When the sun was at its highest they stopped in the shade of some pine trees and squatted to eat a little cold meat and onion stew, produced from tall canteens. They offered it to him saying, ‘Conlek, eat Conlek.’ In return he offered them food stolen from the Macedonian kitchen, and then asked for water. They gave it to him gracelessly and now seemed to be making jokes at his expense. He smiled, nodded and thanked them. He remembered what they had said in Bosnia, the tales of savagery and endless slaughter amongst their Muslim cousins in Albania. For nearly thirty years the country had been the world’s only official atheist state and under Enver Hoxha the people had happily pulled down their mosques or turned them into cinemas and warehouses. The civilised Bosnians shuddered at the godless barbarity of what had happened under the Marxists. But there again, he thought, he’d seen plenty of that kind of thing in Afghanistan without doing anything: the destruction of monuments; the execution of a whimpering boy who’d been caught listening to a music tape. He’d seen it and, willingly or not, he’d been part of it.
After eating, the Albanians dispersed through the woods to sleep, leaving a couple of men to guard the mules. Khan lay back where he had been sitting on a carpet of pine needles and, hugging his gun and pack into his stomach, told himself that he must snatch the rest while he could. He closed his eyes in the songless, dry forest and fell asleep thinking that he would now have to make his way to Italy rather than Greece. They were a more tolerant people.
In what seemed a very short time he was woken by someone tugging at his gun. The muzzle of a pistol was drawn across his cheek. He looked up. The two young men who’d trailed him during the morning were crouching either side of him.
‘Come Mujahadin. Good. Come.’ Standing above them was Zek, one of the mule guards, who placed his boot on the AK47 while one of the younger men pulled it gently from Khan’s grasp. The third, who had been holding the pistol to his face, withdrew it.
‘Okay. Mujahadin. Come.’ Zek, who was a wiry man of about twenty-five, motioned for them to hurry. Khan got up and shook himself free of their grasp. He didn’t know what they wanted, but since they had tossed his gun away he had to go with them. They walked to a hollow, about fifty yards from where the others were sleeping, and he was prodded roughly down the slope. Khan thought he knew what they were going to do. What they planned to do afterwards was anyone’s guess - shoot him and say he had started the fight, or simply throw him down the ravine they had skirted a few minutes before entering the forest? He raised both hands and made as if to welcome the idea by reaching out to touch Zek’s shoulder.
Zek told the two younger men to hold Khan over the tree, and started unbuckling himself to reveal a rank pair of undershorts. With an interested glance Khan again tried to show that he was more than happy about the situation and indeed enjoyed the prospect of indulging them. He even made to undo his own trousers. But they turned him and forced his head down violently on the tree trunk. The smell of resin and forest mould reached his nostrils. He glanced under the young man’s arm and saw the guard behind readying himself. Lust had drained all meaning from his expression and he hissed for his two accomplices to hurry. Khan placed his feet squarely apart, to appear cooperative, and wiggled with a little coo of excitement. The young man holding the gun to his head sniggered, relaxed his grip and swapped hands to free himself to help yank Khan’s trousers down. This was the opening Khan had waited for. He slipped from under his captor’s arm and jabbed his left elbow back twice into his face, grabbing the barrel of the pistol and sending him to the ground. The completion of the movement brought him face to face with Zek, whose expression flooded with consternation. He smiled awkwardly just before Khan butted him once in the forehead, then knocked him cold with a second blow from his forehead delivered as he grabbed the man’s shoulders and held him.
He spun round, but there was no need to attack the third boy, who had jumped away, raising his hands with a sly smile as if to say the whole thing had been a bit of harmless horse-play. Khan arranged his clothing and walked to the top of the hollow where he found Vajgelis contemplating the scene. He held Khan’s AK47 under his arm, his hands tucked into the waistband of his chocolate brown corduroys.
‘These men shit,’ he said, his chin jutting with contempt. ‘These men, they fuck pigs. I sorry for these hospitality. These men…’ Words failed him, he shook his head and held out the machine gun for Khan, at the same time reaching for the pistol that Khan had taken from the young man. As Vajgelis took hold of it, he snatched the machine gun back from Khan’s grasp. ‘You walk with me now, Mujahadin.’
