I don't know. Maybe we should keep it like it is for now . . .”
“You're right. Anyway,
Doctor
Steadman will probably get us a better table at the Denny's in Mount Holly if we have lunch there . . .”
Suddenly I realized what the answer to my question about Carrie was.
It had to do with what I had said to her that first time I called in that somehow made her trust in me and look for that car. When everyone else had me tried and convicted as a ruthless killer and just wanted to bring me in.
I had asked if she had kids . . . And now I remembered, after a long pause she had answered yes, she did, a son
.
Her first day back, from such an abominable tragedy . . .
And then I had said: “
Well, then you'll know exactly what I mean . . .”
Then I swore, on Hallieâthe love of
my
lifeâthat I was completely innocent of all the things they were saying.
And somehow that had cut through all the convincing evidence and the rush to judgment. And it had made her believe me. In spite of everything to the contrary. All the evidence, all the crimes Hofer had managed to pin on meâ
“What?”
Carrie glanced at me staring at her, and it suddenly was like she was reading my mind as she smiled, a bit fuzzily. “So you want me to tell you what it was? That made me believe you that day. Seems a little stupid now, in light of everything, butâ”
“No.” I shook my head at her, smiling. “I think you just did.”