The Eternal World (23 page)

“And now?”

“Now I am too valuable to you. I do the things you won’t dirty your own hands with,” Aznar said. “I’m a resource. A weapon. Nothing less, nothing more.”

Simon didn’t see much point in denying it.

“You were always wrong about me, you know,” Aznar said. “I believed. I believed in God.”

There was such sudden passion, such pain, in Aznar’s voice that Simon was caught short. “What?”

“Is it that hard for you to conceive that you might have been wrong? You did not share my faith. So you assumed I was lying to myself in my robes.”

Simon felt as if something shifted, all around him. Perhaps Aznar had a point. He had never considered that the young, sour-faced priest, all those years ago, might have been sincere.

“Did you ever consider how hard it was for me? I believed, Simon. I wanted to serve. I wanted to be a soldier, but that role, in my family, went to my brother. So I did what I could. I saw death everywhere. And still I believed: life everlasting, beyond this one, to those who were worthy. To those who would open themselves to the glory of God. It was never easy for me. I doubted. I lusted. I hated. But I had faith. Faith is never easy, Simon. Faith is belief in the absence of evidence. Faith is believing when everything in the world says you are wrong. Faith is designed by God to be tested. I believed. I had faith. And then you robbed me of it.”

“You blame me for your lack of faith?”

Aznar laughed. He seemed delighted by Simon’s lack of comprehension. “Who else? You took me to some pagan altar, and you sacrificed me. Humiliated me. Beat me. I thought I would die there. And I comforted myself with this thought: At last my pain is over. At last I will know God. I knew, Simon. I knew I was going to see our Father in Heaven. And then you gave me the Water.”

Aznar paused. He was quiet for a long moment. “I thought that God would provide me life everlasting. Instead, it was you.”

There was another long silence.

“Do you want me to apologize?” Simon finally asked.

Aznar seemed to shake off the silence, along with whatever thoughts haunted his eyes. The old gleam of malice returned. “For giving me all this?” He gestured all around them. “You must be joking. You freed me, Simon. From everything. From belief, from faith, from God. From Heaven and Hell. It took years, but eventually I learned. There are no rewards or punishments waiting for us. We broke the Covenant. I believed we were meant to suffer, to return to the dust, but that’s not true anymore, is it? We can do whatever we want.”

“As long as we get more of the Water,” Simon said.

Aznar nodded. “True. I admit it would be quite a shock to find myself standing in front of Saint Peter at the gates after all this time.”

“I thought you didn’t believe anymore.”

“I would hate to be proven wrong.”

“You fear God won’t forgive you?”

Aznar smiled. “I’ve done everything I can to earn His contempt. If there are unforgivable sins, I committed them. We both did, the moment we drank the Water. Of course, you drank it first.”

“You can tell God I led you into temptation.”

“That answer didn’t work for Eve, did it? No, Simon. I have to rely on this being our only world. And the Water. I have nothing else. We have nothing else. Just survival. And whatever amusement falls our way.”

He sopped up the last of his gravy with the hardtack roll that served as bread out here. Simon’s dinner was still untouched.

“That’s not true,” Simon said. He wasn’t sure why he felt the need to argue with Aznar, only that he did. “I still believe in the perfectibility of this world. This is why I still fight. I have not lost my faith. Perhaps mine was always stronger.”

Aznar looked bored. “Perhaps your illusions simply take longer to die. Once your mind is set, it’s like stone. That’s a terrible habit for men who live as long as we do. It’s going to cost you someday.”

This was trying Simon’s patience. “So why do you go on, Juan? Why bother? What keeps you going, if you truly have no faith anymore?”

“Why, I follow you, Simon. It’s been entertaining so far. Isn’t that enough?”

Simon stood up then. Aznar was still laughing as he walked away.

CHAPTER 25

S
IMON STARTED TO
recognize the signs about a mile from the cave. It had been quiet the last night. No more raids. No more harassment on the trail. No lost soldiers.

