Authors: J. Daniels
I wet my lips, feeling slightly awkward for even insinuating that Mason was fishing for his own release by getting me off. But honestly, what man is that selfless to not even consider his own needs?
His hand forms to my cheek. “Stop thinking so much. Let me enjoy you.”
“You can enjoy me but I can’t enjoy you? That hardly seems fair.”
“Brooke.”
“Mason.” I try to pull free from his grip, but his fingers wrap around me tighter, keeping my arm pinned where it is. I open my mouth, ready to argue, to ask nicely for the use of my hand when a thought settles over me.
Maybe Mason doesn’t want to risk the chance of getting caught by another tenant, and that’s why he’s keeping me from very publicly groping him. Maybe what we did earlier in the photo booth was all the thrill he can handle for one night.
He wants privacy for everything I’m offering? I’m good with that. I don’t need an audience to relish in every thick inch of this man.
I allow my arm to go limp, yielding to his hold. “All right. Fine, I get it. We don’t have to do this here. And I was half serious offering it anyway. I’d rather not get rug-burn.”
He watches me curiously as I lift my clutch between us.
“Come on. Joey and Billy won’t bother us. They’re most likely passed out already and they both sleep like the dead.”
I go to spin around but Mason slides his hand back to my waist and keeps me facing him.
“I’m going to go.”
“What?” I look up into his eyes, my entire body tensing. “You’re leaving?”
Is he serious? Why would he leave?
A hint of a smile touches his lips. He bends down, brushing his mouth against mine. “Yeah,” he mumbles, gently kissing me, barely even the feel of skin on skin.
It’s more like the promise of a kiss, or the idea of one, when you think of something hard enough or for long enough it almost starts to feel real, blurring the lines of reality and fantasy.
He stays that close to me, never pulling away, staring into my eyes for the longest, most intense second of my life. His breath is hot and heavy against my face, quickened, but I have no idea from what, and as I slide my hand to the center of his chest, I startle at the wild beating against my palm.
“Mason.” My voice sounds miles away, frantically chasing after him.
A growl rumbles in his throat. Then, as if something breaks inside of him, he cups my face and forces me against the wall, pinning me while his lips roughly take my mouth in a kiss that has me high and breathless and begging in incoherent words.
It’s violent and vital, exactly how a kiss should feel, with greedy hands and pounding hearts.
I drop my clutch and hold him against me, tilting my head to deepen this, to give him more as I plead for it through whispered words, but the second my fingers tighten in his hair he breaks away.
His hands slide to my neck as he moves his lips to my cheek and keeps them there. “Goddamn, Brooke. It’s really fucking hard not kissing you,” he pants through ragged breaths, leaning back to gaze at me.
I give him an odd look as his hands slip away, and an even odder look when he turns around and leaves me lightheaded against the wall.
What the fuck?
With quick strides, Mason takes his sexy ass in the direction of the elevators, a hand disappearing around the front of him to no doubt adjust the stiff dick I just so rightly earned.
“Um . . . where are you going?” I call out, stepping away from the wall to get a better view of him continuing down the long hallway, to watch in complete shock as he puts more and more distance between us.
He was serious about leaving? No . . . no, he’s . . . no, that’s impossible. He can’t just leave.
Hello! Massive erection! Get back here! I’m supposed to be handling you!
He smiles at me over his shoulder as he bypasses the elevators. “Goodnight.”
My mouth falls open. I bring my hands to my hips as I think of a reasonable explanation for his swift departure, and it comes to me at the sound of his keys jingling. “You’re just going to move your car, right? Then you’re coming back up? You’re not actually leaving . . .”
He pushes the door open that leads to the stairwell, making no attempt to tell me I’m correct or to ask me if I’ll wait for him here or leave my door unlocked.
He’s actually leaving. He’s taking his hard dick and he’s
actually
leaving.
I take a few steps to follow behind him. “Is this a joke? Is this strictly an Australian thing, because here, in America, we don’t kiss the fuck out of someone and then haul ass in the opposite direction.”
I hear the faint sounds of a laugh echoing down the hall.
Before I can think to speak again, to yell out something else to possibly change his mind and end this madness, Mason steps out onto the stairwell.
