Tommy Rich: Defendes MC Series Book 7 (Defenders MC Series) (9 page)

“Oscar was just a prospect, but if she hurt him she won’t end easy.  That shit can’t slide Tommy.”

He felt his mercy slipping away as it sank in just how far Hannah had gone to get to Willa.

He carried Willa to the truck that waited a little ways down the road.  He placed her in the passenger’s seat as gently as he could and buckled her in. 

“Stay.”  He pointed a finger at her and gave her a stern look. 

She looked murderous, but didn’t get out of the truck as he ran around and climbed in. 

“Where are you taking me?  Kidnapping is a crime you know.”

“I’ve done worse ones.”  He was glad to see the spirit in her face.  Tonight was a lot for a woman like his Willa to handle, but it hadn’t broken her spirit.  She was still scared and way to pale, but she was trying to be brave and that mattered.  He couldn’t wait to get her somewhere safe so he could get her cleaned up.  The smell of her blood had filled the truck and was driving him a little crazy.

“I’m going to report you.”  She knew those were the wrong words the minute they left her lips, but there was no calling them back.

“Yeah, big shock there.  At least I’m really doing it so I guess you won’t have to lie this time.”

“I didn’t lie last time.”  She turned on him.

That brought it all back.  The anger surged inside Tommy until he could barely breathe.  The adrenaline pumped through him making it hard to think about anything but anger and pain.

“That’s fucking bullshit.  My dad couldn’t have done what you said.  He couldn’t have Willa.  I can’t have that shit in my blood.”

Mina felt the tears start dribbling down her face.  He had never believed her.  He still didn’t believe her.  She had just run through the woods with a psycho bitch trying to murder her and Tommy didn’t believe her.

“Why would I lie about something like that?  For God’s sake Tommy.  Do you think I would let my father’s murderer go free to get back at you?  I was hurt, but I would never do something like that.  Never.”  She ran her hands through her hair and started pulling out pins and sticks.  “This is so fucked up.  You are pissed at me for something that happened ten years ago?  What about the bitch that’s been stalking me?  Chased me through the woods with a knife because of you?  You explain that shit.  Explain how you just get a pass on that?  She tried to fucking kill me!”

Tommy couldn’t talk about this right now.  All the years of hating and wondering pounded in on him.  He did owe her and explanation about Hannah, but right now he had to know if it had all been a lie.  He had to know if he had pushed Willa away because of another lie his father had told him.  He had to know if he had thrown ten years of loving her away because of a kid wanting to believe in his father.  He needed time.  He had to make sure this time.  He wanted to wait until he was sure she wouldn’t be able to lie to him.  He drove for a few minutes until he saw an old trailer.  It had been Toothpick’s and was a piece of shit, but a few of the boys used it when they wanted to get away from the clubhouse.  One of the little club mice was in charge of making sure it stayed nice and clean, just like all the rooms in the clubhouse.  

He shifted in his seat as his jeans got tight as his dick got a little stiff, just right.  He had enjoyed those little mice more than once as he caught them bent over one of the beds.  Just jerk down their pants and get busy.  They never complained and rarely made more than a squeak as he fucked them.  That was ok.  He knew he wasn’t the only one who liked a little mouse pussy when the house was quiet.

That had been a nice addition to the club and if he wasn’t bad wrong, another genius idea from the Mrs. herself.  She got tired of seeing half naked whores in the mornings so she’d found two half way decent girls that she didn’t see as club whore material and made them mice.  They cooked and cleaned and stayed the hell away from the parties.  Hell they even had jobs in town.  They just came in after a party and cleaned up the bedrooms and that meant the ones that were not in the clubhouse too.

The whores still did the big clean up after a party, but they had to be gone by 9 now. 

The little mice made a good chunk of change by doing a little cleaning and a little fucking and they dressed more to Mrs. liking.  Fuck if Tommy cared as long as he got off when his dick got hard…

He blinked when Mina huffed out a breath.  “Are we just going to sit here?”

Shit.  He had let his mind wander.  That was alright though.  It had calmed him a little.  He could think better now that the rage had settled.  Shad, Mike, and Law would handle Hannah.  All he had to do was handle Willamina.

“Yeah, we’re goin’ in and we are goin’ to talk and you are goin’ to tell me the truth for a change.”

She lifted one brow and looked at his lap.  “Guess your mind was on something else, cause that ain’t for me and I ain’t dealin’ with it so don’t you even think about touching me.  That night at Candy’s was it.  I had always wanted to sleep with you Tommy, but that was it.  I’m not some club whore you can fuck when you want to and treat like shit the rest of the time.”

Shit.  His dick hardened like a damned pike.  Thinking about club mice had given him a nice semi boner that felt good.  Willa was giving him the kind that made him want to scream and beg for her to spread her legs.

