Authors: Laure Eve
CHAPTER 9
Greta Hammond's avatar was beautiful, even by World standards.
Today her gold hair was artfully pinned to look precarious, as if it would spill down her neck at any moment, and she wore a loose, open-necked shirt that hugged her tiny frame perfectly. She was lovely.
She was also the most devious bitch Wren had ever known.
He watched her lean forward on the screen stuck up on the opposite wall. A loose hair curl brushed lazily against her neck.
âHow's our latest recruit?' she said.
Wren shifted uncomfortably on the test bed. He hated pleasing her. He'd never really liked pleasing anyone, truth be told â but there was something in her, a god-awful knowing, manipulative core, that made him automatically want to do the opposite of anything she said.
âAdjusting,' he answered, eventually.
âAnd the language pack is working out?'
âYes, which is a relief. It's really quite irritating having to talk to her in Angle Tarain.'
She smiled. âIt's your native language, Wren. Surely you're used to the sensation.'
âI prefer World. It's  â¦Â less restrictive. Talking in Angle Tarain is like having to dance with a stick up your backside.'
Greta laughed. The laugh was careful, like the rest of her.
âYou are eager to shed the old Wren, aren't you?' she said. âI can understand that, after all you've been through.'
Everything she said seemed to have several meanings at once. It was easier to keep quiet, but she didn't like that. She liked to provoke until he talked. And he wasn't very good at quiet, anyway.
âThere'll be no problems from their end,' she was saying. âFrith will keep his part of the bargain â no attempts on their side to get Rue back.'
Wren snorted. âSo we'll just bow to their wishes like good little children and hide away over here? There's a couple more I think I could get, if you let me try again.'
âOur end of the deal was to leave White alone, not the rest of them.'
He sat up straighter. âSo I can go back?'
âPatience. We have more pressing priorities right now.'
Tests. Always tests.
He felt sick, and suddenly violent about the whole thing. Greta was head of Talent research here â he had been handed over to her almost as soon as he'd arrived in World. Most people didn't seem to care exactly how the Talented worked â especially not in Angle Tar. But Greta wanted to poke around inside, peeling back his layers until he spilled his guts out for her to root around in. Needles and drugs were commonplace to him now.
He needed to be useful again. He needed to
do
. Poaching Rue from the Angle Tarain group for Greta had been the most fun he'd had in months. Surely they should be training him up as a spy? That was what Frith had been doing with his Talented â everyone knew it. But here they didn't seem to trust the Talented. They saw them less like normal human beings and more like exotic creatures that had to be caged and understood.
How dare they violate him. How dare they try to chain him. He should refuse. Today should be the day when he told her where to shove her tests.
She saw it. âYou're going to have to make your peace with this, Wren,' she said, a gentle warning note creeping into her voice. âIf you want to stay. You'd like eventually to get permanent citizenship; I know you would.'
More fool you,
he thought savagely.
I'm not your citizen. I don't belong anywhere.
But let her think that, if she liked. A practised grumpy expression flittered across his face. She saw it and seemed satisfied.
He knew better than to ask; she didn't enjoy his questions. But that had never stopped him before, so he asked.
âWhat are you going to do with Rue?'
He had begun to suspect something for a while now. Greta had never told him exactly why she'd wanted to poach from Angle Tar, or why she'd encouraged him to go for Rue in particular. But he thought that it might have been the same reason that
he
had wanted to take Rue.
Because of White.
Greta raised a brow.
âI'm just curious why you wanted her so much,' he said, with a light smile. âIt's not like she's amazingly Talented. She can't even Jump without help.'
âAs I recall, you were rather eager yourself to go after Rue when we found out what she was to White.' Greta smiled indulgently. âYour little feud.'
He hadn't bothered to hide it; that was true.
âIt's not a feud,' he said, affecting nonchalance. âBecause it's over. I don't care any more. I won.'
âAnd what if he ever came after you for revenge? He tried to kill you, didn't he?'
Wren felt his chest tighten â the memory of that gun pointed at his face, and White on the other end of it, his eyes freezing cold and black.
But in front of Greta he yawned, passing his hand lazily over his mouth.
âWell, I admire your confidence,' she said.
âYou doubt my Talent?'
âNot at all. You're the most Talented boy I've seen. Apart from him.'
Bile flooded his throat, but he choked it down with an easy laugh.
âNow you're trying to make me angry.'
âNo, Wren. Just reining in that cockiness of yours. I think you've been too long used to power. People like you need people like him to remind you of your own mortality. You keep each other in check.'
Greta laughed, the noise like a fluting bird. Venomous snake. Inside his head he thrashed and raged. He crossed his arms but said no more. He'd lost this round. She was a hard one to play the game with. Some opponents were more formidable than others. But everyone did it, manipulating where they could, all out for what they could get. If he faltered, he would lose. Only the weak lost.
âShall we begin today's set?' she said, nodding at the two technicians standing patiently in the corner of the room. They came forward and began to fiddle with a small set of machines on a table next to Wren's test bed. He'd stopped watching them prepare by now â he couldn't even begin to fathom how any of their equipment worked.
âBegin procedure one,' said the fatter technician, and he waved his hand in a curt gesture, activating something in Life that only he could see.
The air over Wren's body felt suddenly heavy and strange.
It was like being stroked, at first.
Such a light touch as to just raise the hairs on his skin and brush them, gently, gently.
Then the touch grew a little heavier, more pressing than stroking. Something like pens being rolled down his arms.
Then it started to pinch.
Then it started to hurt.
However much Wren tried not to give the two men watching him the satisfaction of listening to him whimper, those pathetic little noises always managed to escape between his clenched teeth.
