Authors: Stefan Spjut
Torsten put on the coffee and then sat down at the kitchen table, where there was a Jokkmokk telephone directory. He licked his thumb and flicked through the pages to the maps at the back, and when he found the one he wanted he scrupulously smoothed it out with the palm of his hand. Then he picked up a ballpoint pen and circled a house.
âIt's here,' he said.
Börje and Seved both looked, and when Torsten was sure they had seen the right house he tore the page out of the directory and slid it across the table.
âOf course, most little kids go to nursery these days,' he said. âBut this one doesn't. He plays outside on his own and he doesn't seem scared. We've seen him many times on the other side of the road, the side where the lake is, building grottos in piles of snow
or whatever it is he gets up to. And for a long time we've thought it wouldn't be too difficult to snatch him, if we needed to. And it looks like you need to.'
He stood up to fetch the coffee jug and filled the cups.
âI heard about your sister,' he said.
Börje sat in silence for a moment, lost in his thoughts.
âIt can't be easy,' Torsten continued.
âOf course, you do wonder.'
âWhat?'
âWell, if she really was that stupid.'
Torsten looked at him carefully and licked his upper lip with the tip of his tongue.
âYou mean, you're thinking she found a way out of it?'
Börje shrugged his shoulders apathetically.
âIt was hard for her,' he explained. âI know that. She didn't want another child in the house. Having to go through all that again, comforting it, making it understand. She didn't want to have to do it.'
He took a drink of his coffee and then said:
âAnd now she doesn't have to.'
Seved could hear Torsten and Börje talking, but he could not take in what they were saying. His thoughts had drifted far away and he heard their voices only as a distant murmur. His field of vision shrank: it zoomed in on the embroidery on the linen tablecloth, the splashes of red paint on the sleeve of Torsten's overall, the steaming china cups, the telephone directory and the broken clip of the ballpoint pen. The plates on the painted wall shelf too, and the blackened glass chimney of the paraffin lamp.
Sister.
Were Ejvor and Börje
siblings?
He had always thought they were married.
Well, that explained why they had no children. That explained why he had ended up with them. And Signe. It explained everything!
Trying to work out what Börje meant when he suggested Ejvor had found a way out of it was beyond him, but it occupied his thoughts, and that was why it took a while before he realised that Torsten was talking to him.
âThe lemmingshifters,' the old man repeated. âDid that work out?'
âIt was calm the first night,' Seved answered, confused. âBut last night they were out again, carrying on, so I don't really know.'
âThen maybe you need more?'
Torsten stood up, rubbing his index finger in a shadowy groove above his upper lip. He looked at them enquiringly.
âI'm sure we can manage with what we've got,' said Börje.
Clearly it was not meant to be a question because Torsten had already opened the door to the hall. He walked up the staircase, and they could hear the floor creak as he walked backwards and forwards upstairs. Seved shot a look at Börje, who was sitting with one elbow resting on the back of the chair and staring unseeingly at the floor. There was no point asking him about Ejvor; it would only make him withdraw into himself.
He thought about Ejvor's behaviour before she went into Hybblet that afternoon. She did not seem to be depressed. She had actually joked with him. But perhaps that kind of thing never shows on the outside.
Seved drank the last of his coffee, ran his eyes over the tongue and groove on the kitchen walls and then out through the window, where he caught sight of the little man who had been standing on
the roof. Now he was sitting in the raised bucket attachment of the tractor, leaning back casually and looking towards the kitchen window. His clear yellow eyes were surrounded by creases and shadows that gave them a troubled look. His face was leathery brown and wrinkled, and the thin white beard pointed in all directions.
And he was reaching out. Seved felt that immediately. It was like a fleeting caress inside his forehead. Swiftly he leaned back so that the old man could no longer see himâusually it was enough to get out of their line of visionâbut to be on the safe side he pushed the chair back from the table half a metre.
âHim,' he said. âThe one that was on the roof. He's up to something.'
Börje peered through the window.
âYes, he's a nosy little bugger, that one.'
He had no time to say more before the stairs creaked and Torsten walked into the kitchen holding a wooden box. It was a little chest, made from painted planks. The lid had a brass lock. He put the box down on the table and looked at them.
âI could only get hold of four but that's better than nothing. And they're small and entertaining. The old-timers like that. You have to take these with you, you understand. I've got a wood mouse and a few other things. A couple of shrews.'
He opened the lid of the chest and poked around in the hay. After a while he pulled out his hand. A grey-brown tuft of hair stuck up out of his fist. Torsten pressed his thumb against the little creature's chin and unwillingly it lifted its head. Its eyes were screwed up tightly and the mouth with its pin-like teeth was gaping open. It seemed as if it was trying to open its mouth as wide as it could to show how big it was.
âSee?' said Torsten, grinning. âSee how he's laughing?'
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âA week or so ago,' said Susso in a low voice, âI got an email from a woman in Vaikijaur who had seen a little man outside her house. He just stood there, looking at her. Vaikijaur is
relatively
close, so I drove up there. And she seemed pretty credible, so I set up a cameraâyou know, the one I got from Tommy, Cecilia's bloke.'
Torbjörn changed position on the sofa without taking his eyes off her.
âThen the other night, or morning it was, she phoned to tell me she had seen him again. He had been looking into her kitchen.'
From the front pocket of her parka Susso brought out a printout of the photo. It was the seventh picture, the one where the wrinkled little face could be clearly seen. Torbjörn took a gulp from his can, and after putting it down again he wiped his mouth and leaned forwards, looking at the figure. His nostrils tensed and flared, but he said nothing. After studying the picture he leaned back in the sofa. It looked as if he was trying to stop himself from laughing. His eyes were glittering dark slits. One arm was stretched along the back of the sofa and he was drumming his fingers on the frame of shiny polished wood.
