'you? Why you?'
Otto shrugged modestly. 'Don't know, sir. Perhaps he met me somewhere and remembered my name.'
'Who is he?'
'Oh, nobody you'd recognise, sir. A very junior attache. That's what makes it all so unusual.'
Christian dropped into his chair and heaved both feet onto his desk. 'Then you'd better get it off your chest, hadn't you?" he said.
'Well, sir,' Otto began.
The ambulance doubled as a hearse. It was a glossy black with a lot of chromium trim and the driver kept a wreath under his seat which, when necessary, covered the red light on the roof. There was nothing he could do to alter the inside, which had ample room for a coffin or a stretcher but only cramped space for anyone sitting alongside. Luis Cabrillo lay on the stretcher. Julie Conroy braced herself in her seat and tried to keep her right arm absolutely still in its sling.
'Well, you can't say you didn't have it coming to you,' she said. 'You asked for it and you got it. Right?'
The ambulance took a corner and Luis Cabrillo rolled slightly, then rolled back again.
'Until the doctors have made their examination,' he said, 'I suggest you talk as little as possible. You may be concussed.'
She thought about that for a while.
'Who were all those people?' she asked.
'From the other offices. They heard the noise. I told them you fell off the table while changing the light bulb.' He sounded terse and formal. Like his new moustache.
'Oh yes. Bits of glass everywhere.'
'I did that.'
'Terrific. You're a terrific liar, aren't you? Let me tell you one thing. You had it coming to you, mac. You and your terrific lies.'
She felt suddenly dizzy. She shut her eyes, and time began doing its accordion-trick again, stretching itself out very slowly for a spell and then squeezing itself together very fast. It was hard to keep track of what was happening.
When the accordion-trick stopped, they were sitting in a hospital room and her wrist was in plaster. She was sipping a glass of blue liquid. It tasted red. She examined his face and was pleased to notice that it was extremely pale and tired.
'I see you bled to death, then,' she said. 'That's good. I'm very very glad. You had it coming and I'm glad I gave it to you. Glad.'
There was a tiny graze on his chin. He touched it with the tip of one finger.
'Have you ever fired a revolver before?' he asked.
That was very funny, asking an American if she'd ever
fired a revolver before, hell of a joke, made her laugh out
loud. 'Never,' she said.
'You were holding it like this.' He crooked his arm as if his hand held an imaginary teacup. 'All wrong.'
'They do it like that in the movies'
'You hit the picture-rail.'
A doctor came in, shone a light in each of her eyes, said something in Portuguese, and went out.
'Listen, you Spanish shit,' she said. 'As soon as this plaster gets good and hard I'm going to beat your goddam head in. Okay?'
'Okay,' he said. Anger sent blood pounding into her head, and that triggered off the accordion-trick again, stretching and squeezing time for the best part of a good bit.
The next clear scene happened in a restaurant. There was a lot of bustle and she was not eating an omelette.
'You wanted it so much,' he said. 'Eat the bloody thing.'
'It tastes green. Looks yellow but that doesn't fool me. Definite greeny taste.' She stuck her fork in it like a flagpole. Slowly it toppled. 'See?' she said. 'Not ripe.'
'Well . . . have something else.' He sawed at his steak. The hospital said your blood-sugar level is low. Understand? You need to eat.'
She watched the bustle until it hurt her eyes, so she looked instead at his steak.
'Ever seen a sailor with a face like that?' she demanded. 'I have. And it's your goddam fault! She threw a punch at him with her overloaded arm, and fell off her chair. After that the bustle intensified considerably.
There was a car, which looked deep red but smelled light brown. There was an elevator which sang to itself and was definitely the happiest thing she had met all day. There was a bedroom, with Luis Cabrillo handing her a pair of his pyjamas. She handed them back. 'Stripes keep me awake,' she accused, stiffly.
'Jesus Christ Almighty,' he said. He sat on the bed and rubbed his face. 'This is just what I don't need. There is so much work I--'
'Yeah, sure, I know, I saw. Convoys, oil tankers. All that spying shit. I know, chum. It's a hell of a hard life. Not as hard as getting torpedoed and drowned, but nearly. Why don't--'
'If you're so damn sure I'm spying for the Germans,' he said harshly, 'then what am I doing living in Lisbon?'
