To Honor You Call Us (31 page)

Priorities.  First, stop the snowstorm so people can work and think.  “Computer, activate voice interface.”  Few people used the computer Voice Command Interface, but the workstation was definitely something he did not want to touch right now and it would take too long to peck out the series of commands on his percom.

“Voice Command Interface active,” said the purring contralto that someone back in Norfolk thought was a good way for a computer to sound.  Rumor, of doubtful veracity, had it that the voice was patterned on that of a centuries dead wife of a television producer.  If so, that would be immortality in one of its most peculiar forms. 

“Initiate voice recognition protocol.”

“Voice recognition protocol activated.  Please state your name and rank.”

“Robichaux, Maxwell T., Lieutenant Commander.”

“Robichaux, Maxwell T., recognition successful.  Please input command.”

“Input two commands.  Command one:  Stop air circulation in this compartment.  Command two:  Activate AICLSS in this compartment.  End input.”  AICLSS was pronounced “ay kliss.”  The computer voice confirmed the orders.  Now, the air would be kept breathable by the Auxiliary Independent Compartment Life Support System which would extract the CO2 with a miniature scrubber and infuse oxygen from a reserve supply that would be replenished periodically from the ship’s main reservoir rather than by the brute force method of circulating high volumes of air blown in from the ship’s ventilation system.  The white particles in the air began immediately to settle out, leaving Max alone in the compartment with Kraft, Sahin, a nurse, and four corpsmen.  Not to mention the nearly decapitated corpse. 

As the man was clearly dead, the nurse was not necessary to assist Doctor Sahin and the Corpsmen would not be needed to carry the patient to the Casualty Station, so Max dismissed them.  He then walked over to the work station, careful not to disturb anything.  In front of it sat a man, in his service-issued “long-john” single piece undergarment, missing most of the top of his head.  An M-62 pistol was on the floor near his limp right hand, and the remains of a pillow were messily comingled with his skull contents.  Apparently, the man had used the pillow to muffle the sound of the pistol, exploding it and filling the room with disintegrated bits of the foam with it had been stuffed.  After dying, the man had fallen over onto his work station, bleeding profusely onto the keyboard and touch interface pad.  Bits of blood, bone, and brain decorated the ceiling, walls, floor, and furniture in a murderer’s parody of abstract painting. 

“Who was he?”

Kraft answered, “Ranatunga.  First name, Dayani.  Positive ID from his Q-chip.  These are his quarters.  Age twenty-eight.”  Max’s age.  No doubt about the identification as Kraft had scanned the ID chip embedded deep in the left thigh muscle of every man in the Navy.  It was called a “Q-chip” because it was embedded in the quadriceps muscle.  “Chief Petty Officer Second Class.  Assigned to the Tactical Section; he did Intentions and Capabilities in the Tactical SSR.  Good record.  Three Battle Clusters before being assigned to this ship.  Outstanding FitReps.  He was in line to be some ship’s COB in five to ten years or to do a rotation at one of the NCO Tactical Schools.  One of our best.  I’ll do the forensics, but a Greenie could put this one together.  The man sat down at this terminal, typed a suicide note, took his service weapon, muffled the report with the pillow, and blew his brains out.  No sign of forced entry or an intruder of any kind.  Computer records indicate no one else in the room.  Environmental monitoring shows a sharp increase in particulates and carbon dioxide, carbon monoxide, sulfur dioxide, nitrogen oxide, and the other gases you expect from a weapons discharge.  This took place at fifteen twenty six and twelve seconds.  And, yes, there is generally an alarm for such things.  But, I think you can guess how this sentence ends . . . .”

“Captain Oscar ordered that it be deactivated.”