“I’ll see you later, gorgeous,” he calls out before the door slams closed, and I know, I just fucking know that gorgeous bastard is smiling as he says it.
“What the hell?” I ask myself, God, if he’s listening. Maybe he can shine some imperial light on this situation.
I snatch my clutch off the floor and fish out my keys, jamming them all too aggressively into the keyhole while I mumble every curse word I know into the deserted hallway. I shove the door open and toss my things onto the table behind the couch, kicking off my heels and moving like a bat out of hell across the room.
With a closed fist, I pound against the bedroom door until my skin grows hot.
“I need you both to put something on and get out here. Now. You will not believe what . . .” I cut myself off, shaking my head as I try and wrap my own mind around what just happened, but I have absolutely no idea what to think. I can’t even begin to make sense of this.
Mason passes on a Brooke style blow-job? NOBODY passes on that. Is he fucking mental?
With a very aggressive grunt, I drop my hand and stare at the door. “Just hurry up and get out here. Please. I need both of you.”
Muffled voices and the creak of a mattress sound before I feel satisfied enough to cross the room again.
I step into the kitchen and open the refrigerator, pulling out a bottle of wine and digging the container of ice cream I keep hidden under bags of frozen vegetables out of the freezer.
Joey likes to eat his feelings also. If I don’t hide my snacks, they go missing.
I fill a glass and grab a spoon just as the bedroom door swings open.
Joey emerges first, his fingers snapping the waistband of his boxers. He looks half-asleep, digging the heel of his hand into his eye. “What the fuck is it? You interrupted cuddle time.”
I shove a spoonful of Neapolitan ice cream into my mouth to prevent myself from stating the obvious response, that every time Joey and Billy are within twenty miles of each other, I run the risk of interrupting cuddle time.
Assholes. Their perfect relationship is a little hard to swallow at the moment. I’m sure neither one of them keep their dicks to themselves.
Billy files out of the bedroom next with his T-shirt in his hand. He eyes me warily once he takes notice of the wine and the container I have a death-grip on.
“Uh oh. What happened?” he asks, slipping his shirt over his head and sliding his arms through. “Bad date?”
I watch him and Joey each grab a stool and sit at the kitchen island across from me. Boosting myself up onto the counter, I place the container on my lap and dip my spoon in, scraping out the rest of the chocolate.
“No. The actual date was fine,” I mumble around the spoon.
Joey drops his chin onto his fist. “Just fine?” He looks doubtful.
I roll my eyes before lowering them to the container. “More than fine,” I confess, jamming my spoon into the vanilla. “He took me to this really nice restaurant where he had to order in Italian, which he fucking did, so just go ahead and tack on a few more ‘how hot can this guy possibly get’ points.”
“Damn,” Billy comments appreciatively. “I bet that sounds amazing with his accent.”
“Mm hmm. Boyfriend is full of surprises,” Joey adds.
I don’t even bother looking up. “Yeah. Tons. So, we had dinner, and he mentioned wanting to stick his head between my legs and taste me in his throat.”
I glance up at the sound of the wine bottle being slid across the counter.
Billy brings it to his lips and tips it back, his eyes round as he swallows a mouthful.
It’s funny how squeamish he gets around any sort of graphic sex talk, when his husband is basically a walking advertisement for it.
I shift my eyes when Joey motions with a quick hand for me to continue on with my story. He suddenly appears wide awake and eager for conversation.
“You want details?”
“Yes,” Joey says at the same time as Billy’s, “Not really.”
I split the difference. “He did more than just taste me, okay? I took him to this photo booth I found a couple months ago, and that man worked me out like his life depended on it. His mouth is fucking ridiculous.”
A shiver runs down my spine as that familiar ache settles between my hips. I press the back of the spoon to my mouth, hoping to conceal the smile I can’t seem to control.
“It was hands-down the best sexual experience of my life,” I admit against the cold silver. “And that includes all the times I’ve actually had sex.”
Straightening on his stool, Billy scratches his jaw, his other hand still clutching the neck of the bottle. “Photo booth? Did you two actually . . .” he pauses, his eyes searching my face.