She couldn't answer that, so she glared instead.
'Listen.' He stood up. 'Tonight I must work. Tomorrow I shall explain. Now go to bed.'
This time she was ready for him. 'If you're not spying for the Germans,' she said, 'why are you writing to them about convoys?'
'I really don't think you are in a condition to understand.'
'No? It seems pretty clear to me. You're working for the bastards.'
'Yes, I am. But I'm not spying for them. I'm not spying for anyone, anywhere.'
'But they're paying you.'
'Yes.'
'For nothing?'
'No, for information which they think I get from Britain. But I don't.'
'Then where do you get it?'
'I make it up.'
Julie sneered as hard as she could. 'I don't believe you!' she shouted. Her head reverberated painfully.
'Good,' Luis said. 'The more incredible you find the truth, the less likely the Abwehr is to suspect it.'
'All you ever gave me was lies,' she said. Her eyes were getting very tired. She had difficulty focusing on him. 'You're a shitty German spy and I'm going to kill you,' she insisted. 'I'm going to kill both of you.'
'Fine. Do it tomorrow. Now I'm going to work.' He switched off the light and went out.
She took off all her clothes, dragging the sleeves over the plaster cast, and got into bed. Immediately she had an idea. If Luis really wasn't a genuine German spy, she could inform Colonel Christian of that fact and Christian would therefore arrange to have him killed. There was something wrong with this idea, but she fell asleep before she could work it out.
There was a note on the kitchen table. It read: 5.30 a.m. Gone to bed. Please wake me at 10.30. Coffee in big blue and white jar. Beware hot water very hot.
Julie, wearing a red towelling robe she had found hanging behind the door, padded around the apartment. It was spacious: four rooms, kitchen and bathroom. One room was shut. Presumably he was asleep in there.
She stood and looked at the door and tried to make sense of her scrambled memories of yesterday. A corpse, a cop, several taxis, a revolver as big as a starting cannon, pain, anger, steamy heat, bustle, bad temper, night, lies, exhaustion. They made no sense. Nothing made sense at that moment except her stomach. It sent a loud, clear message. She went back to the kitchen, found coffee, bread and eggs, and cooked breakfast, slowly because the plaster cast made her virtually one-handed.
Sunlight flooded the room. There was a balcony with scarlet geraniums and a view over Lisbon so huge that it made her breathe deeply just to look at it: a flood of angled, red-tiled roofs falling away to the glittering Tagus. The coffee was good, too. She remembered that it was all bought with German money, asked herself whether she should be enjoying it, and got the answer: Why not?
Just after ten he appeared in pyjamas, looking stiff and tired, and raised a hand in greeting. She said nothing. He put water on to boil, went into the bathroom, came out shaved and awake, made coffee.
'You had breakfast?' he asked, looking at the dishes in the sink.
She rapped her cast with her knuckles. 'Can't wash up with this,' she said.
He ate a rapid breakfast of bread rolls and black coffee.
'Can you dress yourself?' he asked.
'Are we going somewhere?'
'We're going to the office.'
'Suppose I don't want to go to the office.'
'Suppose you shut up and get dressed.'
They took a taxi. When they arrived, the lift still wasn't working and the three flies on patrol had been joined by two friends. Because the staircase climbed to the right she could not hold on to the banister. The climb left her with leaden feet and gasping lungs. Luis Cabrillo said nothing until they were in the office.
'Let's get one thing clear from the start,' he told her. 'I didn't ask you to find me, and life would have been a lot easier for me if you had stayed away.'
'You and Hitler both, maybe.'
'Please shut up and listen. I have a great deal of work to do today. The only reason I'm taking the time to explain my situation to you is because otherwise you might go to the German Embassy with a story of your own, and I can't afford that risk.'
'I don't collaborate with krauts,' she muttered.
'Alternatively you might go to the British Embassy, and I can't risk that either.'
'Sure. You don't want the truth to get around.'
'I certainly don't. As long as the Germans think I'm spying on the British for them, they're happy. As long as the British don't know what the Germans think, they're happy too. So let's not upset people with the facts.'
There was a muscular discipline about Luis Cabrillo that surprised her. 'I'm not people,' she said. 'Go ahead and upset the hell out of me.'
