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Authors: Anni Taylor

The Game You Played (21 page)

“Is there something you want from me?” he added before I could reply.

My shoulders slackened as I lost the conviction I’d had in the café. He didn’t look like an abductor up close. But then, what did a child abductor look like?

“I don’t know,” I told him. “Do you know Bernice?”

“Who?”

“Never mind. I’m just . . . looking for someone.”

“And you think that person is me?”

“Do you have my son?” I blurted out.
God, what was wrong with me?

He’d been going to take another puff on his cigarette but his arm froze midair at my question. “What?”

Words stumbled from my mouth. “My son is two. He’s been missing for six months.”

“Well, I had you pegged wrong. I thought you must be someone my ex-wife sent to spy on me. I’m sorry about your kid, but why on earth do you think I’ve got him?”

I decided I might as well go for broke. “I have reason to believe that someone local took my son. And you—”


Tommy Basko.
You’re Tommy Basko’s mother.”

“Yes.”

“Thought I’d seen your face before, but you looked . . . ah—”

“A bit more groomed than today?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, this is me. I’m sorry, but there’s a man I was looking for.”

I sounded crazy. Or desperate.
Both.

He stubbed out his cigarette, then picked up the stub and flicked it into a nearby bin. “I don’t have your son. In all honesty, I don’t know how much longer I’m going to have my own. My little boy’s in the Children’s hospital. I was off to see him right now. Then I noticed someone following me.” He shot me a pointed look.

He had an ill son in the hospital? My gaze was drawn to the teddy bear arm that was still sticking out of the man’s briefcase.

“How old is he?” My voice fell away to a half whisper.

“Just a baby. Fourteen months. Heart problems.”

“That’s awful. I’m sorry.”

“Yeah.”

“I’d better let you get on your way. I shouldn’t have—”

“Look, if my kid was missing, I’d probably be doing the same as you. I’m just glad it wasn’t my ex who sent you. We split up about ten months ago. It’s her that wants a divorce, but she’s acting completely nuts. One minute she wants me back, and the next I’m the worst person in the world. I think the pressure of Jake being so sick is getting to her. He’s been sick since he was born.” His voice had changed. He sounded broken.

In that instant, I understood. He hadn’t spoken about his problems with his wife with anyone. So he was telling a stranger on the street. In a morbid connection, we were both losing our sons. Three days ago, I would have said it wasn’t possible for Luke and me to fall apart like this man and his wife. We’d been solid, a united force. Not anymore.

He checked his watch. “I have to go. Good luck.” He stopped after a few steps and turned back to me. “Your stalking skills need a lot of work, by the way.” He shot me a smile that was friendlier than I deserved.

I watched him thread his way into the city crowds.

He wasn’t Tommy’s abductor.

I started walking in the opposite direction. I didn’t know where Bernice had gone. She might have headed back home for all I knew.

Rain slashed through the city now, washing along the street and making everyone move faster.

 

 

31.
                
PHOEBE

 

Wednesday morning

 

IT WAS ONLY WHEN I WAS trudging back to Nan’s house in the rain that I saw the link between the little boat in my pocket and the third letter.

I was watching the torrents of rainwater rush along the gutter of my street. In the past, I’d let Tommy sail a boat along that gutter in the rain. Never his favourite yacht—just paper boats that wouldn’t make him bawl if I failed to run and save them from the drain in time.

Back when Luke had asked Trent Gilroy if the third rhyme could mean that Tommy was at the bottom of the harbour or that his body was being concealed on a boat, the thought had made me want to drink a bottle of Luke’s bourbon and curl up on my bed and force my mind to shut down. I hadn’t thought enough about what else the rhyme could mean.

But now I knew exactly what the rhyme of the third letter meant.

I was sure of it.

 

Little Boy Blue

Why’d she let you go?

On red ships and yellow boats

’Round and ’round you row

 

The rhyme was talking about Tommy’s nightlight.

The boats on the nightlight went around and around, with little wooden children rowing them. And the ships and boats were red and yellow.

I stopped dead still.

If I’d written that rhyme, I would have seen that connection straight away.

I didn’t write that rhyme.

I didn’t write any of them.

I had no memory of writing the letters because I didn’t write them.

But how did my fingerprints come to be on the paper inside the third letter?

My breaths quickened. Whoever the person was, maybe they’d given me the paper to hold when I was sleepwalking. Yes, that could well be what happened. I had long periods of time that I couldn’t account for.

The police video didn’t show where I’d gotten the letter from. Someone might have given it to me. Someone who was out of the frame of the camera. I’d thought I’d been given a knife that night, and I thought I’d returned to my house to put it away for safekeeping. But what if I’d put the knife in the letterbox, thinking that the letterbox was something else—just a safe place?

The rain drenched me while thoughts raced through my head.

The same person who wrote the letters had stolen the nightlight. And they knew that I would understand the rhyme. I was the one who had bought the nightlight. I was the one to switch it on for Tommy each night.

Why was this person signalling me with the nightlight clue?

I thought back to the first letter. The letter-writer had deliberately impregnated it with a coffee aroma. The person knew that I knew the café well. And they must have known that I’d always been able to pinpoint even a vague scent. And they knew that the words about Tommy not remembering his mother would cut me especially deep. I’d always thought I wasn’t good enough as a mother.

This person had to know me very, very well. All of this was meant for me. The rhymes were meant for me and me alone.

This person was trying to crush me.

They’d sent me the letters, and they’d framed me.

Why were they doing this?

Was Tommy really dead and this person was trying to torture me, making me believe I could find him?

Would Bernice know about the nightlight? She’d never been in my house.