Joey slaps the counter with exuberance. He looks practically giddy. “You little slut. Did you get pictures of this?”
I glance across the room at my clutch, remembering how reckless and exciting it felt being in that moment with Mason, not knowing who, if anyone, was on the other side of that curtain and if they were listening and waiting for those photos.
If they would see me, and how I looked at him.
With
him.
I return my gaze to the two men staring intently at me. “I gave Mason his own set of solo’s to keep. That seemed to go over smashingly well. Then, while he was down there, going at it, he told me to put money in.” I shrug. “I did.”
“Where is this photo booth exactly?” Joey grabs the small pad of paper and the pen we keep by the phone, ready to jot down the address.
“Joey,” Billy starts, waiting for his husband to look over at him. He jerks his chin. “No.”
Joey shoots him a pleading look. “Oh, come on. You know you’d love it.” He leans in for a kiss, hovering a breath away from Billy’s mouth. “Just think of how cramped it probably is in there. How
tight
it would be. Mm. I bet there’s hardly any room for you to move, but you like that, right? You like tight things, don’t you, baby?”
Holy shit.
I shove a massive bite of strawberry into my mouth as Billy groans, pinching his eyes shut and dropping a hand to his lap.
“Brat,” he murmurs, adjusting himself while he tries to look annoyed but only succeeds at looking immensely turned-on and on the brink of dragging his husband back to the bedroom.
Joey leans away, grinning and tapping his pen on the paper. “See? Do I know my man, or what?”
“You do. But let’s get addresses later.” Billy covers Joey’s hand with his, forcing Joey to release the pen. He then turns his dissecting attention onto me. “Brooke, what are we missing here? Why are you binge-eating and nearly breaking down doors? What else is going on?”
I drop my spoon into the container and set it on the counter, exchanging it for my glass of wine. I lift it in the air, toasting. “Mason is withholding the dick.”
“This is news?” Billy raises an eyebrow. “I thought he made it clear when you two first met that he wanted to wait to have sex. Get to know you and all.”
“He did. But apparently, he wasn’t just referring to sex.”
Joey grabs the bottle of wine. “What else was he referring to?”
“Oh, you know.” I sweep my hand through the air. “Everything. Touching it. Sucking it. Anything I could possibly do to get him off. The entire thing is a no-go apparently.”
The bottle hovers in the air an inch away from Joey’s mouth. He leans to the side to see me around it. “I’m sorry. What?”
I bring my glass to my lips, swallowing a generous amount of wine. “You heard me. After kissing my fucking brains out at the door, he walked away, refusing my offer to come inside . . . pun intended, and left, taking his glorious erection with him. He told me he wants this to be about me. That he didn’t get me off just so I would return the favor.”
“That’s actually kind of sweet, Brooke. Unconventional, but sweet,” Billy remarks, laughing quietly at Joey as he mirrors my reaction to this discovery and goes immediately for alcohol. Running a hand through his short blonde hair, Billy turns back to me with a gentle smile. “Name one other guy who has ever done that for you.”
I let my eyes roam the condo, pretending to think, but I don’t need to.
The truth is, I can’t name anyone. I can’t think of any man who has ever done half of the things Mason has insisted on or offered. If I could, this might not seem so completely baffling to me.
Why is he putting himself through all of this? He’s taken every sexual release I have to give him off the table, and yet he’s still fixated on me.
Why?
“Okay.” Joey sets the bottle down and wipes the back of his hand across his mouth. “First of all, this wine is terrible. Let’s never buy it again.”
I quietly chuckle as I lift my head.
“Second, I can see this being a problem if you weren’t getting off, Brooke, but you are. And although you refuse to admit this, I think you like this guy.”
“But I don’t understand him.”
And for the first time in my life, I feel completely out of my league.
Joey crosses his arms against his chest, sitting up a little straighter, showing off his proud smile.
“What?” I ask, confused by his sudden disposition.
“You didn’t argue with me that time. You like him.”
“I like a lot of men who get me off. It doesn’t mean anything.”
Joey loses the smile and levels me with a skeptical glare. I look to Billy, only to find him mirroring his partner’s demeanor.