“She’s denned up about two hundred feet beyond the far side of the rise,” he said softly. “She has three cubs.”
A shiver coursed through Eden’s body, but it came from the touch of Nevada’s hand rather than from the news about the mama cougar.
“Did she sense you?” Eden asked, her voice low and soft.
“No.” Nevada lowered his hand. “She’s still sleeping off her meal. I doubt that she’ll be out and about before sunset. Maybe not even then.”
“Do you have a clear field of view from the ridge?”
“Pretty good. It would be even better from there,” he said, pointing to a spot farther along the crest, “but that’s the way she went from her kill to the den. I didn’t figure you wanted to leave tracks there.”
“Not until she’s finished with the deer,” Eden agreed.
Eden tried to think about possible hiding places, places to build a blind for observation, places where the cougar wouldn’t be likely to find them and become alarmed; but all she could think about at that instant was how close Nevada was, and how much closer he had been seven days ago.
Motionless, Nevada watched Eden’s changing hazel eyes and the delicate pressure of her teeth against her lower lip and the fiddling of her fingers over his jacket hem while she thought about other things. If she had been aware of her actions, Nevada would have been angry. But he knew she wasn’t aware of what she was doing. Unfortunately, that knowledge did nothing to counter the sudden hard rush of his blood when her hand brushed against his jeans. He captured her fingers and placed them on his beard.
“If you have to pet me while you think, keep it above the waist.”
Eden flushed. “I didn’t mean”
“I know,” Nevada interrupted tightly. “You weren’t thinking about what you were doing. But I was. I like being petted by you. I like it way too much. The ground is cold and hard and wet, but I wouldn’t care, and after a few minutes you wouldn’t, either. The mama cougar might get kind of curious, though. You make such wild sounds when I’m buried in you.”
Eden’s color deepened to scarlet.
“Don’t,” Nevada said in a husky voice, knowing he shouldn’t speak but unable to help himself. “I like hearing you, feeling you, smelling you, tasting you. I liked it too damn much. You were a virgin, but you took all of me and shivered with pleasure
” He let breath rush out between his teeth in a hissing curse. “I came up here for cougars, not sex. So get on up that slope and watch your mama cat, fairy-tale girl. I’ll circle around and reconnoiter the far side.”
Nevada turned and walked off, heading away from the rise, moving with the easy, powerful stride that was as much a part of him as his pale green eyes. Eden watched him for a full minute before she took a ragged breath, turned around and went up the rise, following the tracks Nevada had made.
I came up here for cougars, not sex.
The words hurt, but he had no more meant to hurt her than she had meant for her absentminded fidgeting to arouse him.
You wouldn’t have gotten sex from me, Nevada Blackthorn. You never have. You never will. What I gave you was love, not sex, and somewhere deep inside your stubborn warrior soul you know it.
Don’t you?
There was no answer but the one implicit in the nickname Nevada had given to her.
Fairy-tale girl.
<< 11 >>
Swearing under his breath, Nevada lay beneath a sky so black no stars could be seen and listened to the thunder rumbling and churning overhead. He had eaten meals with Eden since he had returned to Wildfire Canyon, but he had slept outside the cabin much to Baby’s delight. Tonight, however, the wolf had shown the innate good sense of a wild animal; at the first cannonade of thunder, Baby had gone to scratch at the cabin door. Curling up to sleep on a few feet of comfortable snow was one thing. Sleeping beneath a barrage of hail mixed with slush was quite another. A wolf had no compunctions about grabbing whatever shelter was available.
Grimly Nevada wished that spring would just settle down and get the job done rather than teetering from snowstorm to chinook and back again, turning sky and ground into a battlefield that was spectacular when viewed from a snug shelter, and a real pain in the butt otherwise.
Quit whining, Nevada told himself as hail hammered down, breaching the uncertain shelter beneath the evergreen where he had dragged his sleeping bag when the storm first had awakened him. You’ve been a lot more uncomfortable and survived just fine.
Yeah, but I wasn’t lying thirty feet from Eden, watching her shadow move across curtains while she took her nightly bath, watching her and imagining
too damn much.
That was hours ago. She’s asleep by now. You should be, too.
