Works of Ivan Turgenev (Illustrated) (316 page)

But in spite of all Vassily Ivanovitch’s tact, Rogatchov dimly felt that he, Olga’s betrothed and future husband, had somehow become as it were an outsider to her... but in the boundless goodness of his heart, he was afraid of wounding her by reproaches, though he sincerely loved her and prized her affection. When left alone with her, he did not know what to say, and only tried all he could to follow her wishes. Two months passed by. Every trace of self - reliance, of will, disappeared at last in Olga. Rogatchov, feeble and tongue - tied, could be no support to her. She had no wish even to resist the enchantment, and with a sinking heart she surrendered unconditionally to Vassily....

Olga Ivanovna may very likely then have known something of the bliss of love; but it was not for long. Though Vassily — for lack of other occupation — did not drop her, and even attached himself to her and looked after her fondly, Olga herself was so utterly distraught that she found no happiness even in love and yet could not tear herself away from Vassily. She began to be frightened at everything, did not dare to think, could talk of nothing, gave up reading, and was devoured by misery. Sometimes Vassily succeeded in carrying her along with him and making her forget everything and every one. But the very next day he would find her pale, speechless, with icy hands, and a fixed smile on her lips.... There followed a time of some difficulty for Vassily; but no difficulties could dismay him. He concentrated himself like a skilled gambler. He could not in the least rely upon Olga Ivanovna; she was continually betraying herself, turning pale, blushing, weeping... her new part was utterly beyond her powers. Vassily toiled for two: in his restless and boisterous gaiety, only an experienced observer could have detected something strained and feverish. He played his brothers, sisters, the Rogatchovs, the neighbours, like pawns at chess. He was everlastingly on the alert. Not a single glance, a single movement, was lost on him, yet he appeared the most heedless of men. Every morning he faced the fray, and every evening he scored a victory. He was not the least oppressed by such a fearful strain of activity. He slept four hours out of the twenty - four, ate very little, and was healthy, fresh, and good - humoured.

Meantime the wedding - day was approaching. Vassily succeeded in persuading Pavel Afanasievitch himself of the necessity of delay. Then he despatched him to Moscow to make various purchases, while he was himself in correspondence with friends in Petersburg. He took all this trouble, not so much from sympathy for Olga Ivanovna, as from a natural bent and liking for bustle and agitation.... Besides, he was beginning to be sick of Olga Ivanovna, and more than once after a violent outbreak of passion for her, he would look at her, as he sometimes did at Rogatchov. Lutchinov always remained a riddle to every one. In the coldness of his relentless soul you felt the presence of a strange almost southern fire, and even in the wildest glow of passion a breath of icy chill seemed to come from the man.

Before other people he supported Olga Ivanovna as before. But when they were alone, he played with her like a cat with a mouse, or frightened her with sophistries, or was wearily, malignantly bored, or again flung himself at her feet, swept her away, like a straw in a hurricane... and there was no feigning at such moments in his passion... he really was moved himself.

One day, rather late in the evening, Vassily was sitting alone in his room, attentively reading over the last letters he had received from Petersburg, when suddenly he heard a faint creak at the door, and Olga Ivanovna’s maid, Palashka, came in.

‘What do you want?’ Vassily asked her rather crossly.

‘My mistress begs you to come to her.’

‘I can’t just now. Go along.... Well what are you standing there for?’ he went on, seeing that Palashka did not go away.

‘My mistress told me to say that she very particularly wants to see you,’ she said.

‘Why, what’s the matter?’

‘Would your honour please to see for yourself....’

Vassily got up, angrily flung the letters into a drawer, and went in to Olga Ivanovna. She was sitting alone in a corner, pale and passive.

‘What do you want?’ he asked her, not quite politely.

Olga looked at him and closed her eyes.

‘What’s the matter? what is it, Olga?’

He took her hand.... Olga Ivanovna’s hand was cold as ice... She tried to speak... and her voice died away. The poor woman had no possible doubt of her condition left her.

Vassily was a little disconcerted. Olga Ivanovna’s room was a couple of steps from Anna Pavlovna’s bedroom. Vassily cautiously sat down by Olga, kissed and chafed her hands, comforted her in whispers. She listened to him, and silently, faintly, shuddered. In the doorway stood Palashka, stealthily wiping her eyes. In the next room they heard the heavy, even ticking of the clock, and the breathing of some one asleep. Olga Ivanovna’s numbness dissolved at last into tears and stifled sobs. Tears are like a storm; after them one is always calmer. When Olga Ivanovna had quieted down a little, and only sobbed convulsively at intervals, like a child, Vassily knelt before her with caresses and tender promises, soothed her completely, gave her something to drink, put her to bed, and went away. He did not undress all night; wrote two or three letters, burnt two or three papers, took out a gold locket containing the portrait of a black - browed, black - eyed woman with a bold, voluptuous face, scrutinised her features slowly, and walked up and down the room pondering.

Next day, at breakfast, he saw with extreme displeasure poor Olga’s red and swollen eyes and pale, agitated face. After breakfast he proposed a stroll in the garden to her. Olga followed Vassily, like a submissive sheep. When two hours afterwards she came in from the garden she quite broke down; she told Anna Pavlovna she was unwell, and went to lie down on her bed. During their walk Vassily had, with a suitable show of remorse, informed her that he was secretly married — he was really as much a bachelor as I am. Olga Ivanovna did not fall into a swoon — people don’t fall into swoons except on the stage — but she turned all at once stony, though she herself was so far from hoping to marry Vassily Ivanovitch that she was even afraid to think about it. Vassily had begun to explain to her the inevitableness of her parting from him and marrying Rogatchov. Olga Ivanovna looked at him in dumb horror. Vassily talked in a cool, business - like, practical way, blamed himself, expressed his regret, but concluded all his remarks with the following words: ‘There’s no going back on the past; we’ve got to act.’

