The door opened. Alex didn’t move.
He stayed right where he’d been for the last... how long? He didn’t know. Hours, days, weeks, whatever. It didn’t matter.
Sometimes he slept.
Sometimes he dreamed.
Of her.
And he mourned.
Had he been in love with Hannah? He didn’t think so. They’d barely known each other, had spent hardly any time together. And yet here he was, feeling as though he had hit a granite wall and he couldn’t do anything but lie, dazed, unable to move forward. Whether that meant love, he didn’t have the emotional strength to think about. Maybe it was the exhaustion of over two weeks of running, fighting and killing. Maybe he was simply mourning for a life cut short, for a woman who made a difference to those around her. Made a difference to him.
But what he did know was that his feelings would have deepened if they’d had more time. And he couldn’t escape the thought that she might have been the one he would have wanted to spend the rest of his life with.
So he mourned, not for what they’d had, but for what could have been. For all the what ifs and the maybes. For a future they would never have together. Because he’d failed her.
Footsteps crossed the room. A chair was dragged across the tiled floor and into his field of vision. He ignored it, continuing to stare at the wall across from his bed.
Micah sat in the chair, but Alex didn’t look at him.
He didn’t know if Micah had been there the whole time since they got back and he went straight to bed. Each time he went to the bathroom or to get some water from the kitchen, Micah was there. Not saying anything, just there, on the sofa or in the kitchen.
Sometimes he would hear Micah speaking, when Tracey Dent called to give an update on the situation at Omnav.
Thanks to the eaters trapped in the compound, they hadn’t been able to get to the armoury in the building. However, the surviving guards still inside had managed to get the eaters out and seal the area around the devastation that used to be the labs. Days later, Boot returned. He didn’t come alone. The soldiers were forced to move further from the compound as thousands of eaters descended on Omnav, led by Boot’s helicopter. What he’d been doing and what his plans were, no-one knew, but Dent and her unit continued their surveillance.
There were times when Alex wished Micah would go, leave him to grieve alone. But he didn’t, and Alex didn’t ask him to. Alex didn’t say anything.
He just lay in bed and tried to stop thinking.
“Tracey called,” Micah said.
Alex didn’t respond, didn’t move his eyes from the wall.
“I know how hard this is for you,” Micah went on. “I’ve been there. I am there. But we need you.”
Alex closed his eyes. “No-one needs me. When people rely on me, they die.” They were the first words he’d spoken in days. His voice sounded rough.
“That’s not true. And we need you now.
I
need you.”
Alex let out a long sigh. “What did she say?”
There was a long silence before Micah answered.
“Boot has left the Omnav headquarters. He’s coming for us.”
Alex lay still for a long minute, staring at the wall. Finally, he sat up.
“Good,” he said. “Because I’m going to kill him.”
To be continued...
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Twenty-Five Percent Book 3
VENGEANCE
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