âWhat are you going to do with it?'
âI've posted it on the website.'
âWill it lead to anything then?'
âProbably not. I suppose I ought to promote it somehow. Do
you know any journalist who would want to write about it?'
She meant the last sentence mainly as a joke.
âNo, but you ought to go to Jokkmokk and ask around. A person looking like thatâwell, someone ought to know who he is, don't you think? If he lives in that area.'
Susso stood up and walked to the window. A wind had started blowing and it made the globes of the street lamps move slightly. The snow that had settled on the pale-green facade of the house opposite looked as if it had attached itself like lichen.
âWhat if it's just a dwarf?' she said. âThat would be embarrassing.'
âThen you'll have to ask what the hell is he doing running around in that old woman's garden in the middle of the night,' Torbjörn replied. âHe's not supposed to be doing that.'
She nodded.
âI know one or two people in Jokkmokk. I could ask them if they know of a dwarf living in the area. People normally know about that kind of thing. There's a dwarf up in Haparanda, and you can ask anyone you like about him. Everyone knows who he is.'
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The snowsuit stood out like a red dot against the piles of snow.
Börje and Seved said nothing to each other but they both knew.
This had to be the boy.
He was walking along the other side of the road. Towards them.
Börje slowed down to give himself time to think, and then he stopped. The wipers swept across the windscreen. He sucked his teeth and looked reflectively in the rear-view mirror.
âWe could run him over,' Börje said. âAnd then get him in the car to take him to hospital. If anyone sees us, that's what we could say. That we only wanted to help him.'
Seved stared: was he serious?
âWell, he is walking on the wrong side of the road,' said Börje.
âYes, if you're coming from that direction,' said Seved, pointing. âYou can't run him over from this direction.'
âI'll just have to turn round and do it then!'
Seved rubbed his forehead hard and looked in the wing mirror, in the star-shaped hole left by the ice crystals. Could Börje really consider doing such a thing?
The boy was not far away now. Soon he would reach the cones of light radiating from the car, picking out the streaming snowflakes.
âSo what shall we do then?' Börje said loudly.
Seved pretended to think and eventually he said, with lips that had turned dry:
âWe wait. Until we have another car.'
âNothing shows,' said Börje. âThe car's completely covered in snow.'
âBut Torsten told us we weren't to do it with this car. Someone could have seen us when we drove up to his place. Then they'll come here looking. It's too risky.'
Börje shook his head.
âWe'll do it now,' he said, and pressed the button so that the window began to go down slowly with a scraping sound. âGive me one of those.'
Börje leaned out of the open window. He was holding his hands cupped against his chest.
âHappy Christmas!' he called.
The boy carried on walking for a few steps before he stopped and looked at the car.
Then he started walking again. Faster.
âWhere are you off to?'
There was no answer.
âWe want you to help us with something,' Börje said, turning to Seved, indicating he wanted him to play along. âYour mum just phoned and told us.'
Seved leaned forwards and nodded.
âWe've got something for you,' he said. âA Christmas present.'
The words aroused the boy's interest and he stopped walking. After looking both ways he crossed the road. A few metres away from the car he stopped. He was wearing a hat with a spider-web pattern and his cheeks were red. It was cold, as low as minus fifteen, and clouds of snowflakes were being buffeted around in sudden gusts of wind.
âWhere are you going?' said Börje, sounding tense. âAre you going home?'
He had already asked that, and it was obvious that the boy had become scared but without exactly knowing why; a feeling told him something was not quite right. He screwed up his eyes against the wind. Snow fastened in his eyelashes and the thumb of his mitten came up to rub it away.
âYour mum said you don't have to go home,' said Börje. âShe said you could help us with something, if you like. But we've got to make sure you're the right boy. What's your name?'
âMattias.'
Börje nodded.
âMattias. That's right. Then it's you we're looking for. That's lucky.'
Börje turned to face Seved.
âShall we show him then?'
Seved nodded.
Börje lifted up his cupped hands slowly and secretively until they appeared in the open window, like a puppet show. He gradually opened his fingers, and from between them poked a tiny delicate snout, although to be exact it was not a snout. It was a nose. A smile spread across the boy's face and he quickly approached the car door, pressing himself against it to get a better view. But then Börje pulled his hands away.
âNo,' he said. âThey're very nervous.'
âWhat is it?' asked the boy. âIs it a gerbil?'
Börje took his hand away as if he was sliding back a screen and revealed the agile little shapeshifter shivering in the cold air streaming into the car. Its grey furry tail lay coiled in the hollow of Börje's palm.
âYou can have one of these, if you like,' Börje said in a friendly voice, gently pressing his finger on the little creature's back, where its shoulder blades protruded. âNot this one, but one just like it. In our pet shop in Jokkmokk we've got masses of them, and we need to give a few away because we haven't got room for them all. But we can't give them away to just anybody because they've got to be looked after properly. So if you like, you can have one to take care of. Would you like that?'
Mattias nodded.
âJump in the car then.'
The boy was allowed to hold it. With his hands pressed tightly together he made a little balcony against his chest, and there the mouse shapeshifter lay on its back, watching the boy's face. It looked as if it was sunning itself in the wonder radiating from the child's eyes.
âWhat's its name?' he asked, as they swung south onto the motorway.
Seved could not see him: he was clutching his forehead with his right hand and staring out through the window. He must not start crying, but he felt very close to it. It was rising up inside him.
âIt hasn't got a name,' said Börje, over his shoulder. âBut you can give it a name, if you like.'
âCan I have it?'
âNo,' said Börje. âLike I said, not this one. But you can give it a name. It makes them happy if they have a name. And we have so many it's impossible for us to find names for them all.'
The boy was silent.