It seemed as if a whole new forest of trees and saw grass had grown in the years since his last visit. But Simon could see that many others had beaten a path in the same direction, widening the trail enough for horses, making it easy traveling. There were burn marks in the grass from cooking fires and areas where the vegetation had been hacked to pieces.

The Seminoles themselves were gone. It was like she’d left her house with the door open for him. He was being drawn in deeper, he knew. He ordered Max and Deckard to the rear, in case the attack came from behind them.

“You think it’s a trap?” Deckard asked.

“Of course it’s a trap,” Max and Simon both said, almost simultaneously. They grinned sourly at each other. She had left them no choice but to spring it. They wanted the Water. There was only one way to go: forward.

The troops fell silent as they marched along the trail. No more talking or jokes or even complaining. They all listened to the sounds of the insects buzzing and the chatter and squawking of the birds.

We are lined up like ducklings, Simon thought. The Seminoles could break their column in a dozen places with an ambush.

The cave was almost in sight now. He saw the rise of the small hill that hid the rock, the beginnings of bare earth in the grass where the vegetation had been worn down by the presence of hundreds of others.

She had been here, but now she was gone. Simon didn’t believe it, but it looked as if she’d left before he could get here. Would she really do that? Would she run?

“Spread out,” he ordered the men. “Everyone off the trail, into the grass. Make as wide a net as we can, and keep moving forward.”

This caused a few looks of dismay, but the men obeyed. They were experienced enough to recognize that while breaking formation was bad, staying in one place as a target was worse. They chose the least bad option, just as Simon had.

They crept closer, each man a point on a wide semicircle, walking the tall grass on the way to the hill and the clearing.

They were perhaps a hundred yards away when Simon began to believe Shako might really have fled. There was no sign of any other human life.

Then he heard the first scream.

Followed by another. And another. And another.

IT’S A MYTH THAT
the eastern diamondback rattlesnake will shake its tail before striking. It does not warn its prey, and often makes its distinctive rattle only while launching itself to strike.

The buzzing sounds of the snakes’ tails came from everywhere at once, drowning out everything but the screams. His men stabbed with their bayonets at the ground in a mad panic. Simon saw movement at his feet and looked down, barely in time to avoid the rattler’s bite. There were at least three of the snakes within two feet of him. One slithered away while the other two reared up. He stepped back and felt something writhe under his feet. Something plucked at his pant leg, and then he felt the searing pain as the needle-sharp fangs pierced his skin.

The entire area was infested, he realized. There had to be hundreds, maybe even thousands, of them. They were biting everything that moved. Some men were already down on the ground, bitten multiple times, their skin already swelling from the venom.

For a split second, Simon was utterly lost. The snakes would never gather like this on their own.

Then the grasses in front of them erupted. Seminole warriors appeared from their holes, tossing away the carpets of saw grass they’d used to hide themselves.

A few had bows and knives, but most carried rifles. They opened fire on the U.S. troops, who were still trying to stab the snakes on the ground.

The first round of shots took down roughly half of Simon’s men.

He missed being shot only because he was already bent over, pulling the snake’s fangs from his pants where they were stuck like fishhooks.

Bullets flew past his ears. He could feel the heat.

On top of the hill, he saw her. She stood there, arms at her sides, without even a weapon. As if nothing would ever touch her. He could not see her face, but Simon imagined she had to be laughing at him.

Of course it’s a trap, he’d said.

The rage took over then, and he ran forward, bayonet fixed to his rifle. A Seminole warrior rushed to meet him. Simon stabbed him directly under the breastbone and pulled the trigger. The bullet tore through the man’s back.

He yanked his bayonet from the corpse and pulled out his pistol to aim at the next warrior who came at him. He shot that man in the face. Then he stabbed the next man and the next. He was a demon, screaming obscenities, slashing with his sword when the rifle and bayonet were stuck in the ribs of another dead Indian. He felt a bullet punch him somewhere in the side, but it was not enough to stop him. Nothing would stop him.