Nevada rolled over, scrunched down in the sleeping bag and pulled the waterproof tarp over his head. He tried to ignore the icy fingers of slush that found every possible entrance into his sleeping bag. It was difficult. Each time he thought he had defended every bit of exposed territory, the storm discovered another opening. Sleep was impossible.
So was controlling a mind that was as unruly as the storm. Nevada found himself wondering if Eden had stood outside the cabin after dinner and watched his own shadow on the curtains while he had his turn with soap and washrag. Then he wondered if the storm made Eden nervous. If it did, maybe she would like something more interesting than a wolf to keep her hands busy.
Lightning shattered the night into a billion brilliant shards. Thunder followed like a falling mountain, flattening everything in its path. Overhead, Nevada’s meager shelter tossed and moaned while evergreen branches shed hail, slush and ice water over him in endless, unpredictable streams. The tarp turned aside some of the storm, but not nearly enough.
What would you call a commando who slept in ice water when there was a warm, safe shelter nearby? Nevada asked himself tauntingly.
A bloody damned fool.
Then I guess you’re a bloody damned fool, aren’t you? Or are you afraid Eden will creep up on you and ravish you while you sleep?
More likely she’ll cut my throat. Since I told her I didn’t come up here for sex, she’s done everything but climb trees to avoid touching me.
And you’re grateful for that, right?
Yeah, right. I’m grateful as all hell on fire.
Nevada wished he could lie to himself convincingly, but that kind of lying wasn’t a survival trait, and if Nevada was good at anything, it was surviving.
Sure you are, mocked the voice inside his head. That’s why you’re lying out here slowly turning into a Popsicle. Some survivor. You don’t even have enough sense to come in out of the rain.
Branches bent in a gust of wind that lifted a corner of the tarp just in time to let ice water gush over the back of Nevada’s undefended neck. With a savage word he shot to his feet, grabbed the tarp and the damp sleeping bag, and stalked up to the cabin.
The door opened before he could raise his fist to knock.
“There’s a towel by the fire,” Eden said, turning away from Nevada even as she spoke.
With eyes that reflected the leap of flames he watched her retreat. He knew she was making no effort to be sexy yet the motion of her hips beneath the clinging scarlet of her ski underwear was so feminine that it loosened his knees.
Lightning bleached the interior of the cabin in the instant before Nevada closed the door. Baby lay sleeping soundly in the coldest part of the cabin. The wolf didn’t even lift his head at Nevada’s entrance.
“Go back to sleep,” Nevada said, watching Eden retreat.
If Eden said anything in response, it was lost in a crash of thunder. Nevada watched from the corner of his eye as she slid gracefully into the soft folds of her bedding. He peeled off his black T-shirt and grabbed the towel. The terry cloth was warm against his chilled skin. The knowledge that Eden had deliberately heated the towel by the fire in case he came in out of the storm made the brush of the cloth even more pleasurable on his skin. The thought of having Eden’s sweet, warm hands on his body instead of the towel made blood rush heavily. His hands clenched on the towel as he fought his response to Eden.
Stop thinking about it.
Right. And while I’m at it, I’ll stop breathing, too.
Nevada’s hands went to the buttons of his cold, damp jeans. He hesitated, remembering that he had nothing on but clammy denim, then shrugged and resumed undressing. He doubted that Eden was watching him. Even if she was, she had seen him dead naked once before and hadn’t fainted at the sight.
A memory exploded in Nevada with a force so great it nearly sent him to his knees Eden warm across his thighs, touching him intimately, cherishing his hunger, tasting him, whispering of life itself.
Savagely Nevada whipped off his damp jeans, wadded them up and fired them across the cabin. The soft thump of cloth against wood couldn’t conceal the sound of the sudden rush of air through Eden’s lips when she saw his profile outlined by firelight and knew beyond doubt the hunger raging in him.
“Nevada
” Her husky whisper shivered like firelight in the silence.
Slowly Nevada turned toward Eden. Fighting himself every second, losing every second, Nevada began walking over the cold wooden floor, pulled against his will one slow step at a time until at last he stood by the edge of Eden’s mattress, breathing deeply, trying to stop the fine trembling of his hands. He could not. As though driven by a whip, he closed his eyes and sank to his knees. His hands became fists on the powerful, clenched muscles of his thighs.