I had no evidence to tie Bernice to the letters. The only evidence that I could possibly take to the police was if I found the paper that the letters were written on. The police hadn’t found the paper or envelopes at Nan’s house. They had to be
somewhere.

If the stationery was at number 29, I hadn’t seen it. Maybe it was—it was too hard to search every single hiding place. And I hadn’t been looking for stationery then.

And if Bernice had the stationery, she’d hardly be keeping it at number 29. She’d be secretly storing it away in her own house. But I couldn’t search Bernice’s house.
Could I?

Even if I could summon up the daring to actually do it, Bernice and her mother hardly ever left the house. They only went out twice a week. Once for groceries and once for the bingo and trivia night down at the local club. Occasionally, they made trips to the doctor’s surgery.

Nan had a key to the Wick house—she’d had that long before I was even born. And Mrs Wick had a key to Nan’s house. The idea being that if either of them went into hospital, then the other could fetch some clothing and toiletries and take them into the hospital.

God, if Mrs Wick had access to Nan’s house, then Bernice also had access to Nan’s house. She’d had access to the typewriter and the ink.

I had to take a look inside their house. I wouldn’t be breaking in,
exactly
. Not if I went in there with a key.

The trivia comp at the club was on tomorrow night. Mrs Wick and Bernice would be gone for three or so hours. Bernice was good at trivia, and she’d stay until the end, trying to grab the prizes.

Nan wouldn’t be at home either. She almost always went with Mrs Wick and Bernice, unless her arthritis was acting up.

There was no going back now. I was going to see this through to the end.

I hurried up to Nan’s house and ran inside and upstairs to the shower, ignoring the look of dismay that Nan shot me. I’d clean my wet footprints from the stairs later.

Standing in the shower, I let the warm water sink into my bones while I planned what I would do the following night. It felt almost good to have a plan, after so much uncertainty.

I deposited the tiny nightlight boat into a trinket box on top of my dresser and then spent the rest of the day cleaning Nan’s house. When Nan cleaned the house herself, she missed all the corners and dark, dim spots. I made sure I missed none of them.

Nan stepped up behind me when I was on my hands and knees scrubbing the grime from the cupboard underneath the kitchen sink.

“Don’t become your mother,” she said.

Her words sent hackles between my shoulder blades. I turned. “Just because I’m cleaning?”

“Cleaning every speck won’t make any difference. If it’s clean enough, it’s clean.”

I was about to answer when a sharp series of knocks carried through the hallway.

Nan stood back and let me go to the door.

Sass rushed in, red knotted scarf and red lipstick and clatter. She squealed a hello. “Ohhh, Phoebe. You poor thing!” Grabbing me, she hugged me tightly. “He never deserved you. He just never did.” Stepping back, she brushed hair back from my face. “How are you? Don’t even answer that. You’re not okay. I can see that.”

I managed a smile. “Sass, I’m doing okay. I think.”

“I’ll be the judge of that.” She eyed the plastic kitchen gloves in my hand. “Doing some cleaning?”

“Yeah. Anything to keep my mind off things.”

“I know what you need. The girls and I have arranged a special dinner for Friday night. It’s a Christmas in July thing.”

I grinned, wondering which one of them had come up with that idea. “Sounds festive. But I’m not feeling very . . . festive.”

She put on a fake shocked face. “You can’t say no to celebrating Christmas with your oldest friend!”

“I just don’t know if I can face . . .
people
.”

“Hey, don’t worry. There won’t be anyone you know there. It’ll be the perfect Christmas, without any drunk, over-friendly uncles or family arguments. It’s a touristy thing. People from around the world. It’ll be fun.”

We headed upstairs to my room then, on some kind of unspoken signal, just like we used to do when we were teenagers. We talked on for an hour.

Sass, with her red high heels kicked off, padded over to the window. “I miss waving at you from my window.”

Sass’s house used to be directly across from mine, and her bedroom window faced mine. We’d wave to each other each night before going to bed. There was just flattened rubble on that side of the street now.

She peered down onto the footpath. “Ugh. There’s Bernice. She wears the weirdest gear.”

I crossed the floorboards and looked down over Sass’s shoulder. Bernice was walking in through her gate—her head and her shoulders tilted forward like she were burrowing an invisible tunnel. She wore a fuzzy blue jacket with a long, shapeless dress and boots.

Sass pulled a face at Bernice’s retreating figure.

“Hey,” I said. “Have you seen Bernice about lately, with a man?”

Sass paused as she tucked her scarf into her vest, her eyes widening. “Bernice has a
man
? Lord above. Poor guy. Someone needs to warn him.”

“No, I haven’t actually seen her with anyone.”

Sass frowned at me, giving a slight confused shake of her head.

I hesitated. Sass already hated Bernice, and if I were to tell her about the duck-head umbrella and what I’d found at number 29, she might well turn into a bull in a china shop. But I decided to take the risk. My past and Saskia’s were bound up with Bernice and that house. She’d understand more than anyone what Bernice was capable of.

Sass’s confused look had already turned to worry by the time I took a breath and began telling her everything, taking the boat out of my trinket box to show her.

“I’m coming with you,” she told me as I finished my last sentence. “I’m not letting you go in there alone.” Taking the boat from me, she studied it. “I remember the nightlight. This is definitely a piece of it.”

“You can’t come with me. I’m not involving you in this.”

She eyed me steadily. “I’ve been involved ever since Bernice stuck those knives in each of our names. I grew up on this street. Trust me, I’m involved.”

Tilting her chin, her gaze travelled out to the grey sky beyond the skyscrapers in the distance.

 

 

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