“
Genau
.  Apparently, there were a few false alarms that interrupted him during his interminable Senior Officer Meetings.  Finally, at fifteen forty-two and six seconds, the computer determined that no oxygen was being consumed in here even though it logged one person as being present, so it sent an automatic alert to the Security Station.  I, personally, tried to reach Chief Ranatunga on the comm and on his percom.  When he didn’t answer, at fifteen forty-two and thirty nine seconds I used my override to turn on the visual input on the work station.  I saw a slumped man and blood on the lens, so at fifteen forty-two and fifty seconds I summoned the doctor and came directly here with two Marines.  Computer records show the doctor using his CMO override to enter the compartment at fifteen forty-four and eleven seconds.  The computer logged that he entered along with five other people—the nurse and the four corpsmen—I arrived at fifteen forty-four and twenty-eight seconds and posted the Marines at the door.  When I came in, the first thing I did was secure the compartment, and it has been secure at all times since that moment.  Nothing has been removed or touched yet.  You, I, the doctor, and his people have been the only personnel in this room.  I would regard this as a near-pristine crime scene.”

Max turned to Doctor Sahin, who looked absolutely shattered.  “Doctor, was he . . . .”

“Yes, yes, yes, yes.  Oh, yes.  He was.  Absolutely.”  He shook his head slowly, mournfully.  “I killed him.”

“No, Doctor, you’re wrong.  This man had been dead for more than seventeen minutes when you arrived.” blurted Kraft.

“Oh, yes, Major, you may be certain that I was sitting in my oh so comfortable chair in the Casualty Station, feeling very satisfied and capable, wallowing in the delusion that I was in control of the situation, watching some of my patients on a monitor, when this good man picked up a pistol and violently ended his life,” said the doctor, his voice dripping with sarcasm and trembling with anger, “but I killed him just as surely as if I had held the weapon to his head and pulled the trigger.  His blood is on my hands, to be sure, and the smell of it will never fade.  All the perfumes of Arabia shall not sweeten this little hand.”

Max needed data, not self recrimination, and certainly not Shakespeare quotes.  Macbeth?  Great play.  Definitely not the time for it now.  “Lieutenant Sahin, I require a cogent report from my Chief Medical Officer and I need it now.  Are you capable of delivering that to me?”  He would have added “if not, I will summon your relief” but there was no relief for Ibrahim Sahin.  He was the only physician on the ship.  After him, there were a few nurses, a Pharmacist’s Mate, and some corpsmen.  If Max needed a physician, he would have to figure out a way to get useful information from this man or do without.

Doctor Sahin nodded slowly and sat on the man’s bunk.  The blood had not made it that far.  “Captain,” he said, “this man was one of the crewmen I was treating for drug addiction and withdrawal.  He was a very heavy Chill user and his withdrawal symptoms were, initially, very severe.  I prescribed Exemitrol to control the nausea, Anodynamil for the rebound anxiety, Niltremulin for the shakes, and Synaptoflex to speed his nervous system’s recovery.  I kept him under close observation for eighteen hours and returned him to duty with instructions to check in with the Casualty Station every eight hours to make sure he was not having any additional symptoms.  He seemed to be doing well and I had every hope that he would make a full recovery without any additional discomfort.  My plan was to start weaning him from the medication in about thirty-six hours.”

“If he was doing so well, why” he made a clumsy gesture encompassing the room “why this?”  Max asked.

“Because, my good Captain, a small number of people who take Anodynamil and Synaptoflex and who have residual amounts of Chill in their central nervous systems can suddenly and inexplicably experience sudden depression and kill themselves.  It has happened before.  It is right there in the literature for all the galaxy to see and I took no special precautions to prevent it.  I should have kept him under strict observation until he was weaned from the medication.  I should have had him in the Casualty Station right under my thumb where I could have kept him safe from harm.  I was trying to help him reclaim his life and instead I killed him.  I have never seen so much blood.  Who would have thought the young man would have so much blood in him.”

Great.  Another Macbeth quote.  An unlucky play.  This is not going well.  “How often?  I mean, in what percentage of the people in this situation does this occur?  Ten percent, twenty percent?”

“One.”

“Only one percent?”

“No.  One other case.” 

“Out of how many?

“With this combination of drugs?”

“Yes.  That’s the only way it is known to happen, isn’t it?”