A minute or two later the two injured men staggered up from the hollow with blood over their faces. Zek’s nose was split and ballooning. They went to Vajgelis and Khan understood they were pleading to be allowed to kill him, but the request met with a tirade of abuse from Vajgelis, who tweaked Zek’s ear and cuffed the younger man around the head.
A few minutes later they set off, Vajgelis at the head of the column and Khan just behind him with two older men now appointed as his minders. For four or five hours they walked along the parched tracks. As the sun sank behind the mountains they came to a lumber road littered with bark. The mules were tethered to the trees where they hung their heads and steamed and stamped their hooves. The men stood around smoking and glancing down the mountain.
Shortly, Khan saw truck lights slash through the trees and heard it grinding up towards them with many changes of gear. The men began to loosen the straps on the mules, but were told to stop by Vajgelis. He ordered them into the middle of the track with their guns showing. The truck appeared a few minutes later and pulled up. About a dozen men, all armed to the teeth, scrambled down from the back and flashed torches across the faces of the men in the road. Vajgelis moved forward. Recognising the driver of the truck, he signalled for the mules to be brought up and unloaded.
Long before this moment Khan had suspected that Vajgelis’s band was involved in drug smuggling, not insurgency, and as the first tightly filled sacks were deposited at the tailgate of the truck, he wasn’t in the least surprised to see the driver slit one open with a knife and taste the contents. Each time a mule was unloaded he sampled at random.
The time came for departure and the men from both sides lined up to face each other. Vajgelis pointed to a man in the line opposite and beckoned him across the track. Khan realised they were exchanging hostages. Now it was the driver’s turn. Vajgelis moved closer to Khan, laid an arm round his shoulder and moved him back out of range of the truck lights. The trick worked perfectly. The driver walked over to them, placed his hand on Khan’s other shoulder and steered him to the truck. Vajgelis laughed and murmured, ‘Mujahadin is shit also.’
Khan was thrown in the back and nobody took much notice of him as the truck made its way down the mountain and then bumped across a flat plain to the coast. A couple of hours later, the truck suddenly turned off the road, careered down a rutted track and juddered to a halt. The men tumbled out, unloaded the sacks and bore them off to a jetty where a powerboat was tethered. Khan could make out its shape in the dark and he heard the engine’s exhaust spluttering in the gentle swell.
They set off back up the mountains and after a couple more hours came to a small, almost derelict village. They pulled up in some kind of farmyard or compound. Cats darted from the lights of the truck and some dogs barked. Here the remnants of an old agricultural living were jumbled with the trophies of drug trafficking. There were animal stalls, a collapsed cart and a hay-rick, but also a large satellite dish and a pair of identical black SUVs chained by the fenders to a metal post. Khan was stiff from the ride and moved gingerly into the light. When the men saw his face for the first time there was a sudden uproar, and he was pulled from one man to another, spat upon, kicked and rifle-butted. There was no doubt in Khan’s mind that these were his last moments on earth. But their anger subsided and the driver who had picked him from Vajgelis’ group walked up and looked him over, muttering imprecations under his breath and asking questions. All Khan could do was smile idiotically and shake his head saying, ‘English? I speak English only.’
‘No ingleesh,’ said the driver. ‘No ingleesh.’
He was taken to one of the stalls and tied to a beam, while they made a cursory search of his possessions. At length someone was fetched from a neighbouring village to interpret. He was a mild, emaciated man in middle age, wearing mittens and a scarf wrapped around his head though the night was warm. He introduced himself to Khan as Mr Skender. He had once been a waiter in London, he said, but returned to his village after developing tuberculosis. To Khan he looked very sick indeed.
‘I have to hear some things from you,’ said Skender, rubbing the circulation into his hands and wiping a runny nose. He gestured to the driver. ‘Mr Berisha wants to know why you are working with Vajgelis. Tell Mr Berisha who you are.’