They talked in quiet tones above his head, as if he wasn't there. They didn't need to ask him questions about how he felt â all they did was toss brief glances to the side, eyes glazed as they checked the readouts in Life: his heart rate, body temperature, nerve responses, brain patterns. And he knew that each bit of data was being recorded, so they could look through it in more detail later. All they were really there for was to make sure that it didn't go too far. That he didn't become permanently damaged, or die.
He knew this because they had explained as much to him the first time.
He was supposed to take the pain. He was supposed to be strong, so they could measure how far he could go before buckling. They tinkered with his thresholds, adjusting carefully, testing and prodding. They did it as if he wasn't even real.
When he got home later and Rue caught sight of him, she would be all eyebrows up and looking at him with her stupidly open face, each emotion on display for everyone to see. Because he'd look awful. He always did, on a test day. She'd ask questions. The girl was one giant, irritating, relentless question mark. It was hard to keep smiling, keep telling her not to worry, when all he really wanted to do was crawl into bed and not exist for a while. Why didn't she just accept things? Why did she have to know about
everything
?
Complaining to Greta got him nothing; she didn't care about him or Rue. All she wanted him to do was obey. Well, he had, hadn't he, as long as it suited him?
It was really beginning not to suit him any more.
No choice there, though â not right now, at least. He had to bide his time. Biding his time was not something he was very good at.
It's not forever, Wren.
Just keep playing the game until you can figure out your next move.
The pain stopped, all at once.
âHow was that?' said Greta, peering out from the holographic screen.
âFine,' said Wren. But his voice came out broken, and he struggled with a sudden flare of temper.
Never let them see your weakness!
âNo worse than childbirth,' she replied. He didn't know whether she was making a joke, or expecting him to reply in some fashion. He doubted anyone in World knew what childbirth felt like, let alone Greta. Sabine had told him a while ago about safe Cs â people had an appointment at the medical hall on a nice convenient date and a doctor removed their baby while they were unconscious. This culture didn't understand pain. They'd carefully circumvented almost all circumstances in which you could be in it. It was an admirable thing to have done. Who the hell wanted to feel pain?
Of course, they seemed to have no issue with inflicting it.
âTee eye two zero one,' said one of the technicians over Wren's head. The other nodded.
âWhat?' said Wren.
No one replied.
He watched them fiddle with a tiny bottle of colourless liquid, plunging a needle into its sealed top and filling the syringe.
âWhat is that?'
âIt's a new version of the inducer,' said Greta.
âNo.'
Greta raised a brow.
âNo, what?'
âI don't want you putting that shit in me again.'
There was a silence while everyone in the room tried to work out how to respond. He could see each option run through their faces. Restrain him? How? He was here by choice. If he wanted, he could simply Jump out of here.
All right, âchoice' was a strong word. If he had
choice
, he wouldn't be here at all.
âIt's been improved, Wren,' said Greta finally. âIt shouldn't have such unpleasant side effects this time.'
âOh good! That's a weight off my mind.'
âWren â'
âYou didn't have to endure those side effects, did you? No. I did. I'm not doing it again. Besides, it doesn't even work.'
âThink for a moment. This is an important step towards progress. If we can get this drug working, we can use it on the Talented who don't have control over their abilities the same way you do. They can take the drug and induce the Talent, and we won't have to waste precious time waiting around for them to learn how to do it themselves!'
Her voice had become forceful. He couldn't tell whether she really was impassioned or just faking to get him to do it. Either way, she'd misjudged him. He didn't want hordes of drugged-up Talented running around. The only Talented he wanted running around was him.
âNo,' he said flatly. âAnd get that needle away from me before I start feeling violent.'
The technician who had been surreptitiously hovering by his arm froze.
Greta sighed.
Her eyes slid to the other technician, who walked around the back of Wren. He tried to twist around but before he could move, arms came down around his neck and pressed into his chest, locking him into place.
The pain from the previous test had made him weak. He struggled, but it was a pathetic attempt, all slow and trembling. The arms around him didn't even shift. He felt his arm gripped tightly against the chair rest. A sharp little pain on the skin as the needle punctured its way in.
Nothing, for a moment.
Then his heart slammed into his ribcage and every hair on his body stood on end and he felt
charged
, like he could run screaming headfirst into the ceiling. His mind was tumbling over and over, a slot machine spinning past choices and thoughts too fast for him to pick. He couldn't think or decide and there was no path, there was just spinning, and he gasped to keep up but there was no keeping up with that. The drug pounded inside him, forcing him on, and he couldn't fight.
The Castle flashed briefly into his mind.
And then the pain was gone, the lights were gone, the arms around him were gone.
He wasn't in the test room any more. He wasn't anywhere in World.
He was in the Castle.
The cold prickled his skin.
He stood up, carefully. The weight of the air here was heavier, somehow, lying like a coat over his frame. Closing in.
He felt an enormous thrill run through him. Terrified and elated in equal measure. Here again, and so soon.
He couldn't believe it. He'd never once been able to come here without the Ghost Girl before, try as he might. She had always, always pulled him here. He looked around for her, but she was nowhere in sight.
Jesus, Greta,
he thought.
Your drug.
It works
.
A shuffling noise to his right made him whip around, heart pounding. It was the technician who had held him down. He was on the floor, his eyes wide and staring, his expression wild.
âHa,' said Wren. His voice echoed around the room. The technician jerked.
âLet me guess. You're Talented.'
The technician looked like he might be sick.
âWhat?' he whispered eventually.
âWe're in the Castle. I've no idea how, but somehow I've pulled you here with me. I doubt I'd be able to do that with a Talentless.'
Wren stalked up to the technician's prone figure on the flagstones. Power over someone felt good here. In the Castle you were nearly always powerless.