“Yes.  One out of two or three million, I suppose.”

“Doctor,
Doctor
, one case?  Out of two or three million?  My God, man, one out of two or three million could have been caused by anything.  Maybe he was exposed to cosmic rays that scrambled his brain proteins.  Maybe his lover jilted him.  Maybe his goldfish died.  Maybe the drugs triggered a genetic predisposition to suicide.  You’re the scientist, man, not me.  You know better than I do that when you’re dealing with an event this rare, it is statistically impossible to identify causation.  Even if you could, you don’t take precautions against a one in a million event.  When I make plans, I don’t prepare contingencies for outcomes that are that remote.  If you did that, you wouldn’t have the time or the energy to do anything else.”

“But, I knew it could happen and did nothing.”

“No, Doctor, you evaluated the risk and determined that it was not sufficiently likely to justify precautions against it.  Big difference.  Let me ask you this.  Every drug you administer has side effects that can affect a small number of patients, right?”

“Of course.  That is a given.”

“How many patients do you have, right now, receiving some kind of medication on this ship?”

“With all of this business going on, slightly more than half.  Under ordinary circumstances, just under a third would be taking some kind of meds, generally for minor concerns such as allergies, blood pressure, and sleep disturbance.”

“Now, think of all the remotest side effects of all those different medications reported in all the medical literature ever published.  Is there any way you could watch for and take precautions against all of them, or would doing so take up such an enormous amount of time and effort that you could not properly care for the patients who are right in front of you, with immediate medical needs that you can see and verify?  You don’t need to answer that.  Even a scientifically illiterate Destroyer skipper knows the answer.  No.  Of course not.  Trust me on this.  Doctor,
Bram,
you did not do this.”

Doctor Sahin pondered that.  After a few moments, some, but by no means all, of the weight he seemed to be carrying appeared to lift from his shoulders.  “I will consider what you have said, Captain, and I will go on with my work.”

“Good.  Very good.  In the final analysis, you didn’t kill this man.  The Krag did.  If they hadn’t invaded, this man would be sitting at home going about his civilian life, eating dinner with his wife and children.  Now, I think there’s no need for you to stay here.  You should go back to the Casualty Station.  We’ll let you know if we need you.”

He left.  Max walked over to Kraft.  “You mentioned something about a suicide note.”

“Yes.  I have located it but have not yet read it.”  He opened up his percom to reveal the larger inside touch screen and entered some commands.  Some text appeared on one wall of the compartment, a roughly one by two meter area of which doubled as a secondary computer display or entertainment viewing screen.  It was obviously the text of the suicide letter.  Both men stood together and read it.  They finished at about the same time.

“Same old,” said Max.  “Who would have imagined that with all the varieties of human experience, with men in the Navy coming from every kind of economic circumstance and religion and culture on hundreds of worlds, almost every suicide note would say almost exactly the same thing.  Are civilian suicide notes like this?”

“No, they are not,” Kraft answered.  “This is the eighth suicide I’ve investigated.  I got curious about them one time and did some research.  The civilians all seem to talk about how much pain they are in, how no one understands them or cares about them, and how they cannot bear to live any longer.  The military ones seem to be about how they have failed their shipmates and the Union and the Navy, how they are consumed with guilt for their failures, and how they do not
deserve
to live any longer.  This one clearly follows the military pattern.”

Max looked at the remains of Dayani Ranatunga.  “Damnit, man, you were not a failure.  We could have used a man like you. 
I
could have used a man like you.”  Then, to Kraft, “I suppose that wraps it up, then.  Man blows his brains out in a locked room and leaves a suicide note.  Mark it a suicide and go on.”

“I just have a few things to finish in here for my report.  I need to find the slug, if anything is left of it, locate the shell casing; it must have rolled under some furniture or be sitting in a flower pot or a coffee cup somewhere because it has not turned up yet, take a few measurements, that sort of thing.  I will be in here another hour or two.  Then I will notify the Casualty station to remove the body and we can get maintenance in here to clean things up.  I will send you my report when complete.”