A moment later Nevada sensed movement, heard the small sounds of cloth rubbing over cloth as the bedding shifted, and then felt Eden’s breath rush warmly over his fists. Light kisses touched his hands, gentling him even as the caresses seared him to the bone. With a ragged sound of pain and pleasure he unclenched his fingers and reached for Eden.
As she came to her knees before him, he eased his fingers deeply into the fragrant silk of her hair, tipped her face up to his hungry lips and locked their mouths in a searing kiss. It wasn’t enough. No matter how wild, how sweet, how deep, he couldn’t get close enough to her with just a kiss. He couldn’t touch her completely. He couldn’t bathe in her fire.
“Eden,” Nevada said hoarsely, tightening his hands in her hair. “Eden
let me
“
“Yes,” she whispered, not even waiting to find out what he was asking of her.
A shudder rippled through Nevada. His eyes opened. They smoldered with reflected flames as he looked at Eden kneeling in front of him, watching him, wanting him.
“Lift your arms, fairy-tale girl,” Nevada said huskily.
As Eden raised her arms, the graceful motion reminded Nevada of the shadows he had seen on the curtains as she bathed. His hands slid from her hair down to the hem of her soft ski top, and then beneath. Watching her at every instant, he slowly eased the scarlet top up her body until the cloth was at her elbows and her breasts were completely bare. Abandoning the cloth still tangled around her elbows, he stroked her upper arms and shoulders, caressing the sensitive skin of her inner arm.
“When I saw your shadow moving while you bathed,” Nevada said, bending down to Eden’s breasts, “I was so damned jealous of the washcloth I thought I would go crazy. I wanted to be the one rubbing over you, getting you wet, making your skin shine in the firelight.”
The satin heat of Nevada’s mouth rubbed warmth and dampness over first one of Eden’s breasts, then the other, making her tremble. When she would have cast aside her top and lowered her arms to hold him, he moved swiftly, holding her as she had been with her back elegantly arched and her breasts utterly defenseless against his mouth. His tongue circled one nipple, his teeth gently raked, and she gasped with pleasure. Before she could catch her breath, he was softly, completely devouring her.
The sweet, changing pressures of Nevada’s mouth on her breasts sent fire streaming through her blood. Eden shivered and his name broke on her lips. His answer was the renewed tugging of his mouth, the sweet stabbing of his tongue, pleasure gathering and bursting until she cried out and he made a low sound of satisfaction and triumph. For long, shivering minutes he pleasured her, holding her suspended between firelight and his hungry mouth. When he finally lifted his head, her breasts were taut, flushed, full, and they shone in the firelight.
Nevada looked at Eden for a long time, memorizing the picture her breasts made. Then his burning glance moved down her body and he shivered with an eagerness he had never known and could barely control. When he spoke his voice was thick, rasping, as caressing as his hungry mouth had been.
“Stand up, fairy-tale girl.”
Eden made a sound that was halfway between a laugh and a protest. “I can’t.”
With a quick motion Nevada swept off Eden’s top, freeing her arms. His warm hands slid down her body and his shoulder muscles bunched as he lifted Eden to her feet.
“Brace your hands on my shoulders,” he said.
Eden obeyed. Moments later she felt her long ski underwear sliding down her legs, leaving her naked but for the soft scarlet cloth pooled at her ankles. Nevada’s hair gleamed blackly as he lifted her right foot free of the cloth, caressed the high arch lovingly with his fingertips and brushed a kiss over her inner thigh. Slowly he released her foot as he rubbed his beard against the warmth and resilience of her thigh. When he reached for her other foot, his beard smoothed over her flesh once more.
“I love your beard,” Eden said with a broken sigh of pleasure.
“I’m glad.”
Nevada’s voice was like his beard, a soft, silken rasp of sensation that made Eden melt. She shivered again as he lifted her other foot, slid off the hast of the cloth, caressed her foot and released it.
“Do you like this, too?” he asked.
Eden felt the brush of his beard against her inner thigh, the hot touch of his tongue, and the sweet heat of his lips. For long moments Nevada’s mouth moved over her thighs, sliding higher, shifting her subtly, parting her legs a bit more with each gentle kiss. The sight of his dark head against the creamy smoothness of her own skin sent rippling sensations throughout Eden’s body, echoing of the supple dance of firelight.