'The simplest way is to start at the beginning. The German Embassy in Madrid trained me as a spy and--'
'Whose idea was that?'
He waved the question away. 'Irrelevant. They believe I'm now operating in England and communicating with them via the Spanish Embassy in London. In theory I give my reports to a man in the London Embassy who sends them in the diplomatic bag to Lisbon where someone else .forwards them to Madrid. In fact when I left Spain I never went further than Lisbon. The reality is that I write all my reports here in this office and then mail them to the Abwehr in Madrid. That's what I was doing all last night. I produced four thousand words of secret information about Great Britain and her allies, which is on its way to Madrid right now. Colonel Christian, whom you met, should be reading it first thing tomorrow.'
'No,' she said. 'That doesn't work. There must be things they want to say to you. Instructions, messages. Payment, for God's sake. According to you it's all one-way traffic. I don't believe the spy business works that way.'
'They communicate,' he said. 'In theory the system works in reverse. The Abwehr writes to an address in Lisbon. My friend in the Spanish Embassy here collects the letter, off it goes to London in the bag. I get it from my contact there. In fact what happens is I simply pick up the letters myself.'
'From the bank?'
'Correct.'
'And money? You expect me to believe they pay you through the mail, too?'
'I have bank accounts here and in Switzerland. My earnings are automatically credited to one of them.'
'Meanwhile in England you live off wholesome fattening English air.'
'Not at all. As a Spanish citizen, a neutral, who is doing business in England, I can easily transfer funds from Lisbon.'
'You can, sure. But you don't.'
Luis rubbed his chin. 'You have a point. Perhaps I should open an account in London, for the sake of appearances.' He scribbled a note.
'Meanwhile,' she said, 'all those highpowered experts in German military intelligence are dumb enough to keep on buying the fairy-tales you're supposed to have been sending them.'
Luis shrugged. 'It is true. What else can I say?'
'You've never been to England. You don't know any British people. But you come up here every day and just sit down and invent their secrets.'
'Not quite. I have some reference books which help me.' He took them off a shelf and showed her.
'This explains everything,' she said. '1923 Michelin Guide to Great Britain. Gee whiz. Great Western Railway's Holiday Haunts, price sixpence, the rare 1937 edition. Plus would you believe this evergreen of the schoolroom, Exploring the British Isles by Jasper H. Stembridge, Book 4!' She opened it at random. 'Spring in the Fen-lands,' she read out, 'and the farmers are busy ploughing the huge, flat fields' She shut it. 'Gee, I bet Colonel Christian never knew that until you told him. I bet he leaped to the telephone and called Berlin in a white-hot frenzy and--'
'That page,' Luis said, 'gave me all the basic information I needed for a big report on R.A.F. airfields in eastern England.' He took the books back. 'And I shall be very surprised if some of what I wrote isn't actually true. If it isn't true, the R.A.F. is making a big mistake, that's all I can say.
Julie looked around the bare, dingy room, and sniffed. 'I don't believe you, Luis,' she said. A sliver of broken light-bulb glinted on the floor. She picked it up and dropped it on the desk. 'I don't believe they'd send you off on your own like that. I don't believe they'd trust your crazy diplomatic-bag system. I don't believe you're brilliant enough to invent phony reports, and I don't believe they'd be so damn-fool gullible as to swallow an endless stream of crap.'
'I see,' he said.
She felt very tired. She sat at his desk and rested her plaster cast on the scratched and dented surface.
'What do you believe?' he asked.
She looked at him. He was thinner than he had been in Madrid, and he seemed constantly to be thinking about something else. 'I believe there's a simple answer to everything,' she said. 'You've been spying like hell in Britain, you're back here on a flying visit, and you made up all that stuff to keep me quiet.'
They thought about that, in silence. He picked gently at the graze on his chin until he made it bleed. He inspected the blood on his fingertip and carefully licked it off.
'In that case there's only one thing to do,' he said. 'You'll just have to stay here and see for yourself.'
'Well, that's better than what I expected,' she said. 'I thought you were going to take out your howitzer and blow my head off.'
'I fight a non-violent war,' he said. 'You'd better find something to read. This report I'm doing is all about Commando training in north Wales, and it'll take at least two hours.'