He saw that he was not alone. On Simon’s left, Carlos was an elegant dancer, slicing his way through the Seminoles with his sword, weaving among them, never once where they were putting their own blades and bullets. On his right, Max and Aznar were in a scrum of U.S. infantry, the men who’d somehow survived the snakes, and they were fighting the Seminoles hand to hand, face-to-face.

Simon saw an open spot of ground and ran for it.

Shako was no longer on top of the hill.

He knew where she’d gone. She was in the cave. He ran to catch her.

The blow from a war ax rang against his skull. He’d turned with it, but he still felt the blood rush from his scalp and saw stars in the air.

The Seminole rose up above him, and Simon realized he was on the ground. The warrior brought up his ax to deliver the final blow, but he was so slow. So slow compared to Simon. Simon already had his other pistol out, and fired. He could not miss at that range. The bullet went through the man’s mouth and out the back of his head.

Simon was back up and running before the body hit the ground.

There was no one else in his way. He reached the mouth of the cave.

He stopped. His vision blurred. He was losing blood fast. It didn’t worry him. He had his flask, safely tucked in his hip pocket. All it would take is a sip, once this was over, and he had no doubt he would end it quickly when he saw Shako. Now he understood that she truly meant to kill him, and any tender feelings he once held for her burned up completely in his rage.

He stopped. He had to. For a moment, he couldn’t understand what he saw.

The mouth of the cave was clogged with barrels, one after another, leading down into the dark.

It was so odd, it made him pause, even as he heard the battle and screams continue on the other side of the hill.

“Simon,” her voice called.

He turned. She was only a dozen yards away. He must have lost more blood than he thought. He hadn’t even seen her.

The venom, he realized. It was working fast. His vision was narrowing to a tunnel. He needed a drink. But first he needed to make her pay.

He staggered forward, sword in one hand, knife in the other. It was not the knife she’d given him. He’d replaced the handle and the blade. That made it new. That made it his.

Simon was trembling now. He was not thinking clearly. He knew it. But he could do this. He could finish this now.

She held up a small, burning wick. She had nothing else.

“Don’t die yet, Simon,” she said. “I want you to see this.”

She dropped the wick on the ground. A trail of oil and black powder, leading to the cave, began to burn and spit immediately.

Simon finally recognized the smell that was burning his nostrils. It had blended with the other scents of gunpowder and smoke.

Oil. A lot of it. The barrels must have been soaked in it. They would go up like dry tinder. And inside them . . .

He put it together just before the fire reached the first barrel.

He could see Shako clearly, even though everything else was going dim. And yes, she was definitely smiling.

She turned and ran. He did the same.

The explosion picked him up like a giant’s hand and pitched him through the air. He bounced once or twice. He couldn’t tell. Rocks and dirt fell like a rain shower, half-burying him.

He couldn’t hear anything. He was blinking, desperately trying to clear his eyes.

He felt too weak to raise his head, but he knew he had to see. She’d gone to so much trouble to show him, after all.

The mouth to the cave, the cave itself, the hill and the tree above—they were all gone. Just gone. The cave had collapsed in on itself, leaving a wide, deep depression in the earth.

Shako was gone, too.

Max found him a few moments later, took his flask from his pocket, and forced him to drink.

It didn’t matter. She’d already killed them all.

LATER, THEY COUNTED THE
DEAD
.

Nearly two hundred of the U.S. troops were killed, either by snakebite or by the Seminoles. The rest were wounded. Simon had no idea how long they’d live once they returned to civilization, even if they made it back. No matter what, they were done as soldiers. Those who, somehow, survived the snakebites—they must have gotten less venom than the others—were barely able to stand. Their limbs would be weak until the day they died, their bodies damaged on some fundamental level. Those who stood against the Seminoles were all cut or shot or both. And every soldier was taking home a piece of the cave with them. The blast had sent splinters of rock flying faster than bullets in every direction. Everyone got at least one chunk driven into his skin.

