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Authors: Emma Kavanagh

The Missing Hours

Contents

About the Book

About the Author

Title Page

Dedication

The disappearance of Selena Cole

Investigating a vanishing

A Start in Kidnap and Ransom

The body

Auntie Orla

Case No. 8

Those left behind

What the darkness takes

Case No. 16

Eighty-two days

The Rescuer

Coming home

The reappearance of Selena Cole

A good man

Case No. 25

An impression of a victim

Going rogue

A fight to the death?

Posted to service personnel forum

Survivors

Letter from Ed Cole to Selena Cole

Finding Beck

Tumbling back

Case No. 38

The breath of the devil

The trouble with a closed case

A Hero, Then a Hostage

A question of what is important

The cost of infidelity

Life beyond

Held hostage

A Start in Kidnap and Ransom (continued)

An unrequited love

On the banks of the river

Case No. 41

A victim or a liar?

A Bombing in Brazil

The compromise of marriage

A Start in Kidnap and Ransom (continued)

Blood

The suspect

The watcher

Chasing the money

Case No. 55

A deal with the devil

Lies

The car

Case No. 68

Becoming unstuck

Square one

Case No. 79

What comes next

Full circle

Everything changes

Into the mountains

The disappearance of Selena Cole

A placing of pieces

6.02 p.m.

A primer in K&R

The value of money

The only way

The Kidnapping of Ed Cole

Hurrying to wait

None so blind

A good man

The arrest

Homecoming

Acknowledgements

Author’s Note

Copyright

ABOUT THE BOOK

A woman disappears

One moment, Selena Cole is in the playground with her children and the next, she has vanished without a trace.

A woman returns

Twenty hours later, Selena is found safe and well, but with no memory of where she has been.

What took place in those missing hours, and are they linked to the discovery of a nearby murder?

‘Is it a forgetting or a deception?’

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Emma Kavanagh was born and raised in South Wales. After graduating with a PhD in Psychology from Cardiff University, she spent many years working as a police and military psychologist, training firearms officers, command staff and military personnel throughout the UK and Europe. She lives in South Wales with her husband and young sons.

The Missing Hours

Emma Kavanagh

 

 

 

For Ma and Auntie Debs

Your courage in dark times has shown us all the light

The disappearance of Selena Cole

Heather Cole: Tuesday, 7.45 a.m.

IT WAS THE
silence that frightened Heather. It seemed to come from nowhere, a creeping, drowning vacuum racing across the playground, down the muddy bank towards where she sat, both feet planted firmly in the rocky brook. One moment the air had sparkled with her younger sister’s laughter, the aching creak of the swing, then nothing.

There was a thrumming in Heather’s chest, like a small bird had flown in there and was trapped, its wings beating against her ribcage, only Heather couldn’t tell if it was the anger that bubbled up inside her seemingly all the time now, or if she was afraid.

It was anger. She screwed her face up, scowled at the water’s surface. Thought for a moment that the water reared back in terror.

Anger was easier, she had learned.

She looked down at her feet, where her red patent shoes shimmered beneath the bubbling water. Mummy would be so cross with her. She had told her not to wear the shoes, that they were for school, that they weren’t to play in. But Heather had screwed up her face, made her eyes all small and stern, had said she was going to wear them anyway. Had waited for the thunder, her mother’s face sliding into that flat expression, the one that said she was up for the fight, waited for her arms to cross across her narrow waist, the look that said, ‘Fine, I can stand here all day.’ Heather would have given in then. Honest she would. She would have puffed and rolled her eyes until they ached, but she’d have pulled the red patent shoes off, slipping her feet instead into the warm embrace of her wellie boots.

But that hadn’t happened.

Instead Mummy’s eyes had got full, the way they did when she was thinking about Daddy, and she had turned away, shrugging her shoulders. And Heather had stood in the hallway, staring at the red shoes, thinking how pretty they looked against the twisty tiles, and wishing she had just put her wellies on anyway.

Heather Cole sat on the bank, the tree stump hard against the small of her back, and listened, as hard as she possibly could. She cocked her head to one side, as if that way she could make the laughter come back. She glanced behind her, up towards the top of the embankment. Maybe Mummy was coming to find her. Maybe she’d taken Tara out of the swing and they were on their way to get her, only she couldn’t hear their steps because of the water.

That could be it.

‘I don’t know, Orl. Heather is just so angry. All the time. It’s like … ever since we lost Ed … she … it’s like she hates me.’

Heather had stood in the silent hallway, hadn’t moved or breathed, just pushed her ear against the living-room door. Could hear the tears in her mother’s voice. Heard Auntie Orla sigh.

‘She doesn’t hate you, Selena. Really she doesn’t. She’s just … she’s seven. She’s grieving and she doesn’t know how to handle it. Of course she’s taking it out on you. You’re all she has left.’

‘I know. But she was such a daddy’s girl. Sometimes I wish …’

‘What?’