Olga was utterly overwhelmed; she was filled with terror and shame; a dull, heavy despair came upon her; she longed for death, and waited in agony for Vassily’s decision.

‘We must confess everything to my mother,’ he said to her at last.

Olga turned deadly pale; her knees shook under her.

‘Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid,’ repeated Vassily, ‘trust to me, I won’t desert you... I will make everything right... rely upon me.’

The poor woman looked at him with love... yes, with love, and deep, but hopeless devotion.

‘I will arrange everything, everything,’ Vassily said to her at parting... and for the last time he kissed her chilly hands....

Next morning — Olga Ivanovna had only just risen from her bed — her door opened... and Anna Pavlovna appeared in the doorway. She was supported by Vassily. In silence she got as far as an arm - chair, and in silence she sat down. Vassily stood at her side. He looked composed; his brows were knitted and his lips slightly parted. Anna Pavlovna, pale, indignant, angry, tried to speak, but her voice failed her. Olga Ivanovna glanced in horror from her benefactress to her lover, with a terrible sinking at her heart... she fell on her knees with a shriek in the middle of the room, and hid her face in her hands.

‘Then it’s true... is it true?’ murmured Anna Pavlovna, and bent down to her.... ‘Answer!’ she went on harshly, clutching Olga by the arm.

‘Mother!’ rang out Vassily’s brazen voice, ‘you promised me not to be hard on her.’

‘I want... confess... confess... is it true? is it true?’

‘Mother... remember...’ Vassily began deliberately.

This one word moved Anna Pavlovna greatly. She leaned back in her chair, and burst into sobs.

Olga Ivanovna softly raised her head, and would have flung herself at the old lady’s feet, but Vassily kept her back, raised her from the ground, and led her to another arm - chair. Anna Pavlovna went on weeping and muttering disconnected words....

‘Come, mother,’ began Vassily, ‘don’t torment yourself, the trouble may yet be set right.... If Rogatchov...’

Olga Ivanovna shuddered, and drew herself up.

‘If Rogatchov,’ pursued Vassily, with a meaning glance at Olga Ivanovna, ‘imagines that he can disgrace an honourable family with impunity...’

Olga Ivanovna was overcome with horror.

‘In my house,’ moaned Anna Pavlovna.

‘Calm yourself, mother. He took advantage of her innocence, her youth, he — you wish to say something’ — he broke off, seeing that Olga made a movement towards him....

Olga Ivanovna sank back in her chair.

‘I will go at once to Rogatchov. I will make him marry her this very day. You may be sure I will not let him make a laughing - stock of us....’

‘But... Vassily Ivanovitch... you...’ whispered Olga.

He gave her a prolonged, cold stare. She sank into silence again.

‘Mother, give me your word not to worry her before I return. Look, she is half dead. And you, too, must rest. Rely upon me; I answer for everything; in any case, wait till I return. I tell you again, don’t torture her, or yourself, and trust to me.’

He went to the door and stopped. ‘Mother,’ said he, ‘come with me, leave her alone, I beg of you.’

Anna Pavlovna got up, went up to the holy picture, bowed down to the ground, and slowly followed her son. Olga Ivanovna, without a word or a movement, looked after them.

Vassily turned back quickly, snatched her hand, whispered in her ear, ‘Rely on me, and don’t betray us,’ and at once withdrew.... ‘Bourcier!’ he called, running swiftly down the stairs, ‘Bourcier!’

A quarter of an hour later he was sitting in his carriage with his valet.

That day the elder Rogatchov was not at home. He had gone to the district town to buy cloth for the liveries of his servants. Pavel Afanasievitch was sitting in his own room, looking through a collection of faded butterflies. With lifted eyebrows and protruding lips, he was carefully, with a pin, turning over the fragile wings of a ‘night sphinx’ moth, when he was suddenly aware of a small but heavy hand on his shoulder. He looked round. Vassily stood before him.

‘Good - morning, Vassily Ivanovitch,’ he said in some amazement.

Vassily looked at him, and sat down on a chair facing him.

Pavel Afanasievitch was about to smile... but he glanced at Vassily, and subsided with his mouth open and his hands clasped.

‘Tell me, Pavel Afanasievitch,’ said Vassily suddenly, ‘are you meaning to dance at your
wedding soon?
’

‘I?... soon... of course... for my part... though as you and your sister ... I, for my part, am ready to - morrow even.’

‘Very good, very good. You’re a very impatient person, Pavel Afanasievitch.’

‘How so?’

‘Let me tell you,’ pursued Vassily Ivanovitch, getting up, ‘I know all; you understand me, and I order you without delay to - morrow to marry Olga.’

‘Excuse me, excuse me,’ objected Rogatchov, not rising from his seat; ‘you order me. I sought Olga Ivanovna’s hand of myself and there’s no need to give me orders.... I confess, Vassily Ivanovitch, I don’t quite understand you.’

‘You don’t understand me?’

‘No, really, I don’t understand you.’

‘Do you give me your word to marry her to - morrow?’

‘Why, mercy on us, Vassily Ivanovitch... haven’t you yourself put off our wedding more than once? Except for you it would have taken place long ago. And now I have no idea of breaking it off. What is the meaning of your threats, your insistence?’