No one escaped unscathed.

Shako left behind about fifty of her soldiers, killed either in the battle or in the massive explosion. The rest of her people, however many there actually were, were gone.

Shako herself had vanished. Carlos suggested that perhaps she died in the blast as well, but none of them really believed it.

They sat within sight of the ruined hill, waiting for the survivors to be ready to march. Deckard, who’d been spared the worst of the battle in the rear, was doing his best to get the troops prepared. No one wanted to be here when night fell, and the wounded needed medical attention. Anyone with two working legs would help carry a stretcher. The men were on the point of open rebellion now. Not only had the Spaniards led them into a humiliating defeat, they’d been forced to leave a number of bodies in the grass, because the snakes were still there and more agitated than before.

“She must have spent months gathering them,” Max said, not for the first time.

He and Simon and Carlos and Aznar were all sipping from their flasks, watching Deckard threaten and cajole the men. This would probably not help the soldiers’ morale, but they were tired, and they needed to heal as well. Shako had come very close to killing all four of them in one stroke. Worse, that did not even seem to be her main intention.

“She wants us to suffer,” Aznar said. “She knows our dying will be slow and painful without the Water. She wants us to endure that.”

Simon shook his head. “No. That wasn’t her aim.”

They all looked at him with disbelief. Aznar practically spat at him. “You are still going to defend her?”

Simon should have punished that disrespect, but he was too tired. Instead, he said, “She didn’t care what happened to us, as long as we saw that we’d lost the Fountain. This is all a distraction. Her people, her followers—they’re gone. She wanted to save them. From us. I will lay odds they are so deep in the swamp now we never see them again, no matter how long we live.”

“However long we live,” Max said, “is much shorter now, thanks to her.”

“We are not dead yet,” Simon said, standing up. He saw Deckard approaching. It was nearly time to be on the move.

“Simon, the Fountain is gone.”

“And we have thousands of gallons of the Water left,” he said. “We have a long time left to us. We can still accomplish our goals. The world is not perfected yet. We are not done.”

He looked at each of them in turn. “Perhaps we are no longer Immortals, but I refuse to lay down and die here. We still have centuries. If that is not enough, then we are not the men I thought we were. We can still achieve greatness if we do not weaken.”

He saw the words strike home with each man. They all nodded.

Deckard waited for them.

“Now get up,” Simon ordered. “We have many miles to go, and our work is only beginning.”

They rose and began walking to the troops, calling out to some of the soldiers, assuming commands. They stood straight and tall again. The miracle of the Water. You’d never know any of us were injured, Simon thought.

Nothing was certain in this life. There were still wonders to be discovered. Perhaps they would find another source of the Water.

Perhaps someday they would even learn the secret for themselves.

Wouldn’t that be something.

Simon slung his rifle over his shoulder and began the long march back.

THE BATTLE, WHICH WAS
never recorded in any history book, turned out to be a pivotal one in the Second Seminole War.

The Seminole Witch vanished, never to be seen again, as did her band of warriors. Without her, any tactical advantage the Seminoles had was overwhelmed by the number of troops and weapons that President Jackson poured into Florida. The Seminoles fought a brilliant guerrilla campaign, but in the end were broken by the massive force. Along with the majority of Indian tribes in the United States—most of whom had lived peacefully alongside the white settlers for years—they were rounded up and sent west to reservations along what became known as the Trail of Tears, a thousand-mile trek that most of the Indians were forced to make on foot. As many as half of them died along the way due to exposure or starvation.

A handful of Seminoles went into the swamps, so far and so deep that no government troops could reach them. By the end of the Seminole War, which cost fifteen hundred American lives and $20 million, the army was tired of trying. They were allowed to stay hidden.