Khan gave his name and said that he had come overland from Pakistan, looking for work in the West. All the time looking directly at Berisha, he said he was from a high-born family but that he was without money. He had rich friends in the United States - one who was like a brother to him. This man would reward handsomely anyone who helped him now, in a way that was beyond Mr Berisha’s dreams. He added that they should take no notice of his present appearance.
Skender gave a brief translation to the driver, who called for a table and chairs. More lights were brought. Berisha sat down and poured some
konjak
for Skender and himself.
‘Mr Berisha thinks you are terrorist,’ said Skender.
‘Then tell Mr Berisha that I’m not a terrorist,’ said Khan. ‘All I want is to find work and continue my medical studies.’
‘You are a doctor?’ asked Skender doubtfully.
‘I studied medicine in London and I plan to return there to continue.’
At the end of the translation Berisha stroked his chin and growled a few sentences.
‘Mr Berisha wants to know why a doctor, an
educated
man, is in the mountains with Vajgelis? He is a very dangerous man, this Vajgelis. You are fortunate to be alive. He trusts only his own people.’
Khan told him about the killings on the road, his flight from the Macedonian security forces and how he’d met Vajgelis’ group on the border. Berisha sat with his lower lip hanging and his foxy little eyes darting around Khan, as if this would somehow prise out his secret. Skender explained that Berisha was a very clever man: Khan’s presence there was like a philosophical problem to him. He might be a Muslim terrorist, or he could be a Macedonian agent who’d been sent to infiltrate the network and report back to the authorities. Maybe he was a plant from the Vajgelis clan to see if his part of the network could be taken over. The very thought of this prompted Berisha to get up and prowl around the stable stabbing at his imagined foes in the dark.
‘Mr Berisha wishes you to know that he is strong and will not tolerate a challenge to his authority in this part of the mountains from Vajgelis. He will cut Mr Vajgelis’ testicles and feed them to his dogs. He wishes you to tell this to Vajgelis if you are allowed to live long enough to see him again.’
To emphasise this point, Berisha opened a door and allowed two fighting dogs to bound into the stable and sniff around Khan’s feet.
Skender went rigid. ‘Mr Berisha will discover the truth of your mission if he has to rip your testicles off with his own teeth.’
‘I can see that Mr Berisha is a man of standing,’ said Khan, making sure that he did not give the dogs the slightest provocation. ‘But tell him I could not be a plant because he chose me. Mr Berisha walked to the line and chose me himself. Vajgelis could not have engineered that.’
‘Mr Berisha believes he was tricked by Vajgelis to think you are important to him,’ said Skender with a note of sympathy entering his voice. ‘He says you are worthless. Now he is having to pay money for his cousin who is with Vajgelis and that makes Mr Berisha very angry. He says he may kill you now because you are a worthless piece of shit. Forgive me, Mr Khan, this is Mr Berisha’s words, not mine.’
‘But it is obvious that I am worth more alive than dead.’
Skender tried to translate this but was suddenly silenced by a dusty cough that rose from the depths of his lungs and convulsed his whole body. At one point Khan thought he’d pass out from lack of oxygen but Skender eventually managed to recover and drank a little of the
konjak
. Then he wiped his eyes and nose with his shirt-sleeve, throwing Khan a glance of terrible resignation.
‘You should see a doctor.’
Skender shook his head and inhaled gently so as not to aggravate his lungs again.
‘Tell Mr Berisha that I will only talk to him if he pays for your medical help.’
‘I cannot tell him this,’ Skender looked shocked. ‘You do not bargain with Mr Berisha. Mr Berisha is the boss here.’
The driver made them go back over the ground they’d covered while he finished the bottle. Then his head began to droop. He got up, ejected the dogs and announced that he would decide what to do in the morning. In the meantime both Khan and Skender would sleep in the stable under guard. Skender seemed to have expected this and, without complaint, lay down on a rough blanket and wrapped the free side around him. Khan was cut down and his possessions thrown at his feet. He pulled them into some order but instead of laying out his bed-roll, he propped himself up and tried to block out the smell of drains that seeped from under the wall. Any fears he had about falling into too deep a sleep soon vanished with the sounds that came from the house, the unmistakable noise of a woman being beaten and taken by force.