Then her mother had sighed like a giant gust of wind. ‘Nothing. It doesn’t matter.’

Maybe they had left her. Had Mummy taken Tara and simply gone home? She had said that Heather was angry all the time. Heather knew what that meant. She was naughty. Daddy used to call her his little spitfire. Heather preferred that word. It sounded better. Maybe Mummy had left because she just couldn’t deal with Heather any more.

Heather scratched at the dirt beside her, watching her white nail turn slowly black. No. Mummy wouldn’t do that. Would she? But then nothing in Heather’s world worked the way it used to work, and so now she simply didn’t know.

The bird’s wings beat faster now.

Heather pulled her feet free from the water, the rushing cold making her shiver. She began to clamber up the bank, steeper than it had been when she climbed down it, arching hand over hand. It will happen now. Now. Now. She strained. Was that it? Was that Mummy’s voice? Wasn’t it? No. It was just the wind. As the ground flattened out beneath her fingers, she raised her head to see the cloud-soaked sky, the dew-slicked slide, the swing hanging slack.

She stood looking around the empty playground. She wondered if she was dead. It seemed that her breath had stopped. Was this how it had been for her father? That he had simply … stopped? That everything had fallen silent and then he was just gone? But no. She had heard the whispers, the word that Mummy and Auntie Orla were so careful never to say when they thought she was listening. Bomb. She was seven, only seven. But she knew what a bomb was. In her mind there was noise, more noise than seemed possible. Heat. Fire. And then nothing. So perhaps it did all come back to silence in the end.

Heather Cole pulled herself up, stood on the crest of the bank. She tried to breathe, the way she had seen her mother do it when she was trying to stay calm, when fear was only inches away. She sucked in a breath through her nose, held it, then exhaled, the sound whistling into the silence.

They were gone – Tara, Mummy. She was alone.

She felt tears prick at her. Felt her lip shake.

It was the shoes. It was the stupid red shoes. If she had just put the wellies on like she’d wanted to really, they would still be here. Heather looked down at her sopping wet feet, hating them now.

Then there was a sound, a wail that punctured the silence.

Heather swivelled her head, left to right, trying to locate the source of the sound. Then she saw it. Tara sitting in the slack swing. She was still there. Tara was still there. Heather pushed the awful shoes into the long grass, took off at a run across the playground, ran like her life depended on it, past the slide, the empty roundabout, to the limp-hanging swing and her three-year-old sister.

‘Tara! Tara! It’s okay! I’m coming!’ She slip-slid on the gravel, her voice coming out small, and even to her own ears she sounded younger than her seven years.

Tara’s head snapped towards her and she stared at Heather with those huge blue eyes, their mother’s eyes, so everyone said. Her face had pinked up, the way it always did when she cried, her lower lip jutting forward, shuddering.

‘Mama, Heafer. Mama’s gone.’

Investigating a vanishing

DC Leah Mackay: Tuesday, 9.46 a.m.


SHE WAS HERE?
When the girls saw her last?’

I sense rather than see the PC nod, because I’m not looking at her. My gaze has been trapped, caught on the empty swing. It has begun to rain, soft drops, more like a mist than anything with any guts to it, and the water is pooling on the red plastic of the seat, transforming the rusting chain into a Christmas garland. Dr Selena Cole would have stood here, just where I am standing. Would have reached out her hands, wrapping them tightly around the metal chains, her three-year-old daughter sitting beneath them. Maybe they were laughing, the little one thrilled and a little scared as her mother pushed her, backwards, forwards.

I take a breath, feel the emptiness chase me, diving in, down my throat, nestling in my lungs. The vacuum where Selena Cole once stood. I look at the mountains that tower around us, dwarfing the tiny hamlet of Endleby. Hereford feels so far away from here, and yet it must be, what, five miles at most?

‘The little one, Tara, was on the swing.’ The PC, Sophie I think her name is, tucks her chin inside her jacket, voice disappearing into the fabric. ‘Mother was pushing her. Heather, the seven-year-old, had gone down to the stream.’ She indicates a shallow rise, an infant summit climbing to an oak tree, then dropping away out of sight. ‘There’s a little brook there, over that hill. When the girl came back, her mother was gone, sister was alone.’

‘Heather didn’t hear anything?’ I look down towards the road, my eye following its gentle curve. Twenty metres, thirty maybe, and then the house, stone-built, double-fronted, screaming of age and money, immediately abutting the playground. Selena Cole has vanished so close to her home.

‘Nothing. The neighbour – Vida Charles – found the girls, must have only been a short time later, sobbing their hearts out.’

I nod, and as I nod, I try to find the line, the one that delineates my life, separating the mother from the detective. Her girls, Selena Cole’s. Not my girls. Mine are fine. Mine are safe. I shake myself, pull myself up taller, like the extra inch will make a difference. It’s baby brain. I’ll blame baby brain. Can you do that when your babies are nearly two years old? I guess if it’s twins then you get an extension.

‘The girls okay?’ I ask.

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