He climbed out of the truck and slammed the door.  Mina climbed out and smirked as she looked at him.

“Get the fuck inside Willa.  You’ve had your say and your fun.  I’m not fighting with you out here when it still might not be safe.”  He got in her face.  “And I’m not the one who seems ashamed of the other one.  What the fuck was that back there?  You will let me fuck you in the dark as long as nobody knows, but you won’t even fucking kiss me in the clubhouse?  Made a big fucking deal of it?  That was shitty Willa.  Fucking shitty.”

“Yeah this has been a riot.  Every time I have fun up here I end up with someone trying to kill me.  I’m done with fun up here with your club.  “I’m not ashamed of you, but I’m tired of being treated like a whore!  I’m ready to settle down with a nice man…”

“Get your ass inside right now.”  He cut her off.

“Isn’t it locked?”  She gritted out.

“Fuck no it’s not locked.  Who the fuck do you think would break into a shithole like this?”

“True, but it looks like its good enough for us so woohoo, go me.  Real fucking classy.”

She walked up the creaky old steps and pushed the door open.  It wasn’t much, but it was something.  Tommy closed the door and locked it behind him and just for good measure, locking the chain lock too.  It wouldn’t keep anyone out that was stronger than a cat, but it would keep her in and that’s all he cared about right now.

“If you could see yourself you wouldn’t be lecturing me about class.”

“Fuuuuuck you!  This is not my fault.”  She raged as she waved her hand around her face.

She turned away from him so he didn’t see how much his words hurt her.

Mina cringed when she got a look at the interior of the ratty old trailer.  Tommy had switched on an old lamp that sat on a table near a couch that looked older than her and she wanted to beg him to turn it back off.  She couldn’t die in a place like this.  She didn’t even want to sit down in a place like this.  At least if Nina had caught her in the woods she would have had a slasher movie ending.  That would have been bad ass.  This was just sad.

“Who lives here?”  She tried to keep her voice steady, but it shook from fear.  Her bravado was fading fast and she needed to get the hell out of there before it disappeared altogether.

“Nobody.  It was Pick’s.  He and Candy lived here for about a year before he went in the joint, or so I hear.  Now it’s just for whoever needs a little privacy.”

“A little privacy for what, exactly?”

“To fuck, Willa.  Or maybe just to have some peace and quiet.  The club tends to be loud most of the time.”

Mina nodded as fear began to snake over her body again.

“Are you going to kill me if I don’t tell you what you want to hear?”

She watched the muscles jump as he clenched his jaw.  “I won’t kill you if you tell me the truth.”

Tears began to trickle down her cheeks again.  It was hopeless.  “You never believe the truth.”

“I plan to make sure you aren’t able to lie to me.”

Mina backed up against the door.  “What are you going to do?  I can’t take much more tonight Tommy.”

He shook his head.  A look of disappointment crossing his face.   “What I should have done years ago and maybe we wouldn’t be in this mess.  Strip for me Willa.”

Eleven

Mina wanted to run.  She wanted to fight, but a part of her wanted this man to look at her.  She wanted to see fire light his eyes when he looked at her like it had the night he’d taken her on Candy’s porch.  She wanted to feel possession in his touch and she didn’t care if she lost her soul.  She wanted this man to own her because there was no one she trusted as much as Tommy.  She wanted him to make her feel alive again, to take away her fear.

This wasn’t some stranger.  This was Tommy, her Tommy.  He had seen her naked before, they had gone skinny dipping a thousand times.  They had gone
that
day too.  That was the first time he had looked at her like she was anything more than his friend and it had scared her.  He had kissed her in the water that day and she had felt him get hard against her belly as he rubbed his palm over her breast.

She had only been fifteen to his sixteen and she had been afraid.  She had pushed him away and ran.  She had dressed on the trail.  They had already planned to meet that night and she didn’t know if she would be able to face him, but she had found the courage and then she had found him with Brittany, doing the things his body had promised to do to hers.  It had been a bitter betrayal and it had sent her home early to find Tommy’s father pointing a gun at hers just before he pulled the trigger and ended her childhood.

Tommy had always believed that Mina had lied to get back at him.  He’d cursed her and told her that she was never anything to him, but a cocktease.  His words had been cruel, but they were born of pain and she hadn’t held them against him.

Her mother had moved them in with her sister shortly after the trial, Ink’s family, but she hadn’t been able to live with the strain.  Mina’s mother had died thirteen months after her father was killed and Mina was left alone at sixteen with only Ink’s family to care for her.

The feel of Tommy’s fingers on her face pulled her from her thoughts.

“What has you looking so sad Willa?  You know I would never hurt you.”

“You have hurt me so many times that I’ve lost count.”  She said, but she didn’t pull away from his touch.

Tommy nodded.  “I guess I have.  That goes both ways though.  Strip Willa.  I don’t want anything between us when we talk this out and I need to make sure you’re alright.  I can’t stand looking at you dressed like that.  You are better than that.”

For some crazy reason his words warmed her.  He thought she was worth more than the other women at the party.

“You’ll have to help me.  I can’t get it off by myself.”  He groaned when she turned, giving him her back.  “And don’t you dare rip it.  I will need it to wear back to Spec’s.”  She paused.  “If I’m still able to return…”

“I’ll be careful.”  He whispered as his fingers caressed her skin.  Then she felt his lips and her knees threatened to give out.  She pressed her hands against the door for support as Tommy dragged her zipper down and her dress fell to the floor.

“Christ….”  Tommy panted as he looked at her underwear.  “I thought you might take a shower first and clean up, but fuck if I can wait.”

She’d worn a black corset under her dress to lift her breasts sky high and a black silk thong.  Her stockings were held up by a garter belt and she knew she looked good enough to eat, but she hadn’t planned on anybody seeing her.

She felt the backs of Tommy’s fingers caressing her ass and she moaned, leaning her forehead against the door.

“Shit.  Turn around Willa, I need to look at you.”

She turned and leaned against the door.  His eyes were blazing and she remembered that look.  It was the look that had frightened an innocent child, but she was no innocent and she was no child.  She felt alive as his eyes scorched her body.

“Fuck Willa, I fucking need you.”  He plowed his hands through his dark brown hair.  “Why the fuck can’t I stop needing you so damned bad?  Every woman I look at, every damned one.  I can’t see them.  All I see is you.  I try.  I try to pick women who look nothing like you, but I never feel as good as when I can pretend.  If her hair is dark like yours then I can pretend.  Fuck.  Willa that’s the only time it ever feels good.”

When he looked up at her, she saw emptiness replace the fire and it broke her heart.  She reached out and he only resisted her for a moment before he buried his face in the bend of her neck.

“I was all alone too.  They wouldn’t let me see you.  I wanted to strangle you, but I wanted to hold you too, because no matter what you said, you had still lost your father and I knew how much that had to hurt you.  I wanted to help you through that, but I also wanted to snap your neck.  Nobody trusted me.  I was torn up inside.  You were my safe place and you were doing this to me.  Dad said so.”

Mina couldn’t speak.  She had expected him to tear at her clothes, but instead here he was holding her as if he was completely happy to just be close to her.  He had demanded answers, but he was giving them instead and deep inside her, he was mending old hurts that she’d thought would never be mended.

“Oh Tommy.  I felt that way too, but worse, because you really believed that I had taken yours out of spite.  I would have done anything if it had been anybody, but your dad.”

She felt him stiffen and thought she had ruined the moment, but he didn’t pull away.

“It was true wasn’t it?  Everything you said was true.”

“Yes, I’m so sorry.”  She was going to choke to death on the lump in her throat.

“I should have known, but he swore.  He swore a lot of things.  Oh God.  It was all my fault.  If not for me you would have been with me and you would never have seen anything.  I could have kept you.  If I’d never shown him what you’d meant to me then maybe he wouldn’t have...”

“Oh Tommy, I’m so sorry for all of it.  None of it’s your fault.  We were children.”

He pulled back and looked at her.  “Do you know why?  Do you know why he did it?”

Mina shook her head.  “He said something about your mother.  He was accusing my dad of sleeping with your mother.”

“He hated your family.  You seemed to have it all.  Your mom was so pretty and he told mine how ugly she was every day.  He hit us Willa.”

“Oh God.  How did I not know that?”

He shrugged.  “It started the day your family moved in.” 

Her ass pressed to the cold door and he held her so tight that she could barely breathe, but she wouldn’t protest.  Tommy needed to tell her and she needed to hear it all.  So much she had never known.  She held him tightly as he talked.

“Mom had seen the moving van and had gone out to the store so she could make your family a pie.  Dad got pissed about something, he was always pissed about something and he’d been out of work for almost a month so it just got worse every day.  I heard him call my name and knew it would mean a beating if he found me so I hid in the willow tree in the back yard.  I had figured out that I could hide there not long after dad lost his job.  I hid there, but that day I climbed high up so I could see over the fence into your yard.  I watched your family.  Your dad and mom were laughing as they carried stuff inside and you were running around like a wild child.”

Mina felt a sob escape her throat and Tommy held her closer and stroked her hair.

“I had never really been around a family like yours and I was so curious.  Your dad even offered to go to the store.  Mine never did that.  So I got lost in watching your family.  When mom got home I scrambled down to tell her all about what I’d seen and wasn’t careful.  Dad must have seen me because when we came back from delivering your pie, he was hacking down that Willow tree.  He hit me and said it was the last time I’d hid from him.  After that though I didn’t need that tree.  I had you, my Willa.  When I heard your name it sort of stuck that way.  You were my peace and my safety.  Always you.”

“I tried to hide my friendship with you, but he found out and he hated it.  It really got worse when your dad bought that new car.  My mom said how pretty it was at dinner one night and things started to spiral out of control.  Dad knocked me out and locked himself in his room with mom.  He was crazy. He told me to Willa.  He told me to fuck you that night or not to come home.”  He wouldn’t meet her eyes.  “I knew you weren’t ready because of what we had done at the lake that day.  I knew I couldn’t do that to you, so when Brittany offered I thought I could save myself by fucking her. Dad was outside.  He heard her.  I guess it must have been his way of making sure you were out of the house and getting back at your old man at the same time.  Shit I don’t know.  I should have known, I should have known something, but he never made any sense.  He said I had to fuck you and show you that you were no better than us.  I had to or he would hurt mom.  I didn’t know what to do.  I should have told you, but I couldn’t.”

Mina kissed the side of his neck and he groaned.  “I’m so sorry.  We should have been able to talk it out, but I was so mortified and hurt.  I didn’t understand.”

“I couldn’t use you like that, especially after what had happened that day at the lake.  I wanted us to be real.  I had always planned on marrying you.  I couldn’t see straight for loving you.”

“We always were real.”

Tommy let her go and paced away.  He ran both hands through his hair and turned to her with blazing eyes.   “Fuck Willa, I know it makes me a sick bastard, but I fucking need you right now.  I know you don’t understand everything about what happened back then, but I need you.”

Mina saw the helplessness in his face and nodded.  She started unhooking the hooks that ran down the front of her corset and Tommy couldn’t take his eyes off her.

“Bed.  Bed Willa or I will fuck you against the door.  I want it to be right this time.  I need to know I did this right.”

Mina backed toward the door as she finished the last few hooks and let the garment fall to the floor.  Tommy hadn’t moved a muscle.  She bent and unzipped her boots before kicking them off and then unhooked her stockings.  He just watched her until she wore nothing but the black, thigh high stockings.  then he walked to her with preditory grace and began removing his own clothes.

“I know you deserve gentlness Willa, but I can’t.  I will go slow next time, I promise, but this time needs to be hard and fast.”

“I need you too Tommy.  I’ve waited too long to have you. Something about the last time opened a door inside me that I can’t close.  I need you.  I need to see that hunger in your eyes.  I trust you Tommy.  Please, give me what I need.”

She watched as he tore at his belt and the button of his jeans before he pushed them to the floor.  He didn’t bother taking off his boots or even his jeans, he just shoved them to his knees and took his long, hard shaft in his hand.

Mina figured he would want her bent over so he could pound into her hard from behind, but he pulled her to an old dresser and lifted her up so she was sitting on top of it.

“I want to look at your eyes when I’m inside you.”  He rubbed his thumb over her brow and down her cheek.  “So I’ll know it’s really you.  I want it to always be you after tonight.”

His hand slid to the back of her head and fisted in her hair as he slammed his dick into her to the hilt. 

Mina screamed as he rammed into her the first time.  It didn’t hurt, but he was bigger than she was used to and it stretched her, burned her.  She was soaking wet so he slid out of her with ease before he slammed back into her.

He set a grouling pace, never slowing or letting up on his torturous pounding and Mina loved it.  She knew she shouldn’t allow him to treat her this way and she damned sure shouldn’t be quivering around him already, but she had never experienced anything as erotic as his possession of her body.  He claimed her with every stroke. Changed her on a cellular level.  She would never survive this.  This time was different from the last.  The night he had taken her on the porch swing he had been almost desperate.  This time he was determined and she loved it.

Mina screamed as her body clamped down around Tommy’s tunneling cock.  She heard him curse and then felt the heated jets of his release as they filled her and trickled out of her body.

“I’m so sorry Willa.  Are you ok?  Shit.  You deserve better than to be fucked like an animal.”

Tommy was still buried inside her as he cupped her face in his hands.

That’s when she realized she was crying.

“I’m fine.  I’m ok.”

He looked so serious.

“Really.  That was just so…”

“Rough.”

“I was going to say earthshattering.”

Some of his worry washed away.  “Yeah?”

Mina nodded, giving him a big smile. 

“You imp.”  He said as he pulled her to his chest and kissed her hair.  “I didn’t use a condom Willa and damned if I can say I know for sure that I’m clean.  Mrs. makes all the girls get checked every few weeks, so I’m probably fine, but…I always wear a condom, always.  I’ve never...Are you on the pill?”

“No.”

“Why the fuck not?”

“I haven’t been in a relationship for two years and the pills make me gain weight so I stopped taking them.”

“What about the new guy?”

“I’m not sleeping with him.”

“Damn right you’re not.  Not after tonight.  Just us